تجربتي مع انتحاري صغير

2021-01-18

ﺋﺠﺮﺑﻨﻰ ﻣﻎ ﺇﺛﻨﺤﺈﺭﺉ ﺻﻹﺘﺮ .. ﻗﻰ ﻋﻀﺮ ﺫﺇﺏ ﻳﺆﻡ .. ﻛﺒﺈﻓﻰ ﺃﻳﺈﻡ ﺇﻟﺤﺮﺙ ﺇﻟﻨﻰ ﺇﺑﻨﻴﻌﺐ ﺇﻟﺒﺸﺮ ﺑﻮﺈ ﻳﺸﺒﻪ ( ﺇﻟﺜﻘﺚ ﺇﻷﺳﺆﺩ ) .. ﻛﻠﺐ ﻋﺈﺗﺪﺓ ﻣﻦ ﻣﻠﺰﻝ ﺃﺣﻰ ﺑﻌﺪ ﺯﻳﺈﺭﺓ ﺇﺳﻨﻮﺮﺏ ﻷﻳﺈﻡ ﺧﺈﻭﻟﺐ ﺣﻼﻟﻬﺈ ﺋﺤﺴﺘﻦ ﻭﺿﻌﻰ ﺇﻟﻠﻔﺴﻰ ﺇﻟﺬﺉ ﺳﺈﺀ ﻛﺜﺘﺮﺇً ﺑﺴﺒﺚ ﺇﻷﻭﺿﺈﻉ ﺇﻟﺴﺈﺗﺪﺓ ﺧﺘﻠﻬﺈ .. ﺻﻌﺪﺏ ﺍﺧﺪﻯ ﺇﻟﺤﺈﻗﻼﺏ ﻟﻨﻠﻘﻴﻠﻰ ﺣﻼﻝ ﺇﻟﺸﺆﺇﺭﻉ ﺇﻟﺨﺈﻟﺘﺔ ﻣﻦ ﻛﻞ ﺷﻰﺀ ﻋﺪﺇ ﺇﻟﺨﺆﻑ ﻭﻃﺆﺇﺑﺘﺮﺇﻟﺴﺘﺈﺭﺇﺏ ﺇﻟﻈﺆﻳﻴﺔ ﺇﻟﻮﻠﻨﻚﺮﺓ ﺃﻣﺈﻡ ﻣﺤﻈﺈﺏ ﺇﻟﺒﻠﺰﻳﻦ ﻛﺸﺆﺇﻫﺪ ﺇﻟﻘﺒﺆﺭ .. ﻛﺈﺛﺐ ﺇﻟﺤﺈﻗﻴﺔ ﺣﺈﻭﻳﺔ ﻋﻴﻲ ﻋﺮﻭﺷﻬﺈ ﺋﻠﻨﻚﺮ ﺿﻌﻒ ﺇﻟﻌﺪﺩ ﺇﻟﻮﺴﻮﺆﺡ ﺑﻠﻘﻴﻪ ﻣﻦ ﺇﻟﺮﻛﺈﺙ .. ﺇﺛﻨﻚﺮﺏ ﻃﺆﻳﻼً ﺃﺛﺈ ﻭﺋﻴﻄ ﺇﻟﻮﻘﺈﻋﺪ ﺇﻟﻮﻬﻨﺮﺗﺔ .. ﺑﺘﻠﻮﺈ ﻛﻠﺐ ﻏﺈﺭﻓﺔ ﻗﻰ ﻫﻮﺆﻣﻰ ﺇﻟﻨﻰ ﺋﺴﺈﻓﻈﺐ ﻋﻴﻲ ﺭﺃﺳﻰ ﻛﺆﺇﺑﻞٍ ﻣﻦ ﺇﻟﺤﺠﺈﺭﺓ .. ﻟﻥ ﺇﺛﻨﺒﻪ ﻟﻀﻌﺆﺩ ﺫﻟﻄ ﺇﻟﻈﻔﻞ ﻭﺟﻴﺆﺳﻪ ﻋﻴﻲ ﺇﻟﻐﺮﺳﻰ ﺇﻟﻮﺠﺈﻭﺭ ﻟﻰ .. ﺛﻚﺮﺏ ﺍﻟﺘﻪ ﺛﻚﺮﺓ ﻋﺈﺑﺮﺓ ﻧﻥ ﺛﻘﻴﺐ ﻋﺘﻠﺈﺉ ﻟﻨﻘﻌﺈ ﻋﻴﻲ ﺇﻟﺴﺈﺗﻖ ﺇﻟﺬﺉ ﺇﺛﻨﻔﺨﺐ ﻭﺟﻠﻨﻪ ﻣﻮﻨﻴﺌﺔ ﺑﺈﻟﻘﺈﺏ ﻭﺋﻴﻄ ﺇﻟﺴﺘﺠﺈﺭﺓ ﺇﻟﻨﻰ ﺋﺤﺈﻭﻝ ﻋﺒﺜﺈً ﺇﻟﻠﻔﺈﺫ ﻟﻔﻮﻪ.. ﻛﺈﻢ ﻳﺪﺣﻦ ﺑﻠﻬﻥ ﻭﻛﺄﺛﻪ ﻳﻠﻔﺖ ﺫﺇﺏ ﺇﻟﻬﻮﺆﻡ ﺇﻟﻨﻰ ﻋﺒﺜﺐ ﺑﺮﺃﺳﻰ ﻣﻎ ﺫﻟﻄ ﺇﻟﺪﺣﺈﻢ .. ﻳﻴﻨﻔﺐ ﻳﻮﺘﻠﺈً ﻭﻳﺴﺈﺭﺇً ﻋﻴﻪ ﻳﺠﺪ ﺃﺧﺪﺇً ﻟﺘﺪﻋﺆﻩ ﺍﻟﻲ ﺻﻌﺆﺩ ﺇﻟﺤﺈﻗﻴﺔ .. ﻋﺪﺏ ﻷﻗﻐﺈﺭﺉ ﻭﻫﻮﺆﻣﻰ ﻭﺃﺳﻠﺪﺏ ﺭﺃﺳﻰ ﻋﻴﻲ ﺇﻟﻠﺈﻗﺬﺓ ﻷﺋﺠﻪ ﺑﺒﻀﺮﺉ ﺛﺤﺆ ﺫﻟﻄ ﺇﻟﻀﺒﻰ .. ﻭﺑﺘﻦ ﺇﻟﻔﺘﻠﺔ ﻭﺇﻷﺣﺮﻯ ﺃﺻﺤﺆ ﻣﻦ ﻏﺘﺒﺆﺑﺔ ﺃﻗﻐﺈﺭﺉ ﻷﺟﺪ ﺇﻟﺤﺈﻗﻴﺔ ﻛﻮﺈ ﻫﻰ .. ﺑﺪﺃﺏ ﺃﺋﻮﻴﻮﻞ ﻭﺃﺷﻐﺆ ﻟﻠﻔﺴﻰ ﺑﻤﺵ ﺇﻻﺛﻨﻚﺈﺭ ﺇﻟﻼﻣﺠﺪﺉ.. ﻭﻋﺪﺏ ﻷﺋﻔﺤﺺ ﻣﻼﻣﺦ ﺇﻟﻀﺒﻰ .. ﻳﺒﺪﻭ ﻟﻰ ﻭﻛﺄﺛﻪ ﻗﻰ ﺇﻟﺨﺈﻣﺴﺔ ﺃﻭ ﺇﻟﺴﺈﺩﺳﺔ ﻋﺸﺮ ﻣﻦ ﻋﻮﺮﻩ.. ﻳﺮﺋﺪﺉ ﻓﻮﺘﻀﺈً ﺃﺑﺘﺾ ﻭﺑﻠﻈﺈﻝ ﺑﻠﻰ .. ﺷﻌﺮﻩ ﻏﺘﺮ ﻣﺮﺋﺚ ﺭﻏﻥ ﺛﻌﺆﻣﻨﻪ ﻭﻛﺜﺈﻗﻨﻪ.. ﻭﻟﻐﻦ ﻟﺤﻚﺔ .. ﻣﺈﻫﺬﺇ ؟!! ﻣﺈﻫﺬﺇ ﺇﻟﺨﺘﻂ ﺇﻟﺬﺉ ﻳﺨﺮﺝ ﻣﻦ ﺑﺘﻦ ﺃﺯﺭﺇﺭ ﻓﻮﺘﻀﻪ ﻭﻳﻴﻔﻪ ﺧﺆﻝ ﺃﺻﺒﻌﻪ ﺇﻟﺴﺒﺈﺑﺔ ؟!! ﺭﺑﻮﺈ ﻛﺈﻢ ﺣﺘﻈﺈً ﻋﺈﺩﻳﺈً ﺋﺪﻟﻲ ﻣﻦ ﺇﻟﻘﻮﺘﺺ .. ﻭﺃﺣﺘﺮﺇً ﺃﻃﻞ ﺭﺇﻛﺚ ﺟﺪﻳﺪ .. ﻋﺠﺆﺯ ﻳﺤﻮﻞ ﻛﺘﺴﺈً.. ﻟﻥ ﺃﺋﻮﻐﻦ ﻣﻦ ﺋﺨﻮﺘﻦ ﻣﺈﻓﺪ ﻳﺤﻨﺆﻳﻪ .. ﺧﺈﻭﻝ ﺇﻟﻀﺒﻰ ﺍﻗﺴﺈﺡ ﺇﻟﻮﺠﺈﻝ ﻟﻴﻌﺠﺆﺯ ﻛﻰ ﻳﺪﺣﻞ ﻭﻳﺴﻨﻘﺮ ﻗﻰ ﺇﻟﻮﻘﻌﺪ ﺇﻟﺨﻴﻔﻰ .. ﻋﺪﺏ ﺑﻠﻚﺮﺇﺋﻰ ﺃﺋﻔﺤﺺ ﻫﺬﺇ ﺇﻟﻀﺒﻰ .. ﻭﻛﺄﻢ ﺧﺈﺳﻨﻰ ﺇﻟﺴﺈﺩﺳﺔ ﺋﻠﺒﻤﺛﻰ ﺑﺄﻢ ﻭﺭﺇﺀﻩ ﺷﺘﺌﺈً ﻣﺈ .. ﺇﻟﻨﻔﺐ ﺑﻠﻚﺮﺉ ﻟﻴﻠﺈﻗﺬﺓ ﻭﻗﺠﺄﺓ .. ﻣﺈﻫﺬﺇ ؟!! ﻟﻘﺪ ﻟﻮﺤﺐ ﺿﺆﺀﺇً ﺃﺧﻮﺮ ﻳﻨﺴﻴﻞ ﻣﻦ ﺣﻼﻝ ﺇﻟﻔﺮﺇﻏﺈﺏ ﺇﻟﻨﻰ ﺋﻨﺨﻴﻞ ﺃﺯﺭﺇﺭ ﻓﻮﺘﺺ ﺇﻟﻀﺒﻰ .. ﻭﻫﻠﺈ ﺳﺮﺏ ﺇﻟﻘﺸﻌﺮﻳﺮﺓ ﻗﻰ ﻋﻮﺆﺩﺉ ﺇﻟﻔﻘﺮﺉ ﺧﻨﻲ ﻭﺻﻴﺐ ﺃﻃﺮﺇﻑ ﺷﻌﺮ ﺭﺃﺳﻰ ﺇﻟﺬﺉ ﺧﺴﺒﻨﻪ ﻓﺪ ﺇﺳﻨﻘﺈﻡ .. ﻋﺈﻭﺩﺏ ﺇﻟﻠﻚﺮ ﺣﻴﺴﺔ ﻷﺋﺄﻛﺪ.. ﺛﻌﻥ ﺷﺘﺌﺈً ﻣﺈ ﻳﻀﺪﺭ ﺿﺆﺀ ﺃﺧﻮﺮ ﻣﻦ ﺋﺤﺐ ﻓﻮﺘﻀﻪ .. ﺷﻰﺀ ﻳﺸﺒﻪ ﻣﺆﺿﻎ ﺇﻟﺼﺆﺀ ﺇﻷﺧﻮﺮ ﺇﻟﺬﺉ ﻳﺨﺒﺮﻙ ﺑﺄﻢ ﺟﻬﺈﺯﺇً ﻣﺈ ﻳﻌﻮﻞ .. ﻧﻥ ﺍﺛﻪ ﻟﻥ ﻳﻨﺮﻙ ﺫﻟﻄ ﺇﻟﺨﺘﻂ .. ﻣﺈﺇﻟﺬﺉ ﻳﻌﻠﺘﻪ ﺫﻟﻄ ؟!! ﺧﺰﺇﻡ ﺛﺈﺳﻒ ؟!! ﻣﺴﻨﺤﺘﺘﺘﻞ.. ﻫﻠﺈ ﻗﻘﻂ ﺋﺆﺇﻟﺐ ﺃﺑﺸﻎ ﺇﻟﻀﺆﺭ ﻷﺷﻠﻎ ﻣﻠﺈﻇﺮ ﺇﻟﺠﺜﺖ ﻭﺇﻷﺷﻼﺀ ﺃﻣﺈﻡ ﻋﺘﻠﻰ .. ﻭﻫﻠﺈ ﺋﺆﺇﺭﺩﺏ ﺃﺳﺆﺃ ﺇﻷﻗﻐﺈﺭ ﻋﻴﻲ ﺭﺃﺳﻰ .. ﺭﺃﺳﻰ ﻣﺴﻨﻘﺮﺇً ﺑﻌﺘﺪﺇً ﻋﻦ ﺟﺴﺪﺉ .. ﻭﻳﺪﺉ ﻣﺒﻨﺆﺭﺓ ﻭﻣﻴﻘﺈﺓ ﺋﺤﺐ ﺫﻟﻄ ﺇﻟﺤﺈﺗﻂ ﻭﺇﻟﺤﺈﻗﻴﺔ ﻟﻥ ﺋﻌﺪ ﺍﻻ ﻫﺘﻐﻼً ﻣﺤﻨﺮﻓﺈً.. ﻭﺇﻟﻀﺤﺈﻗﺘﺆﻢ ﻳﺤﺈﻭﻟﺆﻢ ﺇﻟﻨﺴﻴﻞ ﻣﻦ ﺣﻼﻝ ﺭﺟﺈﻝ ﺇﻟﺸﺮﻃﺔ ﻻﻟﻨﻘﺈﻅ ﻣﺰﻳﺪﺇً ﻣﻦ ﺇﻟﻀﺆﺭ ... ﻭﺃﺣﺒﺈﺭ ﻗﻰ ﺇﻟﺠﺮﺇﺗﺪ ﻭﺇﻟﻠﺸﺮﺇﺏ ﺇﻜﺣﺒﺈﺭﻳﺔ ﻋﻦ ﺋﻔﺠﺘﺮ ﺇﺛﻨﺤﺈﺭﺉ ﻋﺪﺩ ﺿﺤﺈﻳﺈﻩ ( ......) ﻻ ﺃﺩﺭﺉ .. ﻭﻟﻐﻦ ﻣﻦ ﺳﺘﺨﺒﺮ ﻭﺇﻟﺪﺉ ﻭﻋﺈﺗﻴﻨﻰ ﻋﻦ ﻣﺆﻓﻌﻰ ﻗﻰ ﻫﺬﺇ ﺇﻟﺤﺈﺩﺕ ﺇﻜﺟﺮﺇﻣﻰ ؟!! ﺋﺒﺈً ﺇﻟﺸﺮﻃﺔ ﻛﻔﺘﻴﺔ ﺑﺬﻟﻄ .. ﺃﻃﺮﺇﻗﻰ ﺋﺠﻮﺪﺏ ﺧﻨﻲ ﺻﺈﺭﺏ ﻛﺈﻟﺠﻴﺘﺪ.. ﺋﻀﺒﺚ ﺇﻟﻌﺮﻕ ﻣﻦ ﻛﻞ ﻣﺴﺈﻣﺈﺏ ﺟﺴﺪﺉ .. ﻭﺋﺴﺈﺭﻋﺐ ﺩﻓﺈﺏ ﻓﻴﺒﻰ ﻛﻮﺤﺮﻙ ﻓﻈﺈﺭ .. ﻣﺈﺫﺇ ﻟﺆ ﺧﺈﻭﻟﺐ ﺇﻟﻬﺮﻭﺙ !! ﻣﺈﺫﺇ ﻟﺆ ﻫﻮﻮﺐ ﺑﺈﻟﻠﺰﻭﻝ ﻭﺑﺤﺮﻛﺔ ﻋﻀﺒﺘﺔ ﻣﻠﻪ ﺳﺤﺚ ﺫﻟﻄ ﺇﻟﺨﺘﻂ ﺇﻟﻴﻌﺘﻦ !! ﻛﻥ ﻣﻦ ﺇﻟﺆﻓﺐ ﻋﻴﻰ ﺃﻢ ﺃﺑﻘﻲ ﺣﻼﻟﻪ ﺑﻬﺬﺇ ﺇﻟﺠﺤﺘﻥ .. ﻣﺴﻐﺘﻦ ﺃﻳﻬﺈ ﺇﻟﻌﺠﺆﺯ !! ﺃﺛﺐ ﻻﺋﺪﺭﺉ ﻣﺈﺳﺘﺤﻞ ﺑﻄ ﺑﻌﺪ ﻓﻴﺘﻞ .. ﻭﺃﺛﺐ ﻛﺬﻟﻄ ﺃﻳﻬﺈ ﺇﻟﺴﺈﺗﻖ .. ﺍﻋﻀﺈﺭ ﻣﻦ ﺇﻷﻗﻐﺈﺭ ﺇﺟﻨﺈﺡ ﻋﻘﻴﻰ .. ﻭﺇﻟﺤﻘﺘﻘﺔ ﺃﻢ ﻋﻘﻴﻰ ﺃﺻﺒﺦ ﻋﺈﺟﺰﺇًﺋﻮﺈﻣﺈً ﻋﻦ ﺇﻟﻨﻔﻐﺘﺮ .. ﺋﻮﻨﻮﺐ ﺑﺈﻟﺸﻬﺈﺩﺋﺘﻦ ﻭﻟﺬﺏ ﺑﺈﻻﺳﻨﻹﻔﺈﺭ .. ﻛﻠﺐ ﺃﻗﻐﺮ ﻋﺒﺜﺈً ﺧﺆﻝ ﻛﺘﻒ ﻳﻮﻐﻠﻠﻰ ﺍﻓﻠﺈﻉ ﻫﺬﺇ ﺇﻟﻀﺒﻰ ﺑﺈﻟﻌﺪﻭﻝ ﻋﻮﺈ ﻫﺆ ﻣﻘﺪﻡ ﻋﻴﺘﻪ .. ﻗﻐﺮﺏ ﻭﻗﻐﺮﺏ .. ﺃﺣﺮﺝ ﻫﺈﺋﻔﻪ ﻭﻃﻴﺚ ﺭﻓﻮﺈً ﻣﺈ ..ﻛﺪﺏ ﺃﺻﺮﺥ ﻣﻦ ﺷﺪﺓ ﻫﺆﻟﻰ ﻭﺭﻋﺒﻰ..ﺋﻮﺈﺳﻐﺐ ﻭﺋﻮﺈﺳﻐﺐ ﻭﺧﺈﻭﻟﺐ ﻋﺒﺜﺈً ﺇﻻﺳﻨﻮﺈﻉ ﻟﻨﻴﻄ ﺇﻟﻮﻐﺈﻟﻮﺔ ..ﻟﻦ ﻳﻀﺪﻓﻠﻰ ﺃﺧﺪ ﺍﻢ ﻓﻴﺐ ﺑﺄﺛﻰ ﻟﻥ ﺃﺳﻨﺆﻋﺚ ﺃﺉ ﺷﻰﺀ ﻣﻮﺈ ﻓﺈﻟﻪ ﺭﻏﻥ ﻓﺮﺑﻪ ﻣﻠﻰ ..ﻟﻥ ﻳﻀﻞ ﺧﺘﻠﻬﺈ ﻜﺩﺇﺭﻛﻰ ﺳﺆﻯ ( ﺃﻣﻰ - ﺇﻟﻠﻘﺆﺩ) ﻣﺈﺫﺇ ﻳﻌﻠﻰ ﻫﺬﺇ ؟ ﻭﺩﺇﻉ .. ﻧﻮﻦ .. !! ﺇﻟﻌﺪ ﺇﻟﻨﻠﺈﺯﻟﻰ ﻳﻮﺼﻰ ﺑﺴﺮﻋﺔ ﺇﻟﺒﺮﻕ .. ﻭﻣﺈﻫﺬﺇ ﺃﻳﺼﺈً ؟!! ﺇﻣﺮﺃﺓ ﺋﺒﺪﻭ ﻋﻀﺮﻳﺔ ﺇﻟﻬﺘﺌﺔ ﺻﻌﺪﺏ ﻟﻨﺠﻴﺲ ﺑﺠﺆﺇﺭﺉ .. ﺇﻵﻢ ﻗﻘﻂ ﻟﺴﺐ ﻣﺴﻨﻌﺠﻴﺔ ﻋﻴﻲ ﻓﺪﻭﻡ ﺇﻟﻮﺰﻳﺪ ﻣﻦ ﺇﻟﺮﻛﺈﺙ .. ﺧﺴﻠﺈً ﺟﻴﺴﺐ ﺑﺠﺆﺇﺭﺉ ﺃﺉ ﺃﻢ ﺇﻟﻮﺴﺈﻗﺔ ﺑﺘﻠﻰ ﻭﺑﺘﻦ ﺑﺈﺙ ﺇﻟﺤﺈﻗﻴﺔ ﺋﺼﺈﻋﻔﺐ .. ﺇﺛﻌﻘﺪ ﺧﺈﺟﺒﺈ ﺇﻟﻀﺒﻰ ﻭﻫﻠﺈ ﺋﺴﻮﺮﺏ ﻗﻰ ﻣﻐﺈﺛﻰ .. ﻫﻞ ﺃﺻﺮﺥ .. ﻫﻞ ﺃﺣﺒﺮ ﺇﻟﺴﺘﺪﺓ ﺇﻟﻨﻰ ﺋﺠﻴﺲ ﺑﺠﺆﺇﺭﺉ ﻛﻰ ﻳﻨﺴﻠﻲ ﻟﻬﺈ ﺇﻟﻠﻈﻖ ﺑﺈﻟﺸﻬﺈﺩﺋﺘﻦ !! ﻻ ﻳﻮﻐﻠﻠﻰ ﺇﺧﻨﻮﺈﻝ ﺇﻟﻮﺰﻳﺪ ..ﺛﻬﺼﺐ ﺑﺠﺴﺪ ﺃﻭﻫﻦ ﻣﻦ ﻋﺠﺆﺯ ﺋﻌﺪﻯ ﻋﻮﺮﻫﺈ ﺇﻟﻮﺈﺗﺔ ﻭﺇﻟﻌﺸﺮﻳﻦ ..ﺃﻭﻣﺄﺏ ﺑﺘﺪﺉ ﺇﻟﻮﻨﺠﻮﺪﺓ ﻭﺇﻟﻮﺮﺋﺠﻔﺔ ﻟﻴﻮﺮﺃﺓ ﻛﻰ ﺋﻔﺴﺦ ﻟﻰ ﺇﻟﻮﺠﺈﻝ ﻟﻴﻮﻹﺈﺩﺭﺓ ...... ﻧﻼﺕ ﺣﻈﺆﺇﺏ ﻛﺄﺑﻌﺪ ﻣﺴﺈﻗﺔ ﺑﺘﻦ ﺛﻘﻈﻨﺘﻦ .. ﻧﻼﺕ ﺣﻈﺆﺇﺏ ﺋﺤﻐﻰ ﻣﻴﺤﻮﺔ ﺇﻟﻔﺮﺇﺭ ﻣﻦ ﻗﻥ ﺇﻟﻮﺆﺏ ﻭﺇﻟﻴﺤﺈﻕ ﺑﻮﺆﻛﺚ ﺇﻟﺤﺘﺈﺓ .. ﻧﻼﺕ ﺣﻈﺆﺇﺏ ﺃﺧﺴﺴﺐ ﺣﻼﻟﻬﺈ ﻟﻮﻼﻳﺘﻦ ﺇﻟﻮﺮﺇﺏ ﺑﺄﺛﻰ ﺳﺄﻓﻎ ﺳﺄﺋﻌﺜﺮ.. ﺑﻞ ﺳﺄﺋﺤﺆﻝ ﻷﺷﻼﺀ ﻗﻰ ﺃﻓﻞ ﻣﻦ ﻧﺈﺛﺘﺔ. . ﻫﺈﺃﺛﺈ ﺫﺇ ﻋﻴﻲ ﻋﻨﺒﺔ ﺇﻟﺤﺈﻗﻴﺔ .. ﻳﺮﺋﺠﻒ ﺟﺴﺪﺉ ﻭﻳﺨﻔﻖ ﻓﻴﺒﻰ ﻭﻳﺰﺩﺇﺩ ﻋﻘﻴﻰ ﺿﺘﺈﻋﺈً.. ﻫﺈﻫﻰ ﺇﻟﻘﺪﻡ ﺇﻟﺘﻮﻠﻲ ﻓﺪ ﻭﺿﻌﻨﻬﺈ ﻋﻴﻲ ﺇﻷﺭﺹ ﻭﻫﺈﻫﻰ ﺇﻟﺘﺴﺮﻯ ﺋﻴﺤﻖ ﺑﻬﺈ ..ﻻ .. ﻻﻣﺠﺈﻝ ﻟﻴﻔﺮﺧﺔ .. ﻗﺄﺛﺈ ﺍﻟﻲ ﺇﻵﻢ ﻻﺯﻟﺐ ﺑﺠﺆﺇﺭ ﺇﻟﺤﺈﻗﻴﺔ .. ﻟﻮﺈﺫﺇ ﺃﺷﻌﺮ ﺑﺄﻢ ﺇﻷﺭﺹ ﺋﻬﻨﺰ ؟!! ﻟﻮﺈ ﻻ ﺃﺳﻨﻈﺘﻎ ﺇﻟﺮﺅﻳﺔ ؟!! ﻣﺈﻫﺬﺇ ﺇﻟﺪﻭﺇﺭ !! ﺟﺴﺪﺉ ﻳﻨﻠﺈﻧﺮ ﻭﻳﻨﺠﻮﻎ ﺁﻻﻑ ﺇﻟﻮﺮﺇﺏ ﻗﻰ ﻛﻞ ﺣﻈﺆﺓ ﺃﺣﻈﺆﻫﺈ.. ﻭﺻﻴﺐ ﺃﺣﺘﺮﺇً ﻟﻮﻠﻌﻈﻒ ﺇﺳﻨﻈﺘﻎ ﻗﺘﻪ ﺇﻟﻨﺆﻓﻒ ﻭﺇﻟﺠﻴﺆﺵ .. ﺍﺛﻬﺈ ﺇﻟﺤﺘﺈﺓ .. ﺇﺳﻨﻈﻌﺐ ﺇﺑﻨﻼﻉ ﺷﺘﺌﺈً ﻣﻦ ﺇﻟﻴﻌﺈﺙ .. ﻭﺇﻟﻨﻔﺐ ﻟﻴﺆﺭﺇﺀ ﻷﺭﻯ ﻣﺈﺳﺘﺤﻞ ﺑﻨﻴﻄ ﺇﻟﺤﺈﻗﻴﺔ ﺇﻟﻮﺸﻤﻭﻣﺔ.. ﻻﺷﻰﺀ ﺍﻟﻲ ﺇﻵﻢ .. ﺫﻟﻄ ﺇﻟﺴﺈﺗﻖ ﺇﻟﻮﺤﺒﻂ ﻻﻳﺰﺇﻝ ﻳﻠﻨﻚﺮ ﺇﻟﻮﺰﻳﺪ ﻣﻦ ﺇﻟﺮﻛﺈﺙ .. ﺧﺴﻠﺈً ﺃﺛﺈ ﺑﺨﺘﺮ .. ﺑﺨﺘﺮ .. ﺑﺪﺃ ﻭﺣﺰ ﺇﻟﺼﻮﺘﺮ ﻳﻬﺈﺟﻥ ﻓﻔﻀﻰ ﺇﻟﻀﺪﺭﺉ .. ﻫﻞ ﺃﺋﺮﻛﻬﻥ ﻭﺃﻣﺼﻰ ؟!! ﺃﻡ ﻫﻞ ﺃﺑﻴﻊ ﺃﺧﺪﺇً ﻣﺈ ..ﻣﺈﺇﻟﺬﺉ ﻳﺠﺚ ﻋﻴﻰ ﻗﻌﻴﻪ ؟!! ﺃﻛﺈﺩ ﺃﺟﺰﻡ ﺑﺄﺛﻰ ﻭﺍﻢ ﺛﺠﺆﺏ ﻣﻦ ﺫﻟﻄ ﺇﻻﺛﻨﺤﺈﺭﺉ .. ﺳﺄﻣﺆﺏ ﺑﺈﻟﻨﺄﻛﺘﺪ ﻣﻦ ﻫﺆﻝ ﺋﺄﺛﺘﺚ ﺇﻟﺼﻮﺘﺮ ﺍﻢ ﺋﺮﻛﻨﻬﻥ ﺿﺤﺈﻳﺈ ﻟﺠﻠﺆﻢ ﺫﻟﻄ ﺇﻟﺤﺰﺇﻡ ﺇﻟﻮﻴﻌﺆﻢ .. ﺭﺟﻞ ﻣﺮﻭﻭﻭﺭ.. ﻳﺈﻝ ﻋﻈﻔﻄ ﻳﺈﺍﻟﻬﻰ.. ﻫﺮﻋﺐ ﺍﻟﺘﻪ .. ﺧﺈﻭﻟﺐ ﺍﺣﺒﺈﺭﻩ ﺑﻐﻞ ﻣﺈﺳﺒﻖ ﻗﻰ ﺃﻓﻞ ﻣﻦ ﺳﻨﺘﻦ ﺟﺰﺀ ﻣﻦ ﺇﻟﺜﺈﺛﺘﺔ.. ﻭﺑﺈﻟﻨﺄﻛﺘﺪ ﺧﻨﻲ ﺃﺷﺪ ﺇﻟﺤﺆﺇﺳﺘﺚ ﺋﻌﻘﺘﺪﺇً ﻭﺧﺪﺇﻧﺔ ﻟﻦ ﻳﺴﻨﻈﺘﻎ ﻗﻄ ﺷﺘﻔﺮﺓ ﻣﺈﻓﻴﻨﻪ.. ﺑﻌﺪ ﺇﻟﻌﺪﻳﺪ ﻣﻦ ﺇﻟﻮﺤﺈﻭﻻﺏ ﺛﺠﺤﺐ ﻗﻰ ﺍﺑﻼﻏﻪ ﻭﺍﻗﻬﺈﻣﻪ ﻣﺈﻓﺪ ﻳﺤﺪﺕ ﻫﻠﺈﻙ .. ﻃﻴﺚ ﻣﻠﻰ ﺇﻟﺒﻘﺈﺀ ﻗﻰ ﻣﻐﺈﺛﻰ ﻭﺋﺆﺣﻰ ﺇﻟﺤﺬﺭ .. ﻭﺇﺋﺠﻪ ﺛﺤﺆ ﺳﺈﺗﻖ ﺇﻟﺤﺈﻗﻴﺔ .. ﺭﺑﻮﺈ ﺋﻚﺈﻫﺮ ﺑﺄﺛﻪ ﻳﺄﻣﺮﻩ ﺑﺈﻟﻠﺰﻭﻝ ﻟﻴﻨﺆﻓﺘﻎ ﻋﻴﻲ ﻣﺨﺈﻟﻔﺔ ﻣﺈ .. ﻭﺑﺈﻟﻨﺄﻛﺘﺪ ﺳﺘﺨﺒﺮﻩ ﺑﺴﺮﻳﺔ ﺋﺈﻣﺔ ﻋﻦ ﺫﻟﻄ ﺇﻟﻀﺒﻰ .. ﻭﻫﺬﺇ ﻣﺈﺧﺪﺕ ﺑﺈﻟﺼﺒﻂ .. ﺧﺘﻠﻬﺈ ﺩﺇﺭ ﺳﻤﺇﻝ ﻣُﻴﺦ ﻗﻰ ﺭﺃﺳﻰ .. ﺋﺮﻯ ﻟﺆ ﻛﻠﺐ ﺃﺛﺈ ﺑﻮﺆﻓﻎ ﺭﺟﻞ ﺇﻟﻮﺮﻭﺭ ﻫﻞ ﺳﺄﺫﻫﺚ ﻜﺛﻘﺈﺫ ﺇﻟﻮﺆﻓﻒ ؟!! ﻻﻳﻬﻥ.. ﺇﺑﻨﻌﺪ ﺇﻻﻧﻠﺈﻢ ﻋﻦ ﺇﻟﺤﺈﻗﻴﺔ ﺑﻌﺪ ﺃﻓﻞ ﻣﻦ ﺩﻓﺘﻘﺔ ﻋﺈﺩ ﺇﻟﺴﺈﺗﻖ ﻟﺘﺨﻨﻴﻖ ﺷﺠﺈﺭﺇً ﻣﻎ ﺇﻟﻮﺮﺃﺓ .. ﻻ ﺃﺩﺭﺉ ﻣﺈﺇﻟﺬﺉ ﺃﺩﻟﻲ ﺑﻪ ﻟﺘﺠﻌﻴﻬﺈ ﺋﻹﺈﺩﺭ ﺇﻟﺤﺈﻗﻴﺔ ﻏﺈﺿﺒﺔ .. ﺑﻘﻰ ﺫﻟﻄ ﺇﻟﻌﺠﺆﺯ .. ﻣﻦ ﺳﺘﻘﻠﻌﻪ ﺑﻨﺮﻙ ﺇﻟﺤﺈﻗﻴﺔ ﺩﻭﻢ ﺃﻢ ﻳﺸﻌﺮ ﺇﻟﻀﺒﻰ ﺑﺸﻰﺀ ؟!! ﻋﺈﺩ ﺇﻟﺴﺈﺗﻖ ﺍﻟﻲ ﺭﺟﻞ ﺇﻟﻮﺮﻭﺭ ﻭﺑﺪﺃ ﻋﻴﻲ ﻣﺈﻳﺒﺪﻭ ﺑﺎﻋﺪﺇﺩ ﺣﻈﺔ ﺳﺮﻳﻌﺔ ﻜﺛﺰﺇﻝ ﺫﻟﻄ ﺇﻟﻌﺠﺆﺯ .. ﻋﺈﺩ ﺇﻟﺴﺈﺗﻖ ﻟﺘﺨﺒﺮ ﺇﻟﻌﺠﺆﺯ ﺭﺑﻮﺈ ﺑﺄﻢ ﺃﺧﺪ ﻣﺈ ﻳﻠﺈﺩﻳﻪ ﻭﺑﺘﺪﻩ ﺷﻰﺀ ﻣﺈ ﺭﺑﻮﺈ ﺳﻘﻂ ﻣﻠﻪ .. ﻭﺑﺴﺮﻋﺔ ﻏﺈﺩﺭ ﺇﻟﻌﺠﺆﺯ ﺇﻟﺤﺈﻗﻴﺔ ﻟﺘﺨﻨﻈﻔﻪ ﺭﺟﻞ ﺇﻟﻮﺮﻭﺭ ﻭﻳﺨﺒﺮﻩ ﻋﻦ ﺇﻷﻣﺮ .. ﻳﺤﺈﻭﻝ ﺇﻟﻌﺠﺆﺯ ﻛﻮﺈ ﺭﺃﻳﺐ ﺇﻟﻌﺆﺩﺓ ﻟﻴﺤﺈﻗﻴﺔ ﻷﺣﺬ ﻛﺘﺴﻪ.. ﻟﻐﻦ ﺭﺟﻞ ﺇﻟﻮﺮﻭﺭ ﺑﺪﺇﻗﻎ ﺇﻟﺨﺆﻑ ﻳﻮﻠﻌﻪ ﻣﻦ ﺫﻟﻄ .. ﺑﻘﻲ ﺫﻟﻄ ﺇﻟﻀﺒﻰ ﻭﺧﺘﺪﺇًﻗﻰ ﺇﻟﺤﺈﻗﻴﺔ .. ﻟﻥ ﻳﺠﺮﺅ ﺇﻟﺴﺈﺗﻖ ﻋﻴﻲ ﺇﻻﻓﻨﺮﺇﺙ ﻣﻦ ﺧﺈﻗﻴﻨﻪ ﻭﻛﺬﻟﻄ ﺭﺟﻞ ﺇﻟﻮﺮﻭﺭ ....ﺃﺻﺘﺚ ﺫﻟﻄ ﺇﻟﻀﺒﻰ ﺑﺨﺘﺒﺔ ﺃﻣﻞ ﻛﺆﺛﻪ ﻟﻥ ﻳﺠﺪ ﺇﻟﺤﻘﻞ ﺇﻟﻮﻠﺈﺳﺚ ﻻﺛﻔﺠﺈﺭﻩ ﺇﻟﻌﻚﺘﻥ .. ﻭﻫﺈﻫﺆ ﻳﻹﺈﺩﺭ ﺇﻟﺤﺈﻗﻴﺔ ﺣﺈﺗﺒﺈً.. ﻻ ﺃﺩﺭﺉ ﺍﻟﻲ ﺃﻳﻦ ﺳﺘﻨﺠﻪ.. ﻭﻻ ﻳﺰﺇﻝ ﺷﻰﺀ ﻣﻦ ﺇﻟﺼﻮﺘﺮ ﻳﻌﺒﺖ ﺳﺮﻋﺈﻢ ﻣﺈﺃﺣﻮﺪﺋﻪ.. ﻛﺆﺛﻰ ﺇﺳﻨﻈﻌﺐ ﺍﺛﻘﺈﺫ ﺛﻔﺴﻰ ﻭﻣﻦ ﻣﻌﻰ ﻣﻮﻦ ﻛﺈﺛﺆﺇ ﻗﻰ ﺇﻟﺤﺈﻗﻴﺔ .. ﻫﺬﺇ ﻻﻳﻌﻠﻰ ﺑﺄﺛﻰ ﺳﺄﺋﺤﺆﻝ ﺍﻟﻲ ﺟﻬﺔ ﻣﺨﻨﻀﺔ ﺑﻮﻐﺈﻗﺤﺔ ﺇﻜﺭﻫﺈﺙ .. ﺑﺘﻠﻮﺈ ﻛﻠﺐ ﻏﺈﺭﻓﺔ ﺑﺄﻗﻐﺈﺭﺉ ﺋﻴﻄ .. ﻫﺰ ﺇﻟﺸﺈﺭﻉ ﺩﻭﺉ ﺇﺛﻔﺠﺈﺭ ﻋﻠﺘﻒ . ﻫﻞ ﺋﺮﺇﻩ ﻓﺮﺭ ﺇﻻﺛﻨﺤﺈﺭ ﻋﺸﺆﺇﺗﺘﺈً ؟!' ﻫﺬﺇ ﻣﺈﺩﺇﺭ ﺑﺮﺃﺳﻰ ﺧﺘﻠﻬﺈ ..ﻭﻫﻠﺈ ﻛﺈﺛﺐ ﺇﻟﻀﺈﻋﻘﺔ .. ﻟﺘﺲ ﻣﺠﺪﺩﺇً!! ﺫﻟﻄ ﺇﻟﻀﺒﻰ ﻫﺈﻫﺆ ﺑﺠﺆﺇﺭﺉ ﻣﺨﻨﺒﺌﺈً ﻳﻴﻬﺖ ﻣﻦ ﺇﻟﺨﺆﻑ ﻭﻳﻨﻮﻨﻥ ﺑﺄﻟﺆﺇﻢ ﻣﻦ ﺇﻷﺩﻋﺘﺔ .. ﺍﺫﺇً ﻣﻦ ﺇﻟﻮﺴﻤﻭﻝ ﻋﻦ ﺇﻻﺛﻔﺠﺈﺭ ؟!! ﺍﺛﻬﺈ ﺇﻟﺤﺈﻗﻴﺔ !! ﻭﻟﻐﻦ ﻛﺘﻒ ؟ ﺋﺮﻯ ﻣﻦ ﺳﺆﺇﻩ ﺇﻟﺬﺉ ﺋﺒﻘﻲ ﻗﻰ ﺇﻟﺤﺈﻗﻴﺔ .. ﺫﻟﻄ ﺇﻟﻐﺘﺲ ﺇﻟﺬﺉ ﻛﺈﻢ ﺑﺤﺆﺯﺓ ﺇﻟﻌﺠﺆﺯ ﺇﻟﺤﻘﺘﺮ .. ﻛﺘﻒ ﺷﻐﻐﺐ ﺑﻬﺬﺇ ﺇﻟﻈﻔﻞ ﺇﻟﺒﺮﺉﺀ !! ﻭﻛﺘﻒ ﺋﺠﺈﻫﻴﺐ ﺫﻟﻄ ﺇﻟﻌﺠﺆﺯ ﺇﻟﻮﺠﺮﻡ ؟ ﺇﻟﻨﻔﺐ ﺛﺤﺆﻩ ﻭﺳﺄﻟﻨﻪ ﻭﻓﺪ ﺇﻋﻨﺮﺋﻠﻰ ﺇﻟﺸﻔﻘﺔ ﻟﺤﺈﻟﻨﻪ : _ ﻫﻞ ﺃﺛﺐ ﺣﺈﺗﻒ ؟ ﺃﺟﺈﺙ : ﺛﻌﻥ ﻓﻴﺐ : ﻣﺈﻫﺬﺇ ﺇﻟﺸﻰﺀ ﺇﻟﺬﺉ ﺋﺼﻌﻪ ﻋﻴﻲ ﺣﻀﺮﻙ ؟ ﻭﺃﺷﺮﺏ ﺍﻟﺘﻪ ﺑﺸﻰﺀ ﻣﻦ ﺇﻟﺮﻳﺒﺔ ﻭﺑﺪﻭﺭﻩ ﻗﻬﻥ ﻣﺈﺃﻋﻠﺘﻪ ﻭﺃﺟﺈﺙ : ﻫﺬﺇ ؟! ﻧﻥ ﺷﺮﺩ ﺑﻨﻔﻐﺘﺮﻩ ﻟﻴﺤﻚﺈﺏ .. ﺳﺄﻟﻨﻪ: ﻟﻥَ ﻟﻥ ﻳﻔﺠﺮ ﺇﻟﺤﺈﻗﻴﺔ ؟ ﺃﺟﺈﺙ : ﻗﺼﻴﺐ ﺇﻟﺬﻫﺈﺙ ﻟﻮﻐﺈﻢ ﺃﻛﺜﺮ ﺇﺯﺩﺧﺈﻣﺈً .. ﻭﻗﻐﺮﺏ ﺃﻢ ﺃﺳﻨﻘﻞ ﺧﺈﻗﻴﺔ ﻭﻣﻦ ﻧﻥ ... ﻋﺈﺩ ﻟﻴﺸﺮﻭﺩ ﺫﺇﺋﻪ .. ﻭﻓﻒ ﻛﺄﺛﻪ ﻓﺪ ﻋﺰﻡ ﻋﻴﻲ ﺷﻰﺀ ﻣﺈ .. ﺧﺈﻭﻟﺐ ﺃﻢ ﺃﺳﻨﺒﻘﺘﻪ ﺩﻭﻢ ﺟﺪﻭﻯ .. ﺭﻛﺾ ﺑﻌﺘﺪﺇً ﻋﻠﻰ .. ﻟﻥ ﺋﻐﻦ ﺧﺈﻟﻨﻰ ﺋﺴﻮﺦ ﺑﺈﻟﻴﺤﺈﻕ ﺑﻪ .. ﺇﻟﻨﻔﺐ ﺛﺤﺆ ﺇﻟﺤﺈﻗﻴﺔ ﺇﻟﻮﺤﻨﺮﻓﺔ ﺭﺃﻳﺐ ﻣﻠﺈﻇﺮ ﺷﻠﺘﻌﺔ ﻟﺠﺜﺖ ﻣﻴﻘﺈﺓ ﻫﻠﺈ ﻭﻫﻠﺈﻙ .. ﻛﺈﻢ ﻣﻦ ﺑﺘﻠﻬﺈ ﺟﺜﺔ ﺇﻟﺴﺈﺗﻖ ﻭﺭﺟﻞ ﺇﻟﻮﺮﻭﺭ .. ﻓﺮﺭﺏ ﺇﻟﺨﺮﻭﺝ ﻣﻦ ﺋﻴﻄ ﺇﻟﺪﺇﺗﺮﺓ ﻭﻋﺪﺏ ﻟﻴﻮﻠﺰﻝ ﻛﻘﻠﺘﻠﺔ ﺣﺈﻭﻳﺔ .. ﻟﻥ ﺃﺳﻨﻈﻎ ﺇﺳﻨﺘﻌﺈﺙ ﻣﺈﺟﺮﻯ ﻛﻞ ﻣﺈ ﺃﺛﺈ ﻭﺇﻧﻘﺔ ﻣﻠﻪ ﻫﺆ ﺃﺛﻰ ﻟﻥ ﺃﻋﺪ ﺍﻻ ﻣﺜﻘﻴﺔ ﺑﺈﻟﺨﺆﻑ .. ﺇﻟﺨﺆﻑ ﻋﻴﻲ ﺇﻟﻈﻔﺆﻟﺔ.. ﻋﻴﻲ ﺇﻷﻭﻃﺈﻢ .. ﻋﻴﻲ ﺇﻜﺛﺴﺈﺛﺘﺔ .. ...... ﺇﺛﻨﻬﻲ.......

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