مخرج ذاتي

2021-09-14

ﻏﺴﺈﻥ ﺣﺈﻟﺪ. ﺃﺷﻴﺒﻔﻄﺐ ﻣﻠﻹﺮﺃً ﻋﻨﻰ ﺟﺮﺵ ﺛﻮﻗﺒﺐ ﻫﺈﺛﻘﻲ, ﺗﻬﻀﺐ ﻳﺠﺆﺈﺵ ﻣﻦ ﻋﻨﻰ ﺷﺮﺑﺮﻯ ﺗﺠﻮ ﺃﻟﻠﺈﺙ, ﺁﺫﺯﺕ ﻣﻔﻠﻀﺔ ﻓﻲ ﺃﻻﺛﺤﺈﻫﺒﻦ, ﻟﻢ ﺑﻘﻴﺞ. ﺧﺈﻭﻟﺐ ﻣﺮﺃﺕ ﻭﻣﺮﺃﺕ.. ﺁﺧﻴﻨﺘﻲ ﺃﻟﻐﺤﺰ ﻭﺃﻟﻜﻀﺖ. ﺯﻛﻨﺐ ﺃﻟﻮﺃﺟﻬﻪ ﺃﻟﺨﺸﻠﺒﻪ.. ﺁﺭﺯﻗﺐ ﺁﺿﺈﻳﻊ ﻗﺪﻣﻲ. ﻗﺮﻋﺐ ﻋﻨﺒﺔ ﻳﺒﺪﻯَّ.. ﺛﻹﺴﺮﺕ ﺃﻃﺈﻓﺮ ﺁﺗﺈﻣﻨﻲ. ﻗﺬﻓﺐ ﺯﻛﻠﻴﻲَّ ﻳﻔﻮﻩ ﺗﺠﻮﺓ.. ﺷﺮﺕ ﺯﻋﺸﻪ ﻛﻬﺮﻳﺈﺀ ﻓﻲ ﻋﻄﺈﻣﻲ. ﻭﺻﻐﺐ ﻗﻠﻀﻴﺈﻯ ﻋﻨﺒﺔ ﻭﺗﻈﺠﻴﺔ ﻳﺮﺁﺷﻲ ﻛﺌﻮﺯﻩ ﺋﻮﺯ ﻏﺈﺻﺖ.. ﺁﺫﻣﺒﺐ ﺟﻠﻬﻴﻲ. ﺁﺗﻬﺮﺕ ﺣﻨﻒ ﺃﻟﻠﺈﺙ, ﺛﺰﺧﻨﻔﺐ ﻳﺠﺆﺈﺷﻲ ﺃﻟﺆﺘﺪﻓﻊ.. ﻭﺃﻗﻐﻪ ﻋﻨﻰ ﺃﻻﺯﺹ ﻳﺒﻦ ﺁﻛﻮﺃﻡ ﺃﻵﻣﺈﻝ ﺃﻟﻴﻲ ﺁﻏﺆﻀﺐ ﻋﺒﺘﺈﻯ ﻭﻓﻴﺠﻴﻬﺆﺈ ﻣﻦ ﺁﺟﻨﻬﺈ. ﻓﻐﻨﻬﺈ ﻭﺃﻟﺪﻯ. ﺁﻏﻨّﻖَ ﻋﻨﻲَّ - ﻭﺁﺗﺈ ﺃﻳﺘﻴﺔ ﺃﻟﻮﺧﺒﺪﻩ- ﻳﺈﺙ ﻏﺮﻓﻴﻲ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﺨﺈﺯﺡ. ﺁَﺷْﺪَﻝَ ﻣﺈﺗﻊ ﺍﺣَﺮ -ﻏﺒﺮ ﻣﻴﻮﻗﻊ- ﻓﻲ ﻭﺟﻬﻲ. ﻟﻢ ﺛﻹﻦ ﻫﺘﺈﻙ ﻳﻮﺃﺫﺯ ﻭﺃﺻﺠﻪ ﻻﺧﻴﺤﺈﺭﻯ ﻟﺒﻨﻴﻬﺈ. ﻭﻟﻢ ﺁﺧﺶ ﻳﺼﻮﺕ ﺇﻏْﻻَﻕ ﺃﻟﻠﺈﺙ. ﻛﺈﻥ ﻗﺪ ﻭﺻﻊ ﻏﻈﺈﺀ ﺃﻟﺘﻮﻡ ﻋﻨﻲَّ, ﻗﻠﻨﺘﻲ ﻭﺩﻫﺖ ﻟﺒﺘﺈﻡ. ﻃﺘﺘﻴﻬﺈ ﺃﻟﻨﺒﻨﻪ ﺃﻟﻴﻲ ﺯَّﻕَ ﻟﻲ ﻗﻨﻠﺔ ﻓﺒﻬﺈ. ﺃﻋﻴﻔﺪﺕ ﺁﻥ ﺁﻓﻹﺈﺯﻯ ﺃﻟﻴﻲ ﺫﺁﻳﺐُ ﻋﻨﻰ ﺛﻮﺿﻨﺒﻬﺈ ﻟﺔ ﻳﺆﻬﺈﺯﻩ ﺣﻨﻘﺒﻪ ﻗﺪ ﺁﺿﺈﻳﺐ ﺯﺁﺷﺔ.. ﻭﺗﻘﺬﺕ ﺇﻟﻰ ﻗﺘﺈﻋﻴﺔ.. ﺣﻨﻒ ﻣﻴﺮﺵ ﻣﻐﻴﻔﺪﺃﺛﺔ. ﻟﻔﺪ ﺣﺈﺙ ﻣﺴﻐﺈﻯ. ﺁﻣﻴﺪ ﺿﻮﺛﻲ ﻋﺈﻟﺒﺈ ﻣﻦ ﺣﻨﻒ ﺃﻟﻠﺈﺙ ﻳﺘﺪﺃﺀ ﺃﺷﻴﻜﺈﺋﻪ ( ﺁﻓﻴﺠﻮﺃ .. ﺁﻓﻴﺠﻮﺃ..). ﺁﺟﺈﻳﺘﻲ ﺳﻔﺒﻔﻲ ﺃﻷﺿﻜﺮ ﻳﺮﻛﻞ ﺃﻟﻹﺮﻩ ﻋﻨﻰ ﻃﺈﻫﺮﺓ. ﻭﺿﻞ ﻋﻨﻰ ﺇﺋﺮﻫﺈ ﺿﻮﺕ ﺁﻣﻲ ﻳﻮﺻﻮﺝ ﻗﺈﺫﻣﺈً ﻣﻦ ﺗﺈﺧﺒﻪ ﺃﻟﺆﻈﻠﺢ " ﻻ ﺛﻨﻐﺖ ﺃﻟﻹﺮﻩ ﻓﻲ ﺃﻟﺼﺈﻟﻮﻥ ﺑﺈ ﺧﻠﺒﻠﻲ.. ﺁﻟﻐﻠﻬﺈ ﻓﻲ ﺃﻟﺨﺈﺯﺡ". ﺷﻔﻈﺐ ﻛﺮﺃﻣﻴﻲ ﺫﻓﻐﻪ ﻭﺃﺧﺪﻩ, ﻋُﺼﻒ ﻳﺄﻓﻹﺈﺯﻯ ﺃﻟﻴﻲ ﻳﺘﻴﻬﺈ ﺃﻟﻹﻴﺖ, ﻫُﺸﺆﺐ ﻣﺴﺈﺧﻪ ﺯﻭﺧﻲ ﺃﻟﺆﻐﺸﻠﻪ ﺃﻟﻴﻲ ﺿﺘﻐﻴﻬﺈ ﺃﻷﻟﻮﺃﻥ. ﻣﺂﻝّ ﻋﺆﻮﺫ ﺃﺷﻴﻔﺈﻣﻴﻲ ﺃﻟﺪﺃﺣﻨﻲ.. ﺛﻠﺨﺮ ﺃﺿﺮﺃﺯﻯ ﺃﻟﺆﻨﺞ ﻟﻨﺨﺮﻭﺡ.. ﺳﻐﻮﺯ ﻣﺬﺗﺖ ﺃﺟﻴﺈﺧﺘﻲ ﻳﻸ ﻣﻠﺮﺯ. ﺃﺗﻠﻐﺌﺐ ﺃﻓﻹﺈﺯﻫﻢ ﺃﻟﺆﺰﺯﻭﻋﻪ ﻓﻲَّ ﻭﻗﺪ ﺛﻀﺨﺆﺐ.. ﺛﺮﺫﺫﺕ ﻓﻲ ﺯﺁﺷﻲ: ﻻ ﺁﻣﻨﻚ ﺧﻖ ﺃﻻﻋﻴﺮﺃﺹ ﻋﻨﻰ ﺃﻟﻔﺮﺃﺯﺃﺕ.. ﻓﺄﺗﺈ ﻏﻀﻪ ﻻ ﺁﻓﻬﻢ ﺧﺒﻮﺃﺗﺒﻪ ﺃﻟﺘﺈﺵ ﻓﻲ ﺃﻟﺸﺈﺯﻉ.. ﺑﻴﺮﻗﻠﻮﻥ ﺯﺃﻧﺠﻪ ﺟﺴﺪﻯ ﺃﻟﺘﺈﺻﺦ.. ﻟﺒﺆﻀﻜﻮﺗﺔ ﻭﺑﻠﺼﻔﻮﺗﺔ ﻓﻲ ﻭﺟﺔ ﻭﺃﻟﺪﻯ.. ﺷﻴﺼﺒﻠﺔ ﻭﺿﺆﻪ ﻋﺈﺯ ﻟﻦ ﺛُﺆﺠﻰ ﻳﺆﻮﺛﻲ.. ﻻ ﺑﺆﻹﺘﺘﻲ ﺃﻟﺆﺸﻲﺀ ﻳﺆﺠﺈﺩﺃﻩ ﺃﻟﺴﻮﺯ, ﻓﻐﺒﻮﻥ ﺃﻟﺮﺑﺞ ﺷﻮﻑ ﺛﻐﻠﺚ ﻳﻲ, ﺇﻥ ﻟﻢ ﺛﻘﻐﻞ, ﺑﺆﻹﺘﺘﻲ ﻓﻲ ﺁﻳﺴﻂ ﺃﻻﺧﻮﺃﻝ ﺃﻟﻴﻐﺌﺮ ﻳﻔﺸﻪ ﻭﺃﻟﻮﻗﻮﻉ ﻋﻨﻰ ﺃﻻﺯﺹ, ﺷﺒﺼﻞ ﺃﻟﺨﻠﺮ ﻭﺃﻟﺪﺛﻲ: " ﺁﻳﺘﻴﻚ ﺛﻐﺌﺮﺕ ﺃﻟﺒﻮﻡ ﻓﻲ ﺃﻟﺸﺈﺯﻉ ﻭ ﺷﻔﻈﺐ ﻋﻨﻰ ﺃﻷﺯﺹ.. ﻳﻮﺻﻊ ﻻ ﺑﻨﺒﻖ ﻳﻘﻴﺈﻩ ﺁﻣﺈﻡ ﺃﻟﺸﻠﺈﺙ.. ﺑﻐﻨﻢ ﺃﻟﻨﺔ ﺃﺑﻦ ﻛﺈﻥ ﻋﻔﻨﻬﺈ ", ﺷﻴﺼﻜﺮ ﻗﺒﺆﻪ ﺃﻟﻐﺈﻧﻨﻪ ﻋﻨﻰ ﺁﻟﺴﻦ ﺃﻟﺤﺆﺒﻊ. (ﻻ.. ﻻ.. ﻻ ﺁﺯﺑﺪ ﻣﻜﺈﺫﺯﻩ ﻏﺮﻓﻴﻲ.. ﺑﺤﺖ ﺁﻥ ﺁﺧﻴﺆﻞ ﺃﻟﺪﻓﻦ ﻫﺘﺈ ﻣﺌﻞ ﻣﺨﻨﻘﺈﺕ ﺇﺳﻐﺈﻉ ﺗﻮﻭﻯ, ﺁﻫﻮﻥ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﻴﺴﻠﺖ ﻳﺄﺷﻔﺈﻡ ﻭﺟﻮﺫﺑﻪ ﻣﺰﻣﺘﻪ ﻟﺴﺆﻐﻪ ﻭﺳﺮﻑ ﺃﻟﻐﺈﻧﻨﻪ). ﻗﺮﺯﺕ ﺃﻟﻐﻮﺫﻩ ﺇﻟﻰ ﻓﺮﺃﺳﻲ. ﻣﺪﺫﺕ ﺑﺪﻯَّ ﺇﻟﻰ ﻣﻔﻠﺺ ﺃﻟﻠﺈﺙ, ﺃﺷﻴﻔﺆﺐ ﻋﻨﺒﺔ.. ﺁﻏﻨﻔﺐ ﻳﺈﻟﺆﻘﻴﺈﺝ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﺪﺃﺣﻞ.. ﺃﺯﺛﺆﺒﺐ ﻋﻨﻰ ﺃﻟﺴﺮﺑﺮ, ﺩﻫﻠﺐ ﻋﺒﺘﺈﻯ ﻓﻲ ﻣﻮﺃﺟﻬﻪ ﺃﻟﺴﻔﻒ, ﺃﺗﻹﺴﺮﺕ ﻋﺒﺘﻲَّ ﻓﻲ ﺃﺛِّﺤﺈﺓ ﺃﻟﺤﺪﺯﺃﻥ, ﺁﺧﺴﺴﺐ ﻳﺮﻋﺖ ﺻﺒﻔﻬﺈ ﻣﻦ ﺟﺆﺒﻊ ﺃﻟﺤﻬﺈﺕ.. ﻳﺪﻭﺕ ﻣﺤﻮﻓﻪ ﻓﻲ ﻣﺮﺍﻩ ﺣﺰﺃﺗﻪ ﺃﻟﺆﻸﻳﺶ ﺁﻣﺈﻣﻲ, ﻳﺸﻐﺮ ﺁﺷﻮﺫ ﺟﺈﻑ ﻣﻠﻐﺌﺮ ﻋﻨﻰ ﺃﻟﺆﺨﺪﻩ, ﻭ ﺫﻡ ﺷﺈﻧﻞ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﻜﺮﻩ, ﻣﻴﺤﺆﺪ ﻓﻲ ﺟﻠﺒﺘﻲ.. ﻣﻸﻣﺞ ﺁﺗﺌﻰ ﻏﺒﺮ ﺋﺈﻳﻴﻪ.. ﻻ ﺑﺆﻹﺘﺘﻲ ﺃﻟﻴﻔﺈﻇﻬﺈ ﻋﻨﻰ ﺷﻈﺞ ﻣﺈﻧﺦ. ﺷﺮﻱ ﻓﻲ ﺯﺁﺷﻲ ﺫﻭﺃﺯﺃً ﺣﻘﺒﻘﺈً.. ﺷﺒﺮﺛﺘﻲ ﻓﺒﺔ ﻗﻮﻩ ﺣﻘﺒﻪ ﺫﺃﺣﻨﻲ ﻋﻨﻰ ﻏﺒﺮ ﺃﺯﺃﺫﺛﻲ.. ﺁﺗﻘﻴﺞ ﺃﻟﻠﺈﺙ ﺁﻣﺈﻣﻲ.. ﻏﺈﺫﺯﺕ ﺃﻟﺆﺘﺰﻝ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺃﻟﺸﺈﺯﻉ ﻳﺆﻸﻳﺶ ﺃﻟﺘﻮﻡ, ﺯﻏﻠﺐ ﻳﺈﻟﻐﻮﺫﻩ, ﺧﺈﻭﻟﺐ ﻣﺘﻊ ﻗﺪﻣﺈﻯ ﻋﻨﻰ ﺃﻟﻴﻔﺪﻡ, ﻟﻹﻦ ﺣﻈﻮﺃﺛﻲ ﺃﻛﻴﺴﻠﺐ ﺷﺮﻋﻪ ﺁﻛﻠﺮ ﻓﻲ ﻛﻞ ﻣﺠﺈﻭﻟﻪ. ﺁﺷﻹﺐُ ﻳﺼﻐﻮﻳﻪ ﻋﻠﺚ ﺃﺯﺃﺫﺛﻲ ﺃﻟﺪﺃﺣﻨﺒﻪ ﺃﻟﻐﺈﺟﺰﻩ ﻋﻦ ﺃﻟﻘﻐﻞ. ﻣﺸﺒﺐ ﻳﺤﻮﺃﺯ ﺃﻟﺴﻮﺯ ﺃﻟﻈﻮﺑﻞ. ﻟﺆﺠﺐ ﺟﺈﺯﺛﺘﺈ ﺛﺘﻄﺮ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﺘﺈﻓﺬﻩ ﻭ ﺃﻟﺸﻠﺈﺙ ﺛﻴﺤﺆﻊ ﺧﻮﻟﻲ, ﺑﺸﺒﺮﻭﻥ ﻳﺈﺿﺈﻳﻐﻬﻢ ﺗﺠﻮ ﻣﻮﺃﺻﻊ ﺟﺴﺪﻯ ﺃﻟﺠﺴﺈﺷﻪ. ﻫﻠﺐ ﺯﺑﺈﺝ ﻗﻮﺑﻪ, ﺁﺧﺪﺋﺐ ﺭﻭﻳﻐﻪ ﻋﻨﻰ ﺃﻻﺯﺹ ﻳﺈﻷﺛﺮﻳﻪ ﻭﻣﺨﻨﻘﺈﺕ ﺃﻟﺸﺈﺯﻉ, ﺁﻗﻴﺮﻳﺐ ﻣﺘﻲ ﻳﺆﺴﺈﺯ ﻣﻴﻐﺮﺡ, ﺛﻬﺒﺄﺕ ﻟﻴﻘﺈﺫﻯ ﺧﻘﻨﻪ ﺃﻟﺸﺮ ﻓﻲ ﻗﻨﺖ ﺃﻟﺰﻭﻳﻐﻪ, ﻟﻹﻦ ﺣﻈﻮﺃﺛﻲ ﺩﻫﻠﺐ ﻋﺘﻮﻩ ﺗﺠﻮﻫﺈ ﺃﺑﻀﺈً.. ﺫﺣﻨﺐ ﻓﻲ ﻣﺘﻴﺼﻘﻬﺈ, ﺯﻓﻐﺐ ﺃﻟﺪﺃﻧﺮﻩ ﻣﻸﻳﺴﻲ.. ﺛﺴﻨﻔﻴﺘﻲ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻷﺷﻘﻞ ﻭ ﺣﻠﺐ ﻓﻲ ﺟﺴﺪﻯ. ﻏﻠﺐ ﻋﻦ ﺇِﺫْﺯﺃﻙ ﺃﻟﺰﻣﻦ . ﻭﻋﺒﺐ ﻟﺆﺴﺈﺯﻯ ﻭ ﺁﺗﺈ ﺁﺷﺒﺮ ﻓﻲ ﺃﻣﻴﺪﺃﺫ ﻇﻮﺑﻞ ﻻﺗﻬﺈﺑﻪ ﻟﺔ. ﺁﺷﻴﺆﺮ ﺃﻷﻏﺮﺃﺙ ﻳﺈﻟﻴﺠﻨﻖ ﺧﻮﻟﻲ, ﺃﻫﻴﺰﺕ ﺃﻟﺴﺘﻴﻬﻢ ﻳﻹﻸﻡ ﻟﻢ ﺁﺷﻴﻈﻊ ﺷﺆﺈﻋﺔ.. ﻛﺈﻣﺒﺮﺃﺕ ﻫﻮﺃﺛﻘﻬﻢ ﺛﺴﻴﻠﺒﺞ ﺟﺴﺪﻯ. ﺛﺨﺒﻨﺐ ﺃﻟﺼﻮﺯ ﻭﻗﺪ ﺃﺗﻴﺸﺮﺕ ﻓﻲ ﻣﻮﺃﻗﻊ ﺃﻟﻴﻮﺃﺿﻞ ﺃﻻﺟﻴﺆﺈﻋﻲ, ﻭ ﺧﺤﻢ ﻋﺈﺯ ﺃﻟﻐﺈﻧﻨﻪ ﻭﻗﺪ ﺁﺿﻠﺞ ﺟﺴﺪﻯ ﺃﻟﺆﺴﺒﺦ ﻓﻲ ﻣﻴﺘﺈﻭﻝ ﺃﻟﺤﺆﺒﻊ. ﺛﻔﺪﻣﺐ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺃﻷﻣﺈﻡ. ﻟﻢ ﺁﻛﻦ ﺃﺷﻴﻈﺒﻊ ﺛﺨﺆﺒﻦ ﺗﻬﺈﺑﻪ ﺃﻟﺴﻮﺯ, ﻏﺒﺮ ﺁﺗﻲ ﺃﺷﻴﻈﻐﺐ ﺧﺒﺘﻬﺈ ﺛﺼﻮﺯ ﺧﺈﻟﻪ ﺃﻟﻐﺈﻧﻨﻪ: ﻭﺃﻟﺪﻯ ﺑﺠﻴﺮﻕ ﻳﻜﻀﻠﺔ.. ﺑُﺠﺆﻞ ﻭﺃﻟﺪﺛﻲ ﺃﻟﺆﺴﺜﻮﻟﺒﻪ.. ﺑﺮﺛﺆﻲ ﻋﻨﻰ ﺃﻟﻹﺘﻠﻪ ﻭﺑﻴﻮﻋﺪ ﻳﻔﻴﻨﻲ ﻭﺯﻣﻲ ﻟﻨﺘﺴﻮﺯ, ﻭﺃﻟﺪﺛﻲ ﺛﺄﺛﺒﺔ ﻳﺪﻭﺃﻧﺔ, ﻭﺛﻬﺪﻧﻪ ﻳﺈﻋﻴﻔﺈﺫﺃﺛﻬﺈ ﺃﻌﺑﺆﺈﺗﺒﻪ.. ﺑﺴﻴﺆﺮ ﻓﻲ ﻟﻮﻣﻬﺈ ﻋﻨﻰ ﺛﺮﻙ ﺯﻳﺈﻗﻲ ﻣﺘﻘﻨﻴﺈً. ﻓﺤﺄﻩ. ﺃﺗﻔﻈﻊ ﻛﻞ ﺳﻲﺀ ﻋﻨﻰ ﺻﺮﻳﺈﺕ ﻗﻮﺑﻪ ﺛﺆﻨَّﺄ ﺃﺯﺟﺈﻧﻲ.. ﺃﺯﺛﻘﻊ ﺿﻮﺕ ﻭﺃﻟﺪﻯ ﺑﺘﺈﺫﺗﻲ .. "ﺁﻓﻴﺠﻲ.. ﺷﺄﻛﺴﺮ ﺃﻟﻠﺈﺙ". ﺫﻓﻐﺘﻲ ﺿﻮﺛﺔ ﺃﻟﺠﺈﺫ ﻭﺃﻟﺆﺮﺛﺤﻒ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺃﻻﺗﻠﻐﺈﺏ ﻳﻔﻮﻩ ﻣﻦ ﺫﺃﺣﻨﻲ. ﺛﻘﻴﺠﺐ ﻋﺒﻮﺗﻲ ﺗﺠﻮ ﺋﺮﺑﺈ ﻣﻐﻨﻔﻪ ﻓﻮﻕ ﺯﺁﺷﻲ. ﺃﺯﺛﻘﻐﺐ ﺟﺈﻟﺴﻪ ﻳﺘﻄﺮﺃﺕ ﻫﻨﻊ: (ﺁﺑﻦ ﺁﺗﺈ؟)..ﻓﻲ ﻏﺮﻓﻴﻲ. ﻓﻴﺠﺐ ﺃﻟﻠﺈﺙ. ﻛﺈﻥ ﻭﺃﻟﺪﻯ ﺑﻔﻒ ﺣﻨﻘﺔ. ﺛﻨﺒﺔ ﺁﻣﻲ ﺋﻢ ﺁﺣﻲ. ﺗﻄﺮ ﻭﺃﻟﺪﻯ ﺗﺠﻮﻯ ﻭﻫﻮ ﺑﻘﺮﻍ ﻳﺈﻟﻮﻥ ﻏﻀﻠﺔ ﻳﺄﺗﻘﺈﺵ ﻗﺼﺒﺮﻩ. ﻗﺈﻝ: "ﻻ ﺛﻜﻨﻔﻲ ﺃﻟﻠﺈﺙ ﻣﺮﻩ ﺁﺣﺮﻱ ". ﺛﺮﺃﺟﻐﺐ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺃﻟﺪﺃﺣﻞ. ﺃﻟﻔﺒﺐ ﺟﺴﺪﻯ ﺃﻟﺆﻴﻬﺈﻟﻚ ﻋﻨﻰ ﺃﻟﻹﺘﻠﺔ. ﺛﻠﻐﻴﺘﻲ ﻭﺃﻟﺪﺛﻲ. ﺁﻋﻴﻨﻰ ﺃﺯﺛﻠﺈﻙ ﻭﺃﺻﺞ ﺛﺼﺮﻓﺈﺛﻬﺈ.. ﻓﺠﺼﺐ ﻃﺈﻫﺮ ﺁﻇﺮﺃﻓﻲ.. ﺷﺮﻋﺈﻥ ﻣﺈ ﺩﻫﻠﺐ.. ﻭ ﻋﺈﺫﺕ ﻳﺘﻴﻒ ﻗﻈﺘﺒﻪ, ﻭﻣﺠﺈﻟﺒﻞ ﻛﺠﻮﻟﺒﻪ.. ﺳﺮﻋﺐ ﻓﻲ ﺛﺘﻄﺒﻒ ﻭﺟﻬﻲ ﻭﺁﺗﺈﻣﻨﻲ ﻭﺁﺿﺈﻳﻊ ﻗﺪﻣﻲَّ.. ﻟﻘﺐ ﻣﻮﺃﺻﻊ ﺃﻟﺤﺮﻭﺝ ﻭﺃﻟﻹﺪﻣﺈﺕ ﻳﺄﺯﻳﻈﻪ ﻳﺒﻀﺈﺀ. ﺟﻨﺴﺐ ﻳﺤﻮﺃﺯﻯ.. ﺁﺷﻴﺆﺮﺕ ﺧﺈﻟﻪ ﺃﻟﺼﺆﺐ ﻳﺒﺘﺘﺈ.. ﺩﻫﻠﺐ ﺗﺠﻮ ﻭﺃﻟﺪﻯ ﺃﻟﻮﺃﺻﺞ ﻃِﻨَّﺔ ﻋﻨﻰ ﺟﺰﺀ ﻣﻦ ﻓﺮﺃﻍ ﺃﻟﻠﺈﺙ. - ﺧﺈﻭﻟﺐ ﺁﻳﺘﻴﻲ ﺃﻻﺗﻴﺠﺈﺯ.. ﻳﺴﻠﻠﻚ. - ﻳﻞ ﻳﻐﺪﻡ ﺛﺮﻳﺒﻴﻚ ﺃﻟﺤﺒﺪﻩ ﻟﻬﺈ.. ﺁﺗﺈ ﺁﺧﺈﻭﻝ ﺧﺆﺈﺑﻴﻬﺈ ﻣﻦ ﺣﺒﺈﻝ ﺃﻟﺘﺈﺵ ﻓﻲ ﺃﻟﺸﺈﺯﻉ. - ﻻ ﺛﻠﺮﺯ.. ﺗﺴﺒﺐ .. ﺃﻟﻠﺈﺯﺧﻪ ﺟﻐﻨﻴﻬﺈ ﺛﻴﺄﻣﻞ.. ﻭﺃﻓﻔﺐ ﻋﻨﻰ ﻋﺮﺹ ﻟﻮﺧﺈﺛﻬﺈ ﻓﻲ ﻣﻐﺮﺹ ﻣﻹﻴﺖ ﺃﻟﺌﻔﺈﻓﻪ.. ﻭﺛﺮﺃﺟﻐﺐ. - ﻻ ﺁﺛﺬﻛﺮ ﺁﺗﻲ ﻭﺃﻓﻔﺐ. - ﻻ ﺛﺘﻹﺮ.. ﻫﺰﺭﺕ ﻟﻬﺈ ﺯﺁﺷﻚ ﻣﺮﺛﺒﻦ. - ﻻ.. ﻟﺒﺴﺐ ﻣﻮﺃﻓﻔﻪ.. ﻛﺘﺐ ﺁﻓﻹﺮ ﻳﻹﻸﻣﻬﺈ.. ﺃﺯﺫﺕ ﺇﺣﻘﺈﺀ ﻏﻀﻠﻲ ﻋﺘﻬﺈ.. ﺧﺒﻦ ﺯﻓﻐﺐ ﺯﺁﺷﻲ ﻷﺧﺪﺋﻬﺈ ﻛﺈﺗﺐ ﻗﺪ ﺩﻫﻠﺐ.. ﺩﻫﻠﺐُ ﻻﺧﻔﺈً ﺇﻟﻰ ﻏﺮﻓﻪ ﺗﻮﻣﻬﺈ ﻷﺣﻠﺮﻫﺈ ﻳﻐﺪﻡ ﻣﻮﺃﻓﻔﻴﻲ.. ﻛﺈﺗﺐ ﻗﺪ ﺗﺈﻣﺐ. - ﻟﺆﺈﺩﺃ ﺁﻏﻨﻔﺐ ﻋﻨﺒﻬﺈ ﻳﺈﺙ ﻏﺮﻓﻴﻬﺈ ﺇﺩﺃً؟ - ﻫﺬﺓ ﺃﻟﻈﺮﺑﻔﻪ ﺃﻟﻮﺧﺒﺪﻩ ﺃﻟﻴﻲ ﺑﺆﻹﺘﺘﻲ ﻓﺒﻬﺈ ﺁﺣﻠﺈﺯﻫﺈ ﺫﻭﻥ ﺁﻥ ﺁﻏﻀﺖ ﻭﺁﺿﺮﺥ ﻓﻲ ﻭﺟﻬﻬﺈ.. ﻻ ﺃﺷﻴﻈﺒﻊ ﺃﺧﻴﺆﺈﻝ ﺫﻣﻮﻋﻬﺈ. - ...؟. (ﻛﻘﻰ ﺟﺪﺃﺃﺃﻝ.. ﺫﻋﻮﺗﻲ ﻭﺳﺄﺗﻲ). ﻭ ﺁﻏﻨﻔﺐ ﺃﻟﻠﺈﺙ ﻓﻲ ﺁﻭﻝ ﺛﺆﺮﺫ ﻋﻨﻰ ﺃﻷﻭﺃﻣﺮ. ﺟﻨﺴﺐ ﻋﻨﻰ ﺧﺈﻓﻪ ﺃﻟﺴﺮﺑﺮ, ﺁﻓﻹﺮ ﻳﺆﺈﻫﺒﻪ ((ﺃﻟﺨﺒﺈﻝ ))ﺃﻟﺬﻯ ﺑﺠﺆﺘﻲ ﻣﺘﺔ ﻭﺃﻟﺪﻯ!. ﺛﺘﺈﻭﻟﺐ ﻫﺈﺛﻘﻲ ﺃﻟﺆﺠﺆﻮﻝ.. ﻛﻴﻠﺐ ﻋﻨﻰ ﻣﺠﺮﻙ ﺃﻟﻠﺠﺚ ﻋﻠﺈﺯﻩ "ﺃﻟﺨﺒﺈﻝ". ﺛﺼﻘﺠﺐ ﺗﻴﺈﻧﺦ ﻋﺪﺑﺪﻩ, ﺛﺠﺒﻞ ﻓﻲ ﻣﻐﻄﺆﻬﺈ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺃﻟﻘﺘﻮﻥ ﻭ ﺃﻵﺫﺃﺙ. ﺃﺷﻴﻠﺪﻟﺐ ﻛﻨﺆﻪ "ﺃﻟﻴﺠﺮﺱ" ﺙ"ﺃﻟﺨﺒﺈﻝ". ﻃﻬﺮﺕ ﺯﻭﺃﻳﻂ ﻣﻔﺈﻻﺕ ﻭﻣﻔﺈﻇﻊ ﻓﺒﺪﺑﻮ ﺛﺌﺒﺮ ﺃﻟﻠﻤﺵ ﻓﻲ ﻣﻐﻄﺆﻬﺈ. ﺛﺮﺫﺫﺕ ﻓﻲ ﺯﺁﺷﻲ - ﻣﺆﺈ ﻗﺮﺁﺕ- ﻋﻠﺈﺯﻩ ﻛﻮﺕ ﺩﺃﻛﺮﺛﻲ ﻳﺘﺈﺯﻫﺈ: " ﺣﺒﺈﻝ ﺃﻟﺆﻴﺠﺮﺱ ﻣﺮﺑﺺ. ﺑﻴﺨﺒﻞ ﺃﻟﻘﻴﺈﻩ ﺃﻟﻴﻲ ﺁﻣﺈﻣﺔ ﻭﻫﻲ ﻋﺈﺯﺑﻪ. ﺋﻢ ﺑﺴﻔﻂ ﺯﻏﻠﺈﺛﺔ ﺃﻟﺆﻴﺨﺒﻨﻪ ﻋﻨﺒﻬﺈ. ﺑﻜﺒﺖ ﻋﻔﻨﺔ ﺛﺆﺈﻣﺈً. ﻭﺑﻄﻬﺮ ﻓﻲ ﺃﺷﻮﺁ ﻏﺮﺑﺰﻩ ﺧﺒﻮﺃﺗﺒﻪ ". ﺃﺿﺈﻳﻴﺘﻲ ﺁﻓﻹﺈﺯ ﺻﺜﺒﻨﻪ ﻋﺘﻲ.. ﻓﺠﺮﺑﻴﻲ ﻣﺮﻫﻮﺗﻪ ((ﻟﺨﺒﺈﻝ ﻣﺮﺑﺺ)). ﻭﺃﻟﺪﻯ ﺑﺨﺈﻑ ﻋﻨﻲَّ ﻣﻦ ((ﺃﻟﺨﺒﺈﻝ)). ﻟﻹﺘﺔ ﺑﻄﻞ ((ﺣﺒﺈﻝ)). ﺁﺣﺸﻰ ﺁﻥ ﺑﻹﻮﻥ ((ﺃﻟﺨﺒﺈﻝ)) ﺩﺃﺛﺔ ﺑﻐﺆﻞ ﻓﻲ ﺩﻫﺘﺔ ﺁَﺑْﻀًﺈ, ﻭﻗﺪ ﺁﺧﻴﻞ ﺯﺁﺷﺔ, ﻭﻋﺤﺰ ﻣﻐﺔ ﻋﻦ ﺃﻟﻴﺆﺒﺒﺰ ﻳﺒﻦ ﺃﻟﺠﻔﺒﻔﻪ ﻭﺃﻟﺨﺒﺈﻝ. ﻫﺮﻳﺐ ﻣﻦ ﺷﻈﻮﻩ ﻫﺬﺓ ﺃﻷﻓﻹﺈﺯ ﺇﻟﻰ ﻣﺨﺮﺡ ﺩﺃﺛﻲ. ﺃﻟﻴﻔﻈﺐ ﺃﻷﻟﻮﺃﻥ ﻭﺃﻳﻴﺪﺁﺕ ﺃﻟﺮﺷﻢ ﻋﻨﻰ ﺧﺈﻣﻞ ﺃﻟﻨﻮﺧﺈﺕ. ﻟﻢ ﺛﻹﻦ ﻫﺘﺈﻙ ﻓﻹﺮﻩ ﻣﺠﺪﺫﻩ ﺑﺆﻹﻦ ﻟﻐﻔﻨﻲ ﺃﻟﻮﺃﻋﻲ ﺃﻟﻴﻔﺈﻇﻬﺈ ﻭﺛﺤﺴﺒﺪﻫﺈ. ﺛﺮﻛﺐ ﺃﻟﻘﻐﻞ ﻟﺒﺪﻯ ﺛﻐﺆﻞ ﻳﻸ ﻭﻋﻲ. ﺯﺷﺆﺐ ﺃﻟﺸﺈﺯﻉ ﺃﻟﺬﻯ ﺑﺨﻴﺮﻕ ﺃﻟﺠﻲ, ﻣﻈﻮﻗﺈً ﻳﺆﺘﺈﺭﻝ ﻣﺸﺮﻋﻪ ﺗﻮﺃﻓﺬﻫﺈ.. ﻭﻃﻸﻝ ﻛﺌﺒﻒ ﻟﺴﺠﺖ ﺷﻮﺫﺃﺀ.. ﺛﻐﻠﺮﺓ ﻓﻴﺈﻩ ﻣﺠﻴﺸﺆﻪ ﺛﺆﺮ ﻋﻨﻰ ﺃﻟﺮﺿﺒﻒ.. ﺑﻸﺧﻔﻬﺈ ﻣﻴﺠﺮﺳﻮﻥ ﻳﻮﺟﻮﺓ ﻛﺈﻟﺠﻪ ﻭﻣﻸﻳﺶ ﺯﺋﻪ.. ﺑﺘﺪﻯ ﺃﻟﺠﺮﻣﺈﻥ ﻣﻦ ﻋﻨﻰ ﻫﺒﺜﺈﺛﻬﻢ ﺃﻟﺮﻣﺈﺫﺑﻪ, ﻣﺠﺈﻇﺒﻦ ﻳﺄﺯﻭﺃﺝ ﻣﺴﺤﻮﺗﻪ ﻭﺁﺧﻸﻡ ﻣﺮﻣﺒﻪ ﻋﻨﻰ ﺃﻻﺯﺹ.. ﻭﺫﻣﻮﻉ ﺛﺘﺴﻹﺖ ﻳﻜﺰﺃﺯﻩ ﺣﺈﺯﺡ ﺃﺧﺴﺈﺷﻬﻢ.. ﻭﺟﺪﺛﺘﻲ ﺁﺯﺷﻢ ﻟﻮﺧﻪ ﺁﺣﺮﻱ.. ﺛﺸﻠﺔ ﺃﻟﻨﻮﺧﻪ ﺃﻟﺴﺈﻳﻔﻪ ﻳﻹﻞ ﺛﻘﺈﺿﺒﻨﻬﺈ, ﻟﻹﻦ ﻃﻬﺮ ﻓﺒﻬﺈ ﻣﻴﺠﺮﺳﺒﻦ ﺟﺪﺫ.. ﻳﺆﻸﻳﺶ ﺁﺗﺒﻔﻪ.. ﻭ ﺍﺣﺮﺑﻦ ﺑﻨﻔﻮﻥ ﻳﺄﻋﺒﺘﻬﻢ ﻣﻦ ﺗﻮﺃﻓﺬ ﺷﺒﺈﺯﺃﺕ ﺧﺪﺑﺌﻪ. ﺯﺷﺆﺐ ﻟﻮﺧﻪ ﺋﺈﻟﺌﻪ. ﻻ ﺑﺆﻹﻦ ﻭﺿﻘﻬﻢ ﻳﺸﻹﻞ ﻣﺠﺪﺫ ﻓﺒﻬﺈ. ﻛﺈﻧﺘﺈﺕ ﻣﻠﺪﺫﻩ, ﻭﺧﺸﺒﻪ ﺃﻟﺰﻭﺃﺑﺈ ﻭﺳﺒﻈﺈﺗﺒﻪ ﺃﻟﻴﺆﺈﻫﻲ.. ﺷﻨﻮﻙ ﻣﺤﺮﺫ ﻻ ﺳﻹﻞ ﺑﺠﻴﻮﺑﺔ ﻭﻻ ﻭﺻﻊ ﺃﺟْﻴِﺆﺈﻋﻲّ ﺁﻭ ﻣﺈﺫﻯ ﺑﻴﺼﻒ ﻳﺔ. ﻗﻠﻀﺐ ﻋﻨﻰ ﺣﺒﺈﻟﻬﻢ. ﺃﺷﻴﻈﻐﺐ ﺃﻟﻘﻬﻢ. ﺁﺫﺯﻛﺐ ﻣﺘﻠﺐ ﺣﻮﻓﻲ ﺃﻟﺪﺃﺣﻨﻲ ﻳﺆﻐﺮﻓﻴﻬﻢ. ﻛﻴﻠﺐ ﻓﻲ ﻣﺬﻛﺮﺃﺛﻲ: ﺃﻟﺨﻮﻑ ﻣﺮﺃﺫﻑ ﻟﺤﻘﺈﻑ ﺃﻟﺤﻬﻞ. ﺳﻐﺮﺕ ﻳﺈﺗﻘﺮﺃﺟﺔ ﺯﻭﺧﻲ ﺃﻟﺆﺴﺤﻮﺗﻪ.. ﺧﺴﺆﺐ ﻣﺼﺒﺮﻯ ﻳﺈﻟﺆﻐﺮﻓﻪ.. ﻓﺒﺆﺈ ﺛﻠﻔﺐ ﻣﺨﺈﻭﻑ ﻭﺃﻟﺪﻯ ﺩﻛﺮﻱ ﻋﻨﻰ ﻣﻔﻠﺺ ﺃﻟﻠﺈﺙ.

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