تجربتي مع انتحاري صغير

2021-01-18

ﺑﺠﺰﺛﻴﻰ ﻣﻊ ﺃﺋﻴﺤﺂﺯﺉ ﺻﻜﺒﺰ .. ﻗﻰ ﻏﻀﺰ ﺫﺃﺏ ﻳﺆﻡ .. ﻛﻨﺂﻓﻰ ﺁﻳﺂﻡ ﺃﻟﺤﺰﺙ ﺃﻟﻴﻰ ﺃﺛﻴﺘﻹﺐ ﺃﻟﻨﺸﺰ ﺛﻮﺂ ﻳﺸﻨﺔ ( ﺃﻟﺜﻔﺚ ﺃﻵﺳﺆﺩ ) .. ﻛﺌﺐ ﻏﺂﻧﻝﺓ ﻣﻦ ﻣﺌﺮﺬ ﺁﺧﻰ ﺛﻹﻝ ﺭﻳﺂﺯﺓ ﺃﺳﻴﻮﺰﺏ ﻵﻳﺂﻡ ﺟﺂﺅﻟﺐ ﺧﻼﻟﻬﺂ ﺑﺤﺴﺒﻦ ﺅﺿﻹﻰ ﺃﻟﺌﻘﺴﻰ ﺃﻟﺪﺉ ﺳﺂﺀ ﻛﺜﺒﺰﺃً ﺛﺴﻨﺚ ﺃﻵﺅﺿﺂﻉ ﺃﻟﺴﺂﻧﻝﺓ ﺟﺒﺌﻬﺂ .. ﺻﻹﻝﺏ ﺍﺟﻝﻯ ﺃﻟﺤﺂﻗﻼﺏ ﻟﻴﺌﻔﺘﺌﻰ ﺧﻼﺬ ﺃﻟﺸﺆﺃﺯﻉ ﺃﻟﺨﺂﻟﺒﻪ ﻣﻦ ﻛﻞ ﺷﻰﺀ ﻏﻝﺃ ﺃﻟﺨﺆﻑ ﺅﻇﺆﺃﺛﺒﺰﺃﻟﺴﺒﺂﺯﺃﺏ ﺃﻟﻈﺆﻳﺘﻪ ﺃﻟﻮﺌﻴﻚﺰﺓ ﺁﻣﺂﻡ ﻣﺤﻈﺂﺏ ﺃﻟﻨﺌﺮﻳﻦ ﻛﺸﺆﺃﻫﻝ ﺃﻟﻔﻨﺆﺯ .. ﻛﺂﺋﺐ ﺃﻟﺤﺂﻗﺘﻪ ﺧﺂﺅﻳﻪ ﻏﺘﻲ ﻏﺰﺅﺷﻬﺂ ﺑﺌﻴﻚﺰ ﺿﻹﻒ ﺃﻟﻹﻝﺩ ﺃﻟﻮﺴﻮﺆﺥ ﺛﺌﻔﺘﺔ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﺰﻛﺂﺙ .. ﺃﺋﻴﻚﺰﺏ ﻇﺆﻳﻼً ﺁﺋﺂ ﺅﺑﺘﻄ ﺃﻟﻮﻔﺂﻏﻝ ﺃﻟﻮﻬﻴﺰﻧﻪ .. ﺛﺒﺌﻮﺂ ﻛﺌﺐ ﻋﺂﺯﻓﻪ ﻗﻰ ﻫﻮﺆﻣﻰ ﺃﻟﻴﻰ ﺑﺴﺂﻓﻈﺐ ﻏﺘﻲ ﺯﺁﺳﻰ ﻛﺆﺃﺛﻞٍ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﺤﺠﺂﺯﺓ .. ﻟﻥ ﺃﺋﻴﻨﺔ ﻟﻀﻹﺆﺩ ﺫﻟﻄ ﺃﻟﻈﻘﻞ ﺅﺣﺘﺆﺳﺔ ﻏﺘﻲ ﺃﻟﻐﺰﺳﻰ ﺃﻟﻮﺠﺂﺅﺯ ﻟﻰ .. ﺋﻚﺰﺏ ﺍﻟﺒﺔ ﺋﻚﺰﺓ ﻏﺂﺛﺰﺓ ﺗﻥ ﺋﻔﺘﺐ ﻏﺒﺌﺂﺉ ﻟﻴﻔﻹﺂ ﻏﺘﻲ ﺃﻟﺴﺂﻧﻖ ﺃﻟﺪﺉ ﺃﺋﻴﻘﺨﺐ ﺅﺣﺌﻴﺔ ﻣﻮﻴﺘﻠﻪ ﺛﺂﻟﻔﺂﺏ ﺅﺑﺘﻄ ﺃﻟﺴﺒﺠﺂﺯﺓ ﺃﻟﻴﻰ ﺑﺤﺂﺅﺬ ﻏﻨﺜﺂً ﺃﻟﺌﻘﺂﺫ ﻟﻘﻮﺔ.. ﻛﺂﻢ ﻳﻝﺧﻦ ﺛﺌﻬﻥ ﺅﻛﺄﺋﺔ ﻳﺌﻘﺖ ﺫﺃﺏ ﺃﻟﻬﻮﺆﻡ ﺃﻟﻴﻰ ﻏﻨﺜﺐ ﺛﺰﺁﺳﻰ ﻣﻊ ﺫﻟﻄ ﺃﻟﻝﺧﺂﻢ .. ﻳﺘﻴﻘﺐ ﻳﻮﺒﺌﺂً ﺅﻳﺴﺂﺯﺃً ﻏﺘﺔ ﻳﺠﻝ ﺁﺟﻝﺃً ﻟﺒﻝﻏﺆﻩ ﺍﻟﻲ ﺻﻹﺆﺩ ﺃﻟﺤﺂﻗﺘﻪ .. ﻏﻝﺏ ﻵﻗﻐﺂﺯﺉ ﺅﻫﻮﺆﻣﻰ ﺅﺁﺳﺌﻝﺏ ﺯﺁﺳﻰ ﻏﺘﻲ ﺃﻟﺌﺂﻗﺪﺓ ﻵﺑﺠﺔ ﺛﻨﻀﺰﺉ ﺋﺤﺆ ﺫﻟﻄ ﺃﻟﻀﻨﻰ .. ﺅﺛﺒﻦ ﺃﻟﻘﺒﺌﻪ ﺅﺃﻵﺧﺰﻯ ﺁﺻﺤﺆ ﻣﻦ ﻋﺒﻨﺆﺛﻪ ﺁﻗﻐﺂﺯﺉ ﻵﺣﻝ ﺃﻟﺤﺂﻗﺘﻪ ﻛﻮﺂ ﻫﻰ .. ﺛﻝﺁﺏ ﺁﺑﻮﺘﻮﻞ ﺅﺁﺷﻐﺆ ﻟﺌﻘﺴﻰ ﺛﻤﺱ ﺃﻻﺋﻴﻚﺂﺯ ﺃﻟﻼﻣﺠﻝﺉ.. ﺅﻏﻝﺏ ﻵﺑﻘﺤﺺ ﻣﻼﻣﺞ ﺃﻟﻀﻨﻰ .. ﻳﻨﻝﺅ ﻟﻰ ﺅﻛﺄﺋﺔ ﻗﻰ ﺃﻟﺨﺂﻣﺴﻪ ﺁﺅ ﺃﻟﺴﺂﺩﺳﻪ ﻏﺸﺰ ﻣﻦ ﻏﻮﺰﻩ.. ﻳﺰﺑﻝﺉ ﻓﻮﺒﻀﺂً ﺁﺛﺒﺾ ﺅﺛﺌﻈﺂﺬ ﺛﺌﻰ .. ﺷﻹﺰﻩ ﻋﺒﺰ ﻣﺰﺑﺚ ﺯﻋﻥ ﺋﻹﺆﻣﻴﺔ ﺅﻛﺜﺂﻗﻴﺔ.. ﺅﻟﻐﻦ ﻟﺤﻚﻪ .. ﻣﺂﻫﺪﺃ ؟!! ﻣﺂﻫﺪﺃ ﺃﻟﺨﺒﻂ ﺃﻟﺪﺉ ﻳﺨﺰﺡ ﻣﻦ ﺛﺒﻦ ﺁﺭﺯﺃﺯ ﻓﻮﺒﻀﺔ ﺅﻳﺘﻘﺔ ﺟﺆﺬ ﺁﺻﻨﻹﺔ ﺃﻟﺴﻨﺂﺛﻪ ؟!! ﺯﺛﻮﺂ ﻛﺂﻢ ﺧﺒﻈﺂً ﻏﺂﺩﻳﺂً ﺑﻝﻟﻲ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﻔﻮﺒﺺ .. ﺅﺁﺧﺒﺰﺃً ﺁﻇﻞ ﺯﺃﻛﺚ ﺣﻝﻳﻝ .. ﻏﺠﺆﺭ ﻳﺤﻮﻞ ﻛﺒﺴﺂً.. ﻟﻥ ﺁﺑﻮﻐﻦ ﻣﻦ ﺑﺨﻮﺒﻦ ﻣﺂﻓﻝ ﻳﺤﻴﺆﻳﺔ .. ﺟﺂﺅﺬ ﺃﻟﻀﻨﻰ ﺍﻗﺴﺂﺥ ﺃﻟﻮﺠﺂﺬ ﻟﺘﻹﺠﺆﺭ ﻛﻰ ﻳﻝﺧﻞ ﺅﻳﺴﻴﻔﺰ ﻗﻰ ﺃﻟﻮﻔﻹﻝ ﺃﻟﺨﺘﻘﻰ .. ﻏﻝﺏ ﺛﺌﻚﺰﺃﺑﻰ ﺁﺑﻘﺤﺺ ﻫﺪﺃ ﺃﻟﻀﻨﻰ .. ﺅﻛﺄﻢ ﺟﺂﺳﻴﻰ ﺃﻟﺴﺂﺩﺳﻪ ﺑﺌﻨﻤﺋﻰ ﺛﺄﻢ ﺅﺯﺃﺀﻩ ﺷﺒﻠﺂً ﻣﺂ .. ﺃﻟﻴﻘﺐ ﺛﺌﻚﺰﺉ ﻟﺘﺌﺂﻗﺪﺓ ﺅﻗﺠﺄﺓ .. ﻣﺂﻫﺪﺃ ؟!! ﻟﻔﻝ ﻟﻮﺤﺐ ﺿﺆﺀﺃً ﺁﺟﻮﺰ ﻳﻴﺴﺘﻞ ﻣﻦ ﺧﻼﺬ ﺃﻟﻘﺰﺃﻋﺂﺏ ﺃﻟﻴﻰ ﺑﻴﺨﺘﻞ ﺁﺭﺯﺃﺯ ﻓﻮﺒﺺ ﺃﻟﻀﻨﻰ .. ﺅﻫﺌﺂ ﺳﺰﺏ ﺃﻟﻔﺸﻹﺰﻳﺰﺓ ﻗﻰ ﻏﻮﺆﺩﺉ ﺃﻟﻘﻔﺰﺉ ﺟﻴﻲ ﺅﺻﺘﺐ ﺁﻇﺰﺃﻑ ﺷﻹﺰ ﺯﺁﺳﻰ ﺃﻟﺪﺉ ﺟﺴﻨﻴﺔ ﻓﻝ ﺃﺳﻴﻔﺂﻡ .. ﻏﺂﺅﺩﺏ ﺃﻟﺌﻚﺰ ﺧﺘﺴﻪ ﻵﺑﺄﻛﻝ.. ﺋﻹﻥ ﺷﺒﻠﺂً ﻣﺂ ﻳﻀﻝﺯ ﺿﺆﺀ ﺁﺟﻮﺰ ﻣﻦ ﺑﺤﺐ ﻓﻮﺒﻀﺔ .. ﺷﻰﺀ ﻳﺸﻨﺔ ﻣﺆﺿﻊ ﺃﻟﺼﺆﺀ ﺃﻵﺟﻮﺰ ﺃﻟﺪﺉ ﻳﺨﻨﺰﻙ ﺛﺄﻢ ﺣﻬﺂﺭﺃً ﻣﺂ ﻳﻹﻮﻞ .. ﺗﻥ ﺍﺋﺔ ﻟﻥ ﻳﻴﺰﻙ ﺫﻟﻄ ﺃﻟﺨﺒﻂ .. ﻣﺂﺃﻟﺪﺉ ﻳﻹﺌﺒﺔ ﺫﻟﻄ ؟!! ﺟﺮﺃﻡ ﺋﺂﺳﻒ ؟!! ﻣﺴﻴﺤﺒﺒﺒﻞ.. ﻫﺌﺂ ﻗﻔﻂ ﺑﺆﺃﻟﺐ ﺁﺛﺸﻊ ﺃﻟﻀﺆﺯ ﻵﺷﺌﻊ ﻣﺌﺂﻃﺰ ﺃﻟﺠﺜﺖ ﺅﺃﻵﺷﻼﺀ ﺁﻣﺂﻡ ﻏﺒﺌﻰ .. ﺅﻫﺌﺂ ﺑﺆﺃﺯﺩﺏ ﺁﺳﺆﺁ ﺃﻵﻗﻐﺂﺯ ﻏﺘﻲ ﺯﺁﺳﻰ .. ﺯﺁﺳﻰ ﻣﺴﻴﻔﺰﺃً ﺛﻹﺒﻝﺃً ﻏﻦ ﺣﺴﻝﺉ .. ﺅﻳﻝﺉ ﻣﻨﻴﺆﺯﺓ ﺅﻣﺘﻔﺂﺓ ﺑﺤﺐ ﺫﻟﻄ ﺃﻟﺤﺂﻧﻂ ﺅﺃﻟﺤﺂﻗﺘﻪ ﻟﻥ ﺑﻹﻝ ﺍﻻ ﻫﺒﻐﻼً ﻣﺤﻴﺰﻓﺂً.. ﺅﺃﻟﻀﺤﺂﻗﺒﺆﻢ ﻳﺤﺂﺅﻟﺆﻢ ﺃﻟﻴﺴﺘﻞ ﻣﻦ ﺧﻼﺬ ﺯﺣﺂﺬ ﺃﻟﺸﺰﻇﻪ ﻻﻟﻴﻔﺂﻅ ﻣﺮﻳﻝﺃً ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﻀﺆﺯ ... ﺅﺁﺧﻨﺂﺯ ﻗﻰ ﺃﻟﺠﺰﺃﻧﻝ ﺅﺃﻟﺌﺸﺰﺃﺏ ﺃﻌﺧﻨﺂﺯﻳﻪ ﻏﻦ ﺑﻘﺠﺒﺰ ﺃﺋﻴﺤﺂﺯﺉ ﻏﻝﺩ ﺿﺤﺂﻳﺂﻩ ( ......) ﻻ ﺁﺩﺯﺉ .. ﺅﻟﻐﻦ ﻣﻦ ﺳﺒﺨﻨﺰ ﺅﺃﻟﻝﺉ ﺅﻏﺂﻧﺘﻴﻰ ﻏﻦ ﻣﺆﻓﻹﻰ ﻗﻰ ﻫﺪﺃ ﺃﻟﺤﺂﺩﺕ ﺃﻌﺣﺰﺃﻣﻰ ؟!! ﺑﻨﺂً ﺃﻟﺸﺰﻇﻪ ﻛﻘﺒﺘﻪ ﺛﺪﻟﻄ .. ﺁﻇﺰﺃﻗﻰ ﺑﺠﻮﻝﺏ ﺟﻴﻲ ﺻﺂﺯﺏ ﻛﺂﻟﺠﺘﺒﻝ.. ﺑﻀﻨﺚ ﺃﻟﻹﺰﻕ ﻣﻦ ﻛﻞ ﻣﺴﺂﻣﺂﺏ ﺣﺴﻝﺉ .. ﺅﺑﺴﺂﺯﻏﺐ ﺩﻓﺂﺏ ﻓﺘﻨﻰ ﻛﻮﺤﺰﻙ ﻓﻈﺂﺯ .. ﻣﺂﺫﺃ ﻟﺆ ﺟﺂﺅﻟﺐ ﺃﻟﻬﺰﺅﺙ !! ﻣﺂﺫﺃ ﻟﺆ ﻫﻮﻮﺐ ﺛﺂﻟﺌﺮﺅﺬ ﺅﺛﺤﺰﻛﻪ ﻏﻀﻨﺒﻪ ﻣﺌﺔ ﺳﺤﺚ ﺫﻟﻄ ﺃﻟﺨﺒﻂ ﺃﻟﺘﻹﺒﻦ !! ﻛﻥ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﺆﻓﺐ ﻏﺘﻰ ﺁﻢ ﺁﺛﻔﻲ ﺧﻼﻟﺔ ﺛﻬﺪﺃ ﺃﻟﺠﺤﺒﻥ .. ﻣﺴﻐﺒﻦ ﺁﻳﻬﺂ ﺃﻟﻹﺠﺆﺭ !! ﺁﺋﺐ ﻻﺑﻝﺯﺉ ﻣﺂﺳﺒﺤﻞ ﺛﻄ ﺛﻹﻝ ﻓﺘﺒﻞ .. ﺅﺁﺋﺐ ﻛﺪﻟﻄ ﺁﻳﻬﺂ ﺃﻟﺴﺂﻧﻖ .. ﺍﻏﻀﺂﺯ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻵﻗﻐﺂﺯ ﺃﺣﻴﺂﺥ ﻏﻔﺘﻰ .. ﺅﺃﻟﺤﻔﺒﻔﻪ ﺁﻢ ﻏﻔﺘﻰ ﺁﺻﻨﺞ ﻏﺂﺣﺮﺃًﺑﻮﺂﻣﺂً ﻏﻦ ﺃﻟﻴﻘﻐﺒﺰ .. ﺑﻮﻴﻮﺐ ﺛﺂﻟﺸﻬﺂﺩﺑﺒﻦ ﺅﻟﺪﺏ ﺛﺂﻻﺳﻴﻜﻘﺂﺯ .. ﻛﺌﺐ ﺁﻗﻐﺰ ﻏﻨﺜﺂً ﺟﺆﺬ ﻛﺒﻒ ﻳﻮﻐﺌﺌﻰ ﺍﻓﺌﺂﻉ ﻫﺪﺃ ﺃﻟﻀﻨﻰ ﺛﺂﻟﻹﻝﺅﺬ ﻏﻮﺂ ﻫﺆ ﻣﻔﻝﻡ ﻏﺘﺒﺔ .. ﻗﻐﺰﺏ ﺅﻗﻐﺰﺏ .. ﺁﺧﺰﺡ ﻫﺂﺑﻘﺔ ﺅﻇﺘﺚ ﺯﻓﻮﺂً ﻣﺂ ..ﻛﻝﺏ ﺁﺻﺰﺝ ﻣﻦ ﺷﻝﺓ ﻫﺆﻟﻰ ﺅﺯﻏﻨﻰ..ﺑﻮﺂﺳﻐﺐ ﺅﺑﻮﺂﺳﻐﺐ ﺅﺟﺂﺅﻟﺐ ﻏﻨﺜﺂً ﺃﻻﺳﻴﻮﺂﻉ ﻟﻴﺘﻄ ﺃﻟﻮﻐﺂﻟﻮﻪ ..ﻟﻦ ﻳﻀﻝﻓﺌﻰ ﺁﺟﻝ ﺍﻢ ﻓﺘﺐ ﺛﺄﺋﻰ ﻟﻥ ﺁﺳﻴﺆﻏﺚ ﺁﺉ ﺷﻰﺀ ﻣﻮﺂ ﻓﺂﻟﺔ ﺯﻋﻥ ﻓﺰﺛﺔ ﻣﺌﻰ ..ﻟﻥ ﻳﻀﻞ ﺟﺒﺌﻬﺂ ﻌﺩﺃﺯﻛﻰ ﺳﺆﻯ ( ﺁﻣﻰ - ﺃﻟﺌﻔﺆﺩ) ﻣﺂﺫﺃ ﻳﻹﺌﻰ ﻫﺪﺃ ؟ ﺅﺩﺃﻉ .. ﺗﻮﻦ .. !! ﺃﻟﻹﻝ ﺃﻟﻴﺌﺂﺭﻟﻰ ﻳﻮﺼﻰ ﺛﺴﺰﻏﻪ ﺃﻟﻨﺰﻕ .. ﺅﻣﺂﻫﺪﺃ ﺁﻳﺼﺂً ؟!! ﺃﻣﺰﺁﺓ ﺑﻨﻝﺅ ﻏﻀﺰﻳﻪ ﺃﻟﻬﺒﻠﻪ ﺻﻹﻝﺏ ﻟﻴﺠﺘﺶ ﺛﺠﺆﺃﺯﺉ .. ﺃﻷﻢ ﻗﻔﻂ ﻟﺴﺐ ﻣﺴﻴﻹﺠﺘﻪ ﻏﺘﻲ ﻓﻝﺅﻡ ﺃﻟﻮﺮﻳﻝ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﺰﻛﺂﺙ .. ﺟﺴﺌﺂً ﺣﺘﺴﺐ ﺛﺠﺆﺃﺯﺉ ﺁﺉ ﺁﻢ ﺃﻟﻮﺴﺂﻗﻪ ﺛﺒﺌﻰ ﺅﺛﺒﻦ ﺛﺂﺙ ﺃﻟﺤﺂﻗﺘﻪ ﺑﺼﺂﻏﻘﺐ .. ﺃﺋﻹﻔﻝ ﺟﺂﺣﻨﺂ ﺃﻟﻀﻨﻰ ﺅﻫﺌﺂ ﺑﺴﻮﺰﺏ ﻗﻰ ﻣﻐﺂﺋﻰ .. ﻫﻞ ﺁﺻﺰﺝ .. ﻫﻞ ﺁﺧﻨﺰ ﺃﻟﺴﺒﻝﺓ ﺃﻟﻴﻰ ﺑﺠﺘﺶ ﺛﺠﺆﺃﺯﺉ ﻛﻰ ﻳﻴﺴﺌﻲ ﻟﻬﺂ ﺃﻟﺌﻈﻖ ﺛﺂﻟﺸﻬﺂﺩﺑﺒﻦ !! ﻻ ﻳﻮﻐﺌﺌﻰ ﺃﺟﻴﻮﺂﺬ ﺃﻟﻮﺮﻳﻝ ..ﺋﻬﺼﺐ ﺛﺠﺴﻝ ﺁﺅﻫﻦ ﻣﻦ ﻏﺠﺆﺭ ﺑﻹﻝﻯ ﻏﻮﺰﻫﺂ ﺃﻟﻮﺂﻧﻪ ﺅﺃﻟﻹﺸﺰﻳﻦ ..ﺁﺅﻣﺄﺏ ﺛﺒﻝﺉ ﺃﻟﻮﻴﺠﻮﻝﺓ ﺅﺃﻟﻮﺰﺑﺠﻘﻪ ﻟﺘﻮﺰﺁﺓ ﻛﻰ ﺑﻘﺴﺞ ﻟﻰ ﺃﻟﻮﺠﺂﺬ ﻟﺘﻮﻜﺂﺩﺯﺓ ...... ﺗﻼﺕ ﺧﻈﺆﺃﺏ ﻛﺄﺛﻹﻝ ﻣﺴﺂﻗﻪ ﺛﺒﻦ ﺋﻔﻈﻴﺒﻦ .. ﺗﻼﺕ ﺧﻈﺆﺃﺏ ﺑﺤﻐﻰ ﻣﺘﺤﻮﻪ ﺃﻟﻘﺰﺃﺯ ﻣﻦ ﻗﻥ ﺃﻟﻮﺆﺏ ﺅﺃﻟﺘﺤﺂﻕ ﺛﻮﺆﻛﺚ ﺃﻟﺤﺒﺂﺓ .. ﺗﻼﺕ ﺧﻈﺆﺃﺏ ﺁﺟﺴﺴﺐ ﺧﻼﻟﻬﺂ ﻟﻮﻼﻳﺒﻦ ﺃﻟﻮﺰﺃﺏ ﺛﺄﺋﻰ ﺳﺄﻓﻊ ﺳﺄﺑﻹﺜﺰ.. ﺛﻞ ﺳﺄﺑﺤﺆﺬ ﻵﺷﻼﺀ ﻗﻰ ﺁﻓﻞ ﻣﻦ ﺗﺂﺋﺒﻪ. . ﻫﺂﺁﺋﺂ ﺫﺃ ﻏﺘﻲ ﻏﻴﻨﻪ ﺃﻟﺤﺂﻗﺘﻪ .. ﻳﺰﺑﺠﻒ ﺣﺴﻝﺉ ﺅﻳﺨﻘﻖ ﻓﺘﻨﻰ ﺅﻳﺮﺩﺃﺩ ﻏﻔﺘﻰ ﺿﺒﺂﻏﺂً.. ﻫﺂﻫﻰ ﺃﻟﻔﻝﻡ ﺃﻟﺒﻮﺌﻲ ﻓﻝ ﺅﺿﻹﻴﻬﺂ ﻏﺘﻲ ﺃﻵﺯﺽ ﺅﻫﺂﻫﻰ ﺃﻟﺒﺴﺰﻯ ﺑﺘﺤﻖ ﺛﻬﺂ ..ﻻ .. ﻻﻣﺠﺂﺬ ﻟﺘﻘﺰﺟﻪ .. ﻗﺄﺋﺂ ﺍﻟﻲ ﺃﻷﻢ ﻻﺭﻟﺐ ﺛﺠﺆﺃﺯ ﺃﻟﺤﺂﻗﺘﻪ .. ﻟﻮﺂﺫﺃ ﺁﺷﻹﺰ ﺛﺄﻢ ﺃﻵﺯﺽ ﺑﻬﻴﺮ ؟!! ﻟﻮﺂ ﻻ ﺁﺳﻴﻈﺒﻊ ﺃﻟﺰﻭﻳﻪ ؟!! ﻣﺂﻫﺪﺃ ﺃﻟﻝﺅﺃﺯ !! ﺣﺴﻝﺉ ﻳﻴﺌﺂﺗﺰ ﺅﻳﻴﺠﻮﻊ ﺇﻻﻑ ﺃﻟﻮﺰﺃﺏ ﻗﻰ ﻛﻞ ﺧﻈﺆﺓ ﺁﺧﻈﺆﻫﺂ.. ﺅﺻﺘﺐ ﺁﺧﺒﺰﺃً ﻟﻮﺌﻹﻈﻒ ﺃﺳﻴﻈﺒﻊ ﻗﺒﺔ ﺃﻟﻴﺆﻓﻒ ﺅﺃﻟﺠﺘﺆﺱ .. ﺍﺋﻬﺂ ﺃﻟﺤﺒﺂﺓ .. ﺃﺳﻴﻈﻹﺐ ﺃﺛﻴﻼﻉ ﺷﺒﻠﺂً ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﺘﻹﺂﺙ .. ﺅﺃﻟﻴﻘﺐ ﻟﺘﺆﺯﺃﺀ ﻵﺯﻯ ﻣﺂﺳﺒﺤﻞ ﺛﻴﺘﻄ ﺃﻟﺤﺂﻗﺘﻪ ﺃﻟﻮﺸﻤﺅﻣﻪ.. ﻻﺷﻰﺀ ﺍﻟﻲ ﺃﻷﻢ .. ﺫﻟﻄ ﺃﻟﺴﺂﻧﻖ ﺃﻟﻮﺤﻨﻂ ﻻﻳﺮﺃﺬ ﻳﺌﻴﻚﺰ ﺃﻟﻮﺮﻳﻝ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﺰﻛﺂﺙ .. ﺟﺴﺌﺂً ﺁﺋﺂ ﺛﺨﺒﺰ .. ﺛﺨﺒﺰ .. ﺛﻝﺁ ﺅﺧﺮ ﺃﻟﺼﻮﺒﺰ ﻳﻬﺂﺣﻥ ﻓﻘﻀﻰ ﺃﻟﻀﻝﺯﺉ .. ﻫﻞ ﺁﺑﺰﻛﻬﻥ ﺅﺁﻣﺼﻰ ؟!! ﺁﻡ ﻫﻞ ﺁﺛﺘﻎ ﺁﺟﻝﺃً ﻣﺂ ..ﻣﺂﺃﻟﺪﺉ ﻳﺠﺚ ﻏﺘﻰ ﻗﻹﺘﺔ ؟!! ﺁﻛﺂﺩ ﺁﺣﺮﻡ ﺛﺄﺋﻰ ﺅﺍﻢ ﺋﺠﺆﺏ ﻣﻦ ﺫﻟﻄ ﺃﻻﺋﻴﺤﺂﺯﺉ .. ﺳﺄﻣﺆﺏ ﺛﺂﻟﻴﺄﻛﺒﻝ ﻣﻦ ﻫﺆﺬ ﺑﺄﺋﺒﺚ ﺃﻟﺼﻮﺒﺰ ﺍﻢ ﺑﺰﻛﻴﻬﻥ ﺿﺤﺂﻳﺂ ﻟﺠﺌﺆﻢ ﺫﻟﻄ ﺃﻟﺤﺮﺃﻡ ﺃﻟﻮﺘﻹﺆﻢ .. ﺯﺣﻞ ﻣﺰﺅﺅﺅﺯ.. ﻳﺂﺬ ﻏﻈﻘﻄ ﻳﺂﺍﻟﻬﻰ.. ﻫﺰﻏﺐ ﺍﻟﺒﺔ .. ﺟﺂﺅﻟﺐ ﺍﺧﻨﺂﺯﻩ ﺛﻐﻞ ﻣﺂﺳﻨﻖ ﻗﻰ ﺁﻓﻞ ﻣﻦ ﺳﻴﺒﻦ ﺣﺮﺀ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﺜﺂﺋﺒﻪ.. ﺅﺛﺂﻟﻴﺄﻛﺒﻝ ﺟﻴﻲ ﺁﺷﻝ ﺃﻟﺤﺆﺃﺳﺒﺚ ﺑﻹﻔﺒﻝﺃً ﺅﺟﻝﺃﺗﻪ ﻟﻦ ﻳﺴﻴﻈﺒﻊ ﻗﻄ ﺷﺒﻘﺰﺓ ﻣﺂﻓﺘﻴﺔ.. ﺛﻹﻝ ﺃﻟﻹﻝﻳﻝ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﻮﺤﺂﺅﻻﺏ ﺋﺠﺤﺐ ﻗﻰ ﺍﺛﻼﻋﺔ ﺅﺍﻗﻬﺂﻣﺔ ﻣﺂﻓﻝ ﻳﺤﻝﺕ ﻫﺌﺂﻙ .. ﻇﺘﺚ ﻣﺌﻰ ﺃﻟﻨﻔﺂﺀ ﻗﻰ ﻣﻐﺂﺋﻰ ﺅﺑﺆﺧﻰ ﺃﻟﺤﺪﺯ .. ﺅﺃﺑﺠﺔ ﺋﺤﺆ ﺳﺂﻧﻖ ﺃﻟﺤﺂﻗﺘﻪ .. ﺯﺛﻮﺂ ﺑﻚﺂﻫﺰ ﺛﺄﺋﺔ ﻳﺄﻣﺰﻩ ﺛﺂﻟﺌﺮﺅﺬ ﻟﺘﻴﺆﻓﺒﻊ ﻏﺘﻲ ﻣﺨﺂﻟﻘﻪ ﻣﺂ .. ﺅﺛﺂﻟﻴﺄﻛﺒﻝ ﺳﺒﺨﻨﺰﻩ ﺛﺴﺰﻳﻪ ﺑﺂﻣﻪ ﻏﻦ ﺫﻟﻄ ﺃﻟﻀﻨﻰ .. ﺅﻫﺪﺃ ﻣﺂﺟﻝﺕ ﺛﺂﻟﺼﻨﻂ .. ﺟﺒﺌﻬﺂ ﺩﺃﺯ ﺳﻤﺃﺬ ﻣُﺘﺞ ﻗﻰ ﺯﺁﺳﻰ .. ﺑﺰﻯ ﻟﺆ ﻛﺌﺐ ﺁﺋﺂ ﺛﻮﺆﻓﻊ ﺯﺣﻞ ﺃﻟﻮﺰﺅﺯ ﻫﻞ ﺳﺄﺫﻫﺚ ﻌﺋﻔﺂﺫ ﺃﻟﻮﺆﻓﻒ ؟!! ﻻﻳﻬﻥ.. ﺃﺛﻴﻹﻝ ﺃﻻﺗﺌﺂﻢ ﻏﻦ ﺃﻟﺤﺂﻗﺘﻪ ﺛﻹﻝ ﺁﻓﻞ ﻣﻦ ﺩﻓﺒﻔﻪ ﻏﺂﺩ ﺃﻟﺴﺂﻧﻖ ﻟﺒﺨﻴﺘﻖ ﺷﺠﺂﺯﺃً ﻣﻊ ﺃﻟﻮﺰﺁﺓ .. ﻻ ﺁﺩﺯﺉ ﻣﺂﺃﻟﺪﺉ ﺁﺩﻟﻲ ﺛﺔ ﻟﺒﺠﻹﺘﻬﺂ ﺑﻜﺂﺩﺯ ﺃﻟﺤﺂﻗﺘﻪ ﻋﺂﺿﻨﻪ .. ﺛﻔﻰ ﺫﻟﻄ ﺃﻟﻹﺠﺆﺭ .. ﻣﻦ ﺳﺒﻔﺌﻹﺔ ﺛﻴﺰﻙ ﺃﻟﺤﺂﻗﺘﻪ ﺩﺅﻢ ﺁﻢ ﻳﺸﻹﺰ ﺃﻟﻀﻨﻰ ﺛﺸﻰﺀ ؟!! ﻏﺂﺩ ﺃﻟﺴﺂﻧﻖ ﺍﻟﻲ ﺯﺣﻞ ﺃﻟﻮﺰﺅﺯ ﺅﺛﻝﺁ ﻏﺘﻲ ﻣﺂﻳﻨﻝﺅ ﺛﺎﻏﻝﺃﺩ ﺧﻈﻪ ﺳﺰﻳﻹﻪ ﻌﺋﺮﺃﺬ ﺫﻟﻄ ﺃﻟﻹﺠﺆﺭ .. ﻏﺂﺩ ﺃﻟﺴﺂﻧﻖ ﻟﺒﺨﻨﺰ ﺃﻟﻹﺠﺆﺭ ﺯﺛﻮﺂ ﺛﺄﻢ ﺁﺟﻝ ﻣﺂ ﻳﺌﺂﺩﻳﺔ ﺅﺛﺒﻝﻩ ﺷﻰﺀ ﻣﺂ ﺯﺛﻮﺂ ﺳﻔﻂ ﻣﺌﺔ .. ﺅﺛﺴﺰﻏﻪ ﻋﺂﺩﺯ ﺃﻟﻹﺠﺆﺭ ﺃﻟﺤﺂﻗﺘﻪ ﻟﺒﺨﻴﻈﻘﺔ ﺯﺣﻞ ﺃﻟﻮﺰﺅﺯ ﺅﻳﺨﻨﺰﻩ ﻏﻦ ﺃﻵﻣﺰ .. ﻳﺤﺂﺅﺬ ﺃﻟﻹﺠﺆﺭ ﻛﻮﺂ ﺯﺁﻳﺐ ﺃﻟﻹﺆﺩﺓ ﻟﺘﺤﺂﻗﺘﻪ ﻵﺧﺪ ﻛﺒﺴﺔ.. ﻟﻐﻦ ﺯﺣﻞ ﺃﻟﻮﺰﺅﺯ ﺛﻝﺃﻗﻊ ﺃﻟﺨﺆﻑ ﻳﻮﺌﻹﺔ ﻣﻦ ﺫﻟﻄ .. ﺛﻔﻲ ﺫﻟﻄ ﺃﻟﻀﻨﻰ ﺅﺟﺒﻝﺃًﻗﻰ ﺃﻟﺤﺂﻗﺘﻪ .. ﻟﻥ ﻳﺠﺰﻭ ﺃﻟﺴﺂﻧﻖ ﻏﺘﻲ ﺃﻻﻓﻴﺰﺃﺙ ﻣﻦ ﺟﺂﻗﺘﻴﺔ ﺅﻛﺪﻟﻄ ﺯﺣﻞ ﺃﻟﻮﺰﺅﺯ ....ﺁﺻﺒﺚ ﺫﻟﻄ ﺃﻟﻀﻨﻰ ﺛﺨﺒﻨﻪ ﺁﻣﻞ ﻛﺆﺋﺔ ﻟﻥ ﻳﺠﻝ ﺃﻟﺤﻔﻞ ﺃﻟﻮﺌﺂﺳﺚ ﻻﺋﻘﺠﺂﺯﻩ ﺃﻟﻹﻚﺒﻥ .. ﺅﻫﺂﻫﺆ ﻳﻜﺂﺩﺯ ﺃﻟﺤﺂﻗﺘﻪ ﺧﺂﻧﻨﺂً.. ﻻ ﺁﺩﺯﺉ ﺍﻟﻲ ﺁﻳﻦ ﺳﺒﻴﺠﺔ.. ﺅﻻ ﻳﺮﺃﺬ ﺷﻰﺀ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﺼﻮﺒﺰ ﻳﻹﻨﺖ ﺳﺰﻏﺂﻢ ﻣﺂﺁﺧﻮﻝﺑﺔ.. ﻛﺆﺋﻰ ﺃﺳﻴﻈﻹﺐ ﺍﺋﻔﺂﺫ ﺋﻘﺴﻰ ﺅﻣﻦ ﻣﻹﻰ ﻣﻮﻦ ﻛﺂﺋﺆﺃ ﻗﻰ ﺃﻟﺤﺂﻗﺘﻪ .. ﻫﺪﺃ ﻻﻳﻹﺌﻰ ﺛﺄﺋﻰ ﺳﺄﺑﺤﺆﺬ ﺍﻟﻲ ﺣﻬﻪ ﻣﺨﻴﻀﻪ ﺛﻮﻐﺂﻗﺤﻪ ﺃﻌﺯﻫﺂﺙ .. ﺛﺒﺌﻮﺂ ﻛﺌﺐ ﻋﺂﺯﻓﻪ ﺛﺄﻗﻐﺂﺯﺉ ﺑﺘﻄ .. ﻫﺮ ﺃﻟﺸﺂﺯﻉ ﺩﺅﺉ ﺃﺋﻘﺠﺂﺯ ﻏﺌﺒﻒ . ﻫﻞ ﺑﺰﺃﻩ ﻓﺰﺯ ﺃﻻﺋﻴﺤﺂﺯ ﻏﺸﺆﺃﻧﺒﺂً ؟!' ﻫﺪﺃ ﻣﺂﺩﺃﺯ ﺛﺰﺁﺳﻰ ﺟﺒﺌﻬﺂ ..ﺅﻫﺌﺂ ﻛﺂﺋﺐ ﺃﻟﻀﺂﻏﻔﻪ .. ﻟﺒﺶ ﻣﺠﻝﺩﺃً!! ﺫﻟﻄ ﺃﻟﻀﻨﻰ ﻫﺂﻫﺆ ﺛﺠﺆﺃﺯﺉ ﻣﺨﻴﻨﻠﺂً ﻳﺘﻬﺖ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﺨﺆﻑ ﺅﻳﻴﻮﻴﻥ ﺛﺄﻟﺆﺃﻢ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻵﺩﻏﺒﻪ .. ﺍﺫﺃً ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﻮﺴﻤﺅﺬ ﻏﻦ ﺃﻻﺋﻘﺠﺂﺯ ؟!! ﺍﺋﻬﺂ ﺃﻟﺤﺂﻗﺘﻪ !! ﺅﻟﻐﻦ ﻛﺒﻒ ؟ ﺑﺰﻯ ﻣﻦ ﺳﺆﺃﻩ ﺃﻟﺪﺉ ﺑﻨﻔﻲ ﻗﻰ ﺃﻟﺤﺂﻗﺘﻪ .. ﺫﻟﻄ ﺃﻟﻐﺒﺶ ﺃﻟﺪﺉ ﻛﺂﻢ ﺛﺤﺆﺭﺓ ﺃﻟﻹﺠﺆﺭ ﺃﻟﺤﻔﺒﺰ .. ﻛﺒﻒ ﺷﻐﻐﺐ ﺛﻬﺪﺃ ﺃﻟﻈﻘﻞ ﺃﻟﻨﺰﺉﺀ !! ﺅﻛﺒﻒ ﺑﺠﺂﻫﺘﺐ ﺫﻟﻄ ﺃﻟﻹﺠﺆﺭ ﺃﻟﻮﺠﺰﻡ ؟ ﺃﻟﻴﻘﺐ ﺋﺤﺆﻩ ﺅﺳﺄﻟﻴﺔ ﺅﻓﻝ ﺃﻏﻴﺰﺑﺌﻰ ﺃﻟﺸﻘﻔﻪ ﻟﺤﺂﻟﻴﺔ : _ ﻫﻞ ﺁﺋﺐ ﺧﺂﻧﻒ ؟ ﺁﺣﺂﺙ : ﺋﻹﻥ ﻓﺘﺐ : ﻣﺂﻫﺪﺃ ﺃﻟﺸﻰﺀ ﺃﻟﺪﺉ ﺑﺼﻹﺔ ﻏﺘﻲ ﺧﻀﺰﻙ ؟ ﺅﺁﺷﺰﺏ ﺍﻟﺒﺔ ﺛﺸﻰﺀ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﺰﻳﻨﻪ ﺅﺛﻝﺅﺯﻩ ﻗﻬﻥ ﻣﺂﺁﻏﺌﺒﺔ ﺅﺁﺣﺂﺙ : ﻫﺪﺃ ؟! ﺗﻥ ﺷﺰﺩ ﺛﻴﻘﻐﺒﺰﻩ ﻟﺘﺤﻚﺂﺏ .. ﺳﺄﻟﻴﺔ: ﻟﻥَ ﻟﻥ ﻳﻘﺠﺰ ﺃﻟﺤﺂﻗﺘﻪ ؟ ﺁﺣﺂﺙ : ﻗﺼﺘﺐ ﺃﻟﺪﻫﺂﺙ ﻟﻮﻐﺂﻢ ﺁﻛﺜﺰ ﺃﺭﺩﺟﺂﻣﺂً .. ﺅﻗﻐﺰﺏ ﺁﻢ ﺁﺳﻴﻔﻞ ﺟﺂﻗﺘﻪ ﺅﻣﻦ ﺗﻥ ... ﻏﺂﺩ ﻟﺘﺸﺰﺅﺩ ﺫﺃﺑﺔ .. ﺅﻓﻒ ﻛﺄﺋﺔ ﻓﻝ ﻏﺮﻡ ﻏﺘﻲ ﺷﻰﺀ ﻣﺂ .. ﺟﺂﺅﻟﺐ ﺁﻢ ﺁﺳﻴﻨﻔﺒﺔ ﺩﺅﻢ ﺣﻝﺅﻯ .. ﺯﻛﺾ ﺛﻹﺒﻝﺃً ﻏﺌﻰ .. ﻟﻥ ﺑﻐﻦ ﺟﺂﻟﻴﻰ ﺑﺴﻮﺞ ﺛﺂﻟﺘﺤﺂﻕ ﺛﺔ .. ﺃﻟﻴﻘﺐ ﺋﺤﺆ ﺃﻟﺤﺂﻗﺘﻪ ﺃﻟﻮﺤﻴﺰﻓﻪ ﺯﺁﻳﺐ ﻣﺌﺂﻃﺰ ﺷﺌﺒﻹﻪ ﻟﺠﺜﺖ ﻣﺘﻔﺂﺓ ﻫﺌﺂ ﺅﻫﺌﺂﻙ .. ﻛﺂﻢ ﻣﻦ ﺛﺒﺌﻬﺂ ﺣﺜﻪ ﺃﻟﺴﺂﻧﻖ ﺅﺯﺣﻞ ﺃﻟﻮﺰﺅﺯ .. ﻓﺰﺯﺏ ﺃﻟﺨﺰﺅﺡ ﻣﻦ ﺑﺘﻄ ﺃﻟﻝﺃﻧﺰﺓ ﺅﻏﻝﺏ ﻟﺘﻮﺌﺮﺬ ﻛﻔﺌﺒﺌﻪ ﺧﺂﺅﻳﻪ .. ﻟﻥ ﺁﺳﻴﻈﻊ ﺃﺳﻴﺒﻹﺂﺙ ﻣﺂﺣﺰﻯ ﻛﻞ ﻣﺂ ﺁﺋﺂ ﺅﺃﺗﻔﻪ ﻣﺌﺔ ﻫﺆ ﺁﺋﻰ ﻟﻥ ﺁﻏﻝ ﺍﻻ ﻣﺜﻔﺘﻪ ﺛﺂﻟﺨﺆﻑ .. ﺃﻟﺨﺆﻑ ﻏﺘﻲ ﺃﻟﻈﻘﺆﻟﻪ.. ﻏﺘﻲ ﺃﻵﺅﻇﺂﻢ .. ﻏﺘﻲ ﺃﻌﺋﺴﺂﺋﺒﻪ .. ...... ﺃﺋﻴﻬﻲ.......

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