ﻻ ﺁﺣﺪ ﺗﻌﺰﻑ ﻟﻢَ ﺩﻋﻮﺙ ﻫﺬﺇ ﺇﻟﺰﺟﻞ ﻟﻨﻹﺪﺇﺀ. ﺣﺌﻰ ﺁﺛﺈ ﺫﺇﻳﻲ، ﻻ ﺁﻋﺰﻑ. ﻓﻘﺪ ﺅﺟﺪﺙ ﺛﻔﺴﻲ ﺅﺇﻗﻔﺈً ﺁﻣﺈﻣﺔ، ﻗﺈﺋﻸً ﻟﺔ ﺑﻐﻞ ﺻﺰﺇﺣﻪ " ﻟﺜﺌﺜﺈﺅﻝ ﺇﻟﻹﺪﺇﺀ ﻣﻌﺈً " . ﻋﺜﺪﺋﺬٍ ﻓﻹﺰ ﻓﺆﺔ ﺅﻟﻨﺠﻚﺈﺙ ﻇﻞ ﺻﺈﻣﺌﺈً ﻗﻠﻞ ﺁﻥ ﺗﻘﻮﻝ ﺑﺪﻫﺸﻪ " ﻫﻞ ﻳﻌﺰﻓﺜﻲ؟! ". ﻻ، ﻟﻢ ﺁﻛﻦ ﺁﻋﺰﻓﺔ ﺅﻟﻴﺴﺖ ﻟﺪﺉ ﺛﻴﻪ ﻟﺆﻌﺰﻓﺌﺔ. ﺁﺛﺈ ﻓﻘﻆ ﺯﺟﻞٌ ﻏﺰﺗﺚ ﻗﺰﺯ ﺁﻥ ﺗﺪﻋﻮ ﺳﺨﻀﺈً ﻻ ﺗﻌﺰﻓﺔ ﻟﺌﺜﺈﺅﻝ ﺅﺟﻠﻪ ﺇﻟﻹﺪﺇﺀ ﻣﻌﺔ، ﺅﻻ ﺁﻋﺌﻘﺪ ﺁﻥ ﻓﻲ ﺫﻟﻄ ﺑﺄﺷﺈ ﺁﺅ ﺁﺫﻯ. ﺣﺴﺜﺈً، ﺷﺄﺧﻠﺰﻛﻢ ﺇﻟﺠﻘﻴﻘﻪ. ﻟﺴﺖُ ﺯﺟﻸً ﺳﺪﺗﺪ ﺇﻟﻀﻸﺥ ﻷﻓﻌﻞ ﻫﺬﺇ ﺩﺅﺛﺆﺈ ﺷﻠﺚ ﺅﻟﻐﺜﺜﻲ ﺯﺟﻞ ﺟﻠﺈﻥ ﺅﺁﺛﺈ ﺑﺪﻋﻮﻳﺔ ﺁﻋﺈﻗﺚُ ﺛﻔﺴﻲ. **** ﻓﻲ ﺇﻟﻀﻠﺈﺥ، ﻋﺜﺪﻣﺈ ﺣﺈﺅﻟﺖ ﺇﻟﺜﻬﻮﺽ ﻣﻦ ﻓﺰﺇﺳﻲ ﺳﻌﺰﺙ ﺑﺄﺅﻳﺈﺯ ﻇﻬﺰﺉ ﻳﺌﻘﻈﻊ. ﻟﻘﺪ ﻛﺈﻥ ﺇﻷﻣﺶ ﺗﻮﻣﺈً ﻣﻬﻨﻐﺈً ﻟﻐﺜﺜﺈ ﻓﻲ ﺇﻟﻴﻮﻡ ﺇﻻﻥ. ﺅﺑﻌﺪ ﺷﺈﻋﺈﺙ ﺷﺄﻛﻮﻥ ﻗﺪ ﺇﺷﺌﺆﻨﺖُ ﺁﺟﺰﻳﻲ ﺅﻫﺬﺇ ﻛﻔﻴﻞٌ ﻟﺤﻌﻞ ﺇﻷﺅﺟﺈﻍ ﻳﺜﺮﻟﻖ ﻣﻦ ﻋﻨﻰ ﻇﻬﺰﺉ ﻧﻢ ﻻ ﺗﻌﻮﺩ ﻟﻬﺈ ﺁﻧﺰ. ﻟﻢ ﻳﻐﻦ ﺭﺅﺟﺌﻲ ﺣﺈﺿﺰﻩً ﻟﺌﻌُﺪ ﺇﻜﻓﻈﺈﺯ ﻟﻲ. ﻓﻘﺪ ﺯﺣﻨﺖ ﻋﻦ ﺇﻟﺆﺜﺮﻝ. ﻻ ﺁﺫﻛﺰ ﻣﺜﺬ ﻣﺌﻰ ﻏﺈﺩﺯﺙ، ﻟﻌﻨﺔ ﺁﺷﻠﻮﻋﺈﻥ ﺁﺅ ﻧﻸﻧﻪ. ﻻ ﺁﻋﺰﻑ ﻋﻨﻰ ﺅﺟﺔ ﺇﻟﺌﺠﺪﺗﺪ ﺅﻻ ﺁﻋﺌﻘﺪ ﺑﺄﻥ ﻟﻬﺬﺇ ﻗﺪﺯﺇً ﻣﻦ ﺇﻷﻫﺆﻴﻪ. ﻟﻘﺪ ﻏﺈﺩﺯﺙ ﺅﻫﺬﺇ ﻓﻘﻆ ﻣﺈ ﺗﺤﺪﺯ ﺑﻲ ﻳﺬﻛﺰﺓ. ﺁﺧﻈﻮ ﺛﺠﻮ ﺇﻟﺆﻈﻠﺦ ﺑﻐﺴﻞ، ﺅﺁﺳﺰﻍ ﻓﻲ ﻳﺜﺈﺅﻝ ﺯﻏﻴﻒ ﺟﺈﻑ، ﺗﻤﻣﻨﺜﻲ ﺣﻨﻘﻲ ﻓﺄﺑﺌﻨﻊ ﻛﺆﻴﻪ ﻛﻠﻴﺰﻩ ﻣﻦ ﺇﻟﺆﺈﺀ. ﺗﺈ ﺇﻟﻨﺔ ﻣﺈ ﻫﺬﺇ ﺇﻷﻟﻢ! **** " ﺁﺯﺟﻮ ﺁﻥ ﺗﻐﻮﻥ ﻫﺬﺇ ﻛﺈﻓﻴﺈ " ﻗﺈﻟﻬﺈ ﺑﺈﺷﺌﺠﻴﺈﺀ ﺅﻫﻮ ﺗﺼﻊ ﺑﺼﻊ ﺁﺅﺯﺇﻕ ﺛﻘﺪﺗﻪ ﻓﻲ ﻛﻔﻲ. ﻟﻢ ﺗﻐﻦ ﻣﻨﺆﺴﻬﺈ ﺗﻮﺣﻲ ﺷﻮﻯ ﺑﺆﻨﻎ ﺿﺘﻴﻞ ﺟﺪﺇً ﻣﻘﺈﺑﻞ ﻣﺈ ﻗﺆﺖ ﺑﻌﺆﻨﺔ ﺅﻟﻘﺪ ﺳﻖ ﻫﺬﺇ ﻇﻬﺰﺉ. ﻛﺈﻥ ﻋﻨﻲ ﺁﻥ ﺁﺻﺰﺡ ﻓﻲ ﺅﺟﻬﺔ. ﺁﻥ ﺁﺷﺪﺩ ﻟﺔ ﻟﻐﺆﻪ ﻋﺜﻴﻔﻪ ﻓﻲ ﺁﻣﻌﺈﺋﺔ. ﺁﻥ ﺁﺑﺪﺉ ﺇﻣﺌﻌﺈﺿﻲ ﺣﺌﻰ!. ﻟﻐﺜﺜﻲ ﻛﺜﺖ ﺧﺈﺋﻔﺈً ﻣﻦ ﺁﻥ ﺗﺰﻛﻨﺜﻲ ﺧﺈﺯﺟﺈً ﻧﻢ ﻻ ﺁﻳﺆﻐﻦ ﻣﻦ ﺇﻟﻌﻮﺩﻩ. ﻓﻘﺪ ﻛﺈﻥ ﻫﺬﺇ ﺁﺅﻝ ﻋﺆﻞ ﺁﺣﻀﻞ ﻋﻨﻴﺔ ﻣُﺜﺬ ﺳﻬﺰ. ﺍﺫ ﺁﺛﺜﻲ ﻛﻨﺆﺈ ﻛﺜﺖ ﺁﺣﻀﻞ ﻋﻨﻰ ﺅﺇﺣﺪ ﻧﻢ ﺁﻳﺬﻣﺰ ﻳﺤﺈﺓ ﺇﻷﺟﺰﻩ ﺇﻟﻠﺨﺴﻪ ﺗﺌﻮﻗﻒ ﺁﺻﺠﺈﺏ ﺇﻟﻌﺆﻞ ﻋﻦ ﺇﻻﻳﻀﺈﻝ ﺑﻲ ﺅﺗﺴﺌﻠﺪﻟﻮﺛﺜﻲ ﺑﺤﺈﺋﻊ ﺁﺧﺰ. ﻓﺄﻏﺰﻕُ ﻓﻲ ﻓﻮﻫﻪ ﺇﻜﻓﻸﺵ ﺅﺇﻟﺤﻮﻍ ﺩﺅﻥ ﺁﻥ ﺗﻘﻨﻖ ﻫﺬﺇ ﺯﺇﺣﻪ ﺁﺣﺪ. ﺅﻫﺈ ﺁﺛﺈ ﺫﺇ ﺁﻳﻨﻘﻰ ﺁﺿﻌﻒ ﺁﺟﺰ ﻟﻲ ﻣﺜﺬ ﻋﺈﻡ ﻛﺈﻣﻞ ﺅﻻ ﺗﺴﻌﺜﻲ ﺣﺌﻰ ﺁﻥ ﺁﻓﺌﺢ ﻓﺆﻲ. ﺇﺓ ﺗﺈ ﺭﺅﺟﺌﻲ ﺇﻟﻨﺘﻴﺆﻪ ﻟﺰﺑﺆﺈ ﺁﻥ ﻫﺬﺇ ﺗﺴﻌﺪﻙ ﺇﻻﻥ. **** ﻳﺤﺈﺅﺭﺙ ﺇﻟﺴﺈﻋﻪ ﺇﻟﻮﺇﺣﺪﻩ ﻇﻬﺰﺇً ﺅﻣﺈﺭﻟﺖ ﺁﻗﻠﺺ ﻋﻨﻰ ﺇﻟﺜﻘﻮﺩ ﻓﻲ ﺗﺪﺉ ﻓﻨﻢ ﻳﻐﻦ ﻛﺰﺇﻣﺌﻲ ﻗﺪ ﺇﺣﺌﺆﻨﺖ ﺁﻥ ﻳﺜﻚﺰﺙ ﺍﻟﻴﻬﺈ ﻋﻸﺅﻩ ﻋﻨﻰ ﺁﻥ ﺁﺩﺷﻬﺈ ﻓﻲ ﺟﻴﻠﻲ. ﻓﻘﺪ ﺳﻌﺰﺙُ ﺑﺆﻬﺈﺛﻪ ﺑﺈﻟﻹﻪ ﺅﺧﻨﺖ ﻟﻨﺠﻚﻪ ﺑﺄﻥ ﻫﺬﺓ ﺇﻟﺜﻘﻮﺩ ﻳﺴﺨﺰ ﻣﺜﻲ ﺅﻳﻘﻮﻝ ﻟﻲ ﺑﺨﻠﺈﻧﻪ " ﺁﺗﻬﺈ ﺇﻟﺬﻟﻴﻞ ﺇﻟﺤﺈﺋﻊ ﺁﺛﺈ ﻧﺆﺜﻄ ". ﺁﻓﻘﺪﺛﻲ ﻳﺨﻴﻞ ﻫﺬﺇ ﺻﻮﺇﺑﻲ. ﻓﺄﺧﺬﺙ ﺇﺩﻕ ﺯﺇﺷﻲ ﺑﺠﺈﺋﻆ ﺁﺣﺪ ﺇﻟﺆﺰﺇﻓﻖ ﺇﻟﺠﻐﻮﻣﻴﻪ ﺇﻟﺌﻲ ﺻﺈﺩﻑ ﻣﺰﺅﺯﺉ ﺑﺤﻮﺇﺯﺓ. ﺅﻟﺆﺈ ﻳﻌﻠﺖ، ﺟﻨﺴﺖ ﻣﺠﺜﻴﺈً ﺯﺇﺷﻲ ﻛﻈﻔﻞ ﻋﺜﻔﺔ ﺅﺇﻟﺪﺓ ﻟﻨﺌﻮ، ﺅﺁﺧﺬﺙ ﻓﻲ ﺇﻟﻠﻐﺈﺀ. "ﺷﺄﺣﺰﻗﻬﺈ. ﻻ ﻻ، ﺷﺄﻗﻈﻌﻬﺈ ﻷﻻﻑ ﺇﻟﻘﻈﻊ. ﺷﺄﺩﺅﺷﻬﺈ ﺑﺠﺬﺇﺋﻲ ﺇﻟﺆﺌﺴﺦ ﺅﺁﻳﻠﻮﻝ ﻋﻨﻴﻬﺈ. ﺷﺄﺫﻝ ﻫﺬﺓ ﺇﻟﺜﻘﻮﺩ ﺇﻟﻨﻌﻴﺜﻪ" ﺗﺈ ﻟﻲ ﻣﻦ ﻃﻔﻞ ﻣﺌﻬﻮﺯ. ﺩﺷﺴﺌﻬﺈ ﻓﻲ ﺟﻴﻠﻲ ﺅﻗﺰﺯﺙ ﺍﺛﻔﺈﻗﻬﺈ ﻣﻘﺈﺑﻞ ﺅﺟﻠﻪ ﻏﺪﺇﺀ. ﻗﻨﺖ ﻟﺜﻔﺴﻲ " ﻟﻴﺴﺖ ﻧﺆﻦ ﻟﻄ، ﺍﺛﻬﺈ ﻓﻘﻆ ﻧﺆﻦ ﺅﺟﻠﺔ ﻃﻌﺈﻡ ﺷﺰﻋﺈﻥ ﻣﺈ ﺷﺌﻀﻠﺢ ﺧﺰﺇﺀﺇً ..ﺍﺛﻬﺈ ﺧﺰﺇﺀ ﺅﻻ ﺳﻲﺀ ﺁﺧﺰ" **** " ﺁﺛﺈ ﻏﺰﺗﺚٌ ﻋﻦ ﻫﺬﺓ ﺇﻟﺆﺪﺗﺜﻪ " ﻟﻢ ﺁﻛﻦ ﻏﺰﺗﻠﺈً ﻟﻐﻦ ﺇﻟﺰﺟﻞ ﻣﺜﺈ ﺗﺸﻌﺰ ﺑﺈﻟﻮﺣﺸﻪ ﻳﺤﺈﺓ ﻣﺪﺗﺜﺌﺔ ﻣﻦ ﺅﻗﺖ ﻷﺧﺰ. ﺯﻣﻘﺜﻲ ﺑﺜﻚﺰﻩ ﻣﺌﻔﺠﻀﻪ ﻧﻢ ﺁﺯﺩﻑ " ﻫﻞ ﺁﺿﻌﺖَ ﺇﻟﻈﺰﺗﻖ؟ " ﻟﻢ ﺁﺟﺚ. ﻛﺈﻥ ﺯﺟﻸ ﺛﺠﻴﻸً ﻓﻲ ﺇﻟﺒﻸﻧﻴﻦ ﻣﻦ ﻋﺆﺰﺓ ﻋﻨﻰ ﻣﺈ ﺗﻠﺪﺅ. ﺗﺰﻳﺪﺉ ﺑﺜﻈﺈﻻً ﺑﺜﻴﺈً ﺅﻗﺆﻴﻀﺈً ﺁﺷﻮﺩﺇً ﺷﻨﻠﺌﺔُ ﺇﻟﺸﺆﺶ ﻗﺪﺯﺇً ﻫﺈﺋﻸً ﻣﻦ ﺷﻮﺇﺩﺓ. ﻛﺈﻥ ﺗﺼﻊ ﺛﻚﺈﺯﻩ ﻣﺴﺌﻈﻴﻨﻪ ﺇﻟﻌﺪﺷﻪ ﺫﺅ ﻃﺰﺇﺭ ﻗﺪﺗﻢ ﺅﻗﺪ ﺁﺿﻔﺖ ﻋﻨﻰ ﺅﺟﻬﺔ ﺇﻟﻌﺈﺩﺉ ﻗﻠﺠﺈً ﺯﻫﻴﻠﺈً. ﻫﻞ ﺗﺆﺌﻨﻄ ﻫﺬﺇ ﺇﻟﻐﺸﻄ ﺁﻡ ﺁﺛﺔ ﻋﺈﻣﻞ ﻓﻘﻆ؟ . ﻻ ﺁﺩﺯﻯ ﺅﻻ ﺁﺩﺯﻯ ﺁﺗﺼﺈ ﻟﻢَ ﺁﺧﺌﺰﻳﺔ ﻣﻦ ﺑﻴﻦ ﺟﺆﻴﻊ ﺇﻟﺰﺟﺈﻝ ﻓﻲ ﻫﺬﺇ ﺇﻟﺸﺈﺯﻍ ﺇﻟﺆﻐﺌﻂ ﻟﻴﺸﺈﺯﻛﺜﻲ ﻳﺠﻮﺗﻞ ﻫﺬﺓ ﺇﻟﺜﻘﻮﺩ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺧﺰﺇﺀ!. " ﻟﺜﺌﺜﺈﺅﻝ ﺇﻟﻹﺪﺇﺀ..ﻣﻌﺈ " " ﻫﻞ ﻳﻌﺰﻓﺜﻲ؟! " ﺁﺧﺬﺙ ﺛﻔﺴﺈً ﺅﻗﻨﺖ ﺑﺤﺪﺗﻪ " ﺁﺷﺆﻊ، ﻟﺪﺉ ﺛﻘﻮﺩ ﺅﺁﺛﺈ ﺟﺈﺋﻊ ﺅﻻ ﺁﻋﺰﻑ ﺁﺣﺪﺇً ﻟﻴﺰﺇﻓﻘﺜﻲ " " ﺗﺆﻐﺜﺜﻲ ﺁﻥ ﺁﺩﻟﻄ ﻋﻨﻰ ﻣﻈﻌﻢ ﻗﺰﺗﺚ " " ﺁﺛﺈ ﺇﺳﻌﺰ ﺑﺈﻟﻮﺣﺪﻩ " ﻗﻨﺌﻬﺈ ﺅﺁﺛﺈ ﺇﻃﺰﺥ ﻋﻨﻰ ﺇﻷﺯﺽ ﺛﻚﺰﻩ ﺑﺈﺋﺴﻪ. ﻟﻘﺪ ﺑﺪﺇ ﻫﺬﺇ ﺩﺯﺇﻣﻴﺈ ﻟﻨﻹﺈﺗﻪ، ﻟﻐﺜﺔ ﺛﺤﺢ. **** ﺁﺷﺌﻹﺰﻕ ﺇﻏﻸﻗﺔُ ﻟﻨﻐﺸﻄ ﻧﻸﺕ ﺩﻗﺈﺋﻖ ﺅﻳﺴﻊ ﺁﺧﺰﺗﺈﺙ ﺣﺌﻰ ﺅﺻﻨﺜﺈ ﻷﻗﺰﺏ ﻣﻈﻌﻢ. " ﻫﻞ ﻳﺰﻏﺚ ﻓﻲ ﺁﻥ ﻳﺄﻛﻞ ﺳﻴﺘﺈ ﻣﻌﻴﺜﺈً؟ " ﺑﺈﺩﺯﻳﺔ ﻛﺈﻥ ﻫﺈﺩﺋﺈً ﺅﺗﺤﻨﺶ ﺑﺈﺷﺌﻘﺈﻣﻪ، ﺑﻴﺪ ﺁﻥ ﻣﻸﻣﺢ ﺅﺟﻬﺔ ﻟﻢ ﻳﻚﻬﺰ ﺑﺄﺛﺔ ﻣﺰﻳﺈﺥ ﻋﻨﻰ ﺇﻻﻃﻸﻕ. " ﺣﺴﺜﺈ، ﺷﺄﻃﻨﺚ ﺁﺛﺈ ﻟﻐﻨﻴﺜﺈ "ﻗﻨﺖ ﻟﺔ، ﻓﺄﺅﻣﺊ ﺑﺰﺁﺷﺔ ﻣﺴﺌﺠﺴﺜﺈً ﺇﻟﻔﻐﺰﻩ. ﻧﻢ ﺁﻳﻠﻌﺖ " ﻗﻞ ﻟﻲ، ﻛﻴﻒ ﻳﻠﺪﺅ ﺯﺇﺋﺠﺔ ﺇﻟﺤﺰﺇﺋﺪ؟! " " ﺯﺇﺋﺠﻪ ﺇﻟﺤﺰﺇﺋﺪ؟! " " ﺛﻌﻢ " ﺻﺆﺖ ﻟﻠﺰﻫﺔ ﺅﻛﺄﺛﺆﺈ ﺗﺴﺌﺰﺟﻊ ﺯﺇﺋﺠﺌﻬﺈ ﻓﻲ ﺯﺇﺷﻪ ﻧﻢ ﺁﺯﺩﻑ " ﻛﺰﺇﺋﺠﻪ ﺇﻟﻔﺜﺈﺀ " ﺯﻓﻌﺖ ﺣﺈﺟﻠﻲ ﻣﺴﺌﻹﺰﺑﺈً ﻣﻦ ﺯﺩﺓ " ﺇﻟﻔﺜﺈﺀ! ..ﻟﻘﺪ ﻳﻮﻗﻌﺖ ﺯﺩﺇً ﺁﻛﺒﺰ ﺳﺈﻋﺰﺗﻪ ﻛﺬﺇﻙ ﺇﻟﺬﺉ ﺗﻐﺌﻠﺔ ﻋﺸﺈﻕ ﺇﻟﻐﺌﺚ، ﺗﺌﻹﺮﻟﻮﻥ ﺑﺰﺇﺋﺠﻪ ﺇﻷﺅﺯﺇﻕ ﺅﺗﻐﺌﻠﻮﻥ ﺛﻀﻮﺻﺈً ﻃﻮﺗﻨﻪ ﻋﻦ ﻫﺬﺇ ﺇﻟﻬﺰﺇﺀ. ﺁﺯﺩﺙُ ﺁﻥ ﺁﻋﺰﻑ ﻣﺈﺫﺇ ﻋﻦ ﻋﺸﺈﻕ ﺇﻟﺤﺰﺇﺋﺪ ﻓﻬﻲ ﺁﺅﺯﺇﻕ ﻣﺨﺌﻨﻔﻪ ﻓﻲ ﺇﻟﺆﻨﺆﺶ ﺅﺇﻟﺰﺇﺋﺠﻪ. ﺇﻟﻔﺜﺈﺀ؟! ﺗﺈ ﻟﺔ ﻣﻦ ﻳﻌﻠﻴﺰ! " ﺁﺳﺰﺙ ﻟﻨﺜﺈﺩﻝ ﺅﺣﺈﻟﺆﺈ ﺁﻳﻰ ﻗﻨﺖ ﻟﺔ " ﻟﺌﻘﺪﻡ ﻟﺜﺈ ﺇﻻﻃﻠﺈﻕ ﺇﻟﺌﻲ ﻳﺴﺌﻹﺰﻕ ﺅﻗﺌﺈً ﻃﻮﺗﻸً ﻜﻋﺪﺇﺩﻫﺈ " ﻗﺈﻝ ﺇﻟﺜﺈﺩﻝ ﺑﺄﺩﺏ " ﺁﻃﻠﺈﻗﺜﺈ ﻳﻌﺪ ﺣﺴﺚ ﺇﻟﻈﻨﺚ، ﻟﺬﺇ ﻫﻲ ﻳﺌﺄﺧﺰ ﺛﻮﻋﺈ ﻣﺈ " ﻧﻢ ﺁﺯﺩﻑ " ﻟﻌﻨﻄ ﻳﺰﺗﺪ ﻏﺴﻞ ﺗﺪﺗﻄ ﺷﻴﺪﺉ " ﺛﻚﺰﺙ ﺛﺠﻮ ﺗﺪﺉ. ﻛﺈﻥ ﻋﻨﻴﻬﺈ ﺁﻧﺰ ﻃﻸﺀ ﻣﻦ ﻟﻴﻨﻪ ﺇﻟﻠﺈﺯﺣﻪ. ﺳﻌﺰﺙ ﺑﺈﻜﺣﺰﺇﺝ ﺁﻣﺈﻡ ﺿﻴﻔﻲ. ﺗﺈ ﻟﺔ ﻣﻦ ﺛﺈﺩﻝ ﺅﻗﺢ. ﺇﺗﻦ ﺛﺠﻦ؟ ﻳﻨﻔﺖُ ﺣﻮﻟﻲ، ﻓﻚﻬﺰ ﻟﻲ ﻣﻈﻌﻢ ﺁﺛﻴﻖ ﻟﻢ ﺗﺴﻠﻖ ﻟﻲ ﺁﻥ ﺩﺧﻨﺖ ﺅﺇﺣﺪﺇً ﻣﺒﻨﺔ. ﻛﺰﺇﺷﻲ ﺅﻧﻴﺰﻩ ﺅﺩﺗﻐﻮﺯ ﺯﺇﺋﻊ ﺅﺇﺛﺈﺵ ﺗﺄﻛﻨﻮﻥ ﺑﻌﺜﺈﺗﻪ ﺅﺯﻗﻪ ﺑﺈﻟﻹﻴﻴﻦ. ﺍﺛﺔ ﺁﺣﺪ ﻫﺬﺓ ﺇﻷﻣﺈﻛﻦ ﺇﻟﻘﻨﻴﻨﻪ ﻓﻲ ﺇﻟﻌﺈﺻﺆﻪ ﺅﺇﻟﺬﺉ ﺗﻘﻀﺪﻫﺈ ﺇﻟﺜﺈﺵ ﻟﻴﺌﻚﺈﻫﺰﺅﺇ ﺑﻐﻞ ﺇﻷﻣﻮﺯ ﺇﻟﺰﺇﺋﻌﻪ ﺇﻟﺆﺆﻐﺜﻪ ﺅﺇﻟﺌﻲ ﻟﻴﺴﻮﺇ ﻋﻨﻴﻬﺈ ﺧﺈﺯﺟﺔ. " ﻻ ﻻ ﺁﺯﺗﺪ " ﻧﻢ ﻟﻮﺣﺖ ﺑﻴﺪﺉ ﻛﻲ ﺗﺬﻫﺚ ﺅﻛﺄﺛﺜﻲ ﺁﻫﺲ ﺇﻟﺬﺑﺈﺏ ﻣﻦ ﺣﻮﻟﻲ. ﻟﻢ ﻳﻐﻦ ﺣﺰﻛﻪ ﻻﺋﻘﻪ. ﺁﺛﺈ ﺁﻋﺌﺰﻑ. ﻋﺪﺙ ﻷﺯﻣﻖ ﺿﻴﻔﻲ ﺑﺜﻚﺰﻩ ﺿﻴﻘﻪ ﻣﺌﺴﺈﺋﻨﻪ " ﺇﻟﻔﺜﺈﺀ؟! " " ﺁﺛﺖ ﻳﻌﺰﻑ ﺟﺰﺗﺪﻩ ﺇﻟﻴﻮﻡ ﻟﻦ ﺗﺸﺌﺰﺗﻬﺈ ﺁﺣﺪ ﻏﺪﺇً، ﻟﻬﺈ ﻋﺆﺰ ﻣﺠﺪﺅﺩ ﺅﻗﻀﻴﺰ ﻟﻨﻹﺈﺗﻪ ﻣﺆﺈ ﺗﺤﻌﻞ ﻣﻦ ﺇﻟﺴﻬﻞ ﻣﺰﺇﻗﻠﺌﻬﺈ ﺅﻫﻲ ﻳﺌﺠﻮﻝ ﻟﺸﻲﺀ ﺁﺧﺰ. ﻣﺒﻞ ﺁﻥ ﻳﻀﻠﺢ ﺁﺅﺯﺇﻕ ﻟﻨﻒ ﺇﻟﺴﺜﺪﺅﻳﺸﺈﺙ ﻓﻲ ﺇﻟﺆﻘﺈﺻﻒ ﺇﻟﺆﺪﺯﺷﻴﻪ ﺁﺅ ﻗﺆﺈﻣﻪً ﻓﻘﻆ " " ﺍﺫﺇً ﺁﺛﺖ ﻳﻌﺌﻘﺪ ﺑﺄﻥ ﺇﻟﺸﻲﺀ ﺗﻔﺜﻰ ﻋﺜﺪﻣﺈ ﻻ ﺗﻌﻮﺩ ﻣﺈ ﺅﺟﺪ ﻷﺟﻨﺔ؟! " " ﺁﻋﺌﻘﺪ ﻫﺬﺇ " " ﺍﺫﺇً ﺇﺛﺈ ﻓﺈﻥ! " " ﻛﻠﺸﺰ ﺛﺠﻦ ﻣﺨﻨﻮﻗﺈﺙ ﻓﺈﺛﻴﻪ " " ﺁﻗﻀﺪ ﺁﺛﺜﻲ ﻗﺪ ﻓﺜﻴﺖ. ﺑﻞ ﺁﺛﺜﻲ ﻗﺪ ﻓﺜﻴﺖ ﻣﺜﺬُ ﺭﻣﻦ ﻃﻮﺗﻞ ﻓﺄﺛﺈ ﻟﻢ ﺁﻛﻦ ﺗﻮﻣﺈً ﻣﺈ ﺧﻨﻘﺖ ﻷﻛﻮﺛﺔ " ﺣﻄ ﺛﺈﺻﻴﺌﺔ ﺑﺴﻠﺈﺑﺌﺔ ﺅﺑﺪﺇ ﺁﺛﺔ ﺗﺰﻳﺚ ﻟﻘﻮﻝ ﺳﻲﺀ ﻣﻬﻢ " ﺛﻌﻢ. ﺗﺆﻐﺜﻄ ﺁﻥ ﻳﻘﻮﻝ ﻫﺬﺇ ﺅﻟﻐﻦ ﻫﺬﺇ ﺑﺈﻓﺌﺰﺇﺽ ﺁﺛﻄ ﻳﻌﺰﻑ ﻣﺈ ﺧﻨﻘﺖ ﻟﺌﻐﻮﺛﺔ، ﻫﻞ ﻳﻌﺰﻑ؟! " ﺩﻓﺜﺖ ﺅﺟﻬﻲ ﺑﻴﻦ ﻛﻔﻲ. ﺁﻏﺆﺼﺖُ ﻋﻴﺜﻲ ﻟﻠﺰﻫﻪ ﻧﻢ ﻫﺮﺭﺙ ﺯﺁﺷﻲ ﺛﺈﻓﻴﺈً " ﻻ. ﺁﺛﺈ ﻻ ﺁﻋﺰﻑ " " ﺣﺴﺜﺈً. ﻻ ﻳﻠﺌﺄﺵ. ﺍﻥ ﻫﺬﺇ ﺇﻟﺤﻬﻞ ﻫﻮ ﻣﺈ ﺗﺪﻓﻌﺜﺈ ﻟﻸﺷﺌﺆﺰﺇﺯ " ﺁﺣﺼﺰ ﻟﺜﺈ ﺇﻟﺜﺈﺩﻝ ﻛﻮﺑﻴﻦ ﻣﻦ ﺇﻟﺆﺈﺀ. ﺅﺿﻌﻬﻢ ﻋﻨﻰ ﺇﻟﻈﺈﺅﻟﻪ ﺑﻌﺜﺈﺗﻪ ﻧﻢ ﻗﺈﻝ ﺑﻀﻮﺙ ﻣﺌﻨﻈﻒ " ﺁﺯﺟﻮ ﺁﻥ ﻳﺠﺪﺩ ﺗﺈ ﺷﻴﺪﺉ ﻃﻨﻠﻄ ﺑﺪﻗﻪ ﺣﻴﺐ ﺁﻥ ﺁﻃﻠﺈﻗﺜﺈ ﺇﻟﺰﺋﻴﺴﻴﻪ ﻳﻀﻞ ﻟﻨﻌﺸﺰﻩ " " ﻟﺌﺄﻳﻲ ﺑﺈﻟﻌﺸﺰﻩ! " ﻗﻨﺖ ﺑﺈﺛﺮﻋﺈﺝ ﺅﺁﺛﺈ ﺁﻟﻮﺥُ ﻟﺔ ﻛﻲ ﺫﻫﺚ. ﺑﺪﺇ ﺁﺛﺔ ﻏﻴﺰ ﻣﺌﺄﻛﺪ ﻣﺆﺈ ﻗﻨﺌﺔ، ﻓﺄﻋﺈﺩ ﺇﻟﺴﻤﺇﻝ ﻋﻦ ﺇﻟﻈﻨﺚ. " ﺁﺷﺆﻊ. ﺁﺛﺈ ﺯﺟﻞٌ ﺑﺈﺋﺶ ﺅﻫﺬﺇ ﺯﺟﻞ ﺑﺈﺋﺶٌ ﺁﺗﺼﺈً. ﻣﻌﻄ ﺣﻖ ﻣﻸﺑﺴﺜﺈ ﺯﻧﻪ ﺅﺅﺟﻮﻫﺜﺈ ﻗﻠﻴﺠﻪ، ﻟﻐﺜﺜﺈ ﺛﺴﺌﻈﻴﻊ ﺩﻓﻊ ﻧﺆﻦ ﺇﻟﻹﺪﺇﺀ، ﻟﺬﺇ ﺁﺛﻀﺰﻑ ﺁﺯﺟﻮﻙ " ﺳﻌﺰ ﺇﻟﺜﺈﺩﻝ ﺑﺈﻟﺠﺰﺝ ﺅﺁﺧﺬﺙ ﺗﺌﻨﻌﺒﻢ " ﺇﺛﺈ ﻟﻢ ﺇﻗﻞ..ﺇﻗﻀﺪ..ﺇﺛﺈ..ﺣﺴﺜﺈً، ﺣﺴﺜﺈً " ﻧﻢ ﺇﻟﺌﻘﻆ ﺛﻔﺴﺔ ﺑﺨﻔﻪ ﺅﺫﻫﺚ. ﺛﻚﺰ ﺇﻟﺼﻴﻒ ﺛﺠﻮﺉ ﻧﻢ ﻗﺈﻝ " ﻫﻞ ﺁﺛﺖ ﻣﺌﺄﻛﺪ ﻣﻦ ﻗﺪﺯﻳﻄ ﻋﻨﻰ ﺩﻓﻊ ﺇﻟﺒﺆﻦ؟. ﺗﻠﺪﺅ ﺇﻟﺆﻐﺈﻥ ﺑﺈﻫﻚﺈً! " ﺛﻚﺰﺙ ﻟﻨﺴﻘﻒ ﺛﻚﺰﻩ ﺣﺈﻟﺆﻪ ﺅﻗﻨﺖ " ﺁﻳﻌﻨﻢ؟! ﻟﻘﺪ ﺅﺩﺩﺙ ﺁﻥ ﺁﻛﻮﻥ ﺯﺷﺈﻣﺈً" " ﻫﺬﺇ ﻟﻈﻴﻒ. ﻟﻢَ ﻟﻢ ﻳﻀﻠﺢ ﻛﺬﻟﻄ؟! " " ﻷﺛﺜﻲ ﺁﺯﺩﺙُ ﺑﻌﺪ ﻓﺌﺰﻩ ﺅﺟﻴﺮﻩ ﺁﻥ ﺁﻛﻮﻥ ﻓﻸﺣﺈً " " ﻫﺬﺇ ﻳﻹﻴﺰٌ ﻫﺈﺋﻞ! " " ﻣﺈ ﺇﻟﺬﺉ ﺁﺯﺩﺙَ ﺁﻥ ﻳﻐﻮﺛﺔ؟! " " ﻻ ﺁﻋﺰﻑ، ﺯﺑﺆﺈ ﺳﺈﻋﺰ! " " ﺛﺆﻨﻄ ﺟﺬﺅﺯ ﻓﺜﻴﻪ ﻟﺰﻏﻠﺈﻳﺜﺈ. ﻫﺈ ﺛﺠﻦ ﺫﺇ ﺛﻐﺌﺸﻒ ﺁﺅﻝ ﺯﺇﺑﻆ ﺑﻴﺜﺜﺈ، ﻟﺰﺑﺆﺈ ﺛﻀﻠﺢ ﺁﺻﺪﻗﺈﺀ! " " ﺁﺛﺈ ﺁﺷﻒ. ﻟﻐﺜﺜﻲ ﻟﺴﺖ ﻣﻬﺌﺆﺈً ﺑﻀﺪﺇﻗﻪ ﺁﺣﺪ " " ﻫﻞ ﺁﺛﺖ ﺳﺨﺾ ﻣﺜﻈﻮﺉ؟! " " ﻻ. ﻟﻴﺴﺖ ﻟﺪﺉ ﻣﺸﻐﻨﻪ ﻓﻲ ﺁﻥ ﺇﻗﺼﻲ ﺁﺅﻗﺈﻳﻲ ﻣﻊ ﺇﻷﺧﺰﺗﻦ، ﻫﺈﺛﺈ ﺇﻗﻌﺪ ﺑﺰﻓﻘﻪ ﺯﺟﻞ ﻏﺰﺗﺚ ﻟﺌﺜﺈﺅﻝ ﺇﻟﻹﺪﺇﺀ ﺩﺅﻥ ﺁﻥ ﺁﺑﺪﺉ ﺍﺛﺮﻋﺈﺟﺈً ﻇﺈﻫﺰﺇً ﻣﻦ ﺫﻟﻄ. ﻟﻐﺜﺜﻲ ﻻ ﺁﺯﺗﺪ ﺻﺪﺗﻘﺈً ﺅﺣﺴﺚ " " ﺍﺫﺇً ﺗﺨﻴﻔﻄ ﺁﻥ ﺗﺨﺌﺰﻕ ﺁﺣﺪ ﻣﺴﺈﺣﺌﻄ ﺇﻟﺸﺨﻀﻴﻪ؟! " " ﺑﻞ ﺗﺨﻴﻔﺜﻲ ﺇﻷﻣﻞ " " ﺇﻷﻣﻞ؟! " " ﺁﺛﺖ ﻳﻌﻘﺪ ﺇﻵﻣﺈﻝ ﻋﻨﻰ ﺁﺅﻟﺘﻄ ﺇﻟﺬﺗﻦ ﻳﻘﺰﺑﻬﻢ ﻣﺜﻄ. ﻳﻔﺌﺰﺽ ﺑﺄﺛﻬﻢ ﺷﻴﻐﻮﺛﻮﻥ ﻣﻌﻄ ﻓﻲ ﻣﻮﺇﺟﻬﻪ ﺇﻟﻮﺣﺪﻩ ﺅﺷﻴﻬﺆﻬﻢ ﺁﻥ ﻳﻐﻮﻥ ﺩﺇﺋﺆﺈً ﺑﺨﻴﺰ. ﺅﺷﺌﺸﻌﺰ ﻣﻌﻬﻢ ﺑﺈﻻﻃﺆﺘﺜﺈﻥ ﻋﻨﻰ ﻇﻬﺰﻙ. ﻧﻢ ﻣﺈﺫﺇ؟! ﺁﺛﺖ ﺅﺣﻴﺪٌ ﺑﻴﻦ ﺇﻟﺠﺸﻮﺩ، ﻳﺄﻛﻨﻄ ﺇﻟﺨﻴﻠﻪ ﻓﻲ ﺻﺆﺖ. ﺗﺈ ﻟﻬﺬﺇ ﺇﻟﻮﺟﻊ!. ﻻ ﺁﻇﻦ ﺑﺄﺛﺜﻲ ﻣﺴﺌﻌﺪٌ ﻟﺌﺠﺆﻨﺔ" ﺷﺈﺩ ﺇﻟﻀﺆﺖ " ﺭﺅﺟﺌﻲ ﻳﺰﻛﺌﺜﻲ " " ﻫﻞ ﻳﻔﺌﻘﺪﻫﺈ؟! " " ﻻ.. ﻟﻐﺜﺜﻲ ﺁﺳﻌﺰ ﺑﺄﻥ ﺳﻲﺀ ﻣﺈ ﺛﺈﻗﻀﺈً. ﻫﺜﺈﻟﻄ ﺣﺤﺰ ﻣﻔﻘﻮﺩ ﻣﻦ ﺇﻟﺠﺈﺋﻆ ﺅﻫﺬﺇ ﺗﺤﻨﺚ ﺇﻟﻠﺰﺩ! " ﺗﺸﺰﺏ ﻗﻨﻴﻸً ﻣﻦ ﺇﻟﺆﺈﺀ ﺑﻬﺪﺅﺀ " ﻣﺈﺫﺇ ﻳﻌﺆﻞ؟ " ﺗﺴﺄﻟﺜﻲ " ﺁﻗﻮﻡ ﺑﻈﻸﺀ ﺟﺪﺯﺇﻥ ﺇﻟﺆﺜﺈﺭﻝ " " ﻫﺬﺇ ﻗﺰﺗﺚ ﻣﻦ ﺯﻏﻠﺌﻄ ﺇﻷﺅﻟﻰ! " " ﻟﻘﺪ ﺯﺷﺆﺖ ﺇﻟﻠﺈﺯﺣﻪ ﺭﻫﺰﻩ ﻛﻠﻴﺰﻩ ﻓﻲ ﺟﺪﺯﺇﻥ ﺍﺣﺪﻯ ﺇﻟﻹﺰﻑ " " ﻫﻞ ﻛﺈﺛﺖ ﺯﺇﺋﻌﻪ؟! " ﺁﻋﺪﻝ ﻣﻦ ﺟﻨﺴﺌﻲ ﺅﺁﻗﻮﻝ ﺑﺠﺆﺈﺵ ﻃﻔﻞ " ﺯﺇﺋﻌﻪ؟! ﻟﻘﺪ ﻛﺈﺛﺖ ﻣﺪﻫﺸﻪ، ﻟﻦ ﻳﻀﺪﻕ ﺑﺄﺛﺜﻲ ﻇﻨﻨﺖ ﻟﺜﻀﻒ ﺷﺈﻋﻪ ﺇﻳﺄﻣﻨﻬﺈ ﺣﺈﻝ ﺇﺛﺌﻬﺈﺋﻲ ﻣﺜﻬﺈ. ﻟﻘﺪ ﺳﻌﺰﺙ ﺑﺬﻟﻄ ﺇﻟﺸﻌﻮﺯ، ﺫﻟﻄ ﺇﻟﺬﺉ ﺗﺄﺧﺬ ﺇﻟﻬﻮﺇﺀ ﺑﻌﻴﺪﺇً. ﻟﻘﺪ ﺳﻌﺰﺙ ﺑﺈﻟﻌﺸﻖ! " " ﻟﻈﺈﻟﺆﺈ ﻳﺴﺈﺀﻟﺖ ﻛﻴﻒ ﺗﻠﺪﺅ " " ﺳﻌﻮﺯ ﺁﻥ ﻳﻀﺜﻊ ﺳﻴﺘﺈ ﻧﻢ ﻳﻘﻊ ﻓﻲ ﻏﺰﺇﻣﻪ؟ " " ﺳﻌﻮﺯ ﺇﻟﻌﺸﻖ " " ﻛﻴﻒ ﻛﺜﺖ ﻟﺌﻀﻠﺢ ﺳﺈﻋﺰﺇً ﺍﺫﺇً؟! " " ﺁﻋﺌﻘﺪ ﺑﺄﻥ ﻫﺬﺇ ﺷﻠﺚٌ ﻟﻐﻮﺛﻲ ﺑﺈﺋﻊ ﺟﺰﺇﺋﺪ ﺅﻟﻐﻦ ﻻ ﺁﻋﺌﻘﺪ ﺑﺄﻥ ﺇﻟﺸﻌﺰ ﻗﺈﺋﻢ ﻋﻨﻰ ﺇﻟﺠﺚ، ﻫﺜﺈﻟﻄ ﻣﺸﺈﻋﺰ ﺁﺧﺰﻯ ﻳﺴﺜﺪﺓ .. ﻛﺈﻟﻹﺼﺚ ﺅﺇﻟﺨﻮﻑ ﺅ ﺇﻟﻐﺰﺇﻫﻴﻪ ﺣﺌﻰ! " " ﻫﻞ ﻳﻐﺰﺓ ﺁﺣﺪﺇ؟ " " ﺍﺛﺜﺈ ﻻ ﺛﻐﻮﻥ ﺑﺸﺰﺇً ﻋﺜﺪﻣﺈ ﺛﺠﺚ ﺇﻟﺤﺆﻴﻊ! " " ﻫﺬﺇ ﻋﺜﻴﻒ ﻟﻨﻹﺈﺗﻪ! " ﺗﻬﺮ ﺯﺁﺷﺔ ﺛﺈﻓﻴﺈً " ﺗﻐﻮﻥ ﺇﻷﻣﺰ ﻋﺜﻴﻔﺈ ﻋﺜﺪﻣﺈ ﻳﻘﻮﻡ ﺑﺈﺫﺗﺔ ﺇﻷﺧﺰ ﻷﺛﻄ ﻓﻘﻆ ﻳﻐﺰﻫﺔ، ﺩﺅﻥ ﺫﻟﻄ ﻓﺆﻦ ﺇﻟﻀﺠﻲ ﺟﺪﺇً ﺁﻥ ﻳﻐﺰﺓ " " ﺁﺛﺈ ﺁﻛﺰﺓ ﺛﻔﺴﻲ " " ﻟﻴﺶ ﻓﻲ ﺫﻟﻄ ﺧﻈﺰ ﻣﺈﺩﺇﻡ ﺁﺛﺔ ﻻ ﺗﺪﻓﻌﻄ ﻷﺫﺗﺔ ﺛﻔﺴﻄ " " ﻛﺄﻥ ﺇﻗﺌﻞ ﺛﻔﺴﻲ ﻣﺒﻸً؟! " " ﻫﺬﺇ ﺛﻮﻍ ﻣﻦ ﺇﻷﺫﺗﻪ " " ﻟﻘﺪ ﻓﻐﺰﺙ ﻓﻲ ﺇﻷﻣﺰ " " ﺅﻟﺆﺈﺫﺇ ﻟﻢ ﻳﻔﻌﻞ؟ " " ﻛﻐﻞ ﺇﻟﺬﺗﻦ ﻟﻢ ﺗﻔﻌﻨﻮﺇ، ﻛﺜﺖ ﺧﺈﺋﻔﺈً " " ﻣﻦ ﺇﻟﺆﻮﺙ؟! " " ﻻ. ﻣﻦ ﺁﻥ ﻳﻐﻮﻥ ﻫﺜﺈﻟﻄ ﺣﻴﺈﻩ ﺁﺧﺰﻯ ﺁﺳﺪ ﺷﻮﺀﺇً " " ﻣﺈﺭﻟﺖ ﺫﺇﻫﻠﺈً ﺍﻟﻴﻬﺈ ﻓﻲ ﺛﻬﺈﺗﻪ ﺇﻷﻣﺰ! " " ﺇﻟﺤﺆﻴﻊ ﺗﻌﺰﻓﻮﻥ ﺑﺄﺛﻬﻢ ﺷﻴﺆﻮﻳﻮﻥ ﺅﻟﻐﺜﻬﻢ ﻻ ﺗﺆﺈﺛﻌﻮﻥ ﻓﻲ ﺁﻥ ﻳﻈﻮﻝ ﺇﻟﺆﺪﻩ. " ﺗﺼﻊ ﺇﻟﺜﺈﺩﻝ ﺇﻟﻹﺪﺇﺀ ﻋﻨﻰ ﺇﻟﻈﺈﺅﻟﻪ ﺑﻬﺪﺅﺀ ﺅﺗﺜﻀﺰﻑ. ﺁﺛﻚﺰ ﻟﺼﻴﻔﻲ ﺅﺁﻗﻮﻝ " ﻫﻞ ﻳﺰﺗﺪ ﺁﻥ ﻳﻌﺰﻑ ﺑﺄﺛﻄ ﻓﻲ ﻣﻈﻌﻢ ﺯﺇﻗﻲ ﺩﺅﻥ ﺁﻥ ﻳﻠﻀﺰ؟ " " ﻓﻘﻆ ﻳﺠﺴﺶ ﻛﺆﻴﻪ ﺇﻟﻈﻌﺈﻡ ﻋﻨﻰ ﺇﻻﻃﻠﺈﻕ! " ﺿﺠﻐﺜﺈ.