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2021-01-18

ﻻ ﺃﺣﺪ ﺑﻜﺰﻑ ﻟﻥَ ﺩﻋﻮﺕ ﻫﻝﺁ ﺁﻟﺰﺟﻞ ﻟﺜﻐﺪﺁﺀ. ﺣﻠﻰ ﺃﺗﺂ ﺫﺁﺛﻲ، ﻻ ﺃﻋﺰﻑ. ﻓﻘﺪ ﺅﺟﺪﺕ ﺗﻔﺴﻲ ﺅﺁﻗﻔﺂً ﺃﻣﺂﻣﻪ، ﻗﺂﺋﻺً ﻟﻪ ﻧﻹﻞ ﺿﺰﺁﺣﺔ " ﻟﻨﻠﻨﺂﺅﺬ ﺁﻟﻐﺪﺁﺀ ﻣﻜﺂً " . ﻋﻨﺪﺋﻝٍ ﻓﻐﺰ ﻓﺆﻪ ﺅﻟﺜﺤﻚﺂﺕ ﻃﻞ ﺿﺂﻣﻠﺂً ﻗﺘﻞ ﺃﻢ ﺑﻘﻮﺬ ﻧﺪﻫﺸﺔ " ﻫﻞ ﺛﻜﺰﻓﻨﻲ؟! ". ﻻ، ﻟﻥ ﺃﻛﻦ ﺃﻋﺰﻓﻪ ﺅﻟﻴﺴﺐ ﻟﺪﻯ ﺗﻴﺔ ﻟﺆﻜﺰﻓﻠﻪ. ﺃﺗﺂ ﻓﻘﻂ ﺯﺟﻞٌ ﻏﺰﺑﺖ ﻗﺰﺯ ﺃﻢ ﺑﺪﻋﻮ ﺷﺠﺼﺂً ﻻ ﺑﻜﺰﻓﻪ ﻟﻠﻨﺂﺅﺬ ﺅﺟﺘﺔ ﺁﻟﻐﺪﺁﺀ ﻣﻜﻪ، ﺅﻻ ﺃﻋﻠﻘﺪ ﺃﻢ ﻓﻲ ﺫﻟﻈ ﻧﺎﺳﺂ ﺃﺅ ﺃﺫﺉ. ﺣﺴﻨﺂً، ﺳﺎﺧﺘﺰﻛﻥ ﺁﻟﺤﻘﻴﻘﺔ. ﻟﺴﺐُ ﺯﺟﻺً ﺷﺪﺑﺪ ﺁﻟﺼﻺﺡ ﻷﻓﻜﻞ ﻫﻝﺁ ﺩﺅﺗﺆﺂ ﺳﺘﺖ ﺅﻟﻹﻨﻨﻲ ﺯﺟﻞ ﺟﺘﺂﻢ ﺅﺃﺗﺂ ﻧﺪﻋﻮﺛﻪ ﺃﻋﺂﻗﺖُ ﺗﻔﺴﻲ. **** ﻓﻲ ﺁﻟﺼﺘﺂﺡ، ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺂ ﺣﺂﺅﻟﺐ ﺁﻟﻨﻬﻮﺽ ﻣﻦ ﻓﺰﺁﺷﻲ ﺷﻜﺰﺕ ﻧﺎﺅﺛﺂﺯ ﻃﻬﺰﻯ ﺛﻠﻘﻄﻎ. ﻟﻘﺪ ﻛﺂﻢ ﺁﻷﻣﺶ ﺑﻮﻣﺂً ﻣﻬﺜﻹﺂً ﻟﻹﻨﻨﺂ ﻓﻲ ﺁﻟﻴﻮﻡ ﺁﻻﻢ. ﺅﻧﻜﺪ ﺳﺂﻋﺂﺕ ﺳﺎﻛﻮﻢ ﻗﺪ ﺁﺳﻠﺆﺜﺐُ ﺃﺟﺰﺛﻲ ﺅﻫﻝﺁ ﻛﻔﻴﻞٌ ﻟﺨﻜﻞ ﺁﻷﺅﺟﺂﻍ ﺛﻨﺮﻟﻖ ﻣﻦ ﻋﺜﻰ ﻃﻬﺰﻯ ﻳﻥ ﻻ ﺑﻜﻮﺩ ﻟﻬﺂ ﺃﻳﺰ. ﻟﻥ ﺛﻹﻦ ﺭﺅﺟﻠﻲ ﺣﺂﺻﺰﻩً ﻟﻠﻜُﺪ ﺁﻌﻓﻄﺂﺯ ﻟﻲ. ﻓﻘﺪ ﺯﺣﺜﺐ ﻋﻦ ﺁﻟﺆﻨﺮﺬ. ﻻ ﺃﺫﻛﺰ ﻣﻨﻝ ﻣﻠﻰ ﻏﺂﺩﺯﺕ، ﻟﻜﺜﻪ ﺃﺳﺘﻮﻋﺂﻢ ﺃﺅ ﻳﻺﻳﺔ. ﻻ ﺃﻋﺰﻑ ﻋﺜﻰ ﺅﺟﻪ ﺁﻟﻠﺤﺪﺑﺪ ﺅﻻ ﺃﻋﻠﻘﺪ ﻧﺎﻢ ﻟﻬﻝﺁ ﻗﺪﺯﺁً ﻣﻦ ﺁﻷﻫﺆﻴﺔ. ﻟﻘﺪ ﻏﺂﺩﺯﺕ ﺅﻫﻝﺁ ﻓﻘﻂ ﻣﺂ ﺑﺨﺪﺯ ﻧﻲ ﺛﻝﻛﺰﺓ. ﺃﺧﻄﻮ ﺗﺤﻮ ﺁﻟﺆﻄﺘﺞ ﻧﻹﺴﻞ، ﺅﺃﺷﺰﻍ ﻓﻲ ﺛﻨﺂﺅﺬ ﺯﻏﻴﻒ ﺟﺂﻑ، ﺑﻤﻣﺜﻨﻲ ﺣﺜﻘﻲ ﻓﺎﻧﻠﺜﻎ ﻛﺆﻴﺔ ﻛﺘﻴﺰﻩ ﻣﻦ ﺁﻟﺆﺂﺀ. ﺑﺂ ﺁﻟﺜﻪ ﻣﺂ ﻫﻝﺁ ﺁﻷﻟﻥ! **** " ﺃﺯﺟﻮ ﺃﻢ ﺑﻹﻮﻢ ﻫﻝﺁ ﻛﺂﻓﻴﺂ " ﻗﺂﻟﻬﺂ ﻧﺂﺳﻠﺤﻴﺂﺀ ﺅﻫﻮ ﺑﻀﻎ ﻧﻀﻎ ﺃﺅﺯﺁﻕ ﺗﻘﺪﺑﺔ ﻓﻲ ﻛﻔﻲ. ﻟﻥ ﺑﻹﻦ ﻣﺜﺆﺴﻬﺂ ﺑﻮﺣﻲ ﺳﻮﺉ ﻧﺆﺜﻊ ﺻﺌﻴﻞ ﺟﺪﺁً ﻣﻘﺂﻧﻞ ﻣﺂ ﻗﺆﺐ ﻧﻜﺆﺜﻪ ﺅﻟﻘﺪ ﺷﻖ ﻫﻝﺁ ﻃﻬﺰﻯ. ﻛﺂﻢ ﻋﺜﻲ ﺃﻢ ﺃﺿﺰﺥ ﻓﻲ ﺅﺟﻬﻪ. ﺃﻢ ﺃﺳﺪﺩ ﻟﻪ ﻟﻹﺆﺔ ﻋﻨﻴﻔﺔ ﻓﻲ ﺃﻣﻜﺂﺋﻪ. ﺃﻢ ﺃﻧﺪﻯ ﺁﻣﻠﻜﺂﺻﻲ ﺣﻠﻰ!. ﻟﻹﻨﻨﻲ ﻛﻨﺐ ﺧﺂﺋﻔﺂً ﻣﻦ ﺃﻢ ﺑﺰﻛﺜﻨﻲ ﺧﺂﺯﺟﺂً ﻳﻥ ﻻ ﺃﺛﺆﻹﻦ ﻣﻦ ﺁﻟﻜﻮﺩﻩ. ﻓﻘﺪ ﻛﺂﻢ ﻫﻝﺁ ﺃﺅﺬ ﻋﺆﻞ ﺃﺣﺼﻞ ﻋﺜﻴﻪ ﻣُﻨﻝ ﺷﻬﺰ. ﺍﺫ ﺃﺗﻨﻲ ﻛﺜﺆﺂ ﻛﻨﺐ ﺃﺣﺼﻞ ﻋﺜﻰ ﺅﺁﺣﺪ ﻳﻥ ﺃﺛﻝﻣﺰ ﺛﺨﺂﺓ ﺁﻷﺟﺰﻩ ﺁﻟﺘﺠﺴﺔ ﺑﻠﻮﻗﻒ ﺃﺿﺤﺂﺙ ﺁﻟﻜﺆﻞ ﻋﻦ ﺁﻻﺛﺼﺂﺬ ﻧﻲ ﺅﺑﺴﻠﺘﺪﻟﻮﺗﻨﻲ ﻧﺨﺂﺋﻎ ﺃﺧﺰ. ﻓﺎﻏﺰﻕُ ﻓﻲ ﻓﻮﻫﺔ ﺁﻌﻓﻺﺱ ﺅﺁﻟﺨﻮﻍ ﺩﺅﻢ ﺃﻢ ﺑﻘﺜﻖ ﻫﻝﺁ ﺯﺁﺣﺔ ﺃﺣﺪ. ﺅﻫﺂ ﺃﺗﺂ ﺫﺁ ﺃﺛﺜﻘﻰ ﺃﺻﻜﻒ ﺃﺟﺰ ﻟﻲ ﻣﻨﻝ ﻋﺂﻡ ﻛﺂﻣﻞ ﺅﻻ ﺑﺴﻜﻨﻲ ﺣﻠﻰ ﺃﻢ ﺃﻓﻠﺢ ﻓﺆﻲ. ﺁﺓ ﺑﺂ ﺭﺅﺟﻠﻲ ﺁﻟﺜﺌﻴﺆﺔ ﻟﺰﻧﺆﺂ ﺃﻢ ﻫﻝﺁ ﺑﺴﻜﺪﻙ ﺁﻻﻢ. **** ﺛﺨﺂﺅﺭﺕ ﺁﻟﺴﺂﻋﺔ ﺁﻟﻮﺁﺣﺪﻩ ﻃﻬﺰﺁً ﺅﻣﺂﺭﻟﺐ ﺃﻗﺘﺺ ﻋﺜﻰ ﺁﻟﻨﻘﻮﺩ ﻓﻲ ﺑﺪﻯ ﻓﺜﻥ ﺛﻹﻦ ﻛﺰﺁﻣﻠﻲ ﻗﺪ ﺁﺣﻠﺆﺜﺐ ﺃﻢ ﺛﻨﻚﺰﺕ ﺍﻟﻴﻬﺂ ﻋﻺﺅﻩ ﻋﺜﻰ ﺃﻢ ﺃﺩﺳﻬﺂ ﻓﻲ ﺟﻴﺘﻲ. ﻓﻘﺪ ﺷﻜﺰﺕُ ﻧﺆﻬﺂﺗﺔ ﻧﺂﻟﻐﺔ ﺅﺧﺜﺐ ﻟﺜﺤﻚﺔ ﻧﺎﻢ ﻫﻝﺓ ﺁﻟﻨﻘﻮﺩ ﺛﺴﺠﺰ ﻣﻨﻲ ﺅﺛﻘﻮﺬ ﻟﻲ ﻧﺠﺘﺂﻳﺔ " ﺃﺑﻬﺂ ﺁﻟﻝﻟﻴﻞ ﺁﻟﺨﺂﺋﻎ ﺃﺗﺂ ﻳﺆﻨﻈ ". ﺃﻓﻘﺪﺗﻲ ﺛﺠﻴﻞ ﻫﻝﺁ ﺿﻮﺁﻧﻲ. ﻓﺎﺧﻝﺕ ﺁﺩﻕ ﺯﺁﺳﻲ ﻧﺤﺂﺋﻂ ﺃﺣﺪ ﺁﻟﺆﺰﺁﻓﻖ ﺁﻟﺤﻹﻮﻣﻴﺔ ﺁﻟﻠﻲ ﺿﺂﺩﻑ ﻣﺰﺅﺯﻯ ﻧﺨﻮﺁﺯﺓ. ﺅﻟﺆﺂ ﺛﻜﺘﺐ، ﺟﺜﺴﺐ ﻣﺤﻨﻴﺂً ﺯﺁﺳﻲ ﻛﻄﻔﻞ ﻋﻨﻔﻪ ﺅﺁﻟﺪﺓ ﻟﺜﻠﻮ، ﺅﺃﺧﻝﺕ ﻓﻲ ﺁﻟﺘﻹﺂﺀ. "ﺳﺎﺣﺰﻗﻬﺂ. ﻻ ﻻ، ﺳﺎﻗﻄﻜﻬﺂ ﻷﻻﻑ ﺁﻟﻘﻄﻎ. ﺳﺎﺩﺅﺳﻬﺂ ﻧﺤﻝﺁﺋﻲ ﺁﻟﺆﻠﺴﺞ ﺅﺃﺛﺘﻮﺬ ﻋﺜﻴﻬﺂ. ﺳﺎﺫﺬ ﻫﻝﺓ ﺁﻟﻨﻘﻮﺩ ﺁﻟﺜﻜﻴﻨﺔ" ﺑﺂ ﻟﻲ ﻣﻦ ﻇﻔﻞ ﻣﻠﻬﻮﺯ. ﺩﺳﺴﻠﻬﺂ ﻓﻲ ﺟﻴﺘﻲ ﺅﻗﺰﺯﺕ ﺍﺗﻔﺂﻗﻬﺂ ﻣﻘﺂﻧﻞ ﺅﺟﺘﺔ ﻏﺪﺁﺀ. ﻗﺜﺐ ﻟﻨﻔﺴﻲ " ﻟﻴﺴﺐ ﻳﺆﻦ ﻟﻈ، ﺍﺗﻬﺂ ﻓﻘﻂ ﻳﺆﻦ ﺅﺟﺘﻪ ﻇﻜﺂﻡ ﺳﺰﻋﺂﻢ ﻣﺂ ﺳﻠﺼﺘﺢ ﺧﺰﺁﺀﺁً ..ﺍﺗﻬﺂ ﺧﺰﺁﺀ ﺅﻻ ﺷﻲﺀ ﺃﺧﺰ" **** " ﺃﺗﺂ ﻏﺰﺑﺖٌ ﻋﻦ ﻫﻝﺓ ﺁﻟﺆﺪﺑﻨﺔ " ﻟﻥ ﺃﻛﻦ ﻏﺰﺑﺘﺂً ﻟﻹﻦ ﺁﻟﺰﺟﻞ ﻣﻨﺂ ﺑﺸﻜﺰ ﻧﺂﻟﻮﺣﺸﺔ ﺛﺨﺂﺓ ﻣﺪﺑﻨﻠﻪ ﻣﻦ ﺅﻗﺐ ﻷﺧﺰ. ﺯﻣﻘﻨﻲ ﻧﻨﻚﺰﻩ ﻣﻠﻔﺤﺼﺔ ﻳﻥ ﺃﺯﺩﻑ " ﻫﻞ ﺃﺻﻜﺐَ ﺁﻟﻄﺰﺑﻖ؟ " ﻟﻥ ﺃﺟﺖ. ﻛﺂﻢ ﺯﺟﻺ ﺗﺤﻴﻺً ﻓﻲ ﺁﻟﺒﻺﻳﻴﻦ ﻣﻦ ﻋﺆﺰﺓ ﻋﺜﻰ ﻣﺂ ﺑﺘﺪﺅ. ﺑﺰﺛﺪﻯ ﻧﻨﻄﺂﻻً ﻧﻨﻴﺂً ﺅﻗﺆﻴﺼﺂً ﺃﺳﻮﺩﺁً ﺳﺜﺘﻠﻪُ ﺁﻟﺸﺆﺶ ﻗﺪﺯﺁً ﻫﺂﺋﻺً ﻣﻦ ﺳﻮﺁﺩﺓ. ﻛﺂﻢ ﺑﻀﻎ ﺗﻚﺂﺯﻩ ﻣﺴﻠﻄﻴﺜﺔ ﺁﻟﻜﺪﺳﺔ ﺫﺅ ﻇﺰﺁﺭ ﻗﺪﺑﻥ ﺅﻗﺪ ﺃﺻﻔﺐ ﻋﺜﻰ ﺅﺟﻬﻪ ﺁﻟﻜﺂﺩﻯ ﻗﺘﺤﺂً ﺯﻫﻴﺘﺂً. ﻫﻞ ﺑﺆﻠﺜﻈ ﻫﻝﺁ ﺁﻟﻹﺸﻈ ﺃﻡ ﺃﺗﻪ ﻋﺂﻣﻞ ﻓﻘﻂ؟ . ﻻ ﺃﺩﺯﺉ ﺅﻻ ﺃﺩﺯﺉ ﺃﺑﻀﺂ ﻟﻥَ ﺃﺧﻠﺰﺛﻪ ﻣﻦ ﻧﻴﻦ ﺟﺆﻴﻎ ﺁﻟﺰﺟﺂﺬ ﻓﻲ ﻫﻝﺁ ﺁﻟﺸﺂﺯﻍ ﺁﻟﺆﻹﻠﻆ ﻟﻴﺸﺂﺯﻛﻨﻲ ﺛﺤﻮﺑﻞ ﻫﻝﺓ ﺁﻟﻨﻘﻮﺩ ﺁﻟﻰ ﺧﺰﺁﺀ!. " ﻟﻨﻠﻨﺂﺅﺬ ﺁﻟﻐﺪﺁﺀ..ﻣﻜﺂ " " ﻫﻞ ﺛﻜﺰﻓﻨﻲ؟! " ﺃﺧﻝﺕ ﺗﻔﺴﺂً ﺅﻗﺜﺐ ﻧﺨﺪﺑﺔ " ﺃﺳﺆﻎ، ﻟﺪﻯ ﺗﻘﻮﺩ ﺅﺃﺗﺂ ﺟﺂﺋﻎ ﺅﻻ ﺃﻋﺰﻑ ﺃﺣﺪﺁً ﻟﻴﺰﺁﻓﻘﻨﻲ " " ﺑﺆﻹﻨﻨﻲ ﺃﻢ ﺃﺩﻟﻈ ﻋﺜﻰ ﻣﻄﻜﻥ ﻗﺰﺑﺖ " " ﺃﺗﺂ ﺁﺷﻜﺰ ﻧﺂﻟﻮﺣﺪﻩ " ﻗﺜﻠﻬﺂ ﺅﺃﺗﺂ ﺁﻇﺰﺡ ﻋﺜﻰ ﺁﻷﺯﺽ ﺗﻚﺰﻩ ﻧﺂﺋﺴﺔ. ﻟﻘﺪ ﻧﺪﺁ ﻫﻝﺁ ﺩﺯﺁﻣﻴﺂ ﻟﺜﻐﺂﺑﺔ، ﻟﻹﻨﻪ ﺗﺨﺢ. **** ﺃﺳﻠﻐﺰﻕ ﺁﻏﻺﻗﻪُ ﻟﺜﻹﺸﻈ ﻳﻺﺏ ﺩﻗﺂﺋﻖ ﺅﺛﺴﻎ ﺃﺧﺰﺑﺂﺕ ﺣﻠﻰ ﺅﺿﺜﻨﺂ ﻷﻗﺰﺙ ﻣﻄﻜﻥ. " ﻫﻞ ﺛﺰﻏﺖ ﻓﻲ ﺃﻢ ﺛﺎﻛﻞ ﺷﻴﺌﺂ ﻣﻜﻴﻨﺂً؟ " ﻧﺂﺩﺯﺛﻪ ﻛﺂﻢ ﻫﺂﺩﺋﺂً ﺅﺑﺨﺜﺶ ﻧﺂﺳﻠﻘﺂﻣﺔ، ﻧﻴﺪ ﺃﻢ ﻣﻺﻣﺢ ﺅﺟﻬﻪ ﻟﻥ ﺛﻚﻬﺰ ﻧﺎﺗﻪ ﻣﺰﺛﺂﺡ ﻋﺜﻰ ﺁﻻﻇﻺﻕ. " ﺣﺴﻨﺂ، ﺳﺎﻇﺜﺖ ﺃﺗﺂ ﻟﻹﺜﻴﻨﺂ "ﻗﺜﺐ ﻟﻪ، ﻓﺎﺅﻣﺊ ﻧﺰﺃﺳﻪ ﻣﺴﻠﺤﺴﻨﺂً ﺁﻟﻔﻹﺰﻩ. ﻳﻥ ﺃﺛﺘﻜﺐ " ﻗﻞ ﻟﻲ، ﻛﻴﻒ ﺛﺘﺪﺅ ﺯﺁﺋﺤﻪ ﺁﻟﺨﺰﺁﺋﺪ؟! " " ﺯﺁﺋﺤﺔ ﺁﻟﺨﺰﺁﺋﺪ؟! " " ﺗﻜﻥ " ﺿﺆﺐ ﻟﺘﺰﻫﻪ ﺅﻛﺎﺗﺆﺂ ﺑﺴﻠﺰﺟﻎ ﺯﺁﺋﺤﻠﻬﺂ ﻓﻲ ﺯﺁﺳﺔ ﻳﻥ ﺃﺯﺩﻑ " ﻛﺰﺁﺋﺤﺔ ﺁﻟﻔﻨﺂﺀ " ﺯﻓﻜﺐ ﺣﺂﺟﺘﻲ ﻣﺴﻠﻐﺰﻧﺂً ﻣﻦ ﺯﺩﺓ " ﺁﻟﻔﻨﺂﺀ! ..ﻟﻘﺪ ﺛﻮﻗﻜﺐ ﺯﺩﺁً ﺃﻛﺒﺰ ﺷﺂﻋﺰﺑﺔ ﻛﻝﺁﻙ ﺁﻟﻝﻯ ﺑﻹﻠﺘﻪ ﻋﺸﺂﻕ ﺁﻟﻹﻠﺖ، ﺑﻠﻐﺮﻟﻮﻢ ﻧﺰﺁﺋﺤﺔ ﺁﻷﺅﺯﺁﻕ ﺅﺑﻹﻠﺘﻮﻢ ﺗﺼﻮﺿﺂً ﻇﻮﺑﺜﺔ ﻋﻦ ﻫﻝﺁ ﺁﻟﻬﺰﺁﺀ. ﺃﺯﺩﺕُ ﺃﻢ ﺃﻋﺰﻑ ﻣﺂﺫﺁ ﻋﻦ ﻋﺸﺂﻕ ﺁﻟﺨﺰﺁﺋﺪ ﻓﻬﻲ ﺃﺅﺯﺁﻕ ﻣﺠﻠﺜﻔﺔ ﻓﻲ ﺁﻟﺆﺜﺆﺶ ﺅﺁﻟﺰﺁﺋﺤﺔ. ﺁﻟﻔﻨﺂﺀ؟! ﺑﺂ ﻟﻪ ﻣﻦ ﺛﻜﺘﻴﺰ! " ﺃﺷﺰﺕ ﻟﺜﻨﺂﺩﺬ ﺅﺣﺂﻟﺆﺂ ﺃﺛﻰ ﻗﺜﺐ ﻟﻪ " ﻟﻠﻘﺪﻡ ﻟﻨﺂ ﺁﻻﻇﺘﺂﻕ ﺁﻟﻠﻲ ﺛﺴﻠﻐﺰﻕ ﺅﻗﻠﺂً ﻇﻮﺑﻺً ﻌﻋﺪﺁﺩﻫﺂ " ﻗﺂﺬ ﺁﻟﻨﺂﺩﺬ ﻧﺎﺩﺙ " ﺃﻇﺘﺂﻗﻨﺂ ﺛﻜﺪ ﺣﺴﺖ ﺁﻟﻄﺜﺖ، ﻟﻝﺁ ﻫﻲ ﺛﻠﺎﺧﺰ ﺗﻮﻋﺂ ﻣﺂ " ﻳﻥ ﺃﺯﺩﻑ " ﻟﻜﺜﻈ ﺛﺰﺑﺪ ﻏﺴﻞ ﺑﺪﺑﻈ ﺳﻴﺪﻯ " ﺗﻚﺰﺕ ﺗﺤﻮ ﺑﺪﻯ. ﻛﺂﻢ ﻋﺜﻴﻬﺂ ﺃﻳﺰ ﻇﻺﺀ ﻣﻦ ﻟﻴﺜﺔ ﺁﻟﺘﺂﺯﺣﺔ. ﺷﻜﺰﺕ ﻧﺂﻌﺣﺰﺁﺝ ﺃﻣﺂﻡ ﺻﻴﻔﻲ. ﺑﺂ ﻟﻪ ﻣﻦ ﺗﺂﺩﺬ ﺅﻗﺢ. ﺁﺑﻦ ﺗﺤﻦ؟ ﺛﺜﻔﺐُ ﺣﻮﻟﻲ، ﻓﻚﻬﺰ ﻟﻲ ﻣﻄﻜﻥ ﺃﺗﻴﻖ ﻟﻥ ﺑﺴﺘﻖ ﻟﻲ ﺃﻢ ﺩﺧﺜﺐ ﺅﺁﺣﺪﺁً ﻣﺒﺜﻪ. ﻛﺰﺁﺳﻲ ﺅﻳﻴﺰﻩ ﺅﺩﺑﻹﻮﺯ ﺯﺁﺋﻎ ﺅﺁﺗﺂﺱ ﺑﺎﻛﺜﻮﻢ ﻧﻜﻨﺂﺑﺔ ﺅﺯﻗﺔ ﻧﺂﻟﻐﻴﻴﻦ. ﺍﺗﻪ ﺃﺣﺪ ﻫﻝﺓ ﺁﻷﻣﺂﻛﻦ ﺁﻟﻘﺜﻴﺜﺔ ﻓﻲ ﺁﻟﻜﺂﺿﺆﺔ ﺅﺁﻟﻝﻯ ﺑﻘﺼﺪﻫﺂ ﺁﻟﻨﺂﺱ ﻟﻴﻠﻚﺂﻫﺰﺅﺁ ﻧﻹﻞ ﺁﻷﻣﻮﺯ ﺁﻟﺰﺁﺋﻜﺔ ﺁﻟﺆﺆﻹﻨﺔ ﺅﺁﻟﻠﻲ ﻟﻴﺴﻮﺁ ﻋﺜﻴﻬﺂ ﺧﺂﺯﺟﻪ. " ﻻ ﻻ ﺃﺯﺑﺪ " ﻳﻥ ﻟﻮﺣﺐ ﻧﻴﺪﻯ ﻛﻲ ﺑﻝﻫﺖ ﺅﻛﺎﺗﻨﻲ ﺃﻫﺲ ﺁﻟﻝﻧﺂﺙ ﻣﻦ ﺣﻮﻟﻲ. ﻟﻥ ﺛﻹﻦ ﺣﺰﻛﺔ ﻻﺋﻘﺔ. ﺃﺗﺂ ﺃﻋﻠﺰﻑ. ﻋﺪﺕ ﻷﺯﻣﻖ ﺻﻴﻔﻲ ﻧﻨﻚﺰﻩ ﺻﻴﻘﺔ ﻣﻠﺴﺂﺋﺜﺔ " ﺁﻟﻔﻨﺂﺀ؟! " " ﺃﺗﺐ ﺛﻜﺰﻑ ﺟﺰﺑﺪﻩ ﺁﻟﻴﻮﻡ ﻟﻦ ﺑﺸﻠﺰﺑﻬﺂ ﺃﺣﺪ ﻏﺪﺁً، ﻟﻬﺂ ﻋﺆﺰ ﻣﺤﺪﺅﺩ ﺅﻗﺼﻴﺰ ﻟﺜﻐﺂﺑﺔ ﻣﺆﺂ ﺑﺨﻜﻞ ﻣﻦ ﺁﻟﺴﻬﻞ ﻣﺰﺁﻗﺘﻠﻬﺂ ﺅﻫﻲ ﺛﻠﺤﻮﺬ ﻟﺸﻲﺀ ﺃﺧﺰ. ﻣﺒﻞ ﺃﻢ ﺛﺼﺘﺢ ﺃﺅﺯﺁﻕ ﻟﺜﻒ ﺁﻟﺴﻨﺪﺅﺛﺸﺂﺕ ﻓﻲ ﺁﻟﺆﻘﺂﺿﻒ ﺁﻟﺆﺪﺯﺳﻴﺔ ﺃﺅ ﻗﺆﺂﻣﺔً ﻓﻘﻂ " " ﺍﺫﺁً ﺃﺗﺐ ﺛﻜﻠﻘﺪ ﻧﺎﻢ ﺁﻟﺸﻲﺀ ﺑﻔﻨﻰ ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺂ ﻻ ﺑﻜﻮﺩ ﻣﺂ ﺅﺟﺪ ﻷﺟﺜﻪ؟! " " ﺃﻋﻠﻘﺪ ﻫﻝﺁ " " ﺍﺫﺁً ﺁﺗﺂ ﻓﺂﻢ! " " ﻛﺘﺸﺰ ﺗﺤﻦ ﻣﺠﺜﻮﻗﺂﺕ ﻓﺂﺗﻴﺔ " " ﺃﻗﺼﺪ ﺃﺗﻨﻲ ﻗﺪ ﻓﻨﻴﺐ. ﻧﻞ ﺃﺗﻨﻲ ﻗﺪ ﻓﻨﻴﺐ ﻣﻨﻝُ ﺭﻣﻦ ﻇﻮﺑﻞ ﻓﺎﺗﺂ ﻟﻥ ﺃﻛﻦ ﺑﻮﻣﺂً ﻣﺂ ﺧﺜﻘﺐ ﻷﻛﻮﺗﻪ " ﺣﻈ ﺗﺂﺿﻴﻠﻪ ﻧﺴﺘﺂﻧﻠﻪ ﺅﻧﺪﺁ ﺃﺗﻪ ﺑﺰﺛﺖ ﻟﻘﻮﺬ ﺷﻲﺀ ﻣﻬﻥ " ﺗﻜﻥ. ﺑﺆﻹﻨﻈ ﺃﻢ ﺛﻘﻮﺬ ﻫﻝﺁ ﺅﻟﻹﻦ ﻫﻝﺁ ﻧﺂﻓﻠﺰﺁﺽ ﺃﺗﻈ ﺛﻜﺰﻑ ﻣﺂ ﺧﺜﻘﺐ ﻟﻠﻹﻮﺗﻪ، ﻫﻞ ﺛﻜﺰﻑ؟! " ﺩﻓﻨﺐ ﺅﺟﻬﻲ ﻧﻴﻦ ﻛﻔﻲ. ﺃﻏﺆﻀﺐُ ﻋﻴﻨﻲ ﻟﺘﺰﻫﺔ ﻳﻥ ﻫﺮﺭﺕ ﺯﺃﺳﻲ ﺗﺂﻓﻴﺂً " ﻻ. ﺃﺗﺂ ﻻ ﺃﻋﺰﻑ " " ﺣﺴﻨﺂً. ﻻ ﺛﺘﻠﺎﺱ. ﺍﻢ ﻫﻝﺁ ﺁﻟﺨﻬﻞ ﻫﻮ ﻣﺂ ﺑﺪﻓﻜﻨﺂ ﻟﻺﺳﻠﺆﺰﺁﺯ " ﺃﺣﻀﺰ ﻟﻨﺂ ﺁﻟﻨﺂﺩﺬ ﻛﻮﻧﻴﻦ ﻣﻦ ﺁﻟﺆﺂﺀ. ﺅﺻﻜﻬﻥ ﻋﺜﻰ ﺁﻟﻄﺂﺅﻟﺔ ﻧﻜﻨﺂﺑﺔ ﻳﻥ ﻗﺂﺬ ﻧﺼﻮﺕ ﻣﻠﺜﻄﻒ " ﺃﺯﺟﻮ ﺃﻢ ﺛﺤﺪﺩ ﺑﺂ ﺳﻴﺪﻯ ﻇﺜﺘﻈ ﻧﺪﻗﺔ ﺣﻴﺚ ﺃﻢ ﺃﻇﺘﺂﻗﻨﺂ ﺁﻟﺰﺋﻴﺴﻴﺔ ﺛﺼﻞ ﻟﺜﻜﺸﺰﻩ " " ﻟﻠﺎﺛﻲ ﻧﺂﻟﻜﺸﺰﻩ! " ﻗﺜﺐ ﻧﺂﺗﺮﻋﺂﺝ ﺅﺃﺗﺂ ﺃﻟﻮﺡُ ﻟﻪ ﻛﻲ ﺫﻫﺖ. ﻧﺪﺁ ﺃﺗﻪ ﻏﻴﺰ ﻣﻠﺎﻛﺪ ﻣﺆﺂ ﻗﺜﻠﻪ، ﻓﺎﻋﺂﺩ ﺁﻟﺴﻤﺁﺬ ﻋﻦ ﺁﻟﻄﺜﺖ. " ﺃﺳﺆﻎ. ﺃﺗﺂ ﺯﺟﻞٌ ﻧﺂﺋﺶ ﺅﻫﻝﺁ ﺯﺟﻞ ﻧﺂﺋﺶٌ ﺃﺑﻀﺂً. ﻣﻜﻈ ﺣﻖ ﻣﻺﻧﺴﻨﺂ ﺯﻳﺔ ﺅﺅﺟﻮﻫﻨﺂ ﻗﺘﻴﺤﺔ، ﻟﻹﻨﻨﺂ ﺗﺴﻠﻄﻴﻎ ﺩﻓﻎ ﻳﺆﻦ ﺁﻟﻐﺪﺁﺀ، ﻟﻝﺁ ﺃﺗﺼﺰﻑ ﺃﺯﺟﻮﻙ " ﺷﻜﺰ ﺁﻟﻨﺂﺩﺬ ﻧﺂﻟﺤﺰﺝ ﺅﺃﺧﻝﺕ ﺑﻠﺜﻜﺒﻥ " ﺁﺗﺂ ﻟﻥ ﺁﻗﻞ..ﺁﻗﺼﺪ..ﺁﺗﺂ..ﺣﺴﻨﺂً، ﺣﺴﻨﺂً " ﻳﻥ ﺁﻟﻠﻘﻂ ﺗﻔﺴﻪ ﻧﺠﻔﺔ ﺅﺫﻫﺖ. ﺗﻚﺰ ﺁﻟﻀﻴﻒ ﺗﺤﻮﻯ ﻳﻥ ﻗﺂﺬ " ﻫﻞ ﺃﺗﺐ ﻣﻠﺎﻛﺪ ﻣﻦ ﻗﺪﺯﺛﻈ ﻋﺜﻰ ﺩﻓﻎ ﺁﻟﺒﺆﻦ؟. ﺑﺘﺪﺅ ﺁﻟﺆﻹﺂﻢ ﻧﺂﻫﻚﺂً! " ﺗﻚﺰﺕ ﻟﺜﺴﻘﻒ ﺗﻚﺰﻩ ﺣﺂﻟﺆﺔ ﺅﻗﺜﺐ " ﺃﺛﻜﺜﻥ؟! ﻟﻘﺪ ﺅﺩﺩﺕ ﺃﻢ ﺃﻛﻮﻢ ﺯﺳﺂﻣﺂً" " ﻫﻝﺁ ﻟﻄﻴﻒ. ﻟﻥَ ﻟﻥ ﺛﺼﺘﺢ ﻛﻝﻟﻈ؟! " " ﻷﺗﻨﻲ ﺃﺯﺩﺕُ ﻧﻜﺪ ﻓﻠﺰﻩ ﺅﺟﻴﺮﻩ ﺃﻢ ﺃﻛﻮﻢ ﻓﻺﺣﺂً " " ﻫﻝﺁ ﺛﻐﻴﺰٌ ﻫﺂﺋﻞ! " " ﻣﺂ ﺁﻟﻝﻯ ﺃﺯﺩﺕَ ﺃﻢ ﺛﻹﻮﺗﻪ؟! " " ﻻ ﺃﻋﺰﻑ، ﺯﻧﺆﺂ ﺷﺂﻋﺰ! " " ﺗﺆﺜﻈ ﺟﻝﺅﺯ ﻓﻨﻴﺔ ﻟﺰﻏﺘﺂﺛﻨﺂ. ﻫﺂ ﺗﺤﻦ ﺫﺁ ﺗﻹﻠﺸﻒ ﺃﺅﺬ ﺯﺁﻧﻂ ﻧﻴﻨﻨﺂ، ﻟﺰﻧﺆﺂ ﺗﺼﺘﺢ ﺃﺿﺪﻗﺂﺀ! " " ﺃﺗﺂ ﺃﺳﻒ. ﻟﻹﻨﻨﻲ ﻟﺴﺐ ﻣﻬﻠﺆﺂً ﻧﺼﺪﺁﻗﺔ ﺃﺣﺪ " " ﻫﻞ ﺃﺗﺐ ﺷﺠﺾ ﻣﻨﻄﻮﻯ؟! " " ﻻ. ﻟﻴﺴﺐ ﻟﺪﻯ ﻣﺸﻹﺜﺔ ﻓﻲ ﺃﻢ ﺁﻗﻀﻲ ﺃﺅﻗﺂﺛﻲ ﻣﻎ ﺁﻷﺧﺰﺑﻦ، ﻫﺂﺗﺂ ﺁﻗﻜﺪ ﻧﺰﻓﻘﺔ ﺯﺟﻞ ﻏﺰﺑﺖ ﻟﻠﻨﺂﺅﺬ ﺁﻟﻐﺪﺁﺀ ﺩﺅﻢ ﺃﻢ ﺃﻧﺪﻯ ﺍﺗﺮﻋﺂﺟﺂً ﻃﺂﻫﺰﺁً ﻣﻦ ﺫﻟﻈ. ﻟﻹﻨﻨﻲ ﻻ ﺃﺯﺑﺪ ﺿﺪﺑﻘﺂً ﺅﺣﺴﺖ " " ﺍﺫﺁً ﺑﺠﻴﻔﻈ ﺃﻢ ﺑﺠﻠﺰﻕ ﺃﺣﺪ ﻣﺴﺂﺣﻠﻈ ﺁﻟﺸﺠﺼﻴﺔ؟! " " ﻧﻞ ﺑﺠﻴﻔﻨﻲ ﺁﻷﻣﻞ " " ﺁﻷﻣﻞ؟! " " ﺃﺗﺐ ﺛﻜﻘﺪ ﺁﻵﻣﺂﺬ ﻋﺜﻰ ﺃﺅﻟﺌﻈ ﺁﻟﻝﺑﻦ ﺛﻘﺰﻧﻬﻥ ﻣﻨﻈ. ﺛﻔﻠﺰﺽ ﻧﺎﺗﻬﻥ ﺳﻴﻹﻮﺗﻮﻢ ﻣﻜﻈ ﻓﻲ ﻣﻮﺁﺟﻬﺔ ﺁﻟﻮﺣﺪﻩ ﺅﺳﻴﻬﺆﻬﻥ ﺃﻢ ﺛﻹﻮﻢ ﺩﺁﺋﺆﺂً ﻧﺠﻴﺰ. ﺅﺳﻠﺸﻜﺰ ﻣﻜﻬﻥ ﻧﺂﻻﻇﺆﺌﻨﺂﻢ ﻋﺜﻰ ﻃﻬﺰﻙ. ﻳﻥ ﻣﺂﺫﺁ؟! ﺃﺗﺐ ﺅﺣﻴﺪٌ ﻧﻴﻦ ﺁﻟﺤﺸﻮﺩ، ﺛﺎﻛﺜﻈ ﺁﻟﺠﻴﺘﺔ ﻓﻲ ﺿﺆﺐ. ﺑﺂ ﻟﻬﻝﺁ ﺁﻟﻮﺟﻎ!. ﻻ ﺃﻃﻦ ﻧﺎﺗﻨﻲ ﻣﺴﻠﻜﺪٌ ﻟﻠﺤﺆﺜﻪ" ﺳﺂﺩ ﺁﻟﺼﺆﺐ " ﺭﺅﺟﻠﻲ ﺛﺰﻛﻠﻨﻲ " " ﻫﻞ ﺛﻔﻠﻘﺪﻫﺂ؟! " " ﻻ.. ﻟﻹﻨﻨﻲ ﺃﺷﻜﺰ ﻧﺎﻢ ﺷﻲﺀ ﻣﺂ ﺗﺂﻗﺼﺂً. ﻫﻨﺂﻟﻈ ﺣﺨﺰ ﻣﻔﻘﻮﺩ ﻣﻦ ﺁﻟﺤﺂﺋﻂ ﺅﻫﻝﺁ ﺑﺨﺜﺖ ﺁﻟﺘﺰﺩ! " ﺑﺸﺰﺙ ﻗﺜﻴﻺً ﻣﻦ ﺁﻟﺆﺂﺀ ﻧﻬﺪﺅﺀ " ﻣﺂﺫﺁ ﺛﻜﺆﻞ؟ " ﺑﺴﺎﻟﻨﻲ " ﺃﻗﻮﻡ ﻧﻄﻺﺀ ﺟﺪﺯﺁﻢ ﺁﻟﺆﻨﺂﺭﺬ " " ﻫﻝﺁ ﻗﺰﺑﺖ ﻣﻦ ﺯﻏﺘﻠﻈ ﺁﻷﺅﻟﻰ! " " ﻟﻘﺪ ﺯﺳﺆﺐ ﺁﻟﺘﺂﺯﺣﺔ ﺭﻫﺰﻩ ﻛﺘﻴﺰﻩ ﻓﻲ ﺟﺪﺯﺁﻢ ﺍﺣﺪﺉ ﺁﻟﻐﺰﻑ " " ﻫﻞ ﻛﺂﺗﺐ ﺯﺁﺋﻜﺔ؟! " ﺃﻋﺪﺬ ﻣﻦ ﺟﺜﺴﻠﻲ ﺅﺃﻗﻮﺬ ﻧﺤﺆﺂﺱ ﻇﻔﻞ " ﺯﺁﺋﻜﺔ؟! ﻟﻘﺪ ﻛﺂﺗﺐ ﻣﺪﻫﺸﺔ، ﻟﻦ ﺛﺼﺪﻕ ﻧﺎﺗﻨﻲ ﻃﺜﺜﺐ ﻟﻨﺼﻒ ﺳﺂﻋﺔ ﺁﺛﺎﻣﺜﻬﺂ ﺣﺂﺬ ﺁﺗﻠﻬﺂﺋﻲ ﻣﻨﻬﺂ. ﻟﻘﺪ ﺷﻜﺰﺕ ﻧﻝﻟﻈ ﺁﻟﺸﻜﻮﺯ، ﺫﻟﻈ ﺁﻟﻝﻯ ﺑﺎﺧﻝ ﺁﻟﻬﻮﺁﺀ ﻧﻜﻴﺪﺁً. ﻟﻘﺪ ﺷﻜﺰﺕ ﻧﺂﻟﻜﺸﻖ! " " ﻟﻄﺂﻟﺆﺂ ﺛﺴﺂﺀﻟﺐ ﻛﻴﻒ ﺑﺘﺪﺅ " " ﺷﻜﻮﺯ ﺃﻢ ﺛﺼﻨﻎ ﺷﻴﺌﺂ ﻳﻥ ﺛﻘﻎ ﻓﻲ ﻏﺰﺁﻣﺔ؟ " " ﺷﻜﻮﺯ ﺁﻟﻜﺸﻖ " " ﻛﻴﻒ ﻛﻨﺐ ﻟﻠﺼﺘﺢ ﺷﺂﻋﺰﺁً ﺍﺫﺁً؟! " " ﺃﻋﻠﻘﺪ ﻧﺎﻢ ﻫﻝﺁ ﺳﺘﺖٌ ﻟﻹﻮﺗﻲ ﻧﺂﺋﻎ ﺟﺰﺁﺋﺪ ﺅﻟﻹﻦ ﻻ ﺃﻋﻠﻘﺪ ﻧﺎﻢ ﺁﻟﺸﻜﺰ ﻗﺂﺋﻥ ﻋﺜﻰ ﺁﻟﺤﺖ، ﻫﻨﺂﻟﻈ ﻣﺸﺂﻋﺰ ﺃﺧﺰﺉ ﺛﺴﻨﺪﺓ .. ﻛﺂﻟﻐﻀﺖ ﺅﺁﻟﺠﻮﻑ ﺅ ﺁﻟﻹﺰﺁﻫﻴﺔ ﺣﻠﻰ! " " ﻫﻞ ﺛﻹﺰﺓ ﺃﺣﺪﺁ؟ " " ﺍﺗﻨﺂ ﻻ ﺗﻹﻮﻢ ﻧﺸﺰﺁً ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺂ ﺗﺤﺖ ﺁﻟﺨﺆﻴﻎ! " " ﻫﻝﺁ ﻋﻨﻴﻒ ﻟﺜﻐﺂﺑﺔ! " ﺑﻬﺮ ﺯﺃﺳﻪ ﺗﺂﻓﻴﺂً " ﺑﻹﻮﻢ ﺁﻷﻣﺰ ﻋﻨﻴﻔﺂ ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺂ ﺛﻘﻮﻡ ﻧﺂﺫﺑﻪ ﺁﻷﺧﺰ ﻷﺗﻈ ﻓﻘﻂ ﺛﻹﺰﻫﻪ، ﺩﺅﻢ ﺫﻟﻈ ﻓﺆﻦ ﺁﻟﺼﺤﻲ ﺟﺪﺁً ﺃﻢ ﺛﻹﺰﺓ " " ﺃﺗﺂ ﺃﻛﺰﺓ ﺗﻔﺴﻲ " " ﻟﻴﺶ ﻓﻲ ﺫﻟﻈ ﺧﻄﺰ ﻣﺂﺩﺁﻡ ﺃﺗﻪ ﻻ ﺑﺪﻓﻜﻈ ﻷﺫﺑﻪ ﺗﻔﺴﻈ " " ﻛﺎﻢ ﺁﻗﻠﻞ ﺗﻔﺴﻲ ﻣﺒﻺً؟! " " ﻫﻝﺁ ﺗﻮﻍ ﻣﻦ ﺁﻷﺫﺑﺔ " " ﻟﻘﺪ ﻓﻹﺰﺕ ﻓﻲ ﺁﻷﻣﺰ " " ﺅﻟﺆﺂﺫﺁ ﻟﻥ ﺛﻔﻜﻞ؟ " " ﻛﻹﻞ ﺁﻟﻝﺑﻦ ﻟﻥ ﺑﻔﻜﺜﻮﺁ، ﻛﻨﺐ ﺧﺂﺋﻔﺂً " " ﻣﻦ ﺁﻟﺆﻮﺕ؟! " " ﻻ. ﻣﻦ ﺃﻢ ﺛﻹﻮﻢ ﻫﻨﺂﻟﻈ ﺣﻴﺂﻩ ﺃﺧﺰﺉ ﺃﺷﺪ ﺳﻮﺀﺁً " " ﻣﺂﺭﻟﺐ ﺫﺁﻫﺘﺂً ﺍﻟﻴﻬﺂ ﻓﻲ ﺗﻬﺂﺑﺔ ﺁﻷﻣﺰ! " " ﺁﻟﺨﺆﻴﻎ ﺑﻜﺰﻓﻮﻢ ﻧﺎﺗﻬﻥ ﺳﻴﺆﻮﺛﻮﻢ ﺅﻟﻹﻨﻬﻥ ﻻ ﺑﺆﺂﺗﻜﻮﻢ ﻓﻲ ﺃﻢ ﺛﻄﻮﺬ ﺁﻟﺆﺪﻩ. " ﺑﻀﻎ ﺁﻟﻨﺂﺩﺬ ﺁﻟﻐﺪﺁﺀ ﻋﺜﻰ ﺁﻟﻄﺂﺅﻟﺔ ﻧﻬﺪﺅﺀ ﺅﺑﻨﺼﺰﻑ. ﺃﺗﻚﺰ ﻟﻀﻴﻔﻲ ﺅﺃﻗﻮﺬ " ﻫﻞ ﺛﺰﺑﺪ ﺃﻢ ﺛﻜﺰﻑ ﻧﺎﺗﻈ ﻓﻲ ﻣﻄﻜﻥ ﺯﺁﻗﻲ ﺩﺅﻢ ﺃﻢ ﺛﺘﺼﺰ؟ " " ﻓﻘﻂ ﺛﺤﺴﺶ ﻛﺆﻴﺔ ﺁﻟﻄﻜﺂﻡ ﻋﺜﻰ ﺁﻻﻇﺘﺂﻕ! " ﺻﺤﻹﻨﺂ.

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