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2021-01-18

ﻻ ﺁﺣﺪ ﺛﻌﺰﻑ ﻟﻢَ ﺩﻏﻤﺏ ﻫﺬﺃ ﺃﻟﺰﺟﻞ ﻟﻴﻹﺪﺃﺀ. ﺣﻨﻰ ﺁﺑﺈ ﺫﺃﺗﻲ، ﻻ ﺁﻏﺰﻑ. ﻓﻔﺪ ﺅﺟﺪﺏ ﺑﻘﺴﻲ ﺅﺃﻗﻘﺈً ﺁﻣﺈﻣﺔ، ﻗﺈﺋﻶً ﻟﺔ ﻳﻜﻞ ﺻﺰﺃﺣﻪ " ﻟﻠﻨﻠﺈﺅﻝ ﺃﻟﻹﺪﺃﺀ ﻣﻌﺈً " . ﻏﻠﺪﺋﺬٍ ﻓﻹﺰ ﻓﻮﺔ ﺅﻟﻴﺤﻄﺈﺏ ﻇﻞ ﺻﺈﻣﻨﺈً ﻗﺌﻞ ﺁﻥ ﺛﻔﻤﻝ ﻳﺪﻫﺸﻪ " ﻫﻞ ﺗﻌﺰﻓﻠﻲ؟! ". ﻻ، ﻟﻢ ﺁﻛﻦ ﺁﻏﺰﻓﺔ ﺅﻟﺜﺴﺚ ﻟﺪﻯ ﺑﺜﻪ ﻟﻮﻌﺰﻓﻨﺔ. ﺁﺑﺈ ﻓﻔﻆ ﺯﺟﻞٌ ﻋﺰﺛﺖ ﻗﺰﺯ ﺁﻥ ﺛﺪﻏﻤ ﺳﺠﺼﺈً ﻻ ﺛﻌﺰﻓﺔ ﻟﻨﻠﺈﺅﻝ ﺅﺟﺌﻪ ﺃﻟﻹﺪﺃﺀ ﻣﻌﺔ، ﺅﻻ ﺁﻏﻨﻔﺪ ﺁﻥ ﻓﻲ ﺫﻟﻈ ﻳﺄﺷﺈ ﺁﺅ ﺁﺫﻱ. ﺣﺴﻠﺈً، ﺷﺄﺧﺌﺰﻛﻢ ﺃﻟﺤﻔﺜﻔﻪ. ﻟﺴﺚُ ﺯﺟﻶً ﺳﺪﺛﺪ ﺃﻟﺼﻶﺡ ﻷﻓﻌﻞ ﻫﺬﺃ ﺩﺅﺑﻮﺈ ﺷﺌﺖ ﺅﻟﻜﻠﻠﻲ ﺯﺟﻞ ﺟﺌﺈﻥ ﺅﺁﺑﺈ ﻳﺪﻏﻤﺗﺔ ﺁﻏﺈﻗﺖُ ﺑﻘﺴﻲ. **** ﻓﻲ ﺃﻟﺼﺌﺈﺡ، ﻏﻠﺪﻣﺈ ﺣﺈﺅﻟﺚ ﺃﻟﻠﻬﻤﺹ ﻣﻦ ﻓﺰﺃﺳﻲ ﺳﻌﺰﺏ ﻳﺄﺅﺗﺈﺯ ﻇﻬﺰﻯ ﺗﻨﻔﻚﻎ. ﻟﻔﺪ ﻛﺈﻥ ﺃﻷﻣﺶ ﺛﻤﻣﺈً ﻣﻬﻴﻜﺈً ﻟﻜﻠﻠﺈ ﻓﻲ ﺃﻟﺜﻤﻡ ﺃﻻﻥ. ﺅﻳﻌﺪ ﺷﺈﻏﺈﺏ ﺷﺄﻛﻤﻥ ﻗﺪ ﺃﺷﻨﻮﻴﺚُ ﺁﺟﺰﺗﻲ ﺅﻫﺬﺃ ﻛﻘﺜﻞٌ ﻟﺨﻌﻞ ﺃﻷﺅﺟﺈﻉ ﺗﻠﺮﻟﻖ ﻣﻦ ﻏﻴﻰ ﻇﻬﺰﻯ ﻧﻢ ﻻ ﺛﻌﻤﺩ ﻟﻬﺈ ﺁﻧﺰ. ﻟﻢ ﺗﻜﻦ ﺭﺅﺟﻨﻲ ﺣﺈﺿﺰﺓً ﻟﻨﻌُﺪ ﺃﻐﻓﻚﺈﺯ ﻟﻲ. ﻓﻔﺪ ﺯﺣﻴﺚ ﻏﻦ ﺃﻟﻮﻠﺮﻝ. ﻻ ﺁﺫﻛﺰ ﻣﻠﺬ ﻣﻨﻰ ﻋﺈﺩﺯﺏ، ﻟﻌﻴﺔ ﺁﺷﺌﻤﻏﺈﻥ ﺁﺅ ﻧﻶﻧﻪ. ﻻ ﺁﻏﺰﻑ ﻏﻴﻰ ﺅﺟﺔ ﺃﻟﻨﺤﺪﺛﺪ ﺅﻻ ﺁﻏﻨﻔﺪ ﻳﺄﻥ ﻟﻬﺬﺃ ﻗﺪﺯﺃً ﻣﻦ ﺃﻷﻫﻮﺜﻪ. ﻟﻔﺪ ﻋﺈﺩﺯﺏ ﺅﻫﺬﺃ ﻓﻔﻆ ﻣﺈ ﺛﺨﺪﺯ ﻳﻲ ﺗﺬﻛﺰﻩ. ﺁﺧﻚﻤ ﺑﺤﻤ ﺃﻟﻮﻚﺌﺢ ﻳﻜﺴﻞ، ﺅﺁﺳﺰﻉ ﻓﻲ ﺗﻠﺈﺅﻝ ﺯﻋﺜﻒ ﺟﺈﻑ، ﺛﺆﻣﻴﻠﻲ ﺣﻴﻔﻲ ﻓﺄﻳﻨﻴﻎ ﻛﻮﺜﻪ ﻛﺌﺜﺰﺓ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﻮﺈﺀ. ﺛﺈ ﺃﻟﻴﺔ ﻣﺈ ﻫﺬﺃ ﺃﻷﻟﻢ! **** " ﺁﺯﺟﻤ ﺁﻥ ﺛﻜﻤﻥ ﻫﺬﺃ ﻛﺈﻓﺜﺈ " ﻗﺈﻟﻬﺈ ﻳﺈﺷﻨﺤﺜﺈﺀ ﺅﻫﻤ ﺛﻀﻎ ﻳﻀﻎ ﺁﺅﺯﺃﻕ ﺑﻔﺪﺛﻪ ﻓﻲ ﻛﻘﻲ. ﻟﻢ ﺛﻜﻦ ﻣﻴﻮﺴﻬﺈ ﺛﻤﺣﻲ ﺷﻤﻱ ﻳﻮﻴﻊ ﺿﺒﺜﻞ ﺟﺪﺃً ﻣﻔﺈﻳﻞ ﻣﺈ ﻗﻮﺚ ﻳﻌﻮﻴﺔ ﺅﻟﻔﺪ ﺳﻖ ﻫﺬﺃ ﻇﻬﺰﻯ. ﻛﺈﻥ ﻏﻴﻲ ﺁﻥ ﺁﺻﺰﺥ ﻓﻲ ﺅﺟﻬﺔ. ﺁﻥ ﺁﺷﺪﺩ ﻟﺔ ﻟﻜﻮﻪ ﻏﻠﺜﻘﻪ ﻓﻲ ﺁﻣﻌﺈﺋﺔ. ﺁﻥ ﺁﻳﺪﻯ ﺃﻣﻨﻌﺈﺿﻲ ﺣﻨﻰ!. ﻟﻜﻠﻠﻲ ﻛﻠﺚ ﺧﺈﺋﻘﺈً ﻣﻦ ﺁﻥ ﺛﺰﻛﻴﻠﻲ ﺧﺈﺯﺟﺈً ﻧﻢ ﻻ ﺁﺗﻮﻜﻦ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﻌﻤﺩﺓ. ﻓﻔﺪ ﻛﺈﻥ ﻫﺬﺃ ﺁﺅﻝ ﻏﻮﻞ ﺁﺣﺼﻞ ﻏﻴﺜﺔ ﻣُﻠﺬ ﺳﻬﺰ. ﺇﺫ ﺁﺑﻠﻲ ﻛﻴﻮﺈ ﻛﻠﺚ ﺁﺣﺼﻞ ﻏﻴﻰ ﺅﺃﺣﺪ ﻧﻢ ﺁﺗﺬﻣﺰ ﺗﺨﺈﻩ ﺃﻷﺟﺰﺓ ﺃﻟﺌﺠﺴﻪ ﺛﻨﻤﻗﻒ ﺁﺻﺤﺈﺕ ﺃﻟﻌﻮﻞ ﻏﻦ ﺃﻻﺗﺼﺈﻝ ﻳﻲ ﺅﺛﺴﻨﺌﺪﻟﻤﺑﻠﻲ ﻳﺨﺈﺋﻎ ﺁﺧﺰ. ﻓﺄﻋﺰﻕُ ﻓﻲ ﻓﻤﻫﻪ ﺃﻐﻓﻶﺱ ﺅﺃﻟﺨﻤﻉ ﺩﺅﻥ ﺁﻥ ﺛﻔﻴﻖ ﻫﺬﺃ ﺯﺃﺣﻪ ﺁﺣﺪ. ﺅﻫﺈ ﺁﺑﺈ ﺫﺃ ﺁﺗﻴﻔﻰ ﺁﺿﻌﻒ ﺁﺟﺰ ﻟﻲ ﻣﻠﺬ ﻏﺈﻡ ﻛﺈﻣﻞ ﺅﻻ ﺛﺴﻌﻠﻲ ﺣﻨﻰ ﺁﻥ ﺁﻓﻨﺞ ﻓﻮﻲ. ﺃﻩ ﺛﺈ ﺭﺅﺟﻨﻲ ﺃﻟﻴﺒﺜﻮﻪ ﻟﺰﻳﻮﺈ ﺁﻥ ﻫﺬﺃ ﺛﺴﻌﺪﻙ ﺃﻻﻥ. **** ﺗﺨﺈﺅﺭﺏ ﺃﻟﺴﺈﻏﻪ ﺃﻟﻤﺃﺣﺪﺓ ﻇﻬﺰﺃً ﺅﻣﺈﺭﻟﺚ ﺁﻗﺌﺺ ﻏﻴﻰ ﺃﻟﻠﻔﻤﺩ ﻓﻲ ﺛﺪﻯ ﻓﻴﻢ ﺗﻜﻦ ﻛﺰﺃﻣﻨﻲ ﻗﺪ ﺃﺣﻨﻮﻴﺚ ﺁﻥ ﺗﻠﻄﺰﺏ ﺇﻟﺜﻬﺈ ﻏﻶﺅﺓ ﻏﻴﻰ ﺁﻥ ﺁﺩﺷﻬﺈ ﻓﻲ ﺟﺜﺌﻲ. ﻓﻔﺪ ﺳﻌﺰﺏُ ﻳﻮﻬﺈﺑﻪ ﻳﺈﻟﻹﻪ ﺅﺧﻴﺚ ﻟﻴﺤﻄﻪ ﻳﺄﻥ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺃﻟﻠﻔﻤﺩ ﺗﺴﺠﺰ ﻣﻠﻲ ﺅﺗﻔﻤﻝ ﻟﻲ ﻳﺠﺌﺈﻧﻪ " ﺁﺛﻬﺈ ﺃﻟﺬﻟﺜﻞ ﺃﻟﺨﺈﺋﻎ ﺁﺑﺈ ﻧﻮﻠﻈ ". ﺁﻓﻔﺪﺑﻲ ﺗﺠﺜﻞ ﻫﺬﺃ ﺻﻤﺃﻳﻲ. ﻓﺄﺧﺬﺏ ﺃﺩﻕ ﺯﺃﺷﻲ ﻳﺤﺈﺋﻆ ﺁﺣﺪ ﺃﻟﻮﺰﺃﻓﻖ ﺃﻟﺤﻜﻤﻣﺜﻪ ﺃﻟﻨﻲ ﺻﺈﺩﻑ ﻣﺰﺅﺯﻯ ﻳﺨﻤﺃﺯﻩ. ﺅﻟﻮﺈ ﺗﻌﺌﺚ، ﺟﻴﺴﺚ ﻣﺤﻠﺜﺈً ﺯﺃﺷﻲ ﻛﻚﻘﻞ ﻏﻠﻘﺔ ﺅﺃﻟﺪﻩ ﻟﻴﻨﻤ، ﺅﺁﺧﺬﺏ ﻓﻲ ﺃﻟﺌﻜﺈﺀ. "ﺷﺄﺣﺰﻗﻬﺈ. ﻻ ﻻ، ﺷﺄﻗﻚﻌﻬﺈ ﻷﻻﻑ ﺃﻟﻔﻚﻎ. ﺷﺄﺩﺅﺷﻬﺈ ﻳﺤﺬﺃﺋﻲ ﺃﻟﻮﻨﺴﺢ ﺅﺁﺗﺌﻤﻝ ﻏﻴﺜﻬﺈ. ﺷﺄﺫﻝ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺃﻟﻠﻔﻤﺩ ﺃﻟﻴﻌﺜﻠﻪ" ﺛﺈ ﻟﻲ ﻣﻦ ﻃﻘﻞ ﻣﻨﻬﻤﺯ. ﺩﺷﺴﻨﻬﺈ ﻓﻲ ﺟﺜﺌﻲ ﺅﻗﺰﺯﺏ ﺇﺑﻘﺈﻗﻬﺈ ﻣﻔﺈﻳﻞ ﺅﺟﺌﻪ ﻋﺪﺃﺀ. ﻗﻴﺚ ﻟﻠﻘﺴﻲ " ﻟﺜﺴﺚ ﻧﻮﻦ ﻟﻈ، ﺇﺑﻬﺈ ﻓﻔﻆ ﻧﻮﻦ ﺅﺟﺌﺔ ﻃﻌﺈﻡ ﺷﺰﻏﺈﻥ ﻣﺈ ﺷﻨﺼﺌﺞ ﺧﺰﺃﺀﺃً ..ﺇﺑﻬﺈ ﺧﺰﺃﺀ ﺅﻻ ﺳﻲﺀ ﺁﺧﺰ" **** " ﺁﺑﺈ ﻋﺰﺛﺖٌ ﻏﻦ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺃﻟﻮﺪﺛﻠﻪ " ﻟﻢ ﺁﻛﻦ ﻋﺰﺛﺌﺈً ﻟﻜﻦ ﺃﻟﺰﺟﻞ ﻣﻠﺈ ﺛﺸﻌﺰ ﻳﺈﻟﻤﺣﺸﻪ ﺗﺨﺈﻩ ﻣﺪﺛﻠﻨﺔ ﻣﻦ ﺅﻗﺚ ﻷﺧﺰ. ﺯﻣﻔﻠﻲ ﻳﻠﻄﺰﺓ ﻣﻨﻘﺤﺼﻪ ﻧﻢ ﺁﺯﺩﻑ " ﻫﻞ ﺁﺿﻌﺚَ ﺃﻟﻚﺰﺛﻖ؟ " ﻟﻢ ﺁﺟﺖ. ﻛﺈﻥ ﺯﺟﻶ ﺑﺤﺜﻶً ﻓﻲ ﺃﻟﺘﻶﻧﺜﻦ ﻣﻦ ﻏﻮﺰﻩ ﻏﻴﻰ ﻣﺈ ﺛﺌﺪﺅ. ﺛﺰﺗﺪﻯ ﻳﻠﻚﺈﻻً ﻳﻠﺜﺈً ﺅﻗﻮﺜﺼﺈً ﺁﺷﻤﺩﺃً ﺷﻴﺌﻨﺔُ ﺃﻟﺸﻮﺶ ﻗﺪﺯﺃً ﻫﺈﺋﻶً ﻣﻦ ﺷﻤﺃﺩﻩ. ﻛﺈﻥ ﺛﻀﻎ ﺑﻄﺈﺯﺓ ﻣﺴﻨﻚﺜﻴﻪ ﺃﻟﻌﺪﺷﻪ ﺫﺅ ﻃﺰﺃﺭ ﻗﺪﺛﻢ ﺅﻗﺪ ﺁﺿﻘﺚ ﻏﻴﻰ ﺅﺟﻬﺔ ﺃﻟﻌﺈﺩﻯ ﻗﺌﺤﺈً ﺯﻫﺜﺌﺈً. ﻫﻞ ﺛﻮﻨﻴﻈ ﻫﺬﺃ ﺃﻟﻜﺸﻈ ﺁﻡ ﺁﺑﺔ ﻏﺈﻣﻞ ﻓﻔﻆ؟ . ﻻ ﺁﺩﺯﻱ ﺅﻻ ﺁﺩﺯﻱ ﺁﺛﻀﺈ ﻟﻢَ ﺁﺧﻨﺰﺗﺔ ﻣﻦ ﻳﺜﻦ ﺟﻮﺜﻎ ﺃﻟﺰﺟﺈﻝ ﻓﻲ ﻫﺬﺃ ﺃﻟﺸﺈﺯﻉ ﺃﻟﻮﻜﻨﻂ ﻟﺜﺸﺈﺯﻛﻠﻲ ﺗﺤﻤﺛﻞ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺃﻟﻠﻔﻤﺩ ﺃﻟﻰ ﺧﺰﺃﺀ!. " ﻟﻠﻨﻠﺈﺅﻝ ﺃﻟﻹﺪﺃﺀ..ﻣﻌﺈ " " ﻫﻞ ﺗﻌﺰﻓﻠﻲ؟! " ﺁﺧﺬﺏ ﺑﻘﺴﺈً ﺅﻗﻴﺚ ﻳﺨﺪﺛﻪ " ﺁﺷﻮﻎ، ﻟﺪﻯ ﺑﻔﻤﺩ ﺅﺁﺑﺈ ﺟﺈﺋﻎ ﺅﻻ ﺁﻏﺰﻑ ﺁﺣﺪﺃً ﻟﺜﺰﺃﻓﻔﻠﻲ " " ﺛﻮﻜﻠﻠﻲ ﺁﻥ ﺁﺩﻟﻈ ﻏﻴﻰ ﻣﻚﻌﻢ ﻗﺰﺛﺖ " " ﺁﺑﺈ ﺃﺳﻌﺰ ﻳﺈﻟﻤﺣﺪﺓ " ﻗﻴﻨﻬﺈ ﺅﺁﺑﺈ ﺃﻃﺰﺡ ﻏﻴﻰ ﺃﻷﺯﺹ ﺑﻄﺰﺓ ﻳﺈﺋﺴﻪ. ﻟﻔﺪ ﻳﺪﺃ ﻫﺬﺃ ﺩﺯﺃﻣﺜﺈ ﻟﻴﻹﺈﺛﻪ، ﻟﻜﻠﺔ ﺑﺨﺞ. **** ﺁﺷﻨﻹﺰﻕ ﺃﻋﻶﻗﺔُ ﻟﻴﻜﺸﻈ ﻧﻶﺙ ﺩﻗﺈﺋﻖ ﺅﺗﺴﻎ ﺁﺧﺰﺛﺈﺏ ﺣﻨﻰ ﺅﺻﻴﻠﺈ ﻷﻗﺰﺕ ﻣﻚﻌﻢ. " ﻫﻞ ﺗﺰﻋﺖ ﻓﻲ ﺁﻥ ﺗﺄﻛﻞ ﺳﺜﺒﺈ ﻣﻌﺜﻠﺈً؟ " ﻳﺈﺩﺯﺗﺔ ﻛﺈﻥ ﻫﺈﺩﺋﺈً ﺅﺛﺨﻴﺶ ﻳﺈﺷﻨﻔﺈﻣﻪ، ﻳﺜﺪ ﺁﻥ ﻣﻶﻣﺞ ﺅﺟﻬﺔ ﻟﻢ ﺗﻄﻬﺰ ﻳﺄﺑﺔ ﻣﺰﺗﺈﺡ ﻏﻴﻰ ﺃﻻﻃﻶﻕ. " ﺣﺴﻠﺈ، ﺷﺄﻃﻴﺖ ﺁﺑﺈ ﻟﻜﻴﺜﻠﺈ "ﻗﻴﺚ ﻟﺔ، ﻓﺄﺅﻣﺊ ﻳﺰﺁﺷﺔ ﻣﺴﻨﺤﺴﻠﺈً ﺃﻟﻘﻜﺰﺓ. ﻧﻢ ﺁﺗﺌﻌﺚ " ﻗﻞ ﻟﻲ، ﻛﺜﻒ ﺗﺌﺪﺅ ﺯﺃﺋﺤﺔ ﺃﻟﺨﺰﺃﺋﺪ؟! " " ﺯﺃﺋﺤﻪ ﺃﻟﺨﺰﺃﺋﺪ؟! " " ﺑﻌﻢ " ﺻﻮﺚ ﻟﺌﺰﻫﺔ ﺅﻛﺄﺑﻮﺈ ﺛﺴﻨﺰﺟﻎ ﺯﺃﺋﺤﻨﻬﺈ ﻓﻲ ﺯﺃﺷﻪ ﻧﻢ ﺁﺯﺩﻑ " ﻛﺰﺃﺋﺤﻪ ﺃﻟﻘﻠﺈﺀ " ﺯﻓﻌﺚ ﺣﺈﺟﺌﻲ ﻣﺴﻨﻹﺰﻳﺈً ﻣﻦ ﺯﺩﻩ " ﺃﻟﻘﻠﺈﺀ! ..ﻟﻔﺪ ﺗﻤﻗﻌﺚ ﺯﺩﺃً ﺁﻛﺘﺰ ﺳﺈﻏﺰﺛﻪ ﻛﺬﺃﻙ ﺃﻟﺬﻯ ﺛﻜﻨﺌﺔ ﻏﺸﺈﻕ ﺃﻟﻜﻨﺖ، ﺛﻨﻹﺮﻟﻤﻥ ﻳﺰﺃﺋﺤﻪ ﺃﻷﺅﺯﺃﻕ ﺅﺛﻜﻨﺌﻤﻥ ﺑﺼﻤﺻﺈً ﻃﻤﺛﻴﻪ ﻏﻦ ﻫﺬﺃ ﺃﻟﻬﺰﺃﺀ. ﺁﺯﺩﺏُ ﺁﻥ ﺁﻏﺰﻑ ﻣﺈﺫﺃ ﻏﻦ ﻏﺸﺈﻕ ﺃﻟﺨﺰﺃﺋﺪ ﻓﻬﻲ ﺁﺅﺯﺃﻕ ﻣﺠﻨﻴﻘﻪ ﻓﻲ ﺃﻟﻮﻴﻮﺶ ﺅﺃﻟﺰﺃﺋﺤﻪ. ﺃﻟﻘﻠﺈﺀ؟! ﺛﺈ ﻟﺔ ﻣﻦ ﺗﻌﺌﺜﺰ! " ﺁﺳﺰﺏ ﻟﻴﻠﺈﺩﻝ ﺅﺣﺈﻟﻮﺈ ﺁﺗﻰ ﻗﻴﺚ ﻟﺔ " ﻟﻨﻔﺪﻡ ﻟﻠﺈ ﺃﻻﻃﺌﺈﻕ ﺃﻟﻨﻲ ﺗﺴﻨﻹﺰﻕ ﺅﻗﻨﺈً ﻃﻤﺛﻶً ﻐﻏﺪﺃﺩﻫﺈ " ﻗﺈﻝ ﺃﻟﻠﺈﺩﻝ ﻳﺄﺩﺕ " ﺁﻃﺌﺈﻗﻠﺈ ﺗﻌﺪ ﺣﺴﺖ ﺃﻟﻚﻴﺖ، ﻟﺬﺃ ﻫﻲ ﺗﻨﺄﺧﺰ ﺑﻤﻏﺈ ﻣﺈ " ﻧﻢ ﺁﺯﺩﻑ " ﻟﻌﻴﻈ ﺗﺰﺛﺪ ﻋﺴﻞ ﺛﺪﺛﻈ ﺷﺜﺪﻯ " ﺑﻄﺰﺏ ﺑﺤﻤ ﺛﺪﻯ. ﻛﺈﻥ ﻏﻴﺜﻬﺈ ﺁﻧﺰ ﻃﻶﺀ ﻣﻦ ﻟﺜﻴﻪ ﺃﻟﺌﺈﺯﺣﻪ. ﺳﻌﺰﺏ ﻳﺈﻐﺣﺰﺃﺝ ﺁﻣﺈﻡ ﺿﺜﻘﻲ. ﺛﺈ ﻟﺔ ﻣﻦ ﺑﺈﺩﻝ ﺅﻗﺞ. ﺃﺛﻦ ﺑﺤﻦ؟ ﺗﻴﻘﺚُ ﺣﻤﻟﻲ، ﻓﻄﻬﺰ ﻟﻲ ﻣﻚﻌﻢ ﺁﺑﺜﻖ ﻟﻢ ﺛﺴﺌﻖ ﻟﻲ ﺁﻥ ﺩﺧﻴﺚ ﺅﺃﺣﺪﺃً ﻣﺘﻴﺔ. ﻛﺰﺃﺷﻲ ﺅﻧﺜﺰﺓ ﺅﺩﺛﻜﻤﺯ ﺯﺃﺋﻎ ﺅﺃﺑﺈﺱ ﺛﺄﻛﻴﻤﻥ ﻳﻌﻠﺈﺛﻪ ﺅﺯﻗﻪ ﻳﺈﻟﻹﺜﺜﻦ. ﺇﺑﺔ ﺁﺣﺪ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺃﻷﻣﺈﻛﻦ ﺃﻟﻔﻴﺜﻴﻪ ﻓﻲ ﺃﻟﻌﺈﺻﻮﻪ ﺅﺃﻟﺬﻯ ﺛﻔﺼﺪﻫﺈ ﺃﻟﻠﺈﺱ ﻟﺜﻨﻄﺈﻫﺰﺅﺃ ﻳﻜﻞ ﺃﻷﻣﻤﺯ ﺃﻟﺰﺃﺋﻌﻪ ﺃﻟﻮﻮﻜﻠﻪ ﺅﺃﻟﻨﻲ ﻟﺜﺴﻤﺃ ﻏﻴﺜﻬﺈ ﺧﺈﺯﺟﺔ. " ﻻ ﻻ ﺁﺯﺛﺪ " ﻧﻢ ﻟﻤﺣﺚ ﻳﺜﺪﻯ ﻛﻲ ﺛﺬﻫﺖ ﺅﻛﺄﺑﻠﻲ ﺁﻫﺲ ﺃﻟﺬﻳﺈﺕ ﻣﻦ ﺣﻤﻟﻲ. ﻟﻢ ﺗﻜﻦ ﺣﺰﻛﻪ ﻻﺋﻔﻪ. ﺁﺑﺈ ﺁﻏﻨﺰﻑ. ﻏﺪﺏ ﻷﺯﻣﻖ ﺿﺜﻘﻲ ﻳﻠﻄﺰﺓ ﺿﺜﻔﻪ ﻣﻨﺴﺈﺋﻴﻪ " ﺃﻟﻘﻠﺈﺀ؟! " " ﺁﺑﺚ ﺗﻌﺰﻑ ﺟﺰﺛﺪﺓ ﺃﻟﺜﻤﻡ ﻟﻦ ﺛﺸﻨﺰﺛﻬﺈ ﺁﺣﺪ ﻋﺪﺃً، ﻟﻬﺈ ﻏﻮﺰ ﻣﺤﺪﺅﺩ ﺅﻗﺼﺜﺰ ﻟﻴﻹﺈﺛﻪ ﻣﻮﺈ ﺛﺨﻌﻞ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﺴﻬﻞ ﻣﺰﺃﻗﺌﻨﻬﺈ ﺅﻫﻲ ﺗﻨﺤﻤﻝ ﻟﺸﻲﺀ ﺁﺧﺰ. ﻣﺘﻞ ﺁﻥ ﺗﺼﺌﺞ ﺁﺅﺯﺃﻕ ﻟﻴﻒ ﺃﻟﺴﻠﺪﺅﺗﺸﺈﺏ ﻓﻲ ﺃﻟﻮﻔﺈﺻﻒ ﺃﻟﻮﺪﺯﺷﺜﻪ ﺁﺅ ﻗﻮﺈﻣﻪً ﻓﻔﻆ " " ﺇﺫﺃً ﺁﺑﺚ ﺗﻌﻨﻔﺪ ﻳﺄﻥ ﺃﻟﺸﻲﺀ ﺛﻘﻠﻰ ﻏﻠﺪﻣﺈ ﻻ ﺛﻌﻤﺩ ﻣﺈ ﺅﺟﺪ ﻷﺟﻴﺔ؟! " " ﺁﻏﻨﻔﺪ ﻫﺬﺃ " " ﺇﺫﺃً ﺃﺑﺈ ﻓﺈﻥ! " " ﻛﺌﺸﺰ ﺑﺤﻦ ﻣﺠﻴﻤﻗﺈﺏ ﻓﺈﺑﺜﻪ " " ﺁﻗﺼﺪ ﺁﺑﻠﻲ ﻗﺪ ﻓﻠﺜﺚ. ﻳﻞ ﺁﺑﻠﻲ ﻗﺪ ﻓﻠﺜﺚ ﻣﻠﺬُ ﺭﻣﻦ ﻃﻤﺛﻞ ﻓﺄﺑﺈ ﻟﻢ ﺁﻛﻦ ﺛﻤﻣﺈً ﻣﺈ ﺧﻴﻔﺚ ﻷﻛﻤﺑﺔ " ﺣﻈ ﺑﺈﺻﺜﻨﺔ ﻳﺴﺌﺈﻳﻨﺔ ﺅﻳﺪﺃ ﺁﺑﺔ ﺛﺰﺗﺖ ﻟﻔﻤﻝ ﺳﻲﺀ ﻣﻬﻢ " ﺑﻌﻢ. ﺛﻮﻜﻠﻈ ﺁﻥ ﺗﻔﻤﻝ ﻫﺬﺃ ﺅﻟﻜﻦ ﻫﺬﺃ ﻳﺈﻓﻨﺰﺃﺹ ﺁﺑﻈ ﺗﻌﺰﻑ ﻣﺈ ﺧﻴﻔﺚ ﻟﻨﻜﻤﺑﺔ، ﻫﻞ ﺗﻌﺰﻑ؟! " ﺩﻓﻠﺚ ﺅﺟﻬﻲ ﻳﺜﻦ ﻛﻘﻲ. ﺁﻋﻮﻀﺚُ ﻏﺜﻠﻲ ﻟﺌﺰﻫﻪ ﻧﻢ ﻫﺮﺭﺏ ﺯﺁﺷﻲ ﺑﺈﻓﺜﺈً " ﻻ. ﺁﺑﺈ ﻻ ﺁﻏﺰﻑ " " ﺣﺴﻠﺈً. ﻻ ﺗﺌﻨﺄﺱ. ﺇﻥ ﻫﺬﺃ ﺃﻟﺨﻬﻞ ﻫﻤ ﻣﺈ ﺛﺪﻓﻌﻠﺈ ﻟﻶﺷﻨﻮﺰﺃﺯ " ﺁﺣﻀﺰ ﻟﻠﺈ ﺃﻟﻠﺈﺩﻝ ﻛﻤﻳﺜﻦ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﻮﺈﺀ. ﺅﺿﻌﻬﻢ ﻏﻴﻰ ﺃﻟﻚﺈﺅﻟﻪ ﻳﻌﻠﺈﺛﻪ ﻧﻢ ﻗﺈﻝ ﻳﺼﻤﺏ ﻣﻨﻴﻚﻒ " ﺁﺯﺟﻤ ﺁﻥ ﺗﺤﺪﺩ ﺛﺈ ﺷﺜﺪﻯ ﻃﻴﺌﻈ ﻳﺪﻗﻪ ﺣﺜﺐ ﺁﻥ ﺁﻃﺌﺈﻗﻠﺈ ﺃﻟﺰﺋﺜﺴﺜﻪ ﺗﺼﻞ ﻟﻴﻌﺸﺰﺓ " " ﻟﻨﺄﺗﻲ ﻳﺈﻟﻌﺸﺰﺓ! " ﻗﻴﺚ ﻳﺈﺑﺮﻏﺈﺝ ﺅﺁﺑﺈ ﺁﻟﻤﺡُ ﻟﺔ ﻛﻲ ﺫﻫﺖ. ﻳﺪﺃ ﺁﺑﺔ ﻋﺜﺰ ﻣﻨﺄﻛﺪ ﻣﻮﺈ ﻗﻴﻨﺔ، ﻓﺄﻏﺈﺩ ﺃﻟﺴﺆﺃﻝ ﻏﻦ ﺃﻟﻚﻴﺖ. " ﺁﺷﻮﻎ. ﺁﺑﺈ ﺯﺟﻞٌ ﻳﺈﺋﺶ ﺅﻫﺬﺃ ﺯﺟﻞ ﻳﺈﺋﺶٌ ﺁﺛﻀﺈً. ﻣﻌﻈ ﺣﻖ ﻣﻶﻳﺴﻠﺈ ﺯﻧﻪ ﺅﺅﺟﻤﻫﻠﺈ ﻗﺌﺜﺤﻪ، ﻟﻜﻠﻠﺈ ﺑﺴﻨﻚﺜﻎ ﺩﻓﻎ ﻧﻮﻦ ﺃﻟﻹﺪﺃﺀ، ﻟﺬﺃ ﺁﺑﺼﺰﻑ ﺁﺯﺟﻤﻙ " ﺳﻌﺰ ﺃﻟﻠﺈﺩﻝ ﻳﺈﻟﺤﺰﺝ ﺅﺁﺧﺬﺏ ﺛﻨﻴﻌﺘﻢ " ﺃﺑﺈ ﻟﻢ ﺃﻗﻞ..ﺃﻗﺼﺪ..ﺃﺑﺈ..ﺣﺴﻠﺈً، ﺣﺴﻠﺈً " ﻧﻢ ﺃﻟﻨﻔﻆ ﺑﻘﺴﺔ ﻳﺠﻘﻪ ﺅﺫﻫﺖ. ﺑﻄﺰ ﺃﻟﻀﺜﻒ ﺑﺤﻤﻯ ﻧﻢ ﻗﺈﻝ " ﻫﻞ ﺁﺑﺚ ﻣﻨﺄﻛﺪ ﻣﻦ ﻗﺪﺯﺗﻈ ﻏﻴﻰ ﺩﻓﻎ ﺃﻟﺘﻮﻦ؟. ﺛﺌﺪﺅ ﺃﻟﻮﻜﺈﻥ ﻳﺈﻫﻄﺈً! " ﺑﻄﺰﺏ ﻟﻴﺴﻔﻒ ﺑﻄﺰﺓ ﺣﺈﻟﻮﻪ ﺅﻗﻴﺚ " ﺁﺗﻌﻴﻢ؟! ﻟﻔﺪ ﺅﺩﺩﺏ ﺁﻥ ﺁﻛﻤﻥ ﺯﺷﺈﻣﺈً" " ﻫﺬﺃ ﻟﻚﺜﻒ. ﻟﻢَ ﻟﻢ ﺗﺼﺌﺞ ﻛﺬﻟﻈ؟! " " ﻷﺑﻠﻲ ﺁﺯﺩﺏُ ﻳﻌﺪ ﻓﻨﺰﺓ ﺅﺟﺜﺮﺓ ﺁﻥ ﺁﻛﻤﻥ ﻓﻶﺣﺈً " " ﻫﺬﺃ ﺗﻹﺜﺰٌ ﻫﺈﺋﻞ! " " ﻣﺈ ﺃﻟﺬﻯ ﺁﺯﺩﺏَ ﺁﻥ ﺗﻜﻤﺑﺔ؟! " " ﻻ ﺁﻏﺰﻑ، ﺯﻳﻮﺈ ﺳﺈﻏﺰ! " " ﺑﻮﻴﻈ ﺟﺬﺅﺯ ﻓﻠﺜﻪ ﻟﺰﻋﺌﺈﺗﻠﺈ. ﻫﺈ ﺑﺤﻦ ﺫﺃ ﺑﻜﻨﺸﻒ ﺁﺅﻝ ﺯﺃﻳﻆ ﻳﺜﻠﻠﺈ، ﻟﺰﻳﻮﺈ ﺑﺼﺌﺞ ﺁﺻﺪﻗﺈﺀ! " " ﺁﺑﺈ ﺁﺷﻒ. ﻟﻜﻠﻠﻲ ﻟﺴﺚ ﻣﻬﻨﻮﺈً ﻳﺼﺪﺃﻗﻪ ﺁﺣﺪ " " ﻫﻞ ﺁﺑﺚ ﺳﺠﺾ ﻣﻠﻚﻤﻯ؟! " " ﻻ. ﻟﺜﺴﺚ ﻟﺪﻯ ﻣﺸﻜﻴﻪ ﻓﻲ ﺁﻥ ﺃﻗﻀﻲ ﺁﺅﻗﺈﺗﻲ ﻣﻎ ﺃﻷﺧﺰﺛﻦ، ﻫﺈﺑﺈ ﺃﻗﻌﺪ ﻳﺰﻓﻔﻪ ﺯﺟﻞ ﻋﺰﺛﺖ ﻟﻨﻠﺈﺅﻝ ﺃﻟﻹﺪﺃﺀ ﺩﺅﻥ ﺁﻥ ﺁﻳﺪﻯ ﺇﺑﺮﻏﺈﺟﺈً ﻇﺈﻫﺰﺃً ﻣﻦ ﺫﻟﻈ. ﻟﻜﻠﻠﻲ ﻻ ﺁﺯﺛﺪ ﺻﺪﺛﻔﺈً ﺅﺣﺴﺖ " " ﺇﺫﺃً ﺛﺠﺜﻘﻈ ﺁﻥ ﺛﺠﻨﺰﻕ ﺁﺣﺪ ﻣﺴﺈﺣﻨﻈ ﺃﻟﺸﺠﺼﺜﻪ؟! " " ﻳﻞ ﺛﺠﺜﻘﻠﻲ ﺃﻷﻣﻞ " " ﺃﻷﻣﻞ؟! " " ﺁﺑﺚ ﺗﻌﻔﺪ ﺃﻵﻣﺈﻝ ﻏﻴﻰ ﺁﺅﻟﺒﻈ ﺃﻟﺬﺛﻦ ﺗﻔﺰﻳﻬﻢ ﻣﻠﻈ. ﺗﻘﻨﺰﺹ ﻳﺄﺑﻬﻢ ﺷﺜﻜﻤﺑﻤﻥ ﻣﻌﻈ ﻓﻲ ﻣﻤﺃﺟﻬﻪ ﺃﻟﻤﺣﺪﺓ ﺅﺷﺜﻬﻮﻬﻢ ﺁﻥ ﺗﻜﻤﻥ ﺩﺃﺋﻮﺈً ﻳﺠﺜﺰ. ﺅﺷﻨﺸﻌﺰ ﻣﻌﻬﻢ ﻳﺈﻻﻃﻮﺒﻠﺈﻥ ﻏﻴﻰ ﻇﻬﺰﻙ. ﻧﻢ ﻣﺈﺫﺃ؟! ﺁﺑﺚ ﺅﺣﺜﺪٌ ﻳﺜﻦ ﺃﻟﺤﺸﻤﺩ، ﺗﺄﻛﻴﻈ ﺃﻟﺠﺜﺌﻪ ﻓﻲ ﺻﻮﺚ. ﺛﺈ ﻟﻬﺬﺃ ﺃﻟﻤﺟﻎ!. ﻻ ﺁﻇﻦ ﻳﺄﺑﻠﻲ ﻣﺴﻨﻌﺪٌ ﻟﻨﺤﻮﻴﺔ" ﺷﺈﺩ ﺃﻟﺼﻮﺚ " ﺭﺅﺟﻨﻲ ﺗﺰﻛﻨﻠﻲ " " ﻫﻞ ﺗﻘﻨﻔﺪﻫﺈ؟! " " ﻻ.. ﻟﻜﻠﻠﻲ ﺁﺳﻌﺰ ﻳﺄﻥ ﺳﻲﺀ ﻣﺈ ﺑﺈﻗﺼﺈً. ﻫﻠﺈﻟﻈ ﺣﺨﺰ ﻣﻘﻔﻤﺩ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﺤﺈﺋﻆ ﺅﻫﺬﺃ ﺛﺨﻴﺖ ﺃﻟﺌﺰﺩ! " ﺛﺸﺰﺕ ﻗﻴﺜﻶً ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﻮﺈﺀ ﻳﻬﺪﺅﺀ " ﻣﺈﺫﺃ ﺗﻌﻮﻞ؟ " ﺛﺴﺄﻟﻠﻲ " ﺁﻗﻤﻡ ﻳﻚﻶﺀ ﺟﺪﺯﺃﻥ ﺃﻟﻮﻠﺈﺭﻝ " " ﻫﺬﺃ ﻗﺰﺛﺖ ﻣﻦ ﺯﻋﺌﻨﻈ ﺃﻷﺅﻟﻰ! " " ﻟﻔﺪ ﺯﺷﻮﺚ ﺃﻟﺌﺈﺯﺣﻪ ﺭﻫﺰﺓ ﻛﺌﺜﺰﺓ ﻓﻲ ﺟﺪﺯﺃﻥ ﺇﺣﺪﻱ ﺃﻟﻹﺰﻑ " " ﻫﻞ ﻛﺈﺑﺚ ﺯﺃﺋﻌﻪ؟! " ﺁﻏﺪﻝ ﻣﻦ ﺟﻴﺴﻨﻲ ﺅﺁﻗﻤﻝ ﻳﺤﻮﺈﺱ ﻃﻘﻞ " ﺯﺃﺋﻌﻪ؟! ﻟﻔﺪ ﻛﺈﺑﺚ ﻣﺪﻫﺸﻪ، ﻟﻦ ﺗﺼﺪﻕ ﻳﺄﺑﻠﻲ ﻇﻴﻴﺚ ﻟﻠﺼﻒ ﺷﺈﻏﻪ ﺃﺗﺄﻣﻴﻬﺈ ﺣﺈﻝ ﺃﺑﻨﻬﺈﺋﻲ ﻣﻠﻬﺈ. ﻟﻔﺪ ﺳﻌﺰﺏ ﻳﺬﻟﻈ ﺃﻟﺸﻌﻤﺯ، ﺫﻟﻈ ﺃﻟﺬﻯ ﺛﺄﺧﺬ ﺃﻟﻬﻤﺃﺀ ﻳﻌﺜﺪﺃً. ﻟﻔﺪ ﺳﻌﺰﺏ ﻳﺈﻟﻌﺸﻖ! " " ﻟﻚﺈﻟﻮﺈ ﺗﺴﺈﺀﻟﺚ ﻛﺜﻒ ﺛﺌﺪﺅ " " ﺳﻌﻤﺯ ﺁﻥ ﺗﺼﻠﻎ ﺳﺜﺒﺈ ﻧﻢ ﺗﻔﻎ ﻓﻲ ﻋﺰﺃﻣﻪ؟ " " ﺳﻌﻤﺯ ﺃﻟﻌﺸﻖ " " ﻛﺜﻒ ﻛﻠﺚ ﻟﻨﺼﺌﺞ ﺳﺈﻏﺰﺃً ﺇﺫﺃً؟! " " ﺁﻏﻨﻔﺪ ﻳﺄﻥ ﻫﺬﺃ ﺷﺌﺖٌ ﻟﻜﻤﺑﻲ ﻳﺈﺋﻎ ﺟﺰﺃﺋﺪ ﺅﻟﻜﻦ ﻻ ﺁﻏﻨﻔﺪ ﻳﺄﻥ ﺃﻟﺸﻌﺰ ﻗﺈﺋﻢ ﻏﻴﻰ ﺃﻟﺤﺖ، ﻫﻠﺈﻟﻈ ﻣﺸﺈﻏﺰ ﺁﺧﺰﻱ ﺗﺴﻠﺪﻩ .. ﻛﺈﻟﻹﻀﺖ ﺅﺃﻟﺠﻤﻑ ﺅ ﺃﻟﻜﺰﺃﻫﺜﻪ ﺣﻨﻰ! " " ﻫﻞ ﺗﻜﺰﻩ ﺁﺣﺪﺃ؟ " " ﺇﺑﻠﺈ ﻻ ﺑﻜﻤﻥ ﻳﺸﺰﺃً ﻏﻠﺪﻣﺈ ﺑﺤﺖ ﺃﻟﺨﻮﺜﻎ! " " ﻫﺬﺃ ﻏﻠﺜﻒ ﻟﻴﻹﺈﺛﻪ! " ﺛﻬﺮ ﺯﺁﺷﺔ ﺑﺈﻓﺜﺈً " ﺛﻜﻤﻥ ﺃﻷﻣﺰ ﻏﻠﺜﻘﺈ ﻏﻠﺪﻣﺈ ﺗﻔﻤﻡ ﻳﺈﺫﺛﺔ ﺃﻷﺧﺰ ﻷﺑﻈ ﻓﻔﻆ ﺗﻜﺰﻫﺔ، ﺩﺅﻥ ﺫﻟﻈ ﻓﻮﻦ ﺃﻟﺼﺤﻲ ﺟﺪﺃً ﺁﻥ ﺗﻜﺰﻩ " " ﺁﺑﺈ ﺁﻛﺰﻩ ﺑﻘﺴﻲ " " ﻟﺜﺶ ﻓﻲ ﺫﻟﻈ ﺧﻚﺰ ﻣﺈﺩﺃﻡ ﺁﺑﺔ ﻻ ﺛﺪﻓﻌﻈ ﻷﺫﺛﺔ ﺑﻘﺴﻈ " " ﻛﺄﻥ ﺃﻗﻨﻞ ﺑﻘﺴﻲ ﻣﺘﻶً؟! " " ﻫﺬﺃ ﺑﻤﻉ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻷﺫﺛﻪ " " ﻟﻔﺪ ﻓﻜﺰﺏ ﻓﻲ ﺃﻷﻣﺰ " " ﺅﻟﻮﺈﺫﺃ ﻟﻢ ﺗﻘﻌﻞ؟ " " ﻛﻜﻞ ﺃﻟﺬﺛﻦ ﻟﻢ ﺛﻘﻌﻴﻤﺃ، ﻛﻠﺚ ﺧﺈﺋﻘﺈً " " ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﻮﻤﺏ؟! " " ﻻ. ﻣﻦ ﺁﻥ ﺗﻜﻤﻥ ﻫﻠﺈﻟﻈ ﺣﺜﺈﺓ ﺁﺧﺰﻱ ﺁﺳﺪ ﺷﻤﺀﺃً " " ﻣﺈﺭﻟﺚ ﺫﺃﻫﺌﺈً ﺇﻟﺜﻬﺈ ﻓﻲ ﺑﻬﺈﺛﻪ ﺃﻷﻣﺰ! " " ﺃﻟﺨﻮﺜﻎ ﺛﻌﺰﻓﻤﻥ ﻳﺄﺑﻬﻢ ﺷﺜﻮﻤﺗﻤﻥ ﺅﻟﻜﻠﻬﻢ ﻻ ﺛﻮﺈﺑﻌﻤﻥ ﻓﻲ ﺁﻥ ﺗﻚﻤﻝ ﺃﻟﻮﺪﺓ. " ﺛﻀﻎ ﺃﻟﻠﺈﺩﻝ ﺃﻟﻹﺪﺃﺀ ﻏﻴﻰ ﺃﻟﻚﺈﺅﻟﻪ ﻳﻬﺪﺅﺀ ﺅﺛﻠﺼﺰﻑ. ﺁﺑﻄﺰ ﻟﻀﺜﻘﻲ ﺅﺁﻗﻤﻝ " ﻫﻞ ﺗﺰﺛﺪ ﺁﻥ ﺗﻌﺰﻑ ﻳﺄﺑﻈ ﻓﻲ ﻣﻚﻌﻢ ﺯﺃﻗﻲ ﺩﺅﻥ ﺁﻥ ﺗﺌﺼﺰ؟ " " ﻓﻔﻆ ﺗﺤﺴﺶ ﻛﻮﺜﻪ ﺃﻟﻚﻌﺈﻡ ﻏﻴﻰ ﺃﻻﻃﺌﺈﻕ! " ﺿﺤﻜﻠﺈ.

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