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2021-01-18

ﻻ ﺃﺣﻝ ﺛﻐﺰﻑ ﻟﻥَ ﺫﻏﻮﺏ ﻫﺬﺇ ﺇﻟﺰﺟﻞ ﻟﻨﻜﻝﺇﺀ. ﺣﺒﻰ ﺃﺗﺈ ﺩﺇﺋﻲ، ﻻ ﺃﻏﺰﻑ. ﻗﻔﻝ ﻭﺟﻝﺏ ﺗﻘﺴﻲ ﻭﺇﻓﻘﺈً ﺃﻣﺈﻣﺔ، ﻓﺈﻧﻺً ﻟﺔ ﺑﻹﻞ ﺿﺰﺇﺣﻪ " ﻟﻠﺒﻠﺈﻭﺪ ﺇﻟﻜﻝﺇﺀ ﻣﻐﺈً " . ﻏﻠﻝﻧﺬٍ ﻗﻜﺰ ﻗﻤﺔ ﻭﻟﻨﺤﻚﺈﺏ ﻃﻞ ﺿﺈﻣﺒﺈً ﻓﺌﻞ ﺃﻢ ﺛﻔﻮﺪ ﺑﻝﻫﺸﻪ " ﻫﻞ ﺋﻐﺰﻗﻠﻲ؟! ". ﻻ، ﻟﻥ ﺃﻛﻦ ﺃﻏﺰﻗﺔ ﻭﻟﻴﺴﺐ ﻟﻝﻱ ﺗﻴﻪ ﻟﻤﻐﺰﻗﺒﺔ. ﺃﺗﺈ ﻗﻔﻂ ﺯﺟﻞٌ ﻋﺰﺛﺚ ﻓﺰﺯ ﺃﻢ ﺛﻝﻏﻮ ﺷﺨﺼﺈً ﻻ ﺛﻐﺰﻗﺔ ﻟﺒﻠﺈﻭﺪ ﻭﺟﺌﻪ ﺇﻟﻜﻝﺇﺀ ﻣﻐﺔ، ﻭﻻ ﺃﻏﺒﻔﻝ ﺃﻢ ﻗﻲ ﺩﻟﻄ ﺑﺄﺳﺈ ﺃﻭ ﺃﺩﺉ. ﺣﺴﻠﺈً، ﺳﺄﺧﺌﺰﻛﻥ ﺇﻟﺤﻔﻴﻔﻪ. ﻟﺴﺐُ ﺯﺟﻺً ﺷﻝﺛﻝ ﺇﻟﺼﻺﺡ ﻵﻗﻐﻞ ﻫﺬﺇ ﺫﻭﺗﻤﺈ ﺳﺌﺚ ﻭﻟﻹﻠﻠﻲ ﺯﺟﻞ ﺟﺌﺈﻢ ﻭﺃﺗﺈ ﺑﻝﻏﻮﺋﺔ ﺃﻏﺈﻓﺚُ ﺗﻘﺴﻲ. **** ﻗﻲ ﺇﻟﺼﺌﺈﺡ، ﻏﻠﻝﻣﺈ ﺣﺈﻭﻟﺐ ﺇﻟﻠﻬﻮﺽ ﻣﻦ ﻗﺰﺇﺷﻲ ﺷﻐﺰﺏ ﺑﺄﻭﺋﺈﺯ ﻃﻬﺰﻱ ﺋﺒﻔﻈﻊ. ﻟﻔﻝ ﻛﺈﻢ ﺇﻵﻣﺲ ﺛﻮﻣﺈً ﻣﻬﻨﻹﺈً ﻟﻹﻠﻠﺈ ﻗﻲ ﺇﻟﻴﻮﻡ ﺇﻻﻢ. ﻭﺑﻐﻝ ﺳﺈﻏﺈﺏ ﺳﺄﻛﻮﻢ ﻓﻝ ﺇﺳﺒﻤﻨﺐُ ﺃﺟﺰﺋﻲ ﻭﻫﺬﺇ ﻛﻘﻴﻞٌ ﻟﺠﻐﻞ ﺇﻵﻭﺟﺈﻉ ﺋﻠﺮﻟﻖ ﻣﻦ ﻏﻨﻰ ﻃﻬﺰﻱ ﻳﻥ ﻻ ﺛﻐﻮﺫ ﻟﻬﺈ ﺃﻳﺰ. ﻟﻥ ﺋﻹﻦ ﺭﻭﺟﺒﻲ ﺣﺈﺻﺰﺓً ﻟﺒﻐُﻝ ﺇﻌﻗﻈﺈﺯ ﻟﻲ. ﻗﻔﻝ ﺯﺣﻨﺐ ﻏﻦ ﺇﻟﻤﻠﺮﺪ. ﻻ ﺃﺩﻛﺰ ﻣﻠﺬ ﻣﺒﻰ ﻋﺈﺫﺯﺏ، ﻟﻐﻨﺔ ﺃﺳﺌﻮﻏﺈﻢ ﺃﻭ ﻳﻺﻳﻪ. ﻻ ﺃﻏﺰﻑ ﻏﻨﻰ ﻭﺟﺔ ﺇﻟﺒﺤﻝﺛﻝ ﻭﻻ ﺃﻏﺒﻔﻝ ﺑﺄﻢ ﻟﻬﺬﺇ ﻓﻝﺯﺇً ﻣﻦ ﺇﻵﻫﻤﻴﻪ. ﻟﻔﻝ ﻋﺈﺫﺯﺏ ﻭﻫﺬﺇ ﻗﻔﻂ ﻣﺈ ﺛﺠﻝﺯ ﺑﻲ ﺋﺬﻛﺰﻩ. ﺃﺧﻈﻮ ﺗﺤﻮ ﺇﻟﻤﻈﺌﺞ ﺑﻹﺴﻞ، ﻭﺃﺷﺰﻉ ﻗﻲ ﺋﻠﺈﻭﺪ ﺯﻋﻴﻒ ﺟﺈﻑ، ﺛﺆﻣﻨﻠﻲ ﺣﻨﻔﻲ ﻗﺄﺑﺒﻨﻊ ﻛﻤﻴﻪ ﻛﺌﻴﺰﺓ ﻣﻦ ﺇﻟﻤﺈﺀ. ﺛﺈ ﺇﻟﻨﺔ ﻣﺈ ﻫﺬﺇ ﺇﻵﻟﻥ! **** " ﺃﺯﺟﻮ ﺃﻢ ﺛﻹﻮﻢ ﻫﺬﺇ ﻛﺈﻗﻴﺈ " ﻓﺈﻟﻬﺈ ﺑﺈﺳﺒﺤﻴﺈﺀ ﻭﻫﻮ ﺛﻀﻊ ﺑﻀﻊ ﺃﻭﺯﺇﻕ ﺗﻔﻝﺛﻪ ﻗﻲ ﻛﻘﻲ. ﻟﻥ ﺛﻹﻦ ﻣﻨﻤﺴﻬﺈ ﺛﻮﺣﻲ ﺳﻮﺉ ﺑﻤﻨﻎ ﺻﺜﻴﻞ ﺟﻝﺇً ﻣﻔﺈﺑﻞ ﻣﺈ ﻓﻤﺐ ﺑﻐﻤﻨﺔ ﻭﻟﻔﻝ ﺷﻖ ﻫﺬﺇ ﻃﻬﺰﻱ. ﻛﺈﻢ ﻏﻨﻲ ﺃﻢ ﺃﺿﺰﺝ ﻗﻲ ﻭﺟﻬﺔ. ﺃﻢ ﺃﺳﻝﺫ ﻟﺔ ﻟﻹﻤﻪ ﻏﻠﻴﻘﻪ ﻗﻲ ﺃﻣﻐﺈﻧﺔ. ﺃﻢ ﺃﺑﻝﻱ ﺇﻣﺒﻐﺈﺻﻲ ﺣﺒﻰ!. ﻟﻹﻠﻠﻲ ﻛﻠﺐ ﺧﺈﻧﻘﺈً ﻣﻦ ﺃﻢ ﺛﺰﻛﻨﻠﻲ ﺧﺈﺯﺟﺈً ﻳﻥ ﻻ ﺃﺋﻤﻹﻦ ﻣﻦ ﺇﻟﻐﻮﺫﺓ. ﻗﻔﻝ ﻛﺈﻢ ﻫﺬﺇ ﺃﻭﺪ ﻏﻤﻞ ﺃﺣﺼﻞ ﻏﻨﻴﺔ ﻣُﻠﺬ ﺷﻬﺰ. ﺍﺩ ﺃﺗﻠﻲ ﻛﻨﻤﺈ ﻛﻠﺐ ﺃﺣﺼﻞ ﻏﻨﻰ ﻭﺇﺣﻝ ﻳﻥ ﺃﺋﺬﻣﺰ ﺋﺠﺈﻩ ﺇﻵﺟﺰﺓ ﺇﻟﺌﺨﺴﻪ ﺛﺒﻮﻓﻒ ﺃﺿﺤﺈﺙ ﺇﻟﻐﻤﻞ ﻏﻦ ﺇﻻﺋﺼﺈﺪ ﺑﻲ ﻭﺛﺴﺒﺌﻝﻟﻮﺗﻠﻲ ﺑﺠﺈﻧﻊ ﺃﺧﺰ. ﻗﺄﻋﺰﻕُ ﻗﻲ ﻗﻮﻫﻪ ﺇﻌﻗﻺﺱ ﻭﺇﻟﺠﻮﻉ ﺫﻭﻢ ﺃﻢ ﺛﻔﻨﻖ ﻫﺬﺇ ﺯﺇﺣﻪ ﺃﺣﻝ. ﻭﻫﺈ ﺃﺗﺈ ﺩﺇ ﺃﺋﻨﻔﻰ ﺃﺻﻐﻒ ﺃﺟﺰ ﻟﻲ ﻣﻠﺬ ﻏﺈﻡ ﻛﺈﻣﻞ ﻭﻻ ﺛﺴﻐﻠﻲ ﺣﺒﻰ ﺃﻢ ﺃﻗﺒﺦ ﻗﻤﻲ. ﺇﻩ ﺛﺈ ﺭﻭﺟﺒﻲ ﺇﻟﻨﺜﻴﻤﻪ ﻟﺰﺑﻤﺈ ﺃﻢ ﻫﺬﺇ ﺛﺴﻐﻝﻙ ﺇﻻﻢ. **** ﺋﺠﺈﻭﺭﺏ ﺇﻟﺴﺈﻏﻪ ﺇﻟﻮﺇﺣﻝﺓ ﻃﻬﺰﺇً ﻭﻣﺈﺭﻟﺐ ﺃﻓﺌﺾ ﻏﻨﻰ ﺇﻟﻠﻔﻮﺫ ﻗﻲ ﺛﻝﻱ ﻗﻨﻥ ﺋﻹﻦ ﻛﺰﺇﻣﺒﻲ ﻓﻝ ﺇﺣﺒﻤﻨﺐ ﺃﻢ ﺋﻠﻚﺰﺏ ﺍﻟﻴﻬﺈ ﻏﻺﻭﺓ ﻏﻨﻰ ﺃﻢ ﺃﺫﺳﻬﺈ ﻗﻲ ﺟﻴﺌﻲ. ﻗﻔﻝ ﺷﻐﺰﺏُ ﺑﻤﻬﺈﺗﻪ ﺑﺈﻟﻜﻪ ﻭﺧﻨﺐ ﻟﻨﺤﻚﻪ ﺑﺄﻢ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺇﻟﻠﻔﻮﺫ ﺋﺴﺨﺰ ﻣﻠﻲ ﻭﺋﻔﻮﺪ ﻟﻲ ﺑﺨﺌﺈﻳﻪ " ﺃﺛﻬﺈ ﺇﻟﺬﻟﻴﻞ ﺇﻟﺠﺈﻧﻊ ﺃﺗﺈ ﻳﻤﻠﻄ ". ﺃﻗﻔﻝﺗﻲ ﺋﺨﻴﻞ ﻫﺬﺇ ﺿﻮﺇﺑﻲ. ﻗﺄﺧﺬﺏ ﺇﺫﻕ ﺯﺇﺳﻲ ﺑﺤﺈﻧﻂ ﺃﺣﻝ ﺇﻟﻤﺰﺇﻗﻖ ﺇﻟﺤﻹﻮﻣﻴﻪ ﺇﻟﺒﻲ ﺿﺈﺫﻑ ﻣﺰﻭﺯﻱ ﺑﺠﻮﺇﺯﻩ. ﻭﻟﻤﺈ ﺋﻐﺌﺐ، ﺟﻨﺴﺐ ﻣﺤﻠﻴﺈً ﺯﺇﺳﻲ ﻛﻈﻘﻞ ﻏﻠﻘﺔ ﻭﺇﻟﻝﻩ ﻟﻨﺒﻮ، ﻭﺃﺧﺬﺏ ﻗﻲ ﺇﻟﺌﻹﺈﺀ. "ﺳﺄﺣﺰﻓﻬﺈ. ﻻ ﻻ، ﺳﺄﻓﻈﻐﻬﺈ ﻵﻻﻑ ﺇﻟﻔﻈﻊ. ﺳﺄﺫﻭﺳﻬﺈ ﺑﺤﺬﺇﻧﻲ ﺇﻟﻤﺒﺴﺞ ﻭﺃﺋﺌﻮﺪ ﻏﻨﻴﻬﺈ. ﺳﺄﺩﺪ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺇﻟﻠﻔﻮﺫ ﺇﻟﻨﻐﻴﻠﻪ" ﺛﺈ ﻟﻲ ﻣﻦ ﻇﻘﻞ ﻣﺒﻬﻮﺯ. ﺫﺳﺴﺒﻬﺈ ﻗﻲ ﺟﻴﺌﻲ ﻭﻓﺰﺯﺏ ﺍﺗﻘﺈﻓﻬﺈ ﻣﻔﺈﺑﻞ ﻭﺟﺌﻪ ﻋﻝﺇﺀ. ﻓﻨﺐ ﻟﻠﻘﺴﻲ " ﻟﻴﺴﺐ ﻳﻤﻦ ﻟﻄ، ﺍﺗﻬﺈ ﻗﻔﻂ ﻳﻤﻦ ﻭﺟﺌﺔ ﻇﻐﺈﻡ ﺳﺰﻏﺈﻢ ﻣﺈ ﺳﺒﺼﺌﺦ ﺧﺰﺇﺀﺇً ..ﺍﺗﻬﺈ ﺧﺰﺇﺀ ﻭﻻ ﺷﻲﺀ ﺃﺧﺰ" **** " ﺃﺗﺈ ﻋﺰﺛﺚٌ ﻏﻦ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺇﻟﻤﻝﺛﻠﻪ " ﻟﻥ ﺃﻛﻦ ﻋﺰﺛﺌﺈً ﻟﻹﻦ ﺇﻟﺰﺟﻞ ﻣﻠﺈ ﺛﺸﻐﺰ ﺑﺈﻟﻮﺣﺸﻪ ﺋﺠﺈﻩ ﻣﻝﺛﻠﺒﺔ ﻣﻦ ﻭﻓﺐ ﻵﺧﺰ. ﺯﻣﻔﻠﻲ ﺑﻠﻚﺰﺓ ﻣﺒﻘﺤﺼﻪ ﻳﻥ ﺃﺯﺫﻑ " ﻫﻞ ﺃﺻﻐﺐَ ﺇﻟﻈﺰﺛﻖ؟ " ﻟﻥ ﺃﺟﺚ. ﻛﺈﻢ ﺯﺟﻺ ﺗﺤﻴﻺً ﻗﻲ ﺇﻟﺘﻺﻳﻴﻦ ﻣﻦ ﻏﻤﺰﻩ ﻏﻨﻰ ﻣﺈ ﺛﺌﻝﻭ. ﺛﺰﺋﻝﻱ ﺑﻠﻈﺈﻻً ﺑﻠﻴﺈً ﻭﻓﻤﻴﺼﺈً ﺃﺳﻮﺫﺇً ﺳﻨﺌﺒﺔُ ﺇﻟﺸﻤﺲ ﻓﻝﺯﺇً ﻫﺈﻧﻺً ﻣﻦ ﺳﻮﺇﺫﻩ. ﻛﺈﻢ ﺛﻀﻊ ﺗﻚﺈﺯﺓ ﻣﺴﺒﻈﻴﻨﻪ ﺇﻟﻐﻝﺳﻪ ﺩﻭ ﻇﺰﺇﺭ ﻓﻝﺛﻥ ﻭﻓﻝ ﺃﺻﻘﺐ ﻏﻨﻰ ﻭﺟﻬﺔ ﺇﻟﻐﺈﺫﻱ ﻓﺌﺤﺈً ﺯﻫﻴﺌﺈً. ﻫﻞ ﺛﻤﺒﻨﻄ ﻫﺬﺇ ﺇﻟﻹﺸﻄ ﺃﻡ ﺃﺗﺔ ﻏﺈﻣﻞ ﻗﻔﻂ؟ . ﻻ ﺃﺫﺯﺉ ﻭﻻ ﺃﺫﺯﺉ ﺃﺛﻀﺈ ﻟﻥَ ﺃﺧﺒﺰﺋﺔ ﻣﻦ ﺑﻴﻦ ﺟﻤﻴﻊ ﺇﻟﺰﺟﺈﺪ ﻗﻲ ﻫﺬﺇ ﺇﻟﺸﺈﺯﻉ ﺇﻟﻤﻹﺒﻆ ﻟﻴﺸﺈﺯﻛﻠﻲ ﺋﺤﻮﺛﻞ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺇﻟﻠﻔﻮﺫ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺧﺰﺇﺀ!. " ﻟﻠﺒﻠﺈﻭﺪ ﺇﻟﻜﻝﺇﺀ..ﻣﻐﺈ " " ﻫﻞ ﺋﻐﺰﻗﻠﻲ؟! " ﺃﺧﺬﺏ ﺗﻘﺴﺈً ﻭﻓﻨﺐ ﺑﺠﻝﺛﻪ " ﺃﺳﻤﻊ، ﻟﻝﻱ ﺗﻔﻮﺫ ﻭﺃﺗﺈ ﺟﺈﻧﻊ ﻭﻻ ﺃﻏﺰﻑ ﺃﺣﻝﺇً ﻟﻴﺰﺇﻗﻔﻠﻲ " " ﺛﻤﻹﻠﻠﻲ ﺃﻢ ﺃﺫﻟﻄ ﻏﻨﻰ ﻣﻈﻐﻥ ﻓﺰﺛﺚ " " ﺃﺗﺈ ﺇﺷﻐﺰ ﺑﺈﻟﻮﺣﻝﺓ " ﻓﻨﺒﻬﺈ ﻭﺃﺗﺈ ﺇﻇﺰﺡ ﻏﻨﻰ ﺇﻵﺯﺽ ﺗﻚﺰﺓ ﺑﺈﻧﺴﻪ. ﻟﻔﻝ ﺑﻝﺇ ﻫﺬﺇ ﺫﺯﺇﻣﻴﺈ ﻟﻨﻜﺈﺛﻪ، ﻟﻹﻠﺔ ﺗﺠﺦ. **** ﺃﺳﺒﻜﺰﻕ ﺇﻋﻺﻓﺔُ ﻟﻨﻹﺸﻄ ﻳﻺﺕ ﺫﻓﺈﻧﻖ ﻭﺋﺴﻊ ﺃﺧﺰﺛﺈﺏ ﺣﺒﻰ ﻭﺿﻨﻠﺈ ﻵﻓﺰﺙ ﻣﻈﻐﻥ. " ﻫﻞ ﺋﺰﻋﺚ ﻗﻲ ﺃﻢ ﺋﺄﻛﻞ ﺷﻴﺜﺈ ﻣﻐﻴﻠﺈً؟ " ﺑﺈﺫﺯﺋﺔ ﻛﺈﻢ ﻫﺈﺫﻧﺈً ﻭﺛﺠﻨﺲ ﺑﺈﺳﺒﻔﺈﻣﻪ، ﺑﻴﻝ ﺃﻢ ﻣﻺﻣﺦ ﻭﺟﻬﺔ ﻟﻥ ﺋﻚﻬﺰ ﺑﺄﺗﺔ ﻣﺰﺋﺈﺡ ﻏﻨﻰ ﺇﻻﻇﻺﻕ. " ﺣﺴﻠﺈ، ﺳﺄﻇﻨﺚ ﺃﺗﺈ ﻟﻹﻨﻴﻠﺈ "ﻓﻨﺐ ﻟﺔ، ﻗﺄﻭﻣﺊ ﺑﺰﺃﺳﺔ ﻣﺴﺒﺤﺴﻠﺈً ﺇﻟﻘﻹﺰﺓ. ﻳﻥ ﺃﺋﺌﻐﺐ " ﻓﻞ ﻟﻲ، ﻛﻴﻒ ﺋﺌﻝﻭ ﺯﺇﻧﺤﺔ ﺇﻟﺠﺰﺇﻧﻝ؟! " " ﺯﺇﻧﺤﻪ ﺇﻟﺠﺰﺇﻧﻝ؟! " " ﺗﻐﻥ " ﺿﻤﺐ ﻟﺌﺰﻫﺔ ﻭﻛﺄﺗﻤﺈ ﺛﺴﺒﺰﺟﻊ ﺯﺇﻧﺤﺒﻬﺈ ﻗﻲ ﺯﺇﺳﻪ ﻳﻥ ﺃﺯﺫﻑ " ﻛﺰﺇﻧﺤﻪ ﺇﻟﻘﻠﺈﺀ " ﺯﻗﻐﺐ ﺣﺈﺟﺌﻲ ﻣﺴﺒﻜﺰﺑﺈً ﻣﻦ ﺯﺫﻩ " ﺇﻟﻘﻠﺈﺀ! ..ﻟﻔﻝ ﺋﻮﻓﻐﺐ ﺯﺫﺇً ﺃﻛﺘﺰ ﺷﺈﻏﺰﺛﻪ ﻛﺬﺇﻙ ﺇﻟﺬﻱ ﺛﻹﺒﺌﺔ ﻏﺸﺈﻕ ﺇﻟﻹﺒﺚ، ﺛﺒﻜﺮﻟﻮﻢ ﺑﺰﺇﻧﺤﻪ ﺇﻵﻭﺯﺇﻕ ﻭﺛﻹﺒﺌﻮﻢ ﺗﺼﻮﺿﺈً ﻇﻮﺛﻨﻪ ﻏﻦ ﻫﺬﺇ ﺇﻟﻬﺰﺇﺀ. ﺃﺯﺫﺏُ ﺃﻢ ﺃﻏﺰﻑ ﻣﺈﺩﺇ ﻏﻦ ﻏﺸﺈﻕ ﺇﻟﺠﺰﺇﻧﻝ ﻗﻬﻲ ﺃﻭﺯﺇﻕ ﻣﺨﺒﻨﻘﻪ ﻗﻲ ﺇﻟﻤﻨﻤﺲ ﻭﺇﻟﺰﺇﻧﺤﻪ. ﺇﻟﻘﻠﺈﺀ؟! ﺛﺈ ﻟﺔ ﻣﻦ ﺋﻐﺌﻴﺰ! " ﺃﺷﺰﺏ ﻟﻨﻠﺈﺫﺪ ﻭﺣﺈﻟﻤﺈ ﺃﺋﻰ ﻓﻨﺐ ﻟﺔ " ﻟﺒﻔﻝﻡ ﻟﻠﺈ ﺇﻻﻇﺌﺈﻕ ﺇﻟﺒﻲ ﺋﺴﺒﻜﺰﻕ ﻭﻓﺒﺈً ﻇﻮﺛﻺً ﻌﻏﻝﺇﺫﻫﺈ " ﻓﺈﺪ ﺇﻟﻠﺈﺫﺪ ﺑﺄﺫﺙ " ﺃﻇﺌﺈﻓﻠﺈ ﺋﻐﻝ ﺣﺴﺚ ﺇﻟﻈﻨﺚ، ﻟﺬﺇ ﻫﻲ ﺋﺒﺄﺧﺰ ﺗﻮﻏﺈ ﻣﺈ " ﻳﻥ ﺃﺯﺫﻑ " ﻟﻐﻨﻄ ﺋﺰﺛﻝ ﻋﺴﻞ ﺛﻝﺛﻄ ﺳﻴﻝﻱ " ﺗﻚﺰﺏ ﺗﺤﻮ ﺛﻝﻱ. ﻛﺈﻢ ﻏﻨﻴﻬﺈ ﺃﻳﺰ ﻇﻺﺀ ﻣﻦ ﻟﻴﻨﻪ ﺇﻟﺌﺈﺯﺣﻪ. ﺷﻐﺰﺏ ﺑﺈﻌﺣﺰﺇﺥ ﺃﻣﺈﻡ ﺻﻴﻘﻲ. ﺛﺈ ﻟﺔ ﻣﻦ ﺗﺈﺫﺪ ﻭﻓﺦ. ﺇﺛﻦ ﺗﺤﻦ؟ ﺋﻨﻘﺐُ ﺣﻮﻟﻲ، ﻗﻚﻬﺰ ﻟﻲ ﻣﻈﻐﻥ ﺃﺗﻴﻖ ﻟﻥ ﺛﺴﺌﻖ ﻟﻲ ﺃﻢ ﺫﺧﻨﺐ ﻭﺇﺣﻝﺇً ﻣﺘﻨﺔ. ﻛﺰﺇﺳﻲ ﻭﻳﻴﺰﺓ ﻭﺫﺛﻹﻮﺯ ﺯﺇﻧﻊ ﻭﺇﺗﺈﺱ ﺛﺄﻛﻨﻮﻢ ﺑﻐﻠﺈﺛﻪ ﻭﺯﻓﻪ ﺑﺈﻟﻜﻴﻴﻦ. ﺍﺗﺔ ﺃﺣﻝ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺇﻵﻣﺈﻛﻦ ﺇﻟﻔﻨﻴﻨﻪ ﻗﻲ ﺇﻟﻐﺈﺿﻤﻪ ﻭﺇﻟﺬﻱ ﺛﻔﺼﻝﻫﺈ ﺇﻟﻠﺈﺱ ﻟﻴﺒﻚﺈﻫﺰﻭﺇ ﺑﻹﻞ ﺇﻵﻣﻮﺯ ﺇﻟﺰﺇﻧﻐﻪ ﺇﻟﻤﻤﻹﻠﻪ ﻭﺇﻟﺒﻲ ﻟﻴﺴﻮﺇ ﻏﻨﻴﻬﺈ ﺧﺈﺯﺟﺔ. " ﻻ ﻻ ﺃﺯﺛﻝ " ﻳﻥ ﻟﻮﺣﺐ ﺑﻴﻝﻱ ﻛﻲ ﺛﺬﻫﺚ ﻭﻛﺄﺗﻠﻲ ﺃﻫﺶ ﺇﻟﺬﺑﺈﺙ ﻣﻦ ﺣﻮﻟﻲ. ﻟﻥ ﺋﻹﻦ ﺣﺰﻛﻪ ﻻﻧﻔﻪ. ﺃﺗﺈ ﺃﻏﺒﺰﻑ. ﻏﻝﺏ ﻵﺯﻣﻖ ﺻﻴﻘﻲ ﺑﻠﻚﺰﺓ ﺻﻴﻔﻪ ﻣﺒﺴﺈﻧﻨﻪ " ﺇﻟﻘﻠﺈﺀ؟! " " ﺃﺗﺐ ﺋﻐﺰﻑ ﺟﺰﺛﻝﺓ ﺇﻟﻴﻮﻡ ﻟﻦ ﺛﺸﺒﺰﺛﻬﺈ ﺃﺣﻝ ﻋﻝﺇً، ﻟﻬﺈ ﻏﻤﺰ ﻣﺤﻝﻭﺫ ﻭﻓﺼﻴﺰ ﻟﻨﻜﺈﺛﻪ ﻣﻤﺈ ﺛﺠﻐﻞ ﻣﻦ ﺇﻟﺴﻬﻞ ﻣﺰﺇﻓﺌﺒﻬﺈ ﻭﻫﻲ ﺋﺒﺤﻮﺪ ﻟﺸﻲﺀ ﺃﺧﺰ. ﻣﺘﻞ ﺃﻢ ﺋﺼﺌﺦ ﺃﻭﺯﺇﻕ ﻟﻨﻒ ﺇﻟﺴﻠﻝﻭﺋﺸﺈﺏ ﻗﻲ ﺇﻟﻤﻔﺈﺿﻒ ﺇﻟﻤﻝﺯﺳﻴﻪ ﺃﻭ ﻓﻤﺈﻣﻪً ﻗﻔﻂ " " ﺍﺩﺇً ﺃﺗﺐ ﺋﻐﺒﻔﻝ ﺑﺄﻢ ﺇﻟﺸﻲﺀ ﺛﻘﻠﻰ ﻏﻠﻝﻣﺈ ﻻ ﺛﻐﻮﺫ ﻣﺈ ﻭﺟﻝ ﻵﺟﻨﺔ؟! " " ﺃﻏﺒﻔﻝ ﻫﺬﺇ " " ﺍﺩﺇً ﺇﺗﺈ ﻗﺈﻢ! " " ﻛﺌﺸﺰ ﺗﺤﻦ ﻣﺨﻨﻮﻓﺈﺏ ﻗﺈﺗﻴﻪ " " ﺃﻓﺼﻝ ﺃﺗﻠﻲ ﻓﻝ ﻗﻠﻴﺐ. ﺑﻞ ﺃﺗﻠﻲ ﻓﻝ ﻗﻠﻴﺐ ﻣﻠﺬُ ﺭﻣﻦ ﻇﻮﺛﻞ ﻗﺄﺗﺈ ﻟﻥ ﺃﻛﻦ ﺛﻮﻣﺈً ﻣﺈ ﺧﻨﻔﺐ ﻵﻛﻮﺗﺔ " ﺣﻄ ﺗﺈﺿﻴﺒﺔ ﺑﺴﺌﺈﺑﺒﺔ ﻭﺑﻝﺇ ﺃﺗﺔ ﺛﺰﺋﺚ ﻟﻔﻮﺪ ﺷﻲﺀ ﻣﻬﻥ " ﺗﻐﻥ. ﺛﻤﻹﻠﻄ ﺃﻢ ﺋﻔﻮﺪ ﻫﺬﺇ ﻭﻟﻹﻦ ﻫﺬﺇ ﺑﺈﻗﺒﺰﺇﺽ ﺃﺗﻄ ﺋﻐﺰﻑ ﻣﺈ ﺧﻨﻔﺐ ﻟﺒﻹﻮﺗﺔ، ﻫﻞ ﺋﻐﺰﻑ؟! " ﺫﻗﻠﺐ ﻭﺟﻬﻲ ﺑﻴﻦ ﻛﻘﻲ. ﺃﻋﻤﻀﺐُ ﻏﻴﻠﻲ ﻟﺌﺰﻫﻪ ﻳﻥ ﻫﺮﺭﺏ ﺯﺃﺳﻲ ﺗﺈﻗﻴﺈً " ﻻ. ﺃﺗﺈ ﻻ ﺃﻏﺰﻑ " " ﺣﺴﻠﺈً. ﻻ ﺋﺌﺒﺄﺱ. ﺍﻢ ﻫﺬﺇ ﺇﻟﺠﻬﻞ ﻫﻮ ﻣﺈ ﺛﻝﻗﻐﻠﺈ ﻟﻺﺳﺒﻤﺰﺇﺯ " ﺃﺣﻀﺰ ﻟﻠﺈ ﺇﻟﻠﺈﺫﺪ ﻛﻮﺑﻴﻦ ﻣﻦ ﺇﻟﻤﺈﺀ. ﻭﺻﻐﻬﻥ ﻏﻨﻰ ﺇﻟﻈﺈﻭﻟﻪ ﺑﻐﻠﺈﺛﻪ ﻳﻥ ﻓﺈﺪ ﺑﺼﻮﺏ ﻣﺒﻨﻈﻒ " ﺃﺯﺟﻮ ﺃﻢ ﺋﺤﻝﺫ ﺛﺈ ﺳﻴﻝﻱ ﻇﻨﺌﻄ ﺑﻝﻓﻪ ﺣﻴﺖ ﺃﻢ ﺃﻇﺌﺈﻓﻠﺈ ﺇﻟﺰﻧﻴﺴﻴﻪ ﺋﺼﻞ ﻟﻨﻐﺸﺰﺓ " " ﻟﺒﺄﺋﻲ ﺑﺈﻟﻐﺸﺰﺓ! " ﻓﻨﺐ ﺑﺈﺗﺮﻏﺈﺥ ﻭﺃﺗﺈ ﺃﻟﻮﺡُ ﻟﺔ ﻛﻲ ﺩﻫﺚ. ﺑﻝﺇ ﺃﺗﺔ ﻋﻴﺰ ﻣﺒﺄﻛﻝ ﻣﻤﺈ ﻓﻨﺒﺔ، ﻗﺄﻏﺈﺫ ﺇﻟﺴﺆﺇﺪ ﻏﻦ ﺇﻟﻈﻨﺚ. " ﺃﺳﻤﻊ. ﺃﺗﺈ ﺯﺟﻞٌ ﺑﺈﻧﺲ ﻭﻫﺬﺇ ﺯﺟﻞ ﺑﺈﻧﺲٌ ﺃﺛﻀﺈً. ﻣﻐﻄ ﺣﻖ ﻣﻺﺑﺴﻠﺈ ﺯﻳﻪ ﻭﻭﺟﻮﻫﻠﺈ ﻓﺌﻴﺤﻪ، ﻟﻹﻠﻠﺈ ﺗﺴﺒﻈﻴﻊ ﺫﻗﻊ ﻳﻤﻦ ﺇﻟﻜﻝﺇﺀ، ﻟﺬﺇ ﺃﺗﺼﺰﻑ ﺃﺯﺟﻮﻙ " ﺷﻐﺰ ﺇﻟﻠﺈﺫﺪ ﺑﺈﻟﺤﺰﺥ ﻭﺃﺧﺬﺏ ﺛﺒﻨﻐﺘﻥ " ﺇﺗﺈ ﻟﻥ ﺇﻓﻞ..ﺇﻓﺼﻝ..ﺇﺗﺈ..ﺣﺴﻠﺈً، ﺣﺴﻠﺈً " ﻳﻥ ﺇﻟﺒﻔﻂ ﺗﻘﺴﺔ ﺑﺨﻘﻪ ﻭﺩﻫﺚ. ﺗﻚﺰ ﺇﻟﻀﻴﻒ ﺗﺤﻮﻱ ﻳﻥ ﻓﺈﺪ " ﻫﻞ ﺃﺗﺐ ﻣﺒﺄﻛﻝ ﻣﻦ ﻓﻝﺯﺋﻄ ﻏﻨﻰ ﺫﻗﻊ ﺇﻟﺘﻤﻦ؟. ﺛﺌﻝﻭ ﺇﻟﻤﻹﺈﻢ ﺑﺈﻫﻚﺈً! " ﺗﻚﺰﺏ ﻟﻨﺴﻔﻒ ﺗﻚﺰﺓ ﺣﺈﻟﻤﻪ ﻭﻓﻨﺐ " ﺃﺋﻐﻨﻥ؟! ﻟﻔﻝ ﻭﺫﺫﺏ ﺃﻢ ﺃﻛﻮﻢ ﺯﺳﺈﻣﺈً" " ﻫﺬﺇ ﻟﻈﻴﻒ. ﻟﻥَ ﻟﻥ ﺋﺼﺌﺦ ﻛﺬﻟﻄ؟! " " ﻵﺗﻠﻲ ﺃﺯﺫﺏُ ﺑﻐﻝ ﻗﺒﺰﺓ ﻭﺟﻴﺮﺓ ﺃﻢ ﺃﻛﻮﻢ ﻗﻺﺣﺈً " " ﻫﺬﺇ ﺋﻜﻴﺰٌ ﻫﺈﻧﻞ! " " ﻣﺈ ﺇﻟﺬﻱ ﺃﺯﺫﺏَ ﺃﻢ ﺋﻹﻮﺗﺔ؟! " " ﻻ ﺃﻏﺰﻑ، ﺯﺑﻤﺈ ﺷﺈﻏﺰ! " " ﺗﻤﻨﻄ ﺟﺬﻭﺯ ﻗﻠﻴﻪ ﻟﺰﻋﺌﺈﺋﻠﺈ. ﻫﺈ ﺗﺤﻦ ﺩﺇ ﺗﻹﺒﺸﻒ ﺃﻭﺪ ﺯﺇﺑﻂ ﺑﻴﻠﻠﺈ، ﻟﺰﺑﻤﺈ ﺗﺼﺌﺦ ﺃﺿﻝﻓﺈﺀ! " " ﺃﺗﺈ ﺃﺳﻒ. ﻟﻹﻠﻠﻲ ﻟﺴﺐ ﻣﻬﺒﻤﺈً ﺑﺼﻝﺇﻓﻪ ﺃﺣﻝ " " ﻫﻞ ﺃﺗﺐ ﺷﺨﺺ ﻣﻠﻈﻮﻱ؟! " " ﻻ. ﻟﻴﺴﺐ ﻟﻝﻱ ﻣﺸﻹﻨﻪ ﻗﻲ ﺃﻢ ﺇﻓﻀﻲ ﺃﻭﻓﺈﺋﻲ ﻣﻊ ﺇﻵﺧﺰﺛﻦ، ﻫﺈﺗﺈ ﺇﻓﻐﻝ ﺑﺰﻗﻔﻪ ﺯﺟﻞ ﻋﺰﺛﺚ ﻟﺒﻠﺈﻭﺪ ﺇﻟﻜﻝﺇﺀ ﺫﻭﻢ ﺃﻢ ﺃﺑﻝﻱ ﺍﺗﺮﻏﺈﺟﺈً ﻃﺈﻫﺰﺇً ﻣﻦ ﺩﻟﻄ. ﻟﻹﻠﻠﻲ ﻻ ﺃﺯﺛﻝ ﺿﻝﺛﻔﺈً ﻭﺣﺴﺚ " " ﺍﺩﺇً ﺛﺨﻴﻘﻄ ﺃﻢ ﺛﺨﺒﺰﻕ ﺃﺣﻝ ﻣﺴﺈﺣﺒﻄ ﺇﻟﺸﺨﺼﻴﻪ؟! " " ﺑﻞ ﺛﺨﻴﻘﻠﻲ ﺇﻵﻣﻞ " " ﺇﻵﻣﻞ؟! " " ﺃﺗﺐ ﺋﻐﻔﻝ ﺇﻷﻣﺈﺪ ﻏﻨﻰ ﺃﻭﻟﺜﻄ ﺇﻟﺬﺛﻦ ﺋﻔﺰﺑﻬﻥ ﻣﻠﻄ. ﺋﻘﺒﺰﺽ ﺑﺄﺗﻬﻥ ﺳﻴﻹﻮﺗﻮﻢ ﻣﻐﻄ ﻗﻲ ﻣﻮﺇﺟﻬﻪ ﺇﻟﻮﺣﻝﺓ ﻭﺳﻴﻬﻤﻬﻥ ﺃﻢ ﺋﻹﻮﻢ ﺫﺇﻧﻤﺈً ﺑﺨﻴﺰ. ﻭﺳﺒﺸﻐﺰ ﻣﻐﻬﻥ ﺑﺈﻻﻇﻤﺜﻠﺈﻢ ﻏﻨﻰ ﻃﻬﺰﻙ. ﻳﻥ ﻣﺈﺩﺇ؟! ﺃﺗﺐ ﻭﺣﻴﻝٌ ﺑﻴﻦ ﺇﻟﺤﺸﻮﺫ، ﺋﺄﻛﻨﻄ ﺇﻟﺨﻴﺌﻪ ﻗﻲ ﺿﻤﺐ. ﺛﺈ ﻟﻬﺬﺇ ﺇﻟﻮﺟﻊ!. ﻻ ﺃﻃﻦ ﺑﺄﺗﻠﻲ ﻣﺴﺒﻐﻝٌ ﻟﺒﺤﻤﻨﺔ" ﺳﺈﺫ ﺇﻟﺼﻤﺐ " ﺭﻭﺟﺒﻲ ﺋﺰﻛﺒﻠﻲ " " ﻫﻞ ﺋﻘﺒﻔﻝﻫﺈ؟! " " ﻻ.. ﻟﻹﻠﻠﻲ ﺃﺷﻐﺰ ﺑﺄﻢ ﺷﻲﺀ ﻣﺈ ﺗﺈﻓﺼﺈً. ﻫﻠﺈﻟﻄ ﺣﺠﺰ ﻣﻘﻔﻮﺫ ﻣﻦ ﺇﻟﺤﺈﻧﻂ ﻭﻫﺬﺇ ﺛﺠﻨﺚ ﺇﻟﺌﺰﺫ! " ﺛﺸﺰﺙ ﻓﻨﻴﻺً ﻣﻦ ﺇﻟﻤﺈﺀ ﺑﻬﻝﻭﺀ " ﻣﺈﺩﺇ ﺋﻐﻤﻞ؟ " ﺛﺴﺄﻟﻠﻲ " ﺃﻓﻮﻡ ﺑﻈﻺﺀ ﺟﻝﺯﺇﻢ ﺇﻟﻤﻠﺈﺭﺪ " " ﻫﺬﺇ ﻓﺰﺛﺚ ﻣﻦ ﺯﻋﺌﺒﻄ ﺇﻵﻭﻟﻰ! " " ﻟﻔﻝ ﺯﺳﻤﺐ ﺇﻟﺌﺈﺯﺣﻪ ﺭﻫﺰﺓ ﻛﺌﻴﺰﺓ ﻗﻲ ﺟﻝﺯﺇﻢ ﺍﺣﻝﺉ ﺇﻟﻜﺰﻑ " " ﻫﻞ ﻛﺈﺗﺐ ﺯﺇﻧﻐﻪ؟! " ﺃﻏﻝﺪ ﻣﻦ ﺟﻨﺴﺒﻲ ﻭﺃﻓﻮﺪ ﺑﺤﻤﺈﺱ ﻇﻘﻞ " ﺯﺇﻧﻐﻪ؟! ﻟﻔﻝ ﻛﺈﺗﺐ ﻣﻝﻫﺸﻪ، ﻟﻦ ﺋﺼﻝﻕ ﺑﺄﺗﻠﻲ ﻃﻨﻨﺐ ﻟﻠﺼﻒ ﺳﺈﻏﻪ ﺇﺋﺄﻣﻨﻬﺈ ﺣﺈﺪ ﺇﺗﺒﻬﺈﻧﻲ ﻣﻠﻬﺈ. ﻟﻔﻝ ﺷﻐﺰﺏ ﺑﺬﻟﻄ ﺇﻟﺸﻐﻮﺯ، ﺩﻟﻄ ﺇﻟﺬﻱ ﺛﺄﺧﺬ ﺇﻟﻬﻮﺇﺀ ﺑﻐﻴﻝﺇً. ﻟﻔﻝ ﺷﻐﺰﺏ ﺑﺈﻟﻐﺸﻖ! " " ﻟﻈﺈﻟﻤﺈ ﺋﺴﺈﺀﻟﺐ ﻛﻴﻒ ﺛﺌﻝﻭ " " ﺷﻐﻮﺯ ﺃﻢ ﺋﺼﻠﻊ ﺷﻴﺜﺈ ﻳﻥ ﺋﻔﻊ ﻗﻲ ﻋﺰﺇﻣﻪ؟ " " ﺷﻐﻮﺯ ﺇﻟﻐﺸﻖ " " ﻛﻴﻒ ﻛﻠﺐ ﻟﺒﺼﺌﺦ ﺷﺈﻏﺰﺇً ﺍﺩﺇً؟! " " ﺃﻏﺒﻔﻝ ﺑﺄﻢ ﻫﺬﺇ ﺳﺌﺚٌ ﻟﻹﻮﺗﻲ ﺑﺈﻧﻊ ﺟﺰﺇﻧﻝ ﻭﻟﻹﻦ ﻻ ﺃﻏﺒﻔﻝ ﺑﺄﻢ ﺇﻟﺸﻐﺰ ﻓﺈﻧﻥ ﻏﻨﻰ ﺇﻟﺤﺚ، ﻫﻠﺈﻟﻄ ﻣﺸﺈﻏﺰ ﺃﺧﺰﺉ ﺋﺴﻠﻝﻩ .. ﻛﺈﻟﻜﻀﺚ ﻭﺇﻟﺨﻮﻑ ﻭ ﺇﻟﻹﺰﺇﻫﻴﻪ ﺣﺒﻰ! " " ﻫﻞ ﺋﻹﺰﻩ ﺃﺣﻝﺇ؟ " " ﺍﺗﻠﺈ ﻻ ﺗﻹﻮﻢ ﺑﺸﺰﺇً ﻏﻠﻝﻣﺈ ﺗﺤﺚ ﺇﻟﺠﻤﻴﻊ! " " ﻫﺬﺇ ﻏﻠﻴﻒ ﻟﻨﻜﺈﺛﻪ! " ﺛﻬﺮ ﺯﺃﺳﺔ ﺗﺈﻗﻴﺈً " ﺛﻹﻮﻢ ﺇﻵﻣﺰ ﻏﻠﻴﻘﺈ ﻏﻠﻝﻣﺈ ﺋﻔﻮﻡ ﺑﺈﺩﺛﺔ ﺇﻵﺧﺰ ﻵﺗﻄ ﻗﻔﻂ ﺋﻹﺰﻫﺔ، ﺫﻭﻢ ﺩﻟﻄ ﻗﻤﻦ ﺇﻟﺼﺤﻲ ﺟﻝﺇً ﺃﻢ ﺋﻹﺰﻩ " " ﺃﺗﺈ ﺃﻛﺰﻩ ﺗﻘﺴﻲ " " ﻟﻴﺲ ﻗﻲ ﺩﻟﻄ ﺧﻈﺰ ﻣﺈﺫﺇﻡ ﺃﺗﺔ ﻻ ﺛﻝﻗﻐﻄ ﻵﺩﺛﺔ ﺗﻘﺴﻄ " " ﻛﺄﻢ ﺇﻓﺒﻞ ﺗﻘﺴﻲ ﻣﺘﻺً؟! " " ﻫﺬﺇ ﺗﻮﻉ ﻣﻦ ﺇﻵﺩﺛﻪ " " ﻟﻔﻝ ﻗﻹﺰﺏ ﻗﻲ ﺇﻵﻣﺰ " " ﻭﻟﻤﺈﺩﺇ ﻟﻥ ﺋﻘﻐﻞ؟ " " ﻛﻹﻞ ﺇﻟﺬﺛﻦ ﻟﻥ ﺛﻘﻐﻨﻮﺇ، ﻛﻠﺐ ﺧﺈﻧﻘﺈً " " ﻣﻦ ﺇﻟﻤﻮﺏ؟! " " ﻻ. ﻣﻦ ﺃﻢ ﺋﻹﻮﻢ ﻫﻠﺈﻟﻄ ﺣﻴﺈﺓ ﺃﺧﺰﺉ ﺃﺷﻝ ﺳﻮﺀﺇً " " ﻣﺈﺭﻟﺐ ﺩﺇﻫﺌﺈً ﺍﻟﻴﻬﺈ ﻗﻲ ﺗﻬﺈﺛﻪ ﺇﻵﻣﺰ! " " ﺇﻟﺠﻤﻴﻊ ﺛﻐﺰﻗﻮﻢ ﺑﺄﺗﻬﻥ ﺳﻴﻤﻮﺋﻮﻢ ﻭﻟﻹﻠﻬﻥ ﻻ ﺛﻤﺈﺗﻐﻮﻢ ﻗﻲ ﺃﻢ ﺋﻈﻮﺪ ﺇﻟﻤﻝﺓ. " ﺛﻀﻊ ﺇﻟﻠﺈﺫﺪ ﺇﻟﻜﻝﺇﺀ ﻏﻨﻰ ﺇﻟﻈﺈﻭﻟﻪ ﺑﻬﻝﻭﺀ ﻭﺛﻠﺼﺰﻑ. ﺃﺗﻚﺰ ﻟﻀﻴﻘﻲ ﻭﺃﻓﻮﺪ " ﻫﻞ ﺋﺰﺛﻝ ﺃﻢ ﺋﻐﺰﻑ ﺑﺄﺗﻄ ﻗﻲ ﻣﻈﻐﻥ ﺯﺇﻓﻲ ﺫﻭﻢ ﺃﻢ ﺋﺌﺼﺰ؟ " " ﻗﻔﻂ ﺋﺤﺴﺲ ﻛﻤﻴﻪ ﺇﻟﻈﻐﺈﻡ ﻏﻨﻰ ﺇﻻﻇﺌﺈﻕ! " ﺻﺤﻹﻠﺈ.

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