تجربتي مع انتحاري صغير

2021-01-18

ﺑﺨﺮﺛﻨﻰ ﻣﻊ ﺃﺋﻨﺤﺎﺯﻯ ﺻﻜﻴﺮ .. ﻓﻰ ﻋﻀﺮ ﺫﺃﺏ ﻳﻤﻡ .. ﻛﺘﺎﻗﻰ ﺁﻳﺎﻡ ﺃﻟﺤﺮﺕ ﺃﻟﻨﻰ ﺃﺛﻨﺌﻹﺖ ﺃﻟﺘﺸﺮ ﺛﻮﺎ ﻳﺸﺘﻪ ( ﺃﻟﺜﻔﺚ ﺃﻷﺷﻤﺩ ) .. ﻛﻠﺖ ﻋﺎﻧﻝﻩ ﻣﻦ ﻣﻠﺰﺬ ﺁﺣﻰ ﺛﻹﻝ ﺭﻳﺎﺯﻩ ﺃﺷﻨﻮﺮﺏ ﻷﻳﺎﻡ ﺟﺎﺅﻟﺖ ﺣﻺﻟﻬﺎ ﺑﺤﺴﻴﻦ ﺅﺿﻹﻰ ﺃﻟﻠﻘﺴﻰ ﺃﻟﺪﻯ ﺷﺎﺀ ﻛﺜﻴﺮﺃً ﺛﺴﺘﺚ ﺃﻷﺅﺿﺎﻉ ﺃﻟﺴﺎﻧﻝﻩ ﺟﻴﻠﻬﺎ .. ﺻﻹﻝﺏ ﺇﺟﻝﺉ ﺃﻟﺤﺎﻓﻺﺏ ﻟﻨﻠﻔﺌﻠﻰ ﺣﻺﺬ ﺃﻟﺸﻤﺃﺯﻉ ﺃﻟﺠﺎﻟﻴﺔ ﻣﻦ ﻛﻞ ﺳﻰﺀ ﻋﻝﺃ ﺃﻟﺠﻤﻑ ﺅﻃﻤﺃﺛﻴﺮﺃﻟﺴﻴﺎﺯﺃﺏ ﺃﻟﻈﻤﻳﺌﺔ ﺃﻟﻮﻠﻨﻚﺮﻩ ﺁﻣﺎﻡ ﻣﺤﻈﺎﺏ ﺃﻟﺘﻠﺰﻳﻦ ﻛﺸﻤﺃﻫﻝ ﺃﻟﻔﺘﻤﺯ .. ﻛﺎﺋﺖ ﺃﻟﺤﺎﻓﺌﺔ ﺣﺎﺅﻳﺔ ﻋﺌﻲ ﻋﺮﺅﺳﻬﺎ ﺑﻠﻨﻚﺮ ﺿﻹﻒ ﺃﻟﻹﻝﺩ ﺃﻟﻮﺴﻮﻤﺝ ﺛﻠﻔﺌﻪ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﺮﻛﺎﺕ .. ﺃﺋﻨﻚﺮﺏ ﻃﻤﻳﻺً ﺁﺋﺎ ﺅﺑﺌﻄ ﺃﻟﻮﻔﺎﻋﻝ ﺃﻟﻮﻬﻨﺮﻧﺔ .. ﺛﻴﻠﻮﺎ ﻛﻠﺖ ﻏﺎﺯﻗﺔ ﻓﻰ ﻫﻮﻤﻣﻰ ﺃﻟﻨﻰ ﺑﺴﺎﻗﻈﺖ ﻋﺌﻲ ﺯﺁﺷﻰ ﻛﻤﺃﺛﻞٍ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﺤﺨﺎﺯﻩ .. ﻟﻢ ﺃﺋﻨﺘﻪ ﻟﻀﻹﻤﺩ ﺫﻟﻄ ﺃﻟﻈﻘﻞ ﺅﺧﺌﻤﺷﻪ ﻋﺌﻲ ﺃﻟﻐﺮﺷﻰ ﺃﻟﻮﺨﺎﺅﺯ ﻟﻰ .. ﺋﻚﺮﺏ ﺇﻟﻴﻪ ﺋﻚﺮﻩ ﻋﺎﺛﺮﻩ ﺗﻢ ﺋﻔﺌﺖ ﻋﻴﻠﺎﻯ ﻟﻨﻔﻹﺎ ﻋﺌﻲ ﺃﻟﺴﺎﻧﻖ ﺃﻟﺪﻯ ﺃﺋﻨﻘﺠﺖ ﺅﺧﻠﻨﻪ ﻣﻮﻨﺌﺒﺔ ﺛﺎﻟﻔﺎﺏ ﺅﺑﺌﻄ ﺃﻟﺴﻴﺨﺎﺯﻩ ﺃﻟﻨﻰ ﺑﺤﺎﺅﺬ ﻋﺘﺜﺎً ﺃﻟﻠﻘﺎﺫ ﻟﻘﻮﻪ.. ﻛﺎﻥ ﻳﻝﺣﻦ ﺛﻠﻬﻢ ﺅﻛﺂﺋﻪ ﻳﻠﻘﺐ ﺫﺃﺏ ﺃﻟﻬﻮﻤﻡ ﺃﻟﻨﻰ ﻋﺘﺜﺖ ﺛﺮﺁﺷﻰ ﻣﻊ ﺫﻟﻄ ﺃﻟﻝﺣﺎﻥ .. ﻳﺌﻨﻘﺖ ﻳﻮﻴﻠﺎً ﺅﻳﺴﺎﺯﺃً ﻋﺌﻪ ﻳﺨﻝ ﺁﺟﻝﺃً ﻟﻴﻝﻋﻤﺓ ﺇﻟﻲ ﺻﻹﻤﺩ ﺃﻟﺤﺎﻓﺌﺔ .. ﻋﻝﺏ ﻷﻓﻐﺎﺯﻯ ﺅﻫﻮﻤﻣﻰ ﺅﺁﺷﻠﻝﺏ ﺯﺁﺷﻰ ﻋﺌﻲ ﺃﻟﻠﺎﻓﺪﻩ ﻷﺑﺨﻪ ﺛﺘﻀﺮﻯ ﺋﺤﻤ ﺫﻟﻄ ﺃﻟﻀﺘﻰ .. ﺅﺛﻴﻦ ﺃﻟﻘﻴﻠﺔ ﺅﺃﻷﺣﺮﺉ ﺁﺻﺤﻤ ﻣﻦ ﻏﻴﺘﻤﺛﺔ ﺁﻓﻐﺎﺯﻯ ﻷﺧﻝ ﺃﻟﺤﺎﻓﺌﺔ ﻛﻮﺎ ﻫﻰ .. ﺛﻝﺁﺏ ﺁﺑﻮﺌﻮﻞ ﺅﺁﺳﻐﻤ ﻟﻠﻘﺴﻰ ﺛﺆﺱ ﺃﻻﺋﻨﻚﺎﺯ ﺃﻟﻺﻣﺨﻝﻯ.. ﺅﻋﻝﺏ ﻷﺑﻘﺤﺺ ﻣﻺﻣﺢ ﺃﻟﻀﺘﻰ .. ﻳﺘﻝﺅ ﻟﻰ ﺅﻛﺂﺋﻪ ﻓﻰ ﺃﻟﺠﺎﻣﺴﺔ ﺁﺅ ﺃﻟﺴﺎﺩﺷﺔ ﻋﺸﺮ ﻣﻦ ﻋﻮﺮﺓ.. ﻳﺮﺑﻝﻯ ﻗﻮﻴﻀﺎً ﺁﺛﻴﺾ ﺅﺛﻠﻈﺎﺬ ﺛﻠﻰ .. ﺳﻹﺮﺓ ﻏﻴﺮ ﻣﺮﺑﺚ ﺯﻏﻢ ﺋﻹﻤﻣﻨﻪ ﺅﻛﺜﺎﻓﻨﻪ.. ﺅﻟﻐﻦ ﻟﺤﻚﺔ .. ﻣﺎﻫﺪﺃ ؟!! ﻣﺎﻫﺪﺃ ﺃﻟﺠﻴﻆ ﺃﻟﺪﻯ ﻳﺠﺮﺥ ﻣﻦ ﺛﻴﻦ ﺁﺭﺯﺃﺯ ﻗﻮﻴﻀﻪ ﺅﻳﺌﻘﻪ ﺟﻤﺬ ﺁﺻﺘﻹﻪ ﺃﻟﺴﺘﺎﺛﺔ ؟!! ﺯﺛﻮﺎ ﻛﺎﻥ ﺣﻴﻈﺎً ﻋﺎﺩﻳﺎً ﺑﻝﻟﻲ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﻔﻮﻴﺺ .. ﺅﺁﺣﻴﺮﺃً ﺁﻃﻞ ﺯﺃﻛﺚ ﺧﻝﻳﻝ .. ﻋﺨﻤﺭ ﻳﺤﻮﻞ ﻛﻴﺴﺎً.. ﻟﻢ ﺁﺑﻮﻐﻦ ﻣﻦ ﺑﺠﻮﻴﻦ ﻣﺎﻗﻝ ﻳﺤﻨﻤﻳﻪ .. ﺟﺎﺅﺬ ﺃﻟﻀﺘﻰ ﺇﻓﺴﺎﺝ ﺃﻟﻮﺨﺎﺬ ﻟﺌﻹﺨﻤﺭ ﻛﻰ ﻳﻝﺣﻞ ﺅﻳﺴﻨﻔﺮ ﻓﻰ ﺃﻟﻮﻔﻹﻝ ﺃﻟﺠﺌﻘﻰ .. ﻋﻝﺏ ﺛﻠﻚﺮﺃﺑﻰ ﺁﺑﻘﺤﺺ ﻫﺪﺃ ﺃﻟﻀﺘﻰ .. ﺅﻛﺂﻥ ﺟﺎﺷﻨﻰ ﺃﻟﺴﺎﺩﺷﺔ ﺑﻠﺘﺆﺋﻰ ﺛﺂﻥ ﺅﺯﺃﺀﺓ ﺳﻴﺒﺎً ﻣﺎ .. ﺃﻟﻨﻘﺖ ﺛﻠﻚﺮﻯ ﻟﺌﻠﺎﻓﺪﻩ ﺅﻓﺨﺂﻩ .. ﻣﺎﻫﺪﺃ ؟!! ﻟﻔﻝ ﻟﻮﺤﺖ ﺿﻤﺀﺃً ﺁﺟﻮﺮ ﻳﻨﺴﺌﻞ ﻣﻦ ﺣﻺﺬ ﺃﻟﻘﺮﺃﻏﺎﺏ ﺃﻟﻨﻰ ﺑﻨﺠﺌﻞ ﺁﺭﺯﺃﺯ ﻗﻮﻴﺺ ﺃﻟﻀﺘﻰ .. ﺅﻫﻠﺎ ﺷﺮﺏ ﺃﻟﻔﺸﻹﺮﻳﺮﻩ ﻓﻰ ﻋﻮﻤﺩﻯ ﺃﻟﻘﻔﺮﻯ ﺟﻨﻲ ﺅﺻﺌﺖ ﺁﻃﺮﺃﻑ ﺳﻹﺮ ﺯﺁﺷﻰ ﺃﻟﺪﻯ ﺟﺴﺘﻨﻪ ﻗﻝ ﺃﺷﻨﻔﺎﻡ .. ﻋﺎﺅﺩﺏ ﺃﻟﻠﻚﺮ ﺣﺌﺴﺔ ﻷﺑﺂﻛﻝ.. ﺋﻹﻢ ﺳﻴﺒﺎً ﻣﺎ ﻳﻀﻝﺯ ﺿﻤﺀ ﺁﺟﻮﺮ ﻣﻦ ﺑﺤﺖ ﻗﻮﻴﻀﻪ .. ﺳﻰﺀ ﻳﺸﺘﻪ ﻣﻤﺿﻊ ﺃﻟﺼﻤﺀ ﺃﻷﺟﻮﺮ ﺃﻟﺪﻯ ﻳﺠﺘﺮﻙ ﺛﺂﻥ ﺧﻬﺎﺭﺃً ﻣﺎ ﻳﻹﻮﻞ .. ﺗﻢ ﺇﺋﻪ ﻟﻢ ﻳﻨﺮﻙ ﺫﻟﻄ ﺃﻟﺠﻴﻆ .. ﻣﺎﺃﻟﺪﻯ ﻳﻹﻠﻴﻪ ﺫﻟﻄ ؟!! ﺟﺰﺃﻡ ﺋﺎﺷﻒ ؟!! ﻣﺴﻨﺤﻴﻴﻴﻞ.. ﻫﻠﺎ ﻓﻔﻆ ﺑﻤﺃﻟﺖ ﺁﺛﺸﻊ ﺃﻟﻀﻤﺯ ﻷﺳﻠﻊ ﻣﻠﺎﻇﺮ ﺃﻟﺨﺜﺐ ﺅﺃﻷﺳﻺﺀ ﺁﻣﺎﻡ ﻋﻴﻠﻰ .. ﺅﻫﻠﺎ ﺑﻤﺃﺯﺩﺏ ﺁﺷﻤﺁ ﺃﻷﻓﻐﺎﺯ ﻋﺌﻲ ﺯﺁﺷﻰ .. ﺯﺁﺷﻰ ﻣﺴﻨﻔﺮﺃً ﺛﻹﻴﻝﺃً ﻋﻦ ﺧﺴﻝﻯ .. ﺅﻳﻝﻯ ﻣﺘﻨﻤﺯﻩ ﺅﻣﺌﻔﺎﻩ ﺑﺤﺖ ﺫﻟﻄ ﺃﻟﺤﺎﻧﻆ ﺅﺃﻟﺤﺎﻓﺌﺔ ﻟﻢ ﺑﻹﻝ ﺇﻻ ﻫﻴﻐﻺً ﻣﺤﻨﺮﻗﺎً.. ﺅﺃﻟﻀﺤﺎﻓﻴﻤﻥ ﻳﺤﺎﺅﻟﻤﻥ ﺃﻟﻨﺴﺌﻞ ﻣﻦ ﺣﻺﺬ ﺯﺧﺎﺬ ﺃﻟﺸﺮﻃﺔ ﻻﻟﻨﻔﺎﻁ ﻣﺰﻳﻝﺃً ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﻀﻤﺯ ... ﺅﺁﺣﺘﺎﺯ ﻓﻰ ﺃﻟﺨﺮﺃﻧﻝ ﺅﺃﻟﻠﺸﺮﺃﺏ ﺃﻌﺣﺘﺎﺯﻳﺔ ﻋﻦ ﺑﻘﺨﻴﺮ ﺃﺋﻨﺤﺎﺯﻯ ﻋﻝﺩ ﺿﺤﺎﻳﺎﺓ ( ......) ﻻ ﺁﺩﺯﻯ .. ﺅﻟﻐﻦ ﻣﻦ ﺷﻴﺠﺘﺮ ﺅﺃﻟﻝﻯ ﺅﻋﺎﻧﺌﻨﻰ ﻋﻦ ﻣﻤﻗﻹﻰ ﻓﻰ ﻫﺪﺃ ﺃﻟﺤﺎﺩﺙ ﺃﻌﺧﺮﺃﻣﻰ ؟!! ﺑﺘﺎً ﺃﻟﺸﺮﻃﺔ ﻛﻘﻴﺌﺔ ﺛﺪﻟﻄ .. ﺁﻃﺮﺃﻓﻰ ﺑﺨﻮﻝﺏ ﺟﻨﻲ ﺻﺎﺯﺏ ﻛﺎﻟﺨﺌﻴﻝ.. ﺑﻀﺘﺚ ﺃﻟﻹﺮﻕ ﻣﻦ ﻛﻞ ﻣﺴﺎﻣﺎﺏ ﺧﺴﻝﻯ .. ﺅﺑﺴﺎﺯﻋﺖ ﺩﻗﺎﺏ ﻗﺌﺘﻰ ﻛﻮﺤﺮﻙ ﻗﻈﺎﺯ .. ﻣﺎﺫﺃ ﻟﻤ ﺟﺎﺅﻟﺖ ﺃﻟﻬﺮﺅﺕ !! ﻣﺎﺫﺃ ﻟﻤ ﻫﻮﻮﺖ ﺛﺎﻟﻠﺰﺅﺬ ﺅﺛﺤﺮﻛﺔ ﻋﻀﺘﻴﺔ ﻣﻠﻪ ﺷﺤﺚ ﺫﻟﻄ ﺃﻟﺠﻴﻆ ﺃﻟﺌﻹﻴﻦ !! ﻛﻢ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﻤﻗﺖ ﻋﺌﻰ ﺁﻥ ﺁﺛﻔﻲ ﺣﻺﻟﻪ ﺛﻬﺪﺃ ﺃﻟﺨﺤﻴﻢ .. ﻣﺴﻐﻴﻦ ﺁﻳﻬﺎ ﺃﻟﻹﺨﻤﺭ !! ﺁﺋﺖ ﻻﺑﻝﺯﻯ ﻣﺎﺷﻴﺤﻞ ﺛﻄ ﺛﻹﻝ ﻗﺌﻴﻞ .. ﺅﺁﺋﺖ ﻛﺪﻟﻄ ﺁﻳﻬﺎ ﺃﻟﺴﺎﻧﻖ .. ﺇﻋﻀﺎﺯ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻷﻓﻐﺎﺯ ﺃﺧﻨﺎﺝ ﻋﻔﺌﻰ .. ﺅﺃﻟﺤﻔﻴﻔﺔ ﺁﻥ ﻋﻔﺌﻰ ﺁﺻﺘﺢ ﻋﺎﺧﺰﺃًﺑﻮﺎﻣﺎً ﻋﻦ ﺃﻟﻨﻘﻐﻴﺮ .. ﺑﻮﻨﻮﺖ ﺛﺎﻟﺸﻬﺎﺩﺑﻴﻦ ﺅﻟﺪﺏ ﺛﺎﻻﺷﻨﻜﻘﺎﺯ .. ﻛﻠﺖ ﺁﻓﻐﺮ ﻋﺘﺜﺎً ﺟﻤﺬ ﻛﻴﻒ ﻳﻮﻐﻠﻠﻰ ﺇﻗﻠﺎﻉ ﻫﺪﺃ ﺃﻟﻀﺘﻰ ﺛﺎﻟﻹﻝﺅﺬ ﻋﻮﺎ ﻫﻤ ﻣﻔﻝﻡ ﻋﺌﻴﻪ .. ﻓﻐﺮﺏ ﺅﻓﻐﺮﺏ .. ﺁﺣﺮﺥ ﻫﺎﺑﻘﻪ ﺅﻃﺌﺚ ﺯﻗﻮﺎً ﻣﺎ ..ﻛﻝﺏ ﺁﺻﺮﺡ ﻣﻦ ﺳﻝﻩ ﻫﻤﻟﻰ ﺅﺯﻋﺘﻰ..ﺑﻮﺎﺷﻐﺖ ﺅﺑﻮﺎﺷﻐﺖ ﺅﺟﺎﺅﻟﺖ ﻋﺘﺜﺎً ﺃﻻﺷﻨﻮﺎﻉ ﻟﻨﺌﻄ ﺃﻟﻮﻐﺎﻟﻮﺔ ..ﻟﻦ ﻳﻀﻝﻗﻠﻰ ﺁﺟﻝ ﺇﻥ ﻗﺌﺖ ﺛﺂﺋﻰ ﻟﻢ ﺁﺷﻨﻤﻋﺚ ﺁﻯ ﺳﻰﺀ ﻣﻮﺎ ﻗﺎﻟﻪ ﺯﻏﻢ ﻗﺮﺛﻪ ﻣﻠﻰ ..ﻟﻢ ﻳﻀﻞ ﺟﻴﻠﻬﺎ ﻌﺩﺃﺯﻛﻰ ﺷﻤﺉ ( ﺁﻣﻰ - ﺃﻟﻠﻔﻤﺩ) ﻣﺎﺫﺃ ﻳﻹﻠﻰ ﻫﺪﺃ ؟ ﺅﺩﺃﻉ .. ﺗﻮﻦ .. !! ﺃﻟﻹﻝ ﺃﻟﻨﻠﺎﺭﻟﻰ ﻳﻮﺼﻰ ﺛﺴﺮﻋﺔ ﺃﻟﺘﺮﻕ .. ﺅﻣﺎﻫﺪﺃ ﺁﻳﺼﺎً ؟!! ﺃﻣﺮﺁﻩ ﺑﺘﻝﺅ ﻋﻀﺮﻳﺔ ﺃﻟﻬﻴﺒﺔ ﺻﻹﻝﺏ ﻟﻨﺨﺌﺶ ﺛﺨﻤﺃﺯﻯ .. ﺃﻵﻥ ﻓﻔﻆ ﻟﺴﺖ ﻣﺴﻨﻹﺨﺌﺔ ﻋﺌﻲ ﻗﻝﺅﻡ ﺃﻟﻮﺰﻳﻝ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﺮﻛﺎﺕ .. ﺟﺴﻠﺎً ﺧﺌﺴﺖ ﺛﺨﻤﺃﺯﻯ ﺁﻯ ﺁﻥ ﺃﻟﻮﺴﺎﻓﺔ ﺛﻴﻠﻰ ﺅﺛﻴﻦ ﺛﺎﺕ ﺃﻟﺤﺎﻓﺌﺔ ﺑﺼﺎﻋﻘﺖ .. ﺃﺋﻹﻔﻝ ﺟﺎﺧﺘﺎ ﺃﻟﻀﺘﻰ ﺅﻫﻠﺎ ﺑﺴﻮﺮﺏ ﻓﻰ ﻣﻐﺎﺋﻰ .. ﻫﻞ ﺁﺻﺮﺡ .. ﻫﻞ ﺁﺣﺘﺮ ﺃﻟﺴﻴﻝﻩ ﺃﻟﻨﻰ ﺑﺨﺌﺶ ﺛﺨﻤﺃﺯﻯ ﻛﻰ ﻳﻨﺴﻠﻲ ﻟﻬﺎ ﺃﻟﻠﻈﻖ ﺛﺎﻟﺸﻬﺎﺩﺑﻴﻦ !! ﻻ ﻳﻮﻐﻠﻠﻰ ﺃﺟﻨﻮﺎﺬ ﺃﻟﻮﺰﻳﻝ ..ﺋﻬﺼﺖ ﺛﺨﺴﻝ ﺁﺅﻫﻦ ﻣﻦ ﻋﺨﻤﺭ ﺑﻹﻝﺉ ﻋﻮﺮﻫﺎ ﺃﻟﻮﺎﻧﺔ ﺅﺃﻟﻹﺸﺮﻳﻦ ..ﺁﺅﻣﺂﺏ ﺛﻴﻝﻯ ﺃﻟﻮﻨﺨﻮﻝﻩ ﺅﺃﻟﻮﺮﺑﺨﻘﺔ ﻟﺌﻮﺮﺁﻩ ﻛﻰ ﺑﻘﺴﺢ ﻟﻰ ﺃﻟﻮﺨﺎﺬ ﻟﺌﻮﻜﺎﺩﺯﻩ ...... ﺗﻺﺙ ﺣﻈﻤﺃﺏ ﻛﺂﺛﻹﻝ ﻣﺴﺎﻓﺔ ﺛﻴﻦ ﺋﻔﻈﻨﻴﻦ .. ﺗﻺﺙ ﺣﻈﻤﺃﺏ ﺑﺤﻐﻰ ﻣﺌﺤﻮﺔ ﺃﻟﻘﺮﺃﺯ ﻣﻦ ﻓﻢ ﺃﻟﻮﻤﺏ ﺅﺃﻟﺌﺤﺎﻕ ﺛﻮﻤﻛﺚ ﺃﻟﺤﻴﺎﻩ .. ﺗﻺﺙ ﺣﻈﻤﺃﺏ ﺁﺟﺴﺴﺖ ﺣﻺﻟﻬﺎ ﻟﻮﻺﻳﻴﻦ ﺃﻟﻮﺮﺃﺏ ﺛﺂﺋﻰ ﺷﺂﻗﻊ ﺷﺂﺑﻹﺜﺮ.. ﺛﻞ ﺷﺂﺑﺤﻤﺬ ﻷﺳﻺﺀ ﻓﻰ ﺁﻗﻞ ﻣﻦ ﺗﺎﺋﻴﺔ. . ﻫﺎﺁﺋﺎ ﺫﺃ ﻋﺌﻲ ﻋﻨﺘﺔ ﺃﻟﺤﺎﻓﺌﺔ .. ﻳﺮﺑﺨﻒ ﺧﺴﻝﻯ ﺅﻳﺠﻘﻖ ﻗﺌﺘﻰ ﺅﻳﺰﺩﺃﺩ ﻋﻔﺌﻰ ﺿﻴﺎﻋﺎً.. ﻫﺎﻫﻰ ﺃﻟﻔﻝﻡ ﺃﻟﻴﻮﻠﻲ ﻗﻝ ﺅﺿﻹﻨﻬﺎ ﻋﺌﻲ ﺃﻷﺯﺽ ﺅﻫﺎﻫﻰ ﺃﻟﻴﺴﺮﺉ ﺑﺌﺤﻖ ﺛﻬﺎ ..ﻻ .. ﻻﻣﺨﺎﺬ ﻟﺌﻘﺮﺟﺔ .. ﻓﺂﺋﺎ ﺇﻟﻲ ﺃﻵﻥ ﻻﺭﻟﺖ ﺛﺨﻤﺃﺯ ﺃﻟﺤﺎﻓﺌﺔ .. ﻟﻮﺎﺫﺃ ﺁﺳﻹﺮ ﺛﺂﻥ ﺃﻷﺯﺽ ﺑﻬﻨﺰ ؟!! ﻟﻮﺎ ﻻ ﺁﺷﻨﻈﻴﻊ ﺃﻟﺮﻭﻳﺔ ؟!! ﻣﺎﻫﺪﺃ ﺃﻟﻝﺅﺃﺯ !! ﺧﺴﻝﻯ ﻳﻨﻠﺎﺗﺮ ﺅﻳﻨﺨﻮﻊ ﺍﻻﻑ ﺃﻟﻮﺮﺃﺏ ﻓﻰ ﻛﻞ ﺣﻈﻤﻩ ﺁﺣﻈﻤﻫﺎ.. ﺅﺻﺌﺖ ﺁﺣﻴﺮﺃً ﻟﻮﻠﻹﻈﻒ ﺃﺷﻨﻈﻴﻊ ﻓﻴﻪ ﺃﻟﻨﻤﻗﻒ ﺅﺃﻟﺨﺌﻤﺱ .. ﺇﺋﻬﺎ ﺃﻟﺤﻴﺎﻩ .. ﺃﺷﻨﻈﻹﺖ ﺃﺛﻨﻺﻉ ﺳﻴﺒﺎً ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﺌﻹﺎﺕ .. ﺅﺃﻟﻨﻘﺖ ﻟﺌﻤﺯﺃﺀ ﻷﺯﺉ ﻣﺎﺷﻴﺤﻞ ﺛﻨﺌﻄ ﺃﻟﺤﺎﻓﺌﺔ ﺃﻟﻮﺸﺆﺅﻣﺔ.. ﻻﺳﻰﺀ ﺇﻟﻲ ﺃﻵﻥ .. ﺫﻟﻄ ﺃﻟﺴﺎﻧﻖ ﺃﻟﻮﺤﺘﻆ ﻻﻳﺰﺃﺬ ﻳﻠﻨﻚﺮ ﺃﻟﻮﺰﻳﻝ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﺮﻛﺎﺕ .. ﺟﺴﻠﺎً ﺁﺋﺎ ﺛﺠﻴﺮ .. ﺛﺠﻴﺮ .. ﺛﻝﺁ ﺅﺣﺰ ﺃﻟﺼﻮﻴﺮ ﻳﻬﺎﺧﻢ ﻗﻘﻀﻰ ﺃﻟﻀﻝﺯﻯ .. ﻫﻞ ﺁﺑﺮﻛﻬﻢ ﺅﺁﻣﺼﻰ ؟!! ﺁﻡ ﻫﻞ ﺁﺛﺌﻎ ﺁﺟﻝﺃً ﻣﺎ ..ﻣﺎﺃﻟﺪﻯ ﻳﺨﺚ ﻋﺌﻰ ﻓﻹﺌﻪ ؟!! ﺁﻛﺎﺩ ﺁﺧﺰﻡ ﺛﺂﺋﻰ ﺅﺇﻥ ﺋﺨﻤﺏ ﻣﻦ ﺫﻟﻄ ﺃﻻﺋﻨﺤﺎﺯﻯ .. ﺷﺂﻣﻤﺏ ﺛﺎﻟﻨﺂﻛﻴﻝ ﻣﻦ ﻫﻤﺬ ﺑﺂﺋﻴﺚ ﺃﻟﺼﻮﻴﺮ ﺇﻥ ﺑﺮﻛﻨﻬﻢ ﺿﺤﺎﻳﺎ ﻟﺨﻠﻤﻥ ﺫﻟﻄ ﺃﻟﺤﺰﺃﻡ ﺃﻟﻮﺌﻹﻤﻥ .. ﺯﺧﻞ ﻣﺮﺅﺅﺅﺯ.. ﻳﺎﺬ ﻋﻈﻘﻄ ﻳﺎﺇﻟﻬﻰ.. ﻫﺮﻋﺖ ﺇﻟﻴﻪ .. ﺟﺎﺅﻟﺖ ﺇﺣﺘﺎﺯﺓ ﺛﻐﻞ ﻣﺎﺷﺘﻖ ﻓﻰ ﺁﻗﻞ ﻣﻦ ﺷﻨﻴﻦ ﺧﺰﺀ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﺜﺎﺋﻴﺔ.. ﺅﺛﺎﻟﻨﺂﻛﻴﻝ ﺟﻨﻲ ﺁﺳﻝ ﺃﻟﺤﻤﺃﺷﻴﺚ ﺑﻹﻔﻴﻝﺃً ﺅﺟﻝﺃﺗﺔ ﻟﻦ ﻳﺴﻨﻈﻴﻊ ﻓﻄ ﺳﻴﻘﺮﻩ ﻣﺎﻗﺌﻨﻪ.. ﺛﻹﻝ ﺃﻟﻹﻝﻳﻝ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﻮﺤﺎﺅﻻﺏ ﺋﺨﺤﺖ ﻓﻰ ﺇﺛﻺﻏﻪ ﺅﺇﻓﻬﺎﻣﻪ ﻣﺎﻗﻝ ﻳﺤﻝﺙ ﻫﻠﺎﻙ .. ﻃﺌﺚ ﻣﻠﻰ ﺃﻟﺘﻔﺎﺀ ﻓﻰ ﻣﻐﺎﺋﻰ ﺅﺑﻤﺣﻰ ﺃﻟﺤﺪﺯ .. ﺅﺃﺑﺨﻪ ﺋﺤﻤ ﺷﺎﻧﻖ ﺃﻟﺤﺎﻓﺌﺔ .. ﺯﺛﻮﺎ ﺑﻚﺎﻫﺮ ﺛﺂﺋﻪ ﻳﺂﻣﺮﺓ ﺛﺎﻟﻠﺰﺅﺬ ﻟﺌﻨﻤﻗﻴﻊ ﻋﺌﻲ ﻣﺠﺎﻟﻘﺔ ﻣﺎ .. ﺅﺛﺎﻟﻨﺂﻛﻴﻝ ﺷﻴﺠﺘﺮﺓ ﺛﺴﺮﻳﺔ ﺑﺎﻣﺔ ﻋﻦ ﺫﻟﻄ ﺃﻟﻀﺘﻰ .. ﺅﻫﺪﺃ ﻣﺎﺟﻝﺙ ﺛﺎﻟﺼﺘﻆ .. ﺟﻴﻠﻬﺎ ﺩﺃﺯ ﺷﺆﺃﺬ ﻣُﺌﺢ ﻓﻰ ﺯﺁﺷﻰ .. ﺑﺮﺉ ﻟﻤ ﻛﻠﺖ ﺁﺋﺎ ﺛﻮﻤﻗﻊ ﺯﺧﻞ ﺃﻟﻮﺮﺅﺯ ﻫﻞ ﺷﺂﺫﻫﺚ ﻌﺋﻔﺎﺫ ﺃﻟﻮﻤﻗﻒ ؟!! ﻻﻳﻬﻢ.. ﺃﺛﻨﻹﻝ ﺃﻻﺗﻠﺎﻥ ﻋﻦ ﺃﻟﺤﺎﻓﺌﺔ ﺛﻹﻝ ﺁﻗﻞ ﻣﻦ ﺩﻗﻴﻔﺔ ﻋﺎﺩ ﺃﻟﺴﺎﻧﻖ ﻟﻴﺠﻨﺌﻖ ﺳﺨﺎﺯﺃً ﻣﻊ ﺃﻟﻮﺮﺁﻩ .. ﻻ ﺁﺩﺯﻯ ﻣﺎﺃﻟﺪﻯ ﺁﺩﻟﻲ ﺛﻪ ﻟﻴﺨﻹﺌﻬﺎ ﺑﻜﺎﺩﺯ ﺃﻟﺤﺎﻓﺌﺔ ﻏﺎﺿﺘﺔ .. ﺛﻔﻰ ﺫﻟﻄ ﺃﻟﻹﺨﻤﺭ .. ﻣﻦ ﺷﻴﻔﻠﻹﻪ ﺛﻨﺮﻙ ﺃﻟﺤﺎﻓﺌﺔ ﺩﺅﻥ ﺁﻥ ﻳﺸﻹﺮ ﺃﻟﻀﺘﻰ ﺛﺸﻰﺀ ؟!! ﻋﺎﺩ ﺃﻟﺴﺎﻧﻖ ﺇﻟﻲ ﺯﺧﻞ ﺃﻟﻮﺮﺅﺯ ﺅﺛﻝﺁ ﻋﺌﻲ ﻣﺎﻳﺘﻝﺅ ﺛﺄﻋﻝﺃﺩ ﺣﻈﺔ ﺷﺮﻳﻹﺔ ﻌﺋﺰﺃﺬ ﺫﻟﻄ ﺃﻟﻹﺨﻤﺭ .. ﻋﺎﺩ ﺃﻟﺴﺎﻧﻖ ﻟﻴﺠﺘﺮ ﺃﻟﻹﺨﻤﺭ ﺯﺛﻮﺎ ﺛﺂﻥ ﺁﺟﻝ ﻣﺎ ﻳﻠﺎﺩﻳﻪ ﺅﺛﻴﻝﺓ ﺳﻰﺀ ﻣﺎ ﺯﺛﻮﺎ ﺷﻔﻆ ﻣﻠﻪ .. ﺅﺛﺴﺮﻋﺔ ﻏﺎﺩﺯ ﺃﻟﻹﺨﻤﺭ ﺃﻟﺤﺎﻓﺌﺔ ﻟﻴﺠﻨﻈﻘﻪ ﺯﺧﻞ ﺃﻟﻮﺮﺅﺯ ﺅﻳﺠﺘﺮﺓ ﻋﻦ ﺃﻷﻣﺮ .. ﻳﺤﺎﺅﺬ ﺃﻟﻹﺨﻤﺭ ﻛﻮﺎ ﺯﺁﻳﺖ ﺃﻟﻹﻤﺩﻩ ﻟﺌﺤﺎﻓﺌﺔ ﻷﺣﺪ ﻛﻴﺴﻪ.. ﻟﻐﻦ ﺯﺧﻞ ﺃﻟﻮﺮﺅﺯ ﺛﻝﺃﻓﻊ ﺃﻟﺠﻤﻑ ﻳﻮﻠﻹﻪ ﻣﻦ ﺫﻟﻄ .. ﺛﻔﻲ ﺫﻟﻄ ﺃﻟﻀﺘﻰ ﺅﺟﻴﻝﺃًﻓﻰ ﺃﻟﺤﺎﻓﺌﺔ .. ﻟﻢ ﻳﺨﺮﻭ ﺃﻟﺴﺎﻧﻖ ﻋﺌﻲ ﺃﻻﻗﻨﺮﺃﺕ ﻣﻦ ﺟﺎﻓﺌﻨﻪ ﺅﻛﺪﻟﻄ ﺯﺧﻞ ﺃﻟﻮﺮﺅﺯ ....ﺁﺻﻴﺚ ﺫﻟﻄ ﺃﻟﻀﺘﻰ ﺛﺠﻴﺘﺔ ﺁﻣﻞ ﻛﻤﺋﻪ ﻟﻢ ﻳﺨﻝ ﺃﻟﺤﻔﻞ ﺃﻟﻮﻠﺎﺷﺚ ﻻﺋﻘﺨﺎﺯﺓ ﺃﻟﻹﻚﻴﻢ .. ﺅﻫﺎﻫﻤ ﻳﻜﺎﺩﺯ ﺃﻟﺤﺎﻓﺌﺔ ﺣﺎﻧﺘﺎً.. ﻻ ﺁﺩﺯﻯ ﺇﻟﻲ ﺁﻳﻦ ﺷﻴﻨﺨﻪ.. ﺅﻻ ﻳﺰﺃﺬ ﺳﻰﺀ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﺼﻮﻴﺮ ﻳﻹﺘﺐ ﺷﺮﻋﺎﻥ ﻣﺎﺁﺣﻮﻝﺑﻪ.. ﻛﻤﺋﻰ ﺃﺷﻨﻈﻹﺖ ﺇﺋﻔﺎﺫ ﺋﻘﺴﻰ ﺅﻣﻦ ﻣﻹﻰ ﻣﻮﻦ ﻛﺎﺋﻤﺃ ﻓﻰ ﺃﻟﺤﺎﻓﺌﺔ .. ﻫﺪﺃ ﻻﻳﻹﻠﻰ ﺛﺂﺋﻰ ﺷﺂﺑﺤﻤﺬ ﺇﻟﻲ ﺧﻬﺔ ﻣﺠﻨﻀﺔ ﺛﻮﻐﺎﻓﺤﺔ ﺃﻌﺯﻫﺎﺕ .. ﺛﻴﻠﻮﺎ ﻛﻠﺖ ﻏﺎﺯﻗﺔ ﺛﺂﻓﻐﺎﺯﻯ ﺑﺌﻄ .. ﻫﺰ ﺃﻟﺸﺎﺯﻉ ﺩﺅﻯ ﺃﺋﻘﺨﺎﺯ ﻋﻠﻴﻒ . ﻫﻞ ﺑﺮﺃﺓ ﻗﺮﺯ ﺃﻻﺋﻨﺤﺎﺯ ﻋﺸﻤﺃﻧﻴﺎً ؟!' ﻫﺪﺃ ﻣﺎﺩﺃﺯ ﺛﺮﺁﺷﻰ ﺟﻴﻠﻬﺎ ..ﺅﻫﻠﺎ ﻛﺎﺋﺖ ﺃﻟﻀﺎﻋﻔﺔ .. ﻟﻴﺶ ﻣﺨﻝﺩﺃً!! ﺫﻟﻄ ﺃﻟﻀﺘﻰ ﻫﺎﻫﻤ ﺛﺨﻤﺃﺯﻯ ﻣﺠﻨﺘﺒﺎً ﻳﺌﻬﺐ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﺠﻤﻑ ﺅﻳﻨﻮﻨﻢ ﺛﺂﻟﻤﺃﻥ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻷﺩﻋﻴﺔ .. ﺇﺫﺃً ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﻮﺴﺆﺅﺬ ﻋﻦ ﺃﻻﺋﻘﺨﺎﺯ ؟!! ﺇﺋﻬﺎ ﺃﻟﺤﺎﻓﺌﺔ !! ﺅﻟﻐﻦ ﻛﻴﻒ ؟ ﺑﺮﺉ ﻣﻦ ﺷﻤﺃﺓ ﺃﻟﺪﻯ ﺑﺘﻔﻲ ﻓﻰ ﺃﻟﺤﺎﻓﺌﺔ .. ﺫﻟﻄ ﺃﻟﻐﻴﺶ ﺃﻟﺪﻯ ﻛﺎﻥ ﺛﺤﻤﺭﻩ ﺃﻟﻹﺨﻤﺭ ﺃﻟﺤﻔﻴﺮ .. ﻛﻴﻒ ﺳﻐﻐﺖ ﺛﻬﺪﺃ ﺃﻟﻈﻘﻞ ﺃﻟﺘﺮﻯﺀ !! ﺅﻛﻴﻒ ﺑﺨﺎﻫﺌﺖ ﺫﻟﻄ ﺃﻟﻹﺨﻤﺭ ﺃﻟﻮﺨﺮﻡ ؟ ﺃﻟﻨﻘﺖ ﺋﺤﻤﺓ ﺅﺷﺂﻟﻨﻪ ﺅﻗﻝ ﺃﻋﻨﺮﺑﻠﻰ ﺃﻟﺸﻘﻔﺔ ﻟﺤﺎﻟﻨﻪ : _ ﻫﻞ ﺁﺋﺖ ﺣﺎﻧﻒ ؟ ﺁﺧﺎﺕ : ﺋﻹﻢ ﻗﺌﺖ : ﻣﺎﻫﺪﺃ ﺃﻟﺸﻰﺀ ﺃﻟﺪﻯ ﺑﺼﻹﻪ ﻋﺌﻲ ﺣﻀﺮﻙ ؟ ﺅﺁﺳﺮﺏ ﺇﻟﻴﻪ ﺛﺸﻰﺀ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﺮﻳﺘﺔ ﺅﺛﻝﺅﺯﺓ ﻓﻬﻢ ﻣﺎﺁﻋﻠﻴﻪ ﺅﺁﺧﺎﺕ : ﻫﺪﺃ ؟! ﺗﻢ ﺳﺮﺩ ﺛﻨﻘﻐﻴﺮﺓ ﻟﺌﺤﻚﺎﺏ .. ﺷﺂﻟﻨﻪ: ﻟﻢَ ﻟﻢ ﻳﻘﺨﺮ ﺃﻟﺤﺎﻓﺌﺔ ؟ ﺁﺧﺎﺕ : ﻓﺼﺌﺖ ﺃﻟﺪﻫﺎﺕ ﻟﻮﻐﺎﻥ ﺁﻛﺜﺮ ﺃﺭﺩﺟﺎﻣﺎً .. ﺅﻓﻐﺮﺏ ﺁﻥ ﺁﺷﻨﻔﻞ ﺟﺎﻓﺌﺔ ﺅﻣﻦ ﺗﻢ ... ﻋﺎﺩ ﻟﺌﺸﺮﺅﺩ ﺫﺃﺑﻪ .. ﺅﻗﻒ ﻛﺂﺋﻪ ﻗﻝ ﻋﺰﻡ ﻋﺌﻲ ﺳﻰﺀ ﻣﺎ .. ﺟﺎﺅﻟﺖ ﺁﻥ ﺁﺷﻨﺘﻔﻴﻪ ﺩﺅﻥ ﺧﻝﺅﺉ .. ﺯﻛﺾ ﺛﻹﻴﻝﺃً ﻋﻠﻰ .. ﻟﻢ ﺑﻐﻦ ﺟﺎﻟﻨﻰ ﺑﺴﻮﺢ ﺛﺎﻟﺌﺤﺎﻕ ﺛﻪ .. ﺃﻟﻨﻘﺖ ﺋﺤﻤ ﺃﻟﺤﺎﻓﺌﺔ ﺃﻟﻮﺤﻨﺮﻗﺔ ﺯﺁﻳﺖ ﻣﻠﺎﻇﺮ ﺳﻠﻴﻹﺔ ﻟﺨﺜﺐ ﻣﺌﻔﺎﻩ ﻫﻠﺎ ﺅﻫﻠﺎﻙ .. ﻛﺎﻥ ﻣﻦ ﺛﻴﻠﻬﺎ ﺧﺜﺔ ﺃﻟﺴﺎﻧﻖ ﺅﺯﺧﻞ ﺃﻟﻮﺮﺅﺯ .. ﻗﺮﺯﺏ ﺃﻟﺠﺮﺅﺥ ﻣﻦ ﺑﺌﻄ ﺃﻟﻝﺃﻧﺮﻩ ﺅﻋﻝﺏ ﻟﺌﻮﻠﺰﺬ ﻛﻔﻠﻴﻠﺔ ﺣﺎﺅﻳﺔ .. ﻟﻢ ﺁﺷﻨﻈﻊ ﺃﺷﻨﻴﻹﺎﺕ ﻣﺎﺧﺮﺉ ﻛﻞ ﻣﺎ ﺁﺋﺎ ﺅﺃﺗﻔﺔ ﻣﻠﻪ ﻫﻤ ﺁﺋﻰ ﻟﻢ ﺁﻋﻝ ﺇﻻ ﻣﺜﻔﺌﺔ ﺛﺎﻟﺠﻤﻑ .. ﺃﻟﺠﻤﻑ ﻋﺌﻲ ﺃﻟﻈﻘﻤﻟﺔ.. ﻋﺌﻲ ﺃﻷﺅﻃﺎﻥ .. ﻋﺌﻲ ﺃﻌﺋﺴﺎﺋﻴﺔ .. ...... ﺃﺋﻨﻬﻲ.......

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