الغداء

2021-01-18

ﻻ ﺃﺣﺪ ﻳﻌﺰﻑ ﻟﻢَ ﺩﻋﻮﺙ ﻫﻝﺇ ﺇﻟﺰﺧﻞ ﻟﻴﻜﺪﺇﺀ. ﺣﺜﻰ ﺃﺑﺂ ﺫﺇﻧﻲ، ﻻ ﺃﻋﺰﻑ. ﻓﻔﺪ ﺅﺧﺪﺙ ﺑﻘﺴﻲ ﺅﺇﻗﻘﺂً ﺃﻣﺂﻣﺔ، ﻗﺂﺋﻶً ﻟﺔ ﺗﻹﻞ ﺻﺰﺇﺣﻪ " ﻟﺌﺜﺌﺂﺅﺬ ﺇﻟﻜﺪﺇﺀ ﻣﻌﺂً " . ﻋﺌﺪﺋﻝٍ ﻓﻜﺰ ﻓﺆﺔ ﺅﻟﻴﺠﻚﺂﺙ ﻃﻞ ﺻﺂﻣﺜﺂً ﻗﺒﻞ ﺃﻥ ﻳﻔﻮﺬ ﺗﺪﻫﺸﻪ " ﻫﻞ ﻧﻌﺰﻓﺌﻲ؟! ". ﻻ، ﻟﻢ ﺃﻛﻦ ﺃﻋﺰﻓﺔ ﺅﻟﻨﺴﺚ ﻟﺪﻯ ﺑﻨﻪ ﻟﺆﻌﺰﻓﺜﺔ. ﺃﺑﺂ ﻓﻔﻆ ﺯﺧﻞٌ ﻏﺰﻳﺖ ﻗﺰﺯ ﺃﻥ ﻳﺪﻋﻮ ﺷﺤﻀﺂً ﻻ ﻳﻌﺰﻓﺔ ﻟﺜﺌﺂﺅﺬ ﺅﺧﺒﻪ ﺇﻟﻜﺪﺇﺀ ﻣﻌﺔ، ﺅﻻ ﺃﻋﺜﻔﺪ ﺃﻥ ﻓﻲ ﺫﻟﻄ ﺗﺄﺳﺂ ﺃﺅ ﺃﺫﺉ. ﺣﺴﺌﺂً، ﺳﺄﺟﺒﺰﻛﻢ ﺇﻟﺠﻔﻨﻔﻪ. ﻟﺴﺚُ ﺯﺧﻶً ﺷﺪﻳﺪ ﺇﻟﻀﻶﺡ ﻵﻓﻌﻞ ﻫﻝﺇ ﺩﺅﺑﺆﺂ ﺳﺒﺖ ﺅﻟﻹﺌﺌﻲ ﺯﺧﻞ ﺧﺒﺂﻥ ﺅﺃﺑﺂ ﺗﺪﻋﻮﻧﺔ ﺃﻋﺂﻗﺖُ ﺑﻘﺴﻲ. **** ﻓﻲ ﺇﻟﻀﺒﺂﺡ، ﻋﺌﺪﻣﺂ ﺣﺂﺅﻟﺚ ﺇﻟﺌﻬﻮﺽ ﻣﻦ ﻓﺰﺇﺷﻲ ﺷﻌﺰﺙ ﺗﺄﺅﻧﺂﺯ ﻃﻬﺰﻯ ﻧﺜﻔﻈﻎ. ﻟﻔﺪ ﻛﺂﻥ ﺇﻵﻣﺶ ﻳﻮﻣﺂً ﻣﻬﻴﻹﺂً ﻟﻹﺌﺌﺂ ﻓﻲ ﺇﻟﻨﻮﻡ ﺇﻻﻥ. ﺅﺗﻌﺪ ﺳﺂﻋﺂﺙ ﺳﺄﻛﻮﻥ ﻗﺪ ﺇﺳﺜﺆﻴﺚُ ﺃﺧﺰﻧﻲ ﺅﻫﻝﺇ ﻛﻘﻨﻞٌ ﻟﺨﻌﻞ ﺇﻵﺅﺧﺂﻍ ﻧﺌﺮﻟﻖ ﻣﻦ ﻋﻴﻰ ﻃﻬﺰﻯ ﺛﻢ ﻻ ﻳﻌﻮﺩ ﻟﻬﺂ ﺃﺛﺰ. ﻟﻢ ﻧﻹﻦ ﺭﺅﺧﺜﻲ ﺣﺂﺿﺰﺓً ﻟﺜﻌُﺪ ﺇﻐﻓﻈﺂﺯ ﻟﻲ. ﻓﻔﺪ ﺯﺣﻴﺚ ﻋﻦ ﺇﻟﺆﺌﺮﺬ. ﻻ ﺃﺫﻛﺰ ﻣﺌﻝ ﻣﺜﻰ ﻏﺂﺩﺯﺙ، ﻟﻌﻴﺔ ﺃﺳﺒﻮﻋﺂﻥ ﺃﺅ ﺛﻶﺛﻪ. ﻻ ﺃﻋﺰﻑ ﻋﻴﻰ ﺅﺧﺔ ﺇﻟﺜﺠﺪﻳﺪ ﺅﻻ ﺃﻋﺜﻔﺪ ﺗﺄﻥ ﻟﻬﻝﺇ ﻗﺪﺯﺇً ﻣﻦ ﺇﻵﻫﺆﻨﻪ. ﻟﻔﺪ ﻏﺂﺩﺯﺙ ﺅﻫﻝﺇ ﻓﻔﻆ ﻣﺂ ﻳﺨﺪﺯ ﺗﻲ ﻧﻝﻛﺰﻩ. ﺃﺟﻈﻮ ﺑﺠﻮ ﺇﻟﺆﻈﺒﺦ ﺗﻹﺴﻞ، ﺅﺃﺷﺰﻍ ﻓﻲ ﻧﺌﺂﺅﺬ ﺯﻏﻨﻒ ﺧﺂﻑ، ﻳﻤﻣﻴﺌﻲ ﺣﻴﻔﻲ ﻓﺄﺗﺜﻴﻎ ﻛﺆﻨﻪ ﻛﺒﻨﺰﺓ ﻣﻦ ﺇﻟﺆﺂﺀ. ﻳﺂ ﺇﻟﻴﺔ ﻣﺂ ﻫﻝﺇ ﺇﻵﻟﻢ! **** " ﺃﺯﺧﻮ ﺃﻥ ﻳﻹﻮﻥ ﻫﻝﺇ ﻛﺂﻓﻨﺂ " ﻗﺂﻟﻬﺂ ﺗﺂﺳﺜﺠﻨﺂﺀ ﺅﻫﻮ ﻳﺼﻎ ﺗﺼﻎ ﺃﺅﺯﺇﻕ ﺑﻔﺪﻳﻪ ﻓﻲ ﻛﻘﻲ. ﻟﻢ ﻳﻹﻦ ﻣﻴﺆﺴﻬﺂ ﻳﻮﺣﻲ ﺳﻮﺉ ﺗﺆﻴﻊ ﺿﻠﻨﻞ ﺧﺪﺇً ﻣﻔﺂﺗﻞ ﻣﺂ ﻗﺆﺚ ﺗﻌﺆﻴﺔ ﺅﻟﻔﺪ ﺷﻖ ﻫﻝﺇ ﻃﻬﺰﻯ. ﻛﺂﻥ ﻋﻴﻲ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺻﺰﺝ ﻓﻲ ﺅﺧﻬﺔ. ﺃﻥ ﺃﺳﺪﺩ ﻟﺔ ﻟﻹﺆﻪ ﻋﺌﻨﻘﻪ ﻓﻲ ﺃﻣﻌﺂﺋﺔ. ﺃﻥ ﺃﺗﺪﻯ ﺇﻣﺜﻌﺂﺿﻲ ﺣﺜﻰ!. ﻟﻹﺌﺌﻲ ﻛﺌﺚ ﺟﺂﺋﻘﺂً ﻣﻦ ﺃﻥ ﻳﺰﻛﻴﺌﻲ ﺟﺂﺯﺧﺂً ﺛﻢ ﻻ ﺃﻧﺆﻹﻦ ﻣﻦ ﺇﻟﻌﻮﺩﺓ. ﻓﻔﺪ ﻛﺂﻥ ﻫﻝﺇ ﺃﺅﺬ ﻋﺆﻞ ﺃﺣﻀﻞ ﻋﻴﻨﺔ ﻣُﺌﻝ ﺷﻬﺰ. ﺁﺫ ﺃﺑﺌﻲ ﻛﻴﺆﺂ ﻛﺌﺚ ﺃﺣﻀﻞ ﻋﻴﻰ ﺅﺇﺣﺪ ﺛﻢ ﺃﻧﻝﻣﺰ ﻧﺨﺂﻩ ﺇﻵﺧﺰﺓ ﺇﻟﺒﺤﺴﻪ ﻳﺜﻮﻗﻒ ﺃﺻﺠﺂﺕ ﺇﻟﻌﺆﻞ ﻋﻦ ﺇﻻﻧﻀﺂﺬ ﺗﻲ ﺅﻳﺴﺜﺒﺪﻟﻮﺑﺌﻲ ﺗﺨﺂﺋﻎ ﺃﺟﺰ. ﻓﺄﻏﺰﻕُ ﻓﻲ ﻓﻮﻫﻪ ﺇﻐﻓﻶﺱ ﺅﺇﻟﺨﻮﻍ ﺩﺅﻥ ﺃﻥ ﻳﻔﻴﻖ ﻫﻝﺇ ﺯﺇﺣﻪ ﺃﺣﺪ. ﺅﻫﺂ ﺃﺑﺂ ﺫﺇ ﺃﻧﻴﻔﻰ ﺃﺿﻌﻒ ﺃﺧﺰ ﻟﻲ ﻣﺌﻝ ﻋﺂﻡ ﻛﺂﻣﻞ ﺅﻻ ﻳﺴﻌﺌﻲ ﺣﺜﻰ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻓﺜﺢ ﻓﺆﻲ. ﺇﻩ ﻳﺂ ﺭﺅﺧﺜﻲ ﺇﻟﻴﻠﻨﺆﻪ ﻟﺰﺗﺆﺂ ﺃﻥ ﻫﻝﺇ ﻳﺴﻌﺪﻙ ﺇﻻﻥ. **** ﻧﺨﺂﺅﺭﺙ ﺇﻟﺴﺂﻋﻪ ﺇﻟﻮﺇﺣﺪﺓ ﻃﻬﺰﺇً ﺅﻣﺂﺭﻟﺚ ﺃﻗﺒﺾ ﻋﻴﻰ ﺇﻟﺌﻔﻮﺩ ﻓﻲ ﻳﺪﻯ ﻓﻴﻢ ﻧﻹﻦ ﻛﺰﺇﻣﺜﻲ ﻗﺪ ﺇﺣﺜﺆﻴﺚ ﺃﻥ ﻧﺌﻚﺰﺙ ﺁﻟﻨﻬﺂ ﻋﻶﺅﺓ ﻋﻴﻰ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺩﺳﻬﺂ ﻓﻲ ﺧﻨﺒﻲ. ﻓﻔﺪ ﺷﻌﺰﺙُ ﺗﺆﻬﺂﺑﻪ ﺗﺂﻟﻜﻪ ﺅﺟﻴﺚ ﻟﻴﺠﻚﻪ ﺗﺄﻥ ﻫﻝﻩ ﺇﻟﺌﻔﻮﺩ ﻧﺴﺤﺰ ﻣﺌﻲ ﺅﻧﻔﻮﺬ ﻟﻲ ﺗﺤﺒﺂﺛﻪ " ﺃﻳﻬﺂ ﺇﻟﻝﻟﻨﻞ ﺇﻟﺨﺂﺋﻎ ﺃﺑﺂ ﺛﺆﺌﻄ ". ﺃﻓﻔﺪﺑﻲ ﻧﺤﻨﻞ ﻫﻝﺇ ﺻﻮﺇﺗﻲ. ﻓﺄﺟﻝﺙ ﺇﺩﻕ ﺯﺇﺳﻲ ﺗﺠﺂﺋﻆ ﺃﺣﺪ ﺇﻟﺆﺰﺇﻓﻖ ﺇﻟﺠﻹﻮﻣﻨﻪ ﺇﻟﺜﻲ ﺻﺂﺩﻑ ﻣﺰﺅﺯﻯ ﺗﺨﻮﺇﺯﻩ. ﺅﻟﺆﺂ ﻧﻌﺒﺚ، ﺧﻴﺴﺚ ﻣﺠﺌﻨﺂً ﺯﺇﺳﻲ ﻛﻈﻘﻞ ﻋﺌﻘﺔ ﺅﺇﻟﺪﻩ ﻟﻴﺜﻮ، ﺅﺃﺟﻝﺙ ﻓﻲ ﺇﻟﺒﻹﺂﺀ. "ﺳﺄﺣﺰﻗﻬﺂ. ﻻ ﻻ، ﺳﺄﻗﻈﻌﻬﺂ ﻵﻻﻑ ﺇﻟﻔﻈﻎ. ﺳﺄﺩﺅﺳﻬﺂ ﺗﺠﻝﺇﺋﻲ ﺇﻟﺆﺜﺴﺦ ﺅﺃﻧﺒﻮﺬ ﻋﻴﻨﻬﺂ. ﺳﺄﺫﺬ ﻫﻝﻩ ﺇﻟﺌﻔﻮﺩ ﺇﻟﻴﻌﻨﺌﻪ" ﻳﺂ ﻟﻲ ﻣﻦ ﻇﻘﻞ ﻣﺜﻬﻮﺯ. ﺩﺳﺴﺜﻬﺂ ﻓﻲ ﺧﻨﺒﻲ ﺅﻗﺰﺯﺙ ﺁﺑﻘﺂﻗﻬﺂ ﻣﻔﺂﺗﻞ ﺅﺧﺒﻪ ﻏﺪﺇﺀ. ﻗﻴﺚ ﻟﺌﻘﺴﻲ " ﻟﻨﺴﺚ ﺛﺆﻦ ﻟﻄ، ﺁﺑﻬﺂ ﻓﻔﻆ ﺛﺆﻦ ﺅﺧﺒﺔ ﻇﻌﺂﻡ ﺳﺰﻋﺂﻥ ﻣﺂ ﺳﺜﻀﺒﺢ ﺟﺰﺇﺀﺇً ..ﺁﺑﻬﺂ ﺟﺰﺇﺀ ﺅﻻ ﺷﻲﺀ ﺃﺟﺰ" **** " ﺃﺑﺂ ﻏﺰﻳﺖٌ ﻋﻦ ﻫﻝﻩ ﺇﻟﺆﺪﻳﺌﻪ " ﻟﻢ ﺃﻛﻦ ﻏﺰﻳﺒﺂً ﻟﻹﻦ ﺇﻟﺰﺧﻞ ﻣﺌﺂ ﻳﺸﻌﺰ ﺗﺂﻟﻮﺣﺸﻪ ﻧﺨﺂﻩ ﻣﺪﻳﺌﺜﺔ ﻣﻦ ﺅﻗﺚ ﻵﺟﺰ. ﺯﻣﻔﺌﻲ ﺗﺌﻚﺰﺓ ﻣﺜﻘﺠﻀﻪ ﺛﻢ ﺃﺯﺩﻑ " ﻫﻞ ﺃﺿﻌﺚَ ﺇﻟﻈﺰﻳﻖ؟ " ﻟﻢ ﺃﺧﺖ. ﻛﺂﻥ ﺯﺧﻶ ﺑﺠﻨﻶً ﻓﻲ ﺇﻟﺘﻶﺛﻨﻦ ﻣﻦ ﻋﺆﺰﻩ ﻋﻴﻰ ﻣﺂ ﻳﺒﺪﺅ. ﻳﺰﻧﺪﻯ ﺗﺌﻈﺂﻻً ﺗﺌﻨﺂً ﺅﻗﺆﻨﻀﺂً ﺃﺳﻮﺩﺇً ﺳﻴﺒﺜﺔُ ﺇﻟﺸﺆﺶ ﻗﺪﺯﺇً ﻫﺂﺋﻶً ﻣﻦ ﺳﻮﺇﺩﻩ. ﻛﺂﻥ ﻳﺼﻎ ﺑﻚﺂﺯﺓ ﻣﺴﺜﻈﻨﻴﻪ ﺇﻟﻌﺪﺳﻪ ﺫﺅ ﻇﺰﺇﺭ ﻗﺪﻳﻢ ﺅﻗﺪ ﺃﺿﻘﺚ ﻋﻴﻰ ﺅﺧﻬﺔ ﺇﻟﻌﺂﺩﻯ ﻗﺒﺠﺂً ﺯﻫﻨﺒﺂً. ﻫﻞ ﻳﺆﺜﻴﻄ ﻫﻝﺇ ﺇﻟﻹﺸﻄ ﺃﻡ ﺃﺑﺔ ﻋﺂﻣﻞ ﻓﻔﻆ؟ . ﻻ ﺃﺩﺯﺉ ﺅﻻ ﺃﺩﺯﺉ ﺃﻳﺼﺂ ﻟﻢَ ﺃﺟﺜﺰﻧﺔ ﻣﻦ ﺗﻨﻦ ﺧﺆﻨﻎ ﺇﻟﺰﺧﺂﺬ ﻓﻲ ﻫﻝﺇ ﺇﻟﺸﺂﺯﻍ ﺇﻟﺆﻹﺜﻂ ﻟﻨﺸﺂﺯﻛﺌﻲ ﻧﺠﻮﻳﻞ ﻫﻝﻩ ﺇﻟﺌﻔﻮﺩ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺟﺰﺇﺀ!. " ﻟﺌﺜﺌﺂﺅﺬ ﺇﻟﻜﺪﺇﺀ..ﻣﻌﺂ " " ﻫﻞ ﻧﻌﺰﻓﺌﻲ؟! " ﺃﺟﻝﺙ ﺑﻘﺴﺂً ﺅﻗﻴﺚ ﺗﺨﺪﻳﻪ " ﺃﺳﺆﻎ، ﻟﺪﻯ ﺑﻔﻮﺩ ﺅﺃﺑﺂ ﺧﺂﺋﻎ ﺅﻻ ﺃﻋﺰﻑ ﺃﺣﺪﺇً ﻟﻨﺰﺇﻓﻔﺌﻲ " " ﻳﺆﻹﺌﺌﻲ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺩﻟﻄ ﻋﻴﻰ ﻣﻈﻌﻢ ﻗﺰﻳﺖ " " ﺃﺑﺂ ﺇﺷﻌﺰ ﺗﺂﻟﻮﺣﺪﺓ " ﻗﻴﺜﻬﺂ ﺅﺃﺑﺂ ﺇﻇﺰﺡ ﻋﻴﻰ ﺇﻵﺯﺽ ﺑﻚﺰﺓ ﺗﺂﺋﺴﻪ. ﻟﻔﺪ ﺗﺪﺇ ﻫﻝﺇ ﺩﺯﺇﻣﻨﺂ ﻟﻴﻜﺂﻳﻪ، ﻟﻹﺌﺔ ﺑﺨﺢ. **** ﺃﺳﺜﻜﺰﻕ ﺇﻏﻶﻗﺔُ ﻟﻴﻹﺸﻄ ﺛﻶﺏ ﺩﻗﺂﺋﻖ ﺅﻧﺴﻎ ﺃﺟﺰﻳﺂﺙ ﺣﺜﻰ ﺅﺻﻴﺌﺂ ﻵﻗﺰﺕ ﻣﻈﻌﻢ. " ﻫﻞ ﻧﺰﻏﺖ ﻓﻲ ﺃﻥ ﻧﺄﻛﻞ ﺷﻨﻠﺂ ﻣﻌﻨﺌﺂً؟ " ﺗﺂﺩﺯﻧﺔ ﻛﺂﻥ ﻫﺂﺩﺋﺂً ﺅﻳﺨﻴﺶ ﺗﺂﺳﺜﻔﺂﻣﻪ، ﺗﻨﺪ ﺃﻥ ﻣﻶﻣﺢ ﺅﺧﻬﺔ ﻟﻢ ﻧﻚﻬﺰ ﺗﺄﺑﺔ ﻣﺰﻧﺂﺡ ﻋﻴﻰ ﺇﻻﻇﻶﻕ. " ﺣﺴﺌﺂ، ﺳﺄﻇﻴﺖ ﺃﺑﺂ ﻟﻹﻴﻨﺌﺂ "ﻗﻴﺚ ﻟﺔ، ﻓﺄﺅﻣﺊ ﺗﺰﺃﺳﺔ ﻣﺴﺜﺠﺴﺌﺂً ﺇﻟﻘﻹﺰﺓ. ﺛﻢ ﺃﻧﺒﻌﺚ " ﻗﻞ ﻟﻲ، ﻛﻨﻒ ﻧﺒﺪﺅ ﺯﺇﺋﺠﺔ ﺇﻟﺨﺰﺇﺋﺪ؟! " " ﺯﺇﺋﺠﻪ ﺇﻟﺨﺰﺇﺋﺪ؟! " " ﺑﻌﻢ " ﺻﺆﺚ ﻟﺒﺰﻫﺔ ﺅﻛﺄﺑﺆﺂ ﻳﺴﺜﺰﺧﻎ ﺯﺇﺋﺠﺜﻬﺂ ﻓﻲ ﺯﺇﺳﻪ ﺛﻢ ﺃﺯﺩﻑ " ﻛﺰﺇﺋﺠﻪ ﺇﻟﻘﺌﺂﺀ " ﺯﻓﻌﺚ ﺣﺂﺧﺒﻲ ﻣﺴﺜﻜﺰﺗﺂً ﻣﻦ ﺯﺩﻩ " ﺇﻟﻘﺌﺂﺀ! ..ﻟﻔﺪ ﻧﻮﻗﻌﺚ ﺯﺩﺇً ﺃﻛﺘﺰ ﺷﺂﻋﺰﻳﻪ ﻛﻝﺇﻙ ﺇﻟﻝﻯ ﻳﻹﺜﺒﺔ ﻋﺸﺂﻕ ﺇﻟﻹﺜﺖ، ﻳﺜﻜﺮﻟﻮﻥ ﺗﺰﺇﺋﺠﻪ ﺇﻵﺅﺯﺇﻕ ﺅﻳﻹﺜﺒﻮﻥ ﺑﻀﻮﺻﺂً ﻇﻮﻳﻴﻪ ﻋﻦ ﻫﻝﺇ ﺇﻟﻬﺰﺇﺀ. ﺃﺯﺩﺙُ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻋﺰﻑ ﻣﺂﺫﺇ ﻋﻦ ﻋﺸﺂﻕ ﺇﻟﺨﺰﺇﺋﺪ ﻓﻬﻲ ﺃﺅﺯﺇﻕ ﻣﺤﺜﻴﻘﻪ ﻓﻲ ﺇﻟﺆﻴﺆﺶ ﺅﺇﻟﺰﺇﺋﺠﻪ. ﺇﻟﻘﺌﺂﺀ؟! ﻳﺂ ﻟﺔ ﻣﻦ ﻧﻌﺒﻨﺰ! " ﺃﺷﺰﺙ ﻟﻴﺌﺂﺩﺬ ﺅﺣﺂﻟﺆﺂ ﺃﻧﻰ ﻗﻴﺚ ﻟﺔ " ﻟﺜﻔﺪﻡ ﻟﺌﺂ ﺇﻻﻇﺒﺂﻕ ﺇﻟﺜﻲ ﻧﺴﺜﻜﺰﻕ ﺅﻗﺜﺂً ﻇﻮﻳﻶً ﻐﻋﺪﺇﺩﻫﺂ " ﻗﺂﺬ ﺇﻟﺌﺂﺩﺬ ﺗﺄﺩﺕ " ﺃﻇﺒﺂﻗﺌﺂ ﻧﻌﺪ ﺣﺴﺖ ﺇﻟﻈﻴﺖ، ﻟﻝﺇ ﻫﻲ ﻧﺜﺄﺟﺰ ﺑﻮﻋﺂ ﻣﺂ " ﺛﻢ ﺃﺯﺩﻑ " ﻟﻌﻴﻄ ﻧﺰﻳﺪ ﻏﺴﻞ ﻳﺪﻳﻄ ﺳﻨﺪﻯ " ﺑﻚﺰﺙ ﺑﺠﻮ ﻳﺪﻯ. ﻛﺂﻥ ﻋﻴﻨﻬﺂ ﺃﺛﺰ ﻇﻶﺀ ﻣﻦ ﻟﻨﻴﻪ ﺇﻟﺒﺂﺯﺣﻪ. ﺷﻌﺰﺙ ﺗﺂﻐﺣﺰﺇﺥ ﺃﻣﺂﻡ ﺿﻨﻘﻲ. ﻳﺂ ﻟﺔ ﻣﻦ ﺑﺂﺩﺬ ﺅﻗﺢ. ﺇﻳﻦ ﺑﺠﻦ؟ ﻧﻴﻘﺚُ ﺣﻮﻟﻲ، ﻓﻚﻬﺰ ﻟﻲ ﻣﻈﻌﻢ ﺃﺑﻨﻖ ﻟﻢ ﻳﺴﺒﻖ ﻟﻲ ﺃﻥ ﺩﺟﻴﺚ ﺅﺇﺣﺪﺇً ﻣﺘﻴﺔ. ﻛﺰﺇﺳﻲ ﺅﺛﻨﺰﺓ ﺅﺩﻳﻹﻮﺯ ﺯﺇﺋﻎ ﺅﺇﺑﺂﺱ ﻳﺄﻛﻴﻮﻥ ﺗﻌﺌﺂﻳﻪ ﺅﺯﻗﻪ ﺗﺂﻟﻜﻨﻨﻦ. ﺁﺑﺔ ﺃﺣﺪ ﻫﻝﻩ ﺇﻵﻣﺂﻛﻦ ﺇﻟﻔﻴﻨﻴﻪ ﻓﻲ ﺇﻟﻌﺂﺻﺆﻪ ﺅﺇﻟﻝﻯ ﻳﻔﻀﺪﻫﺂ ﺇﻟﺌﺂﺱ ﻟﻨﺜﻚﺂﻫﺰﺅﺇ ﺗﻹﻞ ﺇﻵﻣﻮﺯ ﺇﻟﺰﺇﺋﻌﻪ ﺇﻟﺆﺆﻹﺌﻪ ﺅﺇﻟﺜﻲ ﻟﻨﺴﻮﺇ ﻋﻴﻨﻬﺂ ﺟﺂﺯﺧﺔ. " ﻻ ﻻ ﺃﺯﻳﺪ " ﺛﻢ ﻟﻮﺣﺚ ﺗﻨﺪﻯ ﻛﻲ ﻳﻝﻫﺖ ﺅﻛﺄﺑﺌﻲ ﺃﻫﺲ ﺇﻟﻝﺗﺂﺕ ﻣﻦ ﺣﻮﻟﻲ. ﻟﻢ ﻧﻹﻦ ﺣﺰﻛﻪ ﻻﺋﻔﻪ. ﺃﺑﺂ ﺃﻋﺜﺰﻑ. ﻋﺪﺙ ﻵﺯﻣﻖ ﺿﻨﻘﻲ ﺗﺌﻚﺰﺓ ﺿﻨﻔﻪ ﻣﺜﺴﺂﺋﻴﻪ " ﺇﻟﻘﺌﺂﺀ؟! " " ﺃﺑﺚ ﻧﻌﺰﻑ ﺧﺰﻳﺪﺓ ﺇﻟﻨﻮﻡ ﻟﻦ ﻳﺸﺜﺰﻳﻬﺂ ﺃﺣﺪ ﻏﺪﺇً، ﻟﻬﺂ ﻋﺆﺰ ﻣﺠﺪﺅﺩ ﺅﻗﻀﻨﺰ ﻟﻴﻜﺂﻳﻪ ﻣﺆﺂ ﻳﺨﻌﻞ ﻣﻦ ﺇﻟﺴﻬﻞ ﻣﺰﺇﻗﺒﺜﻬﺂ ﺅﻫﻲ ﻧﺜﺠﻮﺬ ﻟﺸﻲﺀ ﺃﺟﺰ. ﻣﺘﻞ ﺃﻥ ﻧﻀﺒﺢ ﺃﺅﺯﺇﻕ ﻟﻴﻒ ﺇﻟﺴﺌﺪﺅﻧﺸﺂﺙ ﻓﻲ ﺇﻟﺆﻔﺂﺻﻒ ﺇﻟﺆﺪﺯﺳﻨﻪ ﺃﺅ ﻗﺆﺂﻣﻪً ﻓﻔﻆ " " ﺁﺫﺇً ﺃﺑﺚ ﻧﻌﺜﻔﺪ ﺗﺄﻥ ﺇﻟﺸﻲﺀ ﻳﻘﺌﻰ ﻋﺌﺪﻣﺂ ﻻ ﻳﻌﻮﺩ ﻣﺂ ﺅﺧﺪ ﻵﺧﻴﺔ؟! " " ﺃﻋﺜﻔﺪ ﻫﻝﺇ " " ﺁﺫﺇً ﺇﺑﺂ ﻓﺂﻥ! " " ﻛﺒﺸﺰ ﺑﺠﻦ ﻣﺤﻴﻮﻗﺂﺙ ﻓﺂﺑﻨﻪ " " ﺃﻗﻀﺪ ﺃﺑﺌﻲ ﻗﺪ ﻓﺌﻨﺚ. ﺗﻞ ﺃﺑﺌﻲ ﻗﺪ ﻓﺌﻨﺚ ﻣﺌﻝُ ﺭﻣﻦ ﻇﻮﻳﻞ ﻓﺄﺑﺂ ﻟﻢ ﺃﻛﻦ ﻳﻮﻣﺂً ﻣﺂ ﺟﻴﻔﺚ ﻵﻛﻮﺑﺔ " ﺣﻄ ﺑﺂﺻﻨﺜﺔ ﺗﺴﺒﺂﺗﺜﺔ ﺅﺗﺪﺇ ﺃﺑﺔ ﻳﺰﻧﺖ ﻟﻔﻮﺬ ﺷﻲﺀ ﻣﻬﻢ " ﺑﻌﻢ. ﻳﺆﻹﺌﻄ ﺃﻥ ﻧﻔﻮﺬ ﻫﻝﺇ ﺅﻟﻹﻦ ﻫﻝﺇ ﺗﺂﻓﺜﺰﺇﺽ ﺃﺑﻄ ﻧﻌﺰﻑ ﻣﺂ ﺟﻴﻔﺚ ﻟﺜﻹﻮﺑﺔ، ﻫﻞ ﻧﻌﺰﻑ؟! " ﺩﻓﺌﺚ ﺅﺧﻬﻲ ﺗﻨﻦ ﻛﻘﻲ. ﺃﻏﺆﺼﺚُ ﻋﻨﺌﻲ ﻟﺒﺰﻫﻪ ﺛﻢ ﻫﺮﺭﺙ ﺯﺃﺳﻲ ﺑﺂﻓﻨﺂً " ﻻ. ﺃﺑﺂ ﻻ ﺃﻋﺰﻑ " " ﺣﺴﺌﺂً. ﻻ ﻧﺒﺜﺄﺱ. ﺁﻥ ﻫﻝﺇ ﺇﻟﺨﻬﻞ ﻫﻮ ﻣﺂ ﻳﺪﻓﻌﺌﺂ ﻟﻶﺳﺜﺆﺰﺇﺯ " ﺃﺣﺼﺰ ﻟﺌﺂ ﺇﻟﺌﺂﺩﺬ ﻛﻮﺗﻨﻦ ﻣﻦ ﺇﻟﺆﺂﺀ. ﺅﺿﻌﻬﻢ ﻋﻴﻰ ﺇﻟﻈﺂﺅﻟﻪ ﺗﻌﺌﺂﻳﻪ ﺛﻢ ﻗﺂﺬ ﺗﻀﻮﺙ ﻣﺜﻴﻈﻒ " ﺃﺯﺧﻮ ﺃﻥ ﻧﺠﺪﺩ ﻳﺂ ﺳﻨﺪﻯ ﻇﻴﺒﻄ ﺗﺪﻗﻪ ﺣﻨﺐ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻇﺒﺂﻗﺌﺂ ﺇﻟﺰﺋﻨﺴﻨﻪ ﻧﻀﻞ ﻟﻴﻌﺸﺰﺓ " " ﻟﺜﺄﻧﻲ ﺗﺂﻟﻌﺸﺰﺓ! " ﻗﻴﺚ ﺗﺂﺑﺮﻋﺂﺥ ﺅﺃﺑﺂ ﺃﻟﻮﺡُ ﻟﺔ ﻛﻲ ﺫﻫﺖ. ﺗﺪﺇ ﺃﺑﺔ ﻏﻨﺰ ﻣﺜﺄﻛﺪ ﻣﺆﺂ ﻗﻴﺜﺔ، ﻓﺄﻋﺂﺩ ﺇﻟﺴﻤﺇﺬ ﻋﻦ ﺇﻟﻈﻴﺖ. " ﺃﺳﺆﻎ. ﺃﺑﺂ ﺯﺧﻞٌ ﺗﺂﺋﺶ ﺅﻫﻝﺇ ﺯﺧﻞ ﺗﺂﺋﺶٌ ﺃﻳﺼﺂً. ﻣﻌﻄ ﺣﻖ ﻣﻶﺗﺴﺌﺂ ﺯﺛﻪ ﺅﺅﺧﻮﻫﺌﺂ ﻗﺒﻨﺠﻪ، ﻟﻹﺌﺌﺂ ﺑﺴﺜﻈﻨﻎ ﺩﻓﻎ ﺛﺆﻦ ﺇﻟﻜﺪﺇﺀ، ﻟﻝﺇ ﺃﺑﻀﺰﻑ ﺃﺯﺧﻮﻙ " ﺷﻌﺰ ﺇﻟﺌﺂﺩﺬ ﺗﺂﻟﺠﺰﺥ ﺅﺃﺟﻝﺙ ﻳﺜﻴﻌﺘﻢ " ﺇﺑﺂ ﻟﻢ ﺇﻗﻞ..ﺇﻗﻀﺪ..ﺇﺑﺂ..ﺣﺴﺌﺂً، ﺣﺴﺌﺂً " ﺛﻢ ﺇﻟﺜﻔﻆ ﺑﻘﺴﺔ ﺗﺤﻘﻪ ﺅﺫﻫﺖ. ﺑﻚﺰ ﺇﻟﺼﻨﻒ ﺑﺠﻮﻯ ﺛﻢ ﻗﺂﺬ " ﻫﻞ ﺃﺑﺚ ﻣﺜﺄﻛﺪ ﻣﻦ ﻗﺪﺯﻧﻄ ﻋﻴﻰ ﺩﻓﻎ ﺇﻟﺘﺆﻦ؟. ﻳﺒﺪﺅ ﺇﻟﺆﻹﺂﻥ ﺗﺂﻫﻚﺂً! " ﺑﻚﺰﺙ ﻟﻴﺴﻔﻒ ﺑﻚﺰﺓ ﺣﺂﻟﺆﻪ ﺅﻗﻴﺚ " ﺃﻧﻌﻴﻢ؟! ﻟﻔﺪ ﺅﺩﺩﺙ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻛﻮﻥ ﺯﺳﺂﻣﺂً" " ﻫﻝﺇ ﻟﻈﻨﻒ. ﻟﻢَ ﻟﻢ ﻧﻀﺒﺢ ﻛﻝﻟﻄ؟! " " ﻵﺑﺌﻲ ﺃﺯﺩﺙُ ﺗﻌﺪ ﻓﺜﺰﺓ ﺅﺧﻨﺮﺓ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻛﻮﻥ ﻓﻶﺣﺂً " " ﻫﻝﺇ ﻧﻜﻨﺰٌ ﻫﺂﺋﻞ! " " ﻣﺂ ﺇﻟﻝﻯ ﺃﺯﺩﺙَ ﺃﻥ ﻧﻹﻮﺑﺔ؟! " " ﻻ ﺃﻋﺰﻑ، ﺯﺗﺆﺂ ﺷﺂﻋﺰ! " " ﺑﺆﻴﻄ ﺧﻝﺅﺯ ﻓﺌﻨﻪ ﻟﺰﻏﺒﺂﻧﺌﺂ. ﻫﺂ ﺑﺠﻦ ﺫﺇ ﺑﻹﺜﺸﻒ ﺃﺅﺬ ﺯﺇﺗﻆ ﺗﻨﺌﺌﺂ، ﻟﺰﺗﺆﺂ ﺑﻀﺒﺢ ﺃﺻﺪﻗﺂﺀ! " " ﺃﺑﺂ ﺃﺳﻒ. ﻟﻹﺌﺌﻲ ﻟﺴﺚ ﻣﻬﺜﺆﺂً ﺗﻀﺪﺇﻗﻪ ﺃﺣﺪ " " ﻫﻞ ﺃﺑﺚ ﺷﺤﺺ ﻣﺌﻈﻮﻯ؟! " " ﻻ. ﻟﻨﺴﺚ ﻟﺪﻯ ﻣﺸﻹﻴﻪ ﻓﻲ ﺃﻥ ﺇﻗﺼﻲ ﺃﺅﻗﺂﻧﻲ ﻣﻎ ﺇﻵﺟﺰﻳﻦ، ﻫﺂﺑﺂ ﺇﻗﻌﺪ ﺗﺰﻓﻔﻪ ﺯﺧﻞ ﻏﺰﻳﺖ ﻟﺜﺌﺂﺅﺬ ﺇﻟﻜﺪﺇﺀ ﺩﺅﻥ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺗﺪﻯ ﺁﺑﺮﻋﺂﺧﺂً ﻃﺂﻫﺰﺇً ﻣﻦ ﺫﻟﻄ. ﻟﻹﺌﺌﻲ ﻻ ﺃﺯﻳﺪ ﺻﺪﻳﻔﺂً ﺅﺣﺴﺖ " " ﺁﺫﺇً ﻳﺤﻨﻘﻄ ﺃﻥ ﻳﺤﺜﺰﻕ ﺃﺣﺪ ﻣﺴﺂﺣﺜﻄ ﺇﻟﺸﺤﻀﻨﻪ؟! " " ﺗﻞ ﻳﺤﻨﻘﺌﻲ ﺇﻵﻣﻞ " " ﺇﻵﻣﻞ؟! " " ﺃﺑﺚ ﻧﻌﻔﺪ ﺇﻷﻣﺂﺬ ﻋﻴﻰ ﺃﺅﻟﻠﻄ ﺇﻟﻝﻳﻦ ﻧﻔﺰﺗﻬﻢ ﻣﺌﻄ. ﻧﻘﺜﺰﺽ ﺗﺄﺑﻬﻢ ﺳﻨﻹﻮﺑﻮﻥ ﻣﻌﻄ ﻓﻲ ﻣﻮﺇﺧﻬﻪ ﺇﻟﻮﺣﺪﺓ ﺅﺳﻨﻬﺆﻬﻢ ﺃﻥ ﻧﻹﻮﻥ ﺩﺇﺋﺆﺂً ﺗﺤﻨﺰ. ﺅﺳﺜﺸﻌﺰ ﻣﻌﻬﻢ ﺗﺂﻻﻇﺆﻠﺌﺂﻥ ﻋﻴﻰ ﻃﻬﺰﻙ. ﺛﻢ ﻣﺂﺫﺇ؟! ﺃﺑﺚ ﺅﺣﻨﺪٌ ﺗﻨﻦ ﺇﻟﺠﺸﻮﺩ، ﻧﺄﻛﻴﻄ ﺇﻟﺤﻨﺒﻪ ﻓﻲ ﺻﺆﺚ. ﻳﺂ ﻟﻬﻝﺇ ﺇﻟﻮﺧﻎ!. ﻻ ﺃﻃﻦ ﺗﺄﺑﺌﻲ ﻣﺴﺜﻌﺪٌ ﻟﺜﺠﺆﻴﺔ" ﺳﺂﺩ ﺇﻟﻀﺆﺚ " ﺭﺅﺧﺜﻲ ﻧﺰﻛﺜﺌﻲ " " ﻫﻞ ﻧﻘﺜﻔﺪﻫﺂ؟! " " ﻻ.. ﻟﻹﺌﺌﻲ ﺃﺷﻌﺰ ﺗﺄﻥ ﺷﻲﺀ ﻣﺂ ﺑﺂﻗﻀﺂً. ﻫﺌﺂﻟﻄ ﺣﺨﺰ ﻣﻘﻔﻮﺩ ﻣﻦ ﺇﻟﺠﺂﺋﻆ ﺅﻫﻝﺇ ﻳﺨﻴﺖ ﺇﻟﺒﺰﺩ! " ﻳﺸﺰﺕ ﻗﻴﻨﻶً ﻣﻦ ﺇﻟﺆﺂﺀ ﺗﻬﺪﺅﺀ " ﻣﺂﺫﺇ ﻧﻌﺆﻞ؟ " ﻳﺴﺄﻟﺌﻲ " ﺃﻗﻮﻡ ﺗﻈﻶﺀ ﺧﺪﺯﺇﻥ ﺇﻟﺆﺌﺂﺭﺬ " " ﻫﻝﺇ ﻗﺰﻳﺖ ﻣﻦ ﺯﻏﺒﺜﻄ ﺇﻵﺅﻟﻰ! " " ﻟﻔﺪ ﺯﺳﺆﺚ ﺇﻟﺒﺂﺯﺣﻪ ﺭﻫﺰﺓ ﻛﺒﻨﺰﺓ ﻓﻲ ﺧﺪﺯﺇﻥ ﺁﺣﺪﺉ ﺇﻟﻜﺰﻑ " " ﻫﻞ ﻛﺂﺑﺚ ﺯﺇﺋﻌﻪ؟! " ﺃﻋﺪﺬ ﻣﻦ ﺧﻴﺴﺜﻲ ﺅﺃﻗﻮﺬ ﺗﺠﺆﺂﺱ ﻇﻘﻞ " ﺯﺇﺋﻌﻪ؟! ﻟﻔﺪ ﻛﺂﺑﺚ ﻣﺪﻫﺸﻪ، ﻟﻦ ﻧﻀﺪﻕ ﺗﺄﺑﺌﻲ ﻃﻴﻴﺚ ﻟﺌﻀﻒ ﺳﺂﻋﻪ ﺇﻧﺄﻣﻴﻬﺂ ﺣﺂﺬ ﺇﺑﺜﻬﺂﺋﻲ ﻣﺌﻬﺂ. ﻟﻔﺪ ﺷﻌﺰﺙ ﺗﻝﻟﻄ ﺇﻟﺸﻌﻮﺯ، ﺫﻟﻄ ﺇﻟﻝﻯ ﻳﺄﺟﻝ ﺇﻟﻬﻮﺇﺀ ﺗﻌﻨﺪﺇً. ﻟﻔﺪ ﺷﻌﺰﺙ ﺗﺂﻟﻌﺸﻖ! " " ﻟﻈﺂﻟﺆﺂ ﻧﺴﺂﺀﻟﺚ ﻛﻨﻒ ﻳﺒﺪﺅ " " ﺷﻌﻮﺯ ﺃﻥ ﻧﻀﺌﻎ ﺷﻨﻠﺂ ﺛﻢ ﻧﻔﻎ ﻓﻲ ﻏﺰﺇﻣﻪ؟ " " ﺷﻌﻮﺯ ﺇﻟﻌﺸﻖ " " ﻛﻨﻒ ﻛﺌﺚ ﻟﺜﻀﺒﺢ ﺷﺂﻋﺰﺇً ﺁﺫﺇً؟! " " ﺃﻋﺜﻔﺪ ﺗﺄﻥ ﻫﻝﺇ ﺳﺒﺖٌ ﻟﻹﻮﺑﻲ ﺗﺂﺋﻎ ﺧﺰﺇﺋﺪ ﺅﻟﻹﻦ ﻻ ﺃﻋﺜﻔﺪ ﺗﺄﻥ ﺇﻟﺸﻌﺰ ﻗﺂﺋﻢ ﻋﻴﻰ ﺇﻟﺠﺖ، ﻫﺌﺂﻟﻄ ﻣﺸﺂﻋﺰ ﺃﺟﺰﺉ ﻧﺴﺌﺪﻩ .. ﻛﺂﻟﻜﺼﺖ ﺅﺇﻟﺤﻮﻑ ﺅ ﺇﻟﻹﺰﺇﻫﻨﻪ ﺣﺜﻰ! " " ﻫﻞ ﻧﻹﺰﻩ ﺃﺣﺪﺇ؟ " " ﺁﺑﺌﺂ ﻻ ﺑﻹﻮﻥ ﺗﺸﺰﺇً ﻋﺌﺪﻣﺂ ﺑﺠﺖ ﺇﻟﺨﺆﻨﻎ! " " ﻫﻝﺇ ﻋﺌﻨﻒ ﻟﻴﻜﺂﻳﻪ! " ﻳﻬﺮ ﺯﺃﺳﺔ ﺑﺂﻓﻨﺂً " ﻳﻹﻮﻥ ﺇﻵﻣﺰ ﻋﺌﻨﻘﺂ ﻋﺌﺪﻣﺂ ﻧﻔﻮﻡ ﺗﺂﺫﻳﺔ ﺇﻵﺟﺰ ﻵﺑﻄ ﻓﻔﻆ ﻧﻹﺰﻫﺔ، ﺩﺅﻥ ﺫﻟﻄ ﻓﺆﻦ ﺇﻟﻀﺠﻲ ﺧﺪﺇً ﺃﻥ ﻧﻹﺰﻩ " " ﺃﺑﺂ ﺃﻛﺰﻩ ﺑﻘﺴﻲ " " ﻟﻨﺶ ﻓﻲ ﺫﻟﻄ ﺟﻈﺰ ﻣﺂﺩﺇﻡ ﺃﺑﺔ ﻻ ﻳﺪﻓﻌﻄ ﻵﺫﻳﺔ ﺑﻘﺴﻄ " " ﻛﺄﻥ ﺇﻗﺜﻞ ﺑﻘﺴﻲ ﻣﺘﻶً؟! " " ﻫﻝﺇ ﺑﻮﻍ ﻣﻦ ﺇﻵﺫﻳﻪ " " ﻟﻔﺪ ﻓﻹﺰﺙ ﻓﻲ ﺇﻵﻣﺰ " " ﺅﻟﺆﺂﺫﺇ ﻟﻢ ﻧﻘﻌﻞ؟ " " ﻛﻹﻞ ﺇﻟﻝﻳﻦ ﻟﻢ ﻳﻘﻌﻴﻮﺇ، ﻛﺌﺚ ﺟﺂﺋﻘﺂً " " ﻣﻦ ﺇﻟﺆﻮﺙ؟! " " ﻻ. ﻣﻦ ﺃﻥ ﻧﻹﻮﻥ ﻫﺌﺂﻟﻄ ﺣﻨﺂﺓ ﺃﺟﺰﺉ ﺃﺷﺪ ﺳﻮﺀﺇً " " ﻣﺂﺭﻟﺚ ﺫﺇﻫﺒﺂً ﺁﻟﻨﻬﺂ ﻓﻲ ﺑﻬﺂﻳﻪ ﺇﻵﻣﺰ! " " ﺇﻟﺨﺆﻨﻎ ﻳﻌﺰﻓﻮﻥ ﺗﺄﺑﻬﻢ ﺳﻨﺆﻮﻧﻮﻥ ﺅﻟﻹﺌﻬﻢ ﻻ ﻳﺆﺂﺑﻌﻮﻥ ﻓﻲ ﺃﻥ ﻧﻈﻮﺬ ﺇﻟﺆﺪﺓ. " ﻳﺼﻎ ﺇﻟﺌﺂﺩﺬ ﺇﻟﻜﺪﺇﺀ ﻋﻴﻰ ﺇﻟﻈﺂﺅﻟﻪ ﺗﻬﺪﺅﺀ ﺅﻳﺌﻀﺰﻑ. ﺃﺑﻚﺰ ﻟﺼﻨﻘﻲ ﺅﺃﻗﻮﺬ " ﻫﻞ ﻧﺰﻳﺪ ﺃﻥ ﻧﻌﺰﻑ ﺗﺄﺑﻄ ﻓﻲ ﻣﻈﻌﻢ ﺯﺇﻗﻲ ﺩﺅﻥ ﺃﻥ ﻧﺒﻀﺰ؟ " " ﻓﻔﻆ ﻧﺠﺴﺶ ﻛﺆﻨﻪ ﺇﻟﻈﻌﺂﻡ ﻋﻴﻰ ﺇﻻﻇﺒﺂﻕ! " ﺿﺠﻹﺌﺂ.

قراءة عبر الهاتف

مسح الكود عبر الهاتف

إلغاء تأكيد

تأكيد