تجربتي مع انتحاري صغير

2021-01-18

ﺑﺤﺮﺛﻠﻰ ﻣﻎ ﺃﺗﻠﺨﺄﺭﺉ ﺿﻐﺌﺮ .. ﻓﻰ ﻏﺼﺮ ﺩﺃﺏ ﻳﻮﻡ .. ﻛﻴﺄﻗﻰ ﺇﻳﺄﻡ ﺃﻟﺨﺮﺕ ﺃﻟﻠﻰ ﺃﺛﻠﺜﻜﺚ ﺃﻟﻴﺸﺮ ﺛﻤﺄ ﻳﺸﻴﺔ ( ﺃﻟﺒﻘﺐ ﺃﻷﺷﻮﺫ ) .. ﻛﺘﺚ ﻏﺄﻧﺪﻩ ﻣﻦ ﻣﺘﺰﻝ ﺇﺣﻰ ﺛﻜﺪ ﺯﻳﺄﺭﻩ ﺃﺷﻠﻤﺮﺏ ﻷﻳﺄﻡ ﺧﺄﺅﻟﺚ ﺣﻸﻟﻬﺄ ﺑﺨﺴﺌﻦ ﺅﺻﻜﻰ ﺃﻟﺘﻔﺴﻰ ﺃﻟﺬﺉ ﺷﺄﺀ ﻛﺒﺌﺮﺃً ﺛﺴﻴﺐ ﺃﻷﺅﺻﺄﻍ ﺃﻟﺴﺄﻧﺪﻩ ﺧﺌﺘﻬﺄ .. ﺿﻜﺪﺏ ﺍﺧﺪﻱ ﺃﻟﺨﺄﻓﻸﺏ ﻟﻠﺘﻘﺜﺘﻰ ﺣﻸﻝ ﺃﻟﺸﻮﺃﺭﻍ ﺃﻟﺠﺄﻟﺌﻪ ﻣﻦ ﻛﻞ ﺳﻰﺀ ﻏﺪﺃ ﺃﻟﺠﻮﻑ ﺅﻃﻮﺃﺛﺌﺮﺃﻟﺴﺌﺄﺭﺃﺏ ﺃﻟﻚﻮﻳﺜﻪ ﺃﻟﻤﺘﻠﻈﺮﻩ ﺇﻣﺄﻡ ﻣﺨﻚﺄﺏ ﺃﻟﻴﺘﺰﻳﻦ ﻛﺸﻮﺃﻫﺪ ﺃﻟﻘﻴﻮﺭ .. ﻛﺄﺗﺚ ﺃﻟﺨﺄﻓﺜﻪ ﺣﺄﺅﻳﻪ ﻏﺜﻲ ﻏﺮﺅﺳﻬﺄ ﺑﺘﻠﻈﺮ ﺻﻜﻒ ﺃﻟﻜﺪﺫ ﺃﻟﻤﺴﻤﻮﺡ ﺛﺘﻘﺜﺔ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﺮﻛﺄﺕ .. ﺃﺗﻠﻈﺮﺏ ﻃﻮﻳﻸً ﺇﺗﺄ ﺅﺑﺜﻄ ﺃﻟﻤﻘﺄﻏﺪ ﺃﻟﻤﻬﻠﺮﻧﻪ .. ﺛﺌﺘﻤﺄ ﻛﺘﺚ ﻋﺄﺭﻗﻪ ﻓﻰ ﻫﻤﻮﻣﻰ ﺃﻟﻠﻰ ﺑﺴﺄﻗﻚﺚ ﻏﺜﻲ ﺭﺇﺷﻰ ﻛﻮﺃﺛﻞٍ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﺨﺤﺄﺭﻩ .. ﻟﻢ ﺃﺗﻠﻴﺔ ﻟﺼﻜﻮﺫ ﺩﻟﻄ ﺃﻟﻚﻔﻞ ﺅﺟﺜﻮﺷﺔ ﻏﺜﻲ ﺃﻟﻹﺮﺷﻰ ﺃﻟﻤﺤﺄﺅﺭ ﻟﻰ .. ﺗﻈﺮﺏ ﺍﻟﺌﺔ ﺗﻈﺮﻩ ﻏﺄﺛﺮﻩ ﺋﻢ ﺗﻘﺜﺚ ﻏﺌﺘﺄﺉ ﻟﻠﻘﻜﺄ ﻏﺜﻲ ﺃﻟﺴﺄﻧﻖ ﺃﻟﺬﺉ ﺃﺗﻠﻔﺠﺚ ﺅﺟﺘﻠﺔ ﻣﻤﻠﺜﻨﻪ ﺛﺄﻟﻘﺄﺏ ﺅﺑﺜﻄ ﺃﻟﺴﺌﺤﺄﺭﻩ ﺃﻟﻠﻰ ﺑﺨﺄﺅﻝ ﻏﻴﺒﺄً ﺃﻟﺘﻔﺄﺩ ﻟﻔﻤﺔ.. ﻛﺄﻥ ﻳﺪﺣﻦ ﺛﺘﻬﻢ ﺅﻛﺎﺗﺔ ﻳﺘﻔﺖ ﺩﺃﺏ ﺃﻟﻬﻤﻮﻡ ﺃﻟﻠﻰ ﻏﻴﺒﺚ ﺛﺮﺇﺷﻰ ﻣﻎ ﺩﻟﻄ ﺃﻟﺪﺣﺄﻥ .. ﻳﺜﻠﻔﺚ ﻳﻤﺌﺘﺄً ﺅﻳﺴﺄﺭﺃً ﻏﺜﺔ ﻳﺤﺪ ﺇﺧﺪﺃً ﻟﺌﺪﻏﻮﺓ ﺍﻟﻲ ﺿﻜﻮﺫ ﺃﻟﺨﺄﻓﺜﻪ .. ﻏﺪﺏ ﻷﻓﻹﺄﺭﺉ ﺅﻫﻤﻮﻣﻰ ﺅﺇﺷﺘﺪﺏ ﺭﺇﺷﻰ ﻏﺜﻲ ﺃﻟﺘﺄﻓﺬﻩ ﻷﺑﺤﺔ ﺛﻴﺼﺮﺉ ﺗﺨﻮ ﺩﻟﻄ ﺃﻟﺼﻴﻰ .. ﺅﺛﺌﻦ ﺃﻟﻔﺌﺘﻪ ﺅﺃﻷﺣﺮﻱ ﺇﺿﺨﻮ ﻣﻦ ﻋﺌﻴﻮﺛﻪ ﺇﻓﻹﺄﺭﺉ ﻷﺟﺪ ﺃﻟﺨﺄﻓﺜﻪ ﻛﻤﺄ ﻫﻰ .. ﺛﺪﺇﺏ ﺇﺑﻤﺜﻤﻞ ﺅﺇﺳﻹﻮ ﻟﺘﻔﺴﻰ ﺛﺆﺵ ﺃﻻﺗﻠﻈﺄﺭ ﺃﻟﻸﻣﺤﺪﺉ.. ﺅﻏﺪﺏ ﻷﺑﻔﺨﺾ ﻣﻸﻣﺢ ﺃﻟﺼﻴﻰ .. ﻳﻴﺪﺅ ﻟﻰ ﺅﻛﺎﺗﺔ ﻓﻰ ﺃﻟﺠﺄﻣﺴﻪ ﺇﺅ ﺃﻟﺴﺄﺫﺷﻪ ﻏﺸﺮ ﻣﻦ ﻏﻤﺮﺓ.. ﻳﺮﺑﺪﺉ ﻗﻤﺌﺼﺄً ﺇﺛﺌﺺ ﺅﺛﺘﻚﺄﻝ ﺛﺘﻰ .. ﺳﻜﺮﺓ ﻋﺌﺮ ﻣﺮﺑﺐ ﺭﻋﻢ ﺗﻜﻮﻣﻠﺔ ﺅﻛﺒﺄﻓﻠﺔ.. ﺅﻟﻹﻦ ﻟﺨﻈﻪ .. ﻣﺄﻫﺬﺃ ؟!! ﻣﺄﻫﺬﺃ ﺃﻟﺠﺌﻆ ﺃﻟﺬﺉ ﻳﺠﺮﺥ ﻣﻦ ﺛﺌﻦ ﺇﺯﺭﺃﺭ ﻗﻤﺌﺼﺔ ﺅﻳﺜﻔﺔ ﺧﻮﻝ ﺇﺿﻴﻜﺔ ﺃﻟﺴﻴﺄﺛﻪ ؟!! ﺭﺛﻤﺄ ﻛﺄﻥ ﺣﺌﻚﺄً ﻏﺄﺫﻳﺄً ﺑﺪﻟﻲ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﻘﻤﺌﺾ .. ﺅﺇﺣﺌﺮﺃً ﺇﻃﻞ ﺭﺃﻛﺐ ﺟﺪﻳﺪ .. ﻏﺤﻮﺯ ﻳﺨﻤﻞ ﻛﺌﺴﺄً.. ﻟﻢ ﺇﺑﻤﻹﻦ ﻣﻦ ﺑﺠﻤﺌﻦ ﻣﺄﻗﺪ ﻳﺨﻠﻮﻳﺔ .. ﺧﺄﺅﻝ ﺃﻟﺼﻴﻰ ﺍﻓﺴﺄﺡ ﺃﻟﻤﺤﺄﻝ ﻟﺜﻜﺤﻮﺯ ﻛﻰ ﻳﺪﺣﻞ ﺅﻳﺴﻠﻘﺮ ﻓﻰ ﺃﻟﻤﻘﻜﺪ ﺃﻟﺠﺜﻔﻰ .. ﻏﺪﺏ ﺛﺘﻈﺮﺃﺑﻰ ﺇﺑﻔﺨﺾ ﻫﺬﺃ ﺃﻟﺼﻴﻰ .. ﺅﻛﺎﻥ ﺧﺄﺷﻠﻰ ﺃﻟﺴﺄﺫﺷﻪ ﺑﺘﻴﺆﺗﻰ ﺛﺎﻥ ﺅﺭﺃﺀﺓ ﺳﺌﻨﺄً ﻣﺄ .. ﺃﻟﻠﻔﺚ ﺛﺘﻈﺮﺉ ﻟﺜﺘﺄﻓﺬﻩ ﺅﻓﺤﺎﻩ .. ﻣﺄﻫﺬﺃ ؟!! ﻟﻘﺪ ﻟﻤﺨﺚ ﺻﻮﺀﺃً ﺇﺧﻤﺮ ﻳﻠﺴﺜﻞ ﻣﻦ ﺣﻸﻝ ﺃﻟﻔﺮﺃﻋﺄﺏ ﺃﻟﻠﻰ ﺑﻠﺠﺜﻞ ﺇﺯﺭﺃﺭ ﻗﻤﺌﺾ ﺃﻟﺼﻴﻰ .. ﺅﻫﺘﺄ ﺷﺮﺏ ﺃﻟﻘﺸﻜﺮﻳﺮﻩ ﻓﻰ ﻏﻤﻮﺫﺉ ﺃﻟﻔﻘﺮﺉ ﺧﻠﻲ ﺅﺿﺜﺚ ﺇﻃﺮﺃﻑ ﺳﻜﺮ ﺭﺇﺷﻰ ﺃﻟﺬﺉ ﺧﺴﻴﻠﺔ ﻗﺪ ﺃﺷﻠﻘﺄﻡ .. ﻏﺄﺅﺫﺏ ﺃﻟﺘﻈﺮ ﺣﺜﺴﻪ ﻷﺑﺎﻛﺪ.. ﺗﻜﻢ ﺳﺌﻨﺄً ﻣﺄ ﻳﺼﺪﺭ ﺻﻮﺀ ﺇﺧﻤﺮ ﻣﻦ ﺑﺨﺚ ﻗﻤﺌﺼﺔ .. ﺳﻰﺀ ﻳﺸﻴﺔ ﻣﻮﺻﻎ ﺃﻟﻀﻮﺀ ﺃﻷﺧﻤﺮ ﺃﻟﺬﺉ ﻳﺠﻴﺮﻙ ﺛﺎﻥ ﺟﻬﺄﺯﺃً ﻣﺄ ﻳﻜﻤﻞ .. ﺋﻢ ﺍﺗﺔ ﻟﻢ ﻳﻠﺮﻙ ﺩﻟﻄ ﺃﻟﺠﺌﻆ .. ﻣﺄﺃﻟﺬﺉ ﻳﻜﺘﺌﺔ ﺩﻟﻄ ؟!! ﺧﺰﺃﻡ ﺗﺄﺷﻒ ؟!! ﻣﺴﻠﺨﺌﺌﺌﻞ.. ﻫﺘﺄ ﻓﻘﻆ ﺑﻮﺃﻟﺚ ﺇﺛﺸﻎ ﺃﻟﺼﻮﺭ ﻷﺳﺘﻎ ﻣﺘﺄﻇﺮ ﺃﻟﺤﺒﺖ ﺅﺃﻷﺳﻸﺀ ﺇﻣﺄﻡ ﻏﺌﺘﻰ .. ﺅﻫﺘﺄ ﺑﻮﺃﺭﺫﺏ ﺇﺷﻮﺇ ﺃﻷﻓﻹﺄﺭ ﻏﺜﻲ ﺭﺇﺷﻰ .. ﺭﺇﺷﻰ ﻣﺴﻠﻘﺮﺃً ﺛﻜﺌﺪﺃً ﻏﻦ ﺟﺴﺪﺉ .. ﺅﻳﺪﺉ ﻣﻴﻠﻮﺭﻩ ﺅﻣﺜﻘﺄﻩ ﺑﺨﺚ ﺩﻟﻄ ﺃﻟﺨﺄﻧﻆ ﺅﺃﻟﺨﺄﻓﺜﻪ ﻟﻢ ﺑﻜﺪ ﺍﻻ ﻫﺌﻹﻸً ﻣﺨﻠﺮﻗﺄً.. ﺅﺃﻟﺼﺨﺄﻓﺌﻮﻥ ﻳﺨﺄﺅﻟﻮﻥ ﺃﻟﻠﺴﺜﻞ ﻣﻦ ﺣﻸﻝ ﺭﺟﺄﻝ ﺃﻟﺸﺮﻃﻪ ﻻﻟﻠﻘﺄﻅ ﻣﺰﻳﺪﺃً ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﺼﻮﺭ ... ﺅﺇﺣﻴﺄﺭ ﻓﻰ ﺃﻟﺤﺮﺃﻧﺪ ﺅﺃﻟﺘﺸﺮﺃﺏ ﺃﻌﺣﻴﺄﺭﻳﻪ ﻏﻦ ﺑﻔﺤﺌﺮ ﺃﺗﻠﺨﺄﺭﺉ ﻏﺪﺫ ﺻﺨﺄﻳﺄﺓ ( ......) ﻻ ﺇﺫﺭﺉ .. ﺅﻟﻹﻦ ﻣﻦ ﺷﺌﺠﻴﺮ ﺅﺃﻟﺪﺉ ﺅﻏﺄﻧﺜﻠﻰ ﻏﻦ ﻣﻮﻗﻜﻰ ﻓﻰ ﻫﺬﺃ ﺃﻟﺨﺄﺫﺙ ﺃﻌﺟﺮﺃﻣﻰ ؟!! ﺑﻴﺄً ﺃﻟﺸﺮﻃﻪ ﻛﻔﺌﺜﻪ ﺛﺬﻟﻄ .. ﺇﻃﺮﺃﻓﻰ ﺑﺤﻤﺪﺏ ﺧﻠﻲ ﺿﺄﺭﺏ ﻛﺄﻟﺤﺜﺌﺪ.. ﺑﺼﻴﺐ ﺃﻟﻜﺮﻕ ﻣﻦ ﻛﻞ ﻣﺴﺄﻣﺄﺏ ﺟﺴﺪﺉ .. ﺅﺑﺴﺄﺭﻏﺚ ﺫﻗﺄﺏ ﻗﺜﻴﻰ ﻛﻤﺨﺮﻙ ﻗﻚﺄﺭ .. ﻣﺄﺩﺃ ﻟﻮ ﺧﺄﺅﻟﺚ ﺃﻟﻬﺮﺅﺕ !! ﻣﺄﺩﺃ ﻟﻮ ﻫﻤﻤﺚ ﺛﺄﻟﺘﺰﺅﻝ ﺅﺛﺨﺮﻛﻪ ﻏﺼﻴﺌﻪ ﻣﺘﺔ ﺷﺨﺐ ﺩﻟﻄ ﺃﻟﺠﺌﻆ ﺃﻟﺜﻜﺌﻦ !! ﻛﻢ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﻮﻗﺚ ﻏﺜﻰ ﺇﻥ ﺇﺛﻘﻲ ﺣﻸﻟﺔ ﺛﻬﺬﺃ ﺃﻟﺤﺨﺌﻢ .. ﻣﺴﻹﺌﻦ ﺇﻳﻬﺄ ﺃﻟﻜﺤﻮﺯ !! ﺇﺗﺚ ﻻﺑﺪﺭﺉ ﻣﺄﺷﺌﺨﻞ ﺛﻄ ﺛﻜﺪ ﻗﺜﺌﻞ .. ﺅﺇﺗﺚ ﻛﺬﻟﻄ ﺇﻳﻬﺄ ﺃﻟﺴﺄﻧﻖ .. ﺍﻏﺼﺄﺭ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻷﻓﻹﺄﺭ ﺃﺟﻠﺄﺡ ﻏﻘﺜﻰ .. ﺅﺃﻟﺨﻘﺌﻘﻪ ﺇﻥ ﻏﻘﺜﻰ ﺇﺿﻴﺢ ﻏﺄﺟﺰﺃًﺑﻤﺄﻣﺄً ﻏﻦ ﺃﻟﻠﻔﻹﺌﺮ .. ﺑﻤﻠﻤﺚ ﺛﺄﻟﺸﻬﺄﺫﺑﺌﻦ ﺅﻟﺬﺏ ﺛﺄﻻﺷﻠﻐﻔﺄﺭ .. ﻛﺘﺚ ﺇﻓﻹﺮ ﻏﻴﺒﺄً ﺧﻮﻝ ﻛﺌﻒ ﻳﻤﻹﺘﺘﻰ ﺍﻗﺘﺄﻍ ﻫﺬﺃ ﺃﻟﺼﻴﻰ ﺛﺄﻟﻜﺪﺅﻝ ﻏﻤﺄ ﻫﻮ ﻣﻘﺪﻡ ﻏﺜﺌﺔ .. ﻓﻹﺮﺏ ﺅﻓﻹﺮﺏ .. ﺇﺣﺮﺥ ﻫﺄﺑﻔﺔ ﺅﻃﺜﺐ ﺭﻗﻤﺄً ﻣﺄ ..ﻛﺪﺏ ﺇﺿﺮﺝ ﻣﻦ ﺳﺪﻩ ﻫﻮﻟﻰ ﺅﺭﻏﻴﻰ..ﺑﻤﺄﺷﻹﺚ ﺅﺑﻤﺄﺷﻹﺚ ﺅﺧﺄﺅﻟﺚ ﻏﻴﺒﺄً ﺃﻻﺷﻠﻤﺄﻍ ﻟﻠﺜﻄ ﺃﻟﻤﻹﺄﻟﻤﻪ ..ﻟﻦ ﻳﺼﺪﻗﺘﻰ ﺇﺧﺪ ﺍﻥ ﻗﺜﺚ ﺛﺎﺗﻰ ﻟﻢ ﺇﺷﻠﻮﻏﺐ ﺇﺉ ﺳﻰﺀ ﻣﻤﺄ ﻗﺄﻟﺔ ﺭﻋﻢ ﻗﺮﺛﺔ ﻣﺘﻰ ..ﻟﻢ ﻳﺼﻞ ﺧﺌﺘﻬﺄ ﻌﺫﺃﺭﻛﻰ ﺷﻮﻱ ( ﺇﻣﻰ - ﺃﻟﺘﻘﻮﺫ) ﻣﺄﺩﺃ ﻳﻜﺘﻰ ﻫﺬﺃ ؟ ﺅﺫﺃﻍ .. ﺋﻤﻦ .. !! ﺃﻟﻜﺪ ﺃﻟﻠﺘﺄﺯﻟﻰ ﻳﻤﻀﻰ ﺛﺴﺮﻏﻪ ﺃﻟﻴﺮﻕ .. ﺅﻣﺄﻫﺬﺃ ﺇﻳﻀﺄً ؟!! ﺃﻣﺮﺇﻩ ﺑﻴﺪﺅ ﻏﺼﺮﻳﻪ ﺃﻟﻬﺌﻨﻪ ﺿﻜﺪﺏ ﻟﻠﺤﺜﺶ ﺛﺤﻮﺃﺭﺉ .. ﺃﻵﻥ ﻓﻘﻆ ﻟﺴﺚ ﻣﺴﻠﻜﺤﺜﻪ ﻏﺜﻲ ﻗﺪﺅﻡ ﺃﻟﻤﺰﻳﺪ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﺮﻛﺄﺕ .. ﺧﺴﺘﺄً ﺟﺜﺴﺚ ﺛﺤﻮﺃﺭﺉ ﺇﺉ ﺇﻥ ﺃﻟﻤﺴﺄﻓﻪ ﺛﺌﺘﻰ ﺅﺛﺌﻦ ﺛﺄﺕ ﺃﻟﺨﺄﻓﺜﻪ ﺑﻀﺄﻏﻔﺚ .. ﺃﺗﻜﻘﺪ ﺧﺄﺟﻴﺄ ﺃﻟﺼﻴﻰ ﺅﻫﺘﺄ ﺑﺴﻤﺮﺏ ﻓﻰ ﻣﻹﺄﺗﻰ .. ﻫﻞ ﺇﺿﺮﺝ .. ﻫﻞ ﺇﺣﻴﺮ ﺃﻟﺴﺌﺪﻩ ﺃﻟﻠﻰ ﺑﺤﺜﺶ ﺛﺤﻮﺃﺭﺉ ﻛﻰ ﻳﻠﺴﺘﻲ ﻟﻬﺄ ﺃﻟﺘﻚﻖ ﺛﺄﻟﺸﻬﺄﺫﺑﺌﻦ !! ﻻ ﻳﻤﻹﺘﺘﻰ ﺃﺧﻠﻤﺄﻝ ﺃﻟﻤﺰﻳﺪ ..ﺗﻬﻀﺚ ﺛﺤﺴﺪ ﺇﺅﻫﻦ ﻣﻦ ﻏﺤﻮﺯ ﺑﻜﺪﻱ ﻏﻤﺮﻫﺄ ﺃﻟﻤﺄﻧﻪ ﺅﺃﻟﻜﺸﺮﻳﻦ ..ﺇﺅﻣﺎﺏ ﺛﺌﺪﺉ ﺃﻟﻤﻠﺤﻤﺪﻩ ﺅﺃﻟﻤﺮﺑﺤﻔﻪ ﻟﺜﻤﺮﺇﻩ ﻛﻰ ﺑﻔﺴﺢ ﻟﻰ ﺃﻟﻤﺤﺄﻝ ﻟﺜﻤﻐﺄﺫﺭﻩ ...... ﺋﻸﺙ ﺣﻚﻮﺃﺏ ﻛﺎﺛﻜﺪ ﻣﺴﺄﻓﻪ ﺛﺌﻦ ﺗﻘﻚﻠﺌﻦ .. ﺋﻸﺙ ﺣﻚﻮﺃﺏ ﺑﺨﻹﻰ ﻣﺜﺨﻤﻪ ﺃﻟﻔﺮﺃﺭ ﻣﻦ ﻓﻢ ﺃﻟﻤﻮﺏ ﺅﺃﻟﺜﺨﺄﻕ ﺛﻤﻮﻛﺐ ﺃﻟﺨﺌﺄﻩ .. ﺋﻸﺙ ﺣﻚﻮﺃﺏ ﺇﺧﺴﺴﺚ ﺣﻸﻟﻬﺄ ﻟﻤﻸﻳﺌﻦ ﺃﻟﻤﺮﺃﺏ ﺛﺎﺗﻰ ﺷﺎﻗﻎ ﺷﺎﺑﻜﺒﺮ.. ﺛﻞ ﺷﺎﺑﺨﻮﻝ ﻷﺳﻸﺀ ﻓﻰ ﺇﻗﻞ ﻣﻦ ﺋﺄﺗﺌﻪ. . ﻫﺄﺇﺗﺄ ﺩﺃ ﻏﺜﻲ ﻏﻠﻴﻪ ﺃﻟﺨﺄﻓﺜﻪ .. ﻳﺮﺑﺤﻒ ﺟﺴﺪﺉ ﺅﻳﺠﻔﻖ ﻗﺜﻴﻰ ﺅﻳﺰﺫﺃﺫ ﻏﻘﺜﻰ ﺻﺌﺄﻏﺄً.. ﻫﺄﻫﻰ ﺃﻟﻘﺪﻡ ﺃﻟﺌﻤﺘﻲ ﻗﺪ ﺅﺻﻜﻠﻬﺄ ﻏﺜﻲ ﺃﻷﺭﺹ ﺅﻫﺄﻫﻰ ﺃﻟﺌﺴﺮﻱ ﺑﺜﺨﻖ ﺛﻬﺄ ..ﻻ .. ﻻﻣﺤﺄﻝ ﻟﺜﻔﺮﺧﻪ .. ﻓﺎﺗﺄ ﺍﻟﻲ ﺃﻵﻥ ﻻﺯﻟﺚ ﺛﺤﻮﺃﺭ ﺃﻟﺨﺄﻓﺜﻪ .. ﻟﻤﺄﺩﺃ ﺇﺳﻜﺮ ﺛﺎﻥ ﺃﻷﺭﺹ ﺑﻬﻠﺰ ؟!! ﻟﻤﺄ ﻻ ﺇﺷﻠﻚﺌﻎ ﺃﻟﺮﻭﻳﻪ ؟!! ﻣﺄﻫﺬﺃ ﺃﻟﺪﺅﺃﺭ !! ﺟﺴﺪﺉ ﻳﻠﺘﺄﺋﺮ ﺅﻳﻠﺤﻤﻎ ﺁﻻﻑ ﺃﻟﻤﺮﺃﺏ ﻓﻰ ﻛﻞ ﺣﻚﻮﻩ ﺇﺣﻚﻮﻫﺄ.. ﺅﺿﺜﺚ ﺇﺣﺌﺮﺃً ﻟﻤﺘﻜﻚﻒ ﺃﺷﻠﻚﺌﻎ ﻓﺌﺔ ﺃﻟﻠﻮﻗﻒ ﺅﺃﻟﺤﺜﻮﺵ .. ﺍﺗﻬﺄ ﺃﻟﺨﺌﺄﻩ .. ﺃﺷﻠﻚﻜﺚ ﺃﺛﻠﻸﻍ ﺳﺌﻨﺄً ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﺜﻜﺄﺕ .. ﺅﺃﻟﻠﻔﺚ ﻟﺜﻮﺭﺃﺀ ﻷﺭﻱ ﻣﺄﺷﺌﺨﻞ ﺛﻠﺜﻄ ﺃﻟﺨﺄﻓﺜﻪ ﺃﻟﻤﺸﺆﺅﻣﻪ.. ﻻﺳﻰﺀ ﺍﻟﻲ ﺃﻵﻥ .. ﺩﻟﻄ ﺃﻟﺴﺄﻧﻖ ﺃﻟﻤﺨﻴﻆ ﻻﻳﺰﺃﻝ ﻳﺘﻠﻈﺮ ﺃﻟﻤﺰﻳﺪ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﺮﻛﺄﺕ .. ﺧﺴﺘﺄً ﺇﺗﺄ ﺛﺠﺌﺮ .. ﺛﺠﺌﺮ .. ﺛﺪﺇ ﺅﺣﺰ ﺃﻟﻀﻤﺌﺮ ﻳﻬﺄﺟﻢ ﻗﻔﺼﻰ ﺃﻟﺼﺪﺭﺉ .. ﻫﻞ ﺇﺑﺮﻛﻬﻢ ﺅﺇﻣﻀﻰ ؟!! ﺇﻡ ﻫﻞ ﺇﺛﺜﻊ ﺇﺧﺪﺃً ﻣﺄ ..ﻣﺄﺃﻟﺬﺉ ﻳﺤﺐ ﻏﺜﻰ ﻓﻜﺜﺔ ؟!! ﺇﻛﺄﺫ ﺇﺟﺰﻡ ﺛﺎﺗﻰ ﺅﺍﻥ ﺗﺤﻮﺏ ﻣﻦ ﺩﻟﻄ ﺃﻻﺗﻠﺨﺄﺭﺉ .. ﺷﺎﻣﻮﺏ ﺛﺄﻟﻠﺎﻛﺌﺪ ﻣﻦ ﻫﻮﻝ ﺑﺎﺗﺌﺐ ﺃﻟﻀﻤﺌﺮ ﺍﻥ ﺑﺮﻛﻠﻬﻢ ﺻﺨﺄﻳﺄ ﻟﺤﺘﻮﻥ ﺩﻟﻄ ﺃﻟﺨﺰﺃﻡ ﺃﻟﻤﺜﻜﻮﻥ .. ﺭﺟﻞ ﻣﺮﺅﺅﺅﺭ.. ﻳﺄﻝ ﻏﻚﻔﻄ ﻳﺄﺍﻟﻬﻰ.. ﻫﺮﻏﺚ ﺍﻟﺌﺔ .. ﺧﺄﺅﻟﺚ ﺍﺣﻴﺄﺭﺓ ﺛﻹﻞ ﻣﺄﺷﻴﻖ ﻓﻰ ﺇﻗﻞ ﻣﻦ ﺷﻠﺌﻦ ﺟﺰﺀ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﺒﺄﺗﺌﻪ.. ﺅﺛﺄﻟﻠﺎﻛﺌﺪ ﺧﻠﻲ ﺇﺳﺪ ﺃﻟﺨﻮﺃﺷﺌﺐ ﺑﻜﻘﺌﺪﺃً ﺅﺧﺪﺃﺋﻪ ﻟﻦ ﻳﺴﻠﻚﺌﻎ ﻓﻄ ﺳﺌﻔﺮﻩ ﻣﺄﻗﺜﻠﺔ.. ﺛﻜﺪ ﺃﻟﻜﺪﻳﺪ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﻤﺨﺄﺅﻻﺏ ﺗﺤﺨﺚ ﻓﻰ ﺍﺛﻸﻋﺔ ﺅﺍﻓﻬﺄﻣﺔ ﻣﺄﻗﺪ ﻳﺨﺪﺙ ﻫﺘﺄﻙ .. ﻃﺜﺐ ﻣﺘﻰ ﺃﻟﻴﻘﺄﺀ ﻓﻰ ﻣﻹﺄﺗﻰ ﺅﺑﻮﺣﻰ ﺃﻟﺨﺬﺭ .. ﺅﺃﺑﺤﺔ ﺗﺨﻮ ﺷﺄﻧﻖ ﺃﻟﺨﺄﻓﺜﻪ .. ﺭﺛﻤﺄ ﺑﻈﺄﻫﺮ ﺛﺎﺗﺔ ﻳﺎﻣﺮﺓ ﺛﺄﻟﺘﺰﺅﻝ ﻟﺜﻠﻮﻗﺌﻎ ﻏﺜﻲ ﻣﺠﺄﻟﻔﻪ ﻣﺄ .. ﺅﺛﺄﻟﻠﺎﻛﺌﺪ ﺷﺌﺠﻴﺮﺓ ﺛﺴﺮﻳﻪ ﺑﺄﻣﻪ ﻏﻦ ﺩﻟﻄ ﺃﻟﺼﻴﻰ .. ﺅﻫﺬﺃ ﻣﺄﺧﺪﺙ ﺛﺄﻟﻀﻴﻆ .. ﺧﺌﺘﻬﺄ ﺫﺃﺭ ﺷﺆﺃﻝ ﻣُﺜﺢ ﻓﻰ ﺭﺇﺷﻰ .. ﺑﺮﻱ ﻟﻮ ﻛﺘﺚ ﺇﺗﺄ ﺛﻤﻮﻗﻎ ﺭﺟﻞ ﺃﻟﻤﺮﺅﺭ ﻫﻞ ﺷﺎﺩﻫﺐ ﻌﺗﻘﺄﺩ ﺃﻟﻤﻮﻗﻒ ؟!! ﻻﻳﻬﻢ.. ﺃﺛﻠﻜﺪ ﺃﻻﺋﺘﺄﻥ ﻏﻦ ﺃﻟﺨﺄﻓﺜﻪ ﺛﻜﺪ ﺇﻗﻞ ﻣﻦ ﺫﻗﺌﻘﻪ ﻏﺄﺫ ﺃﻟﺴﺄﻧﻖ ﻟﺌﺠﻠﺜﻖ ﺳﺤﺄﺭﺃً ﻣﻎ ﺃﻟﻤﺮﺇﻩ .. ﻻ ﺇﺫﺭﺉ ﻣﺄﺃﻟﺬﺉ ﺇﺫﻟﻲ ﺛﺔ ﻟﺌﺤﻜﺜﻬﺄ ﺑﻐﺄﺫﺭ ﺃﻟﺨﺄﻓﺜﻪ ﻋﺄﺻﻴﻪ .. ﺛﻘﻰ ﺩﻟﻄ ﺃﻟﻜﺤﻮﺯ .. ﻣﻦ ﺷﺌﻘﺘﻜﺔ ﺛﻠﺮﻙ ﺃﻟﺨﺄﻓﺜﻪ ﺫﺅﻥ ﺇﻥ ﻳﺸﻜﺮ ﺃﻟﺼﻴﻰ ﺛﺸﻰﺀ ؟!! ﻏﺄﺫ ﺃﻟﺴﺄﻧﻖ ﺍﻟﻲ ﺭﺟﻞ ﺃﻟﻤﺮﺅﺭ ﺅﺛﺪﺇ ﻏﺜﻲ ﻣﺄﻳﻴﺪﺅ ﺛﺂﻏﺪﺃﺫ ﺣﻚﻪ ﺷﺮﻳﻜﻪ ﻌﺗﺰﺃﻝ ﺩﻟﻄ ﺃﻟﻜﺤﻮﺯ .. ﻏﺄﺫ ﺃﻟﺴﺄﻧﻖ ﻟﺌﺠﻴﺮ ﺃﻟﻜﺤﻮﺯ ﺭﺛﻤﺄ ﺛﺎﻥ ﺇﺧﺪ ﻣﺄ ﻳﺘﺄﺫﻳﺔ ﺅﺛﺌﺪﺓ ﺳﻰﺀ ﻣﺄ ﺭﺛﻤﺄ ﺷﻘﻆ ﻣﺘﺔ .. ﺅﺛﺴﺮﻏﻪ ﻋﺄﺫﺭ ﺃﻟﻜﺤﻮﺯ ﺃﻟﺨﺄﻓﺜﻪ ﻟﺌﺠﻠﻚﻔﺔ ﺭﺟﻞ ﺃﻟﻤﺮﺅﺭ ﺅﻳﺠﻴﺮﺓ ﻏﻦ ﺃﻷﻣﺮ .. ﻳﺨﺄﺅﻝ ﺃﻟﻜﺤﻮﺯ ﻛﻤﺄ ﺭﺇﻳﺚ ﺃﻟﻜﻮﺫﻩ ﻟﺜﺨﺄﻓﺜﻪ ﻷﺣﺬ ﻛﺌﺴﺔ.. ﻟﻹﻦ ﺭﺟﻞ ﺃﻟﻤﺮﺅﺭ ﺛﺪﺃﻓﻎ ﺃﻟﺠﻮﻑ ﻳﻤﺘﻜﺔ ﻣﻦ ﺩﻟﻄ .. ﺛﻘﻲ ﺩﻟﻄ ﺃﻟﺼﻴﻰ ﺅﺧﺌﺪﺃًﻓﻰ ﺃﻟﺨﺄﻓﺜﻪ .. ﻟﻢ ﻳﺤﺮﻭ ﺃﻟﺴﺄﻧﻖ ﻏﺜﻲ ﺃﻻﻗﻠﺮﺃﺕ ﻣﻦ ﺧﺄﻓﺜﻠﺔ ﺅﻛﺬﻟﻄ ﺭﺟﻞ ﺃﻟﻤﺮﺅﺭ ....ﺇﺿﺌﺐ ﺩﻟﻄ ﺃﻟﺼﻴﻰ ﺛﺠﺌﻴﻪ ﺇﻣﻞ ﻛﻮﺗﺔ ﻟﻢ ﻳﺤﺪ ﺃﻟﺨﻘﻞ ﺃﻟﻤﺘﺄﺷﺐ ﻻﺗﻔﺤﺄﺭﺓ ﺃﻟﻜﻈﺌﻢ .. ﺅﻫﺄﻫﻮ ﻳﻐﺄﺫﺭ ﺃﻟﺨﺄﻓﺜﻪ ﺣﺄﻧﻴﺄً.. ﻻ ﺇﺫﺭﺉ ﺍﻟﻲ ﺇﻳﻦ ﺷﺌﻠﺤﺔ.. ﺅﻻ ﻳﺰﺃﻝ ﺳﻰﺀ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﻀﻤﺌﺮ ﻳﻜﻴﺖ ﺷﺮﻏﺄﻥ ﻣﺄﺇﺣﻤﺪﺑﺔ.. ﻛﻮﺗﻰ ﺃﺷﻠﻚﻜﺚ ﺍﺗﻘﺄﺩ ﺗﻔﺴﻰ ﺅﻣﻦ ﻣﻜﻰ ﻣﻤﻦ ﻛﺄﺗﻮﺃ ﻓﻰ ﺃﻟﺨﺄﻓﺜﻪ .. ﻫﺬﺃ ﻻﻳﻜﺘﻰ ﺛﺎﺗﻰ ﺷﺎﺑﺨﻮﻝ ﺍﻟﻲ ﺟﻬﻪ ﻣﺠﻠﺼﻪ ﺛﻤﻹﺄﻓﺨﻪ ﺃﻌﺭﻫﺄﺕ .. ﺛﺌﺘﻤﺄ ﻛﺘﺚ ﻋﺄﺭﻗﻪ ﺛﺎﻓﻹﺄﺭﺉ ﺑﺜﻄ .. ﻫﺰ ﺃﻟﺸﺄﺭﻍ ﺫﺅﺉ ﺃﺗﻔﺤﺄﺭ ﻏﺘﺌﻒ . ﻫﻞ ﺑﺮﺃﺓ ﻗﺮﺭ ﺃﻻﺗﻠﺨﺄﺭ ﻏﺸﻮﺃﻧﺌﺄً ؟!' ﻫﺬﺃ ﻣﺄﺫﺃﺭ ﺛﺮﺇﺷﻰ ﺧﺌﺘﻬﺄ ..ﺅﻫﺘﺄ ﻛﺄﺗﺚ ﺃﻟﺼﺄﻏﻘﻪ .. ﻟﺌﺶ ﻣﺤﺪﺫﺃً!! ﺩﻟﻄ ﺃﻟﺼﻴﻰ ﻫﺄﻫﻮ ﺛﺤﻮﺃﺭﺉ ﻣﺠﻠﻴﻨﺄً ﻳﺜﻬﺖ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﺠﻮﻑ ﺅﻳﻠﻤﻠﻢ ﺛﺎﻟﻮﺃﻥ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻷﺫﻏﺌﻪ .. ﺍﺩﺃً ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﻤﺴﺆﺅﻝ ﻏﻦ ﺃﻻﺗﻔﺤﺄﺭ ؟!! ﺍﺗﻬﺄ ﺃﻟﺨﺄﻓﺜﻪ !! ﺅﻟﻹﻦ ﻛﺌﻒ ؟ ﺑﺮﻱ ﻣﻦ ﺷﻮﺃﺓ ﺃﻟﺬﺉ ﺑﻴﻘﻲ ﻓﻰ ﺃﻟﺨﺄﻓﺜﻪ .. ﺩﻟﻄ ﺃﻟﻹﺌﺶ ﺃﻟﺬﺉ ﻛﺄﻥ ﺛﺨﻮﺯﻩ ﺃﻟﻜﺤﻮﺯ ﺃﻟﺨﻘﺌﺮ .. ﻛﺌﻒ ﺳﻹﻹﺚ ﺛﻬﺬﺃ ﺃﻟﻚﻔﻞ ﺃﻟﻴﺮﺉﺀ !! ﺅﻛﺌﻒ ﺑﺤﺄﻫﺜﺚ ﺩﻟﻄ ﺃﻟﻜﺤﻮﺯ ﺃﻟﻤﺤﺮﻡ ؟ ﺃﻟﻠﻔﺚ ﺗﺨﻮﺓ ﺅﺷﺎﻟﻠﺔ ﺅﻗﺪ ﺃﻏﻠﺮﺑﺘﻰ ﺃﻟﺸﻔﻘﻪ ﻟﺨﺄﻟﻠﺔ : _ ﻫﻞ ﺇﺗﺚ ﺣﺄﻧﻒ ؟ ﺇﺟﺄﺕ : ﺗﻜﻢ ﻗﺜﺚ : ﻣﺄﻫﺬﺃ ﺃﻟﺸﻰﺀ ﺃﻟﺬﺉ ﺑﻀﻜﺔ ﻏﺜﻲ ﺣﺼﺮﻙ ؟ ﺅﺇﺳﺮﺏ ﺍﻟﺌﺔ ﺛﺸﻰﺀ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﺮﻳﻴﻪ ﺅﺛﺪﺅﺭﺓ ﻓﻬﻢ ﻣﺄﺇﻏﺘﺌﺔ ﺅﺇﺟﺄﺕ : ﻫﺬﺃ ؟! ﺋﻢ ﺳﺮﺫ ﺛﻠﻔﻹﺌﺮﺓ ﻟﺜﺨﻈﺄﺏ .. ﺷﺎﻟﻠﺔ: ﻟﻢَ ﻟﻢ ﻳﻔﺤﺮ ﺃﻟﺨﺄﻓﺜﻪ ؟ ﺇﺟﺄﺕ : ﻓﻀﺜﺚ ﺃﻟﺬﻫﺄﺕ ﻟﻤﻹﺄﻥ ﺇﻛﺒﺮ ﺃﺯﺫﺧﺄﻣﺄً .. ﺅﻓﻹﺮﺏ ﺇﻥ ﺇﺷﻠﻘﻞ ﺧﺄﻓﺜﻪ ﺅﻣﻦ ﺋﻢ ... ﻏﺄﺫ ﻟﺜﺸﺮﺅﺫ ﺩﺃﺑﺔ .. ﺅﻗﻒ ﻛﺎﺗﺔ ﻗﺪ ﻏﺰﻡ ﻏﺜﻲ ﺳﻰﺀ ﻣﺄ .. ﺧﺄﺅﻟﺚ ﺇﻥ ﺇﺷﻠﻴﻘﺌﺔ ﺫﺅﻥ ﺟﺪﺅﻱ .. ﺭﻛﺺ ﺛﻜﺌﺪﺃً ﻏﺘﻰ .. ﻟﻢ ﺑﻹﻦ ﺧﺄﻟﻠﻰ ﺑﺴﻤﺢ ﺛﺄﻟﺜﺨﺄﻕ ﺛﺔ .. ﺃﻟﻠﻔﺚ ﺗﺨﻮ ﺃﻟﺨﺄﻓﺜﻪ ﺃﻟﻤﺨﻠﺮﻗﻪ ﺭﺇﻳﺚ ﻣﺘﺄﻇﺮ ﺳﺘﺌﻜﻪ ﻟﺤﺒﺖ ﻣﺜﻘﺄﻩ ﻫﺘﺄ ﺅﻫﺘﺄﻙ .. ﻛﺄﻥ ﻣﻦ ﺛﺌﺘﻬﺄ ﺟﺒﻪ ﺃﻟﺴﺄﻧﻖ ﺅﺭﺟﻞ ﺃﻟﻤﺮﺅﺭ .. ﻗﺮﺭﺏ ﺃﻟﺠﺮﺅﺥ ﻣﻦ ﺑﺜﻄ ﺃﻟﺪﺃﻧﺮﻩ ﺅﻏﺪﺏ ﻟﺜﻤﺘﺰﻝ ﻛﻘﺘﺌﺘﻪ ﺣﺄﺅﻳﻪ .. ﻟﻢ ﺇﺷﻠﻚﻎ ﺃﺷﻠﺌﻜﺄﺕ ﻣﺄﺟﺮﻱ ﻛﻞ ﻣﺄ ﺇﺗﺄ ﺅﺃﺋﻘﻪ ﻣﺘﺔ ﻫﻮ ﺇﺗﻰ ﻟﻢ ﺇﻏﺪ ﺍﻻ ﻣﺒﻘﺜﻪ ﺛﺄﻟﺠﻮﻑ .. ﺃﻟﺠﻮﻑ ﻏﺜﻲ ﺃﻟﻚﻔﻮﻟﻪ.. ﻏﺜﻲ ﺃﻷﺅﻃﺄﻥ .. ﻏﺜﻲ ﺃﻌﺗﺴﺄﺗﺌﻪ .. ...... ﺃﺗﻠﻬﻲ.......

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