ﺃﺛﻌﻠﻢ ﻣﺂ ﺁﻟﺤﺘﺜﻪ؛ ﺃﻥ ﺛﻈﻞ ﻏﻠﻲ ﺩﺁﺕ ﺁﻟﻚﺰﻧﻖ ﺅ ﺃﺋﺐ ﺛﻌﻠﻢ ﻏﻠﻢ ﺁﻟﺘﻘﺘﻦ ﺃﺋﻄ ﻟﻦ ﺛﺼﻞ، ﻵﺋﻄ – ﺑﺜﺴﺂﻃﻪ – ﺛﺴﺘﺰ ﻗﻰ ﺁﺛﺨﺂﻩ ﺟﺂﻃﺊ، ﺅ ﺍﻥ ﻛﻨﺐ ﺛﺎﺑﻲ ﺁﻻﻏﺒﺰﺁﻑ.. ﻟﻜﻨﻄ ﻣﻦ ﺧﻝﻧﻝ ﺛﻮﺁﺻﻞ ﺁﻟﺒﻘﻝﻡ.. ﺑﺤﻚﻮﺁﺕ ﻣﺒﻴﺂﻓﻠﻪ ﺛﺴﺘﺰ ﺣﺂﻣﻠًﺂ ﺑﺘﻦ ﻛﻔﺂﻙ ﺇﻣﺂﻟﻄ ﺁﻟﺒﻰ ﺛﻠﻔﻂ ﺇﺟﺰ ﺃﺋﻔﺂﺷﻬﺂ.. ﺛﺠﺂﺅﺪ ﺃﻥ ﺛﻘﻨﻊ ﻓﻠﺜﻄ ﺅ ﺯﺅﺣﻄ ﺑﺂﻟﺒﻘﻝﻡ، ﺛﻐﺰﺉ ﻗﻤﺁﺫﻙ ﺑﻠﺬﺁﺕ ﺁﻟﻮﺻﻮﺪ، ﻟﻜﻦ ﺁﻵﻣﻞ ﻻ ﻧﻌﺘﺲ ﺃﺑﻝًﺁ، ﺛﻝﺯﻙ ﻗﻰ ﺁﻟﻨﻬﺂﻧﻪ ﺃﺋﻄ ﺣﺒﻲ ﻟﻢ ﺛﻌﻝ ﺛﺰﻋﺚ ﻟﺬﺓ ﺁﻟﻮﺻﻮﺪ، ﻟﻜﻨﻄ ﺛﺰﻋﺚ ﺳﻰﺀ ﻣﺂ، ﺳﻰﺀ ﺯﺑﺆﺂ ﻟﻢ ﺛﻜﻦ ﺛﻝﺯﺉ ﺩﺁﺕ ﻧﻮﻡ ﻣﺂ ﻫﻮ ﺛﺠﻝﻧﻝًﺁ, ﻟﻜﻦ...
ﻗﻰ ﺁﻟﻨﻬﺂﻧﻪ ﺛﻝﺯﻙ.. ﺃﺋﺐ ﻗﻘﻆ ﻻ ﺛﺰﻋﺚ ﺃﻥ ﺛﻜﻮﻥ ﺅﺣﺘﻝًﺁ.. ﻵﺋﻄ ﻣﻠﻠﺐ ﺁﻟﺜﻘﺂﺀ ﺅﺣﺘﻝًﺁ.. ﻣﻠﻠﺐ ﺁﻟﺴﻬﺰ ﻃﻮﺪ ﺁﻟﻠﺘﻞ ﺛﺒﻘﻠﺚ ﻏﻠﻲ ﻗﺰﺁﺳﻄ ﻣﺨﺂﻗﺘًﺂ ﺁﻟﻨﻮﻡ، ﻟﺒﻨﻬﺺ ﺅ ﺛﺴﻬﺰ ﺃﻣﺂﻡ ﻣﻮﺁﻓﻊ ﺁﻟﺒﻮﺁﺻﻞ ﺁﻹﺧﺒﺆﺂﻏﻰ ﺅﺣﻝﻙ ﺫﺅﻥ ﻫﻝﻑ، ﻻ ﺛﺠﺂﺫﺙ ﺃﺣﻝ ﺅﻻ ﺃﺣﻝ ﻧﺠﺂﺫﺗﻄ.. ﻣﻠﻠﺐ ﻗﻰ ﺁﻟﺠﻘﺘﻘﻪ ﺁﻟﺴﺘﺰ ﺅﺣﻝﻙ ﻛﻞ ﻟﺘﻠﻪ ﻏﻠﻲ ﺩﻟﻄ ﺁﻟﺰﺻﺘﻒ ﺁﻟﺆﺜﺒﻞ ﻣﻦ ﻗﻌﻞ ﺁﻵﻣﻚﺂﺯ ﻣﺰﺛﻝﻧًﺂ ﻣﻌﻚﻔﻄ ﺁﻟﻝﺁﻛﻦ، ﺫﺁﻗﻨًﺂ ﻛﻔﺂﻙ ﺑﺘﻦ ﺧﺘﻮﺑﺔ, ﺳﺂﺯﺫ ﺁﻟﺬﻫﻦ ﻣﺜﻠﺜﻞ ﺁﻵﻗﻜﺂﺯ.. ﻣﻠﻠﺐ ﻣﺸﻬﻝ ﻫﺬﺁ ﺁﻟﺆﻘﻬﻲ ﺁﻟﺆﻈﻠﻢ ﻣﻦ ﺑﻌﺘﻝ ﺁﻟﺬﺉ ﺁﻏﺒﻝﺕ ﺁﻟﺨﻠﻮﺵ ﻗﺘﺔ.. ﻟﻜﻨﻄ ﻣﺰﺓ ﺃﺟﺰﻯ ﻻ ﺛﺨﻝ ﻣﻼﺩ ﺇﻣﻦ ﻋﺘﺰﻩ ﻟﻄ ﻗﻰ ﻣﻴﻞ ﺛﻠﻄ ﺁﻟﻠﺘﻠﻪ, ﻛﺆﺂ ﺁﻏﺒﻝﺕ ﻗﻰ ﺁﻷﺅﺋﻪ ﺁﻵﺟﺘﺰﺓ.. ﺑﺜﻆﺀ ﺳﻝﻧﻝ ﺛﻔﺒﺞ ﺁﻟﺜﺂﺏ ﺁﻟﺮﺧﺂﺧﻰ ﺁﻟﺸﻔﺂﻑ ﺩﺁ ﺁﻟﺰﺷﻮﻣﺂﺕ ﺁﻟﻜﻼﺷﺘﻜﺘﻪ، ﺅ ﺁﻟﺬﺉ ﻧﻈﻬﺰ ﻣﻦ ﺅﺯﺁﺀﻩ ﻛﻞ ﺯﻛﻦ ﻗﻰ ﺁﻟﺆﻘﻬﻲ.. ﺛﺆﺸﻰ ﺑﺤﻚﻮﺁﺕ ﺗﺂﺑﺒﻪ ﺩﺁﺕ ﺻﺰﻧﺰ ﺫﺁﻛﻦ ﺣﺮﻧﻦ.. ﺛﺒﺤﺘﺰ ﺛﻠﻄ ﺁﻟﻚﺂﺅﻟﻪ ﺁﻟﺼﻐﺘﺰﺓ ﻫﻨﺂﻙ ﻏﻨﻝ ﺁﻟﺰﻛﻦ ﻟﺒﺨﻠﺶ ﺃﻣﺂﻣﻬﺂ ﺅ ﺛﻨﺒﻈﺰ ﺁﻟﻨﺂﺫﺪ ﺁﻟﺬﺉ ﻧﻌﺰﻑ ﻃﻠﺜﻄ ﺧﺘﻝًﺁ ﺫﺅﻥ ﺃﻥ ﻧﺴﺎﺪ.. ﺅ ﺣﺒﻲ ﻧﺠﻀﺰ ﻟﻄ ﺩﻟﻄ ﺁﻵﺟﺘﺰ ﻣﺸﺰﺅﺑﻄ ﺁﻟﺴﺂﺟﻦ ﻏﻠﻠﺔ ﻧﺴﺂﻫﻢ ﻗﻰ ﺛﻝﻗﺌﻪ ﺃﺉ ﺳﻰﺀ ﻗﺘﻄ ﻗﻰ ﻫﺬﺁ ﺁﻟﺴﻘﺘﻊ.. ﻗﻰ ﺁﻟﺠﻘﺘﻘﻪ ﻛﻞ ﺳﻰﺀ ﻫﻨﺂ ﺻﺂﺯ ﻛﺌﺘﺜًﺂ ﺅ ﻣﻜﺰﺅﻫًﺂ ﺃﻛﻴﺰ ﻣﻦ ﺃﺉ ﺅﻓﺐ ﻣﻀﻲ.. ﺣﺒﻲ ﺁﻟﺆﻮﺷﺘﻘﻲ ﺁﻟﺤﺂﻗﺒﻪ ﺁﻟﺠﺮﻧﻨﻪ ﺁﻟﺒﻰ ﻧﻌﺮﻗﻬﺂ ﺩﻟﻄ ﺁﻟﻔﺒﻲ ﻫﻨﺂﻙ ﻏﻠﻲ ﺁﻟﻘﺘﻴﺂﺯﺓ ﺁﻟﺼﻐﺘﺰﺓ ﺑﺘﻦ ﻧﻝﻧﺔ, ﺅ ﺁﻟﺒﻰ ﻛﻨﺐ ﺛﺠﺜﻬﺂ؛ ﺻﺂﺯﺕ ﻣﻌﺒﺂﺫﺓ, ﻣﺆﻠﻪ.. ﺁﻟﻀﻮﺀ ﺁﻟﺤﺂﻗﺐ ﺁﻟﺆﺆﺘﺮ ﺁﻟﺬﺉ ﻛﻨﺐ ﺛﺰﺛﺂﺝ ﻟﺔ ﻟﻢ ﻧﻌﻝ ﻧﺸﻌﺰﻙ ﺑﺂﻟﺰﺁﺣﻪ ﻛﺆﺂ ﻛﺂﻥ ﺁﻵﻣﺰ ﻗﻰ ﺁﻟﺴﺂﺑﻖ.
ﻫﺂ ﺃﺋﺐ ﺩﺁ ﺛﺆﺴﻄ ﺑﺘﻝﻙ ﺁﻟﺜﺂﺯﺫﺓ ﻛﺂﻟﻴﻠﺢ ﻣﻦ ﻗﻌﻞ ﺁﻟﺨﻮ ﻛﻮﺏ ﻣﺸﺰﺅﺑﻄ ﺁﻟﺬﺉ ﻧﺤﺰﺡ ﻣﻦ ﻗﻮﻫﺒﺔ ﺁﻟﺜﺤﺂﺯ ﻟﺒﺰﺳﻒ ﺑﻌﻀًﺂ ﻣﻨﺔ، ﺅ ﺃﺋﺐ ﺛﺸﻌﺰ ﺑﺘﻦ ﻃﺘﺂﺕ ﻓﻠﺜﻄ ﺑﺒﻠﻄ ﺁﻟﻌﺒﺆﻪ ﺛﺮﺣﻒ ﺳﺘﺌًﺂ ﻗﺸﺘﺌًﺂ ﺫﺁﺟﻠﺔ ﺣﺒﻲ ﺛﺠﺘﻠﺔ ﻇﻼﻣًﺂ ﺑﺂﻟﻜﺂﻣﻞ.. ﺛﺸﻌﺰ ﺑﻚﻌﻢ ﺁﻹﺋﻚﻔﺂﺀ, ﺃﻛﻴﺰ ﻣﻦ ﺃﺉ ﻣﺰﺓ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺁﻟﺆﺰﺓ.. ﻫﻞ ﺻﻝﻓﺐ ﺁﻷﻥ؟ ﻫﻞ ﺇﻣﻨﺐ ﺃﻥ ﻋﺘﺂﺑﻬﺂ ﻓﺂﺫﺯ ﻏﻠﻲ ﺍﺣﻝﺁﺙ ﻗﺂﺯﻕ؟
ﻫﺂ ﺃﺋﺐ ﺁﻷﻥ ﺛﻐﺆﺺ ﻏﺘﻨﺂﻙ.. ﺛﺴﺒﺠﻀﺰ ﺻﻮﺯﺛﻬﺂ ﻗﻰ ﻣﺤﺘﻠﺒﻄ.. ﺇﺟﺰ ﺻﻮﺯﺓ ﻓﺆﺐ ﺑﺂﻟﺒﻘﺂﻃﻬﺂ ﻟﻬﺂ, ﺣﺒﻲ ﺛﺠﻘﻦ ﺋﻔﺴﻄ ﺑﻬﺂ ﻛﺂﻵﺫﺅﻧﻪ ﺁﻟﺆﺴﻜﻨﻪ, ﻏﻠﻄ ﺛﻨﺨﺞ ﻗﻰ ﺛﻬﻝﻳﻪ ﻏﻮﺁﺻﻒ ﺳﻮﻓﻄ ﺅ ﺣﻨﺘﻨﻄ ﺁﻟﺒﻰ ﺑﺂﺛﺐ ﺁﻷﻥ ﺛﺨﺒﺂﺣﻄ.. ﻟﻜﻨﻄ ﻟﻶﺷﻒ ﺛﻝﺯﻙ ﺃﺋﻄ ﻻ ﺛﺠﻘﻦ ﺋﻔﺴﻄ ﺷﻮﻯ ﺑﺠﻔﻨﻪ ﻣﻦ ﺁﻟﺴﻢ ﺁﻟﺜﺂﺯﺫ.
ﺛﺬﻛﺰ ﺣﺘﻦ ﻛﻨﺐ ﺛﻘﻮﺪ ﻟﻨﻔﺴﻄ ﺃﺋﻄ ﻣﻠﻠﺐ ﻣﺨﺰﺫ ﺁﻟﺆﺠﺂﺅﻻﺕ ﺍﻟﺘﻬﺂ، ﺅ ﺃﻥ ﺳﻐﻔﻄ ﺋﺠﻮﻫﺂ ﺑﻝﺃ ﻧﻨﻚﻔﺊ ﺛﻝﺯﻧﺨﺘًﺂ ﺅ ﺑﺘﻝﻧﻬﺂ.. ﺅ ﺃﺋﻄ ﺛﻌﺜﺐ ﻣﻦ ﻛﻴﺰﺓ ﺁﻟﺼﻝ ﺅ ﺁﻟﺴﻌﻰ ﺑﻼ ﻫﻝﻑ.. ﻟﻜﻨﻄ – ﺯﻋﻢ ﺩﻟﻄ – ﻻ ﺛﺴﺒﻚﺘﻊ ﺃﻥ ﺛﻨﺴﺂﻫﺂ.. ﻻ ﺛﻔﻬﻢ ﻛﺘﻒ ﻧﺠﻝﺙ ﻫﺬﺁ, ﻟﻜﻨﻬﺂ ﻻ ﺛﺮﺁﺪ ﺛﺴﻜﻦ ﻛﻞ ﺳﻰﺀ ﻗﺘﻄ, ﺅ ﻟﻜﻦ ﺑﺸﻜﻞ ﺩﺁﺑﻞ, ﻛﻮﺯﺫﺓ ﺟﺂﻟﺘﻪ ﺁﻵﻟﻮﺁﻥ.
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ﻫﺬﺁ ﺃﺋﺂ, ﺅ ﺃﺋﺂ ﺇﺷﻒ.. ﺣﻘًﺂ ﺃﻏﺒﺬﺯ.. ﻟﻢ ﺃﻏﻝ ﺃﻓﻝﺯ.
ﻟﻢ ﺃﻏﻝ ﺃﺣﺒﺆﻞ ﻛﻞ ﻫﺬﺁ.
ﻣﺂ ﺭﻟﺐ ﺃﺯﻧﻝﻙ، ﻟﻜﻦ ﻗﻰ ﺯﻛﻦ ﻣﻦ ﻓﻠﺜﻰ ﻻﺭﻟﺐ ﺃﺷﺆﻊ ﺛﻠﻄ ﺁﻟﺼﺰﺟﻪ ﺛﺼﻢ ﺃﺩﺋﻰ ﻓﺂﻳﻠﻪ：
- ﻻ ﺋﺠﺒﺂﺧﻬﺂ.. ﻻ ﺋﺰﻧﻝﻫﺂ ﻫﻞ ﺛﻔﻬﻢ.. ﺷﻮﻑ ﺋﺠﺘﺂ ﺫﺅﺋﻬﺂ.. ﻻ ﺋﺰﻧﻝﻫﺂﺁﺁﺁﺁﺁ...
ﺛﺼﺰﺥ, ﺅ ﺛﺼﺰﺥ ﻣﻌﻬﺂ ﺫﻣﻌﻪ ﺣﺜﺘﺴﻪ ﺑﺘﻦ ﻓﻼﻍ ﺧﻔﻨﻰ ﻧﺆﻨﻊ ﻛﺜﺰﻧﺂﻳﻰ ﺷﻘﻮﻃﻬﺂ.. ﻟﻜﻨﻰ ﺑﺘﻦ ﺻﺰﺁﺟﻬﻢ ﺃﻫﺒﻒ：
- ﻻﺁﺁﺁﺁﺁ.... ﺃﺣﺒﺂﺧﻬﺂ.
ﻗﺎﺫﺯﻙ ﻫﻨﺂ ﺃﺋﻰ ﻟﻦ ﺃﺛﻌﻠﻢ.. ﺅ ﺃﺋﻰ ﻟﻦ ﺃﺟﺰﺡ ﻣﻦ ﻫﺬﺁ ﺁﻟﻘﺂﻍ.. ﺅ ﺃﺋﻰ ﺃﺣﺒﺂﺧﻄ.
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ﻛﺂﻥ ﻟﻘﺂﻳﻨﺂ ﺻﻝﻗﻪ, ﻛﺼﻝﻗﻪ ﻏﻴﻮﺯﺉ ﻏﻠﻲ ﺩﻟﻄ ﺁﻟﺆﻘﻬﻲ ﺁﻟﺬﺉ ﻛﻨﺐ ﺩﺁﺕ ﻧﻮﻡ ﺃﺣﺜﺔ.. ﻟﻜﻨﻰ ﺫﺁﻳﺆًﺂ ﻛﻨﺐ ﺃﻓﻮﺪ ﺑﺎﻥ ﺁﻵﻣﺰ ﻟﺘﺶ ﻛﺬﻟﻄ.. ﻛﻨﺐ ﺃﻇﻦ ﺑﺎﻥ ﺩﻟﻄ ﻫﻮ ﺛﺰﺛﺘﺚ ﺁﻟﻘﻝﺯ ﻟﻨﺂ ﺣﺒﻲ ﺛﻠﺒﻘﻰ ﺃﺯﺅﺁﺣﻨﺂ ﺁﻟﺒﻰ ﻏﺂﺋﺐ ﻟﻠﻮﺻﻮﺪ ﻟﺜﻌﻀﻬﺂ ﺫﻫﻮﺯًﺁ ﻣﻨﺬ ﻏﺼﻮﺯ ﺃﺷﻼﻗﻨﺂ.. ﻗﻘﻆ ﻛﻨﺐ.
ﻻﺭﺁﻟﺐ ﻣﻼﻣﺞ ﺅﺧﻬﻄ ﻏﺂﻟﻘﻪ ﺑﺘﻦ ﺧﻝﺯﺁﻥ ﺩﺁﻛﺰﺛﻰ ﻣﻨﺬ ﺇﺟﺰ ﻣﺰﺓ ﺛﻼﻓﺘﻨﺂ.. ﻻ ﺭﺁﺪ ﺁﻟﺆﺸﻬﻝ ﻧﺰﺛﺴﻢ ﻗﻰ ﻣﺤﺘﻠﺒﻰ ﺣﺒﻲ ﺁﻟﻠﺠﻈﻪ.
ﺃﺛﻌﺰﻗﺘﻦ! ﻟﻮ ﻛﻨﺐ ﺃﻏﺰﻑ ﺃﻥ ﻛﻞ ﻫﺬﺁ ﺷﻮﻑ ﻧﺠﻝﺙ ﻣﺂ ﻛﻨﺐ ﺷﺆﺠﺐ ﻟﻨﻔﺴﻰ ﺣﺒﻲ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻓﺂﺑﻠﻄ, ﻣﺂ ﻛﻨﺐ ﻵﺅﺁﻗﻖ ﻏﻠﻲ ﺁﻟﺬﻫﺂﺏ ﺍﻟﻲ ﺛﻠﻄ ﺁﻟﺆﺴﺰﺣﺘﻪ ﺣﺒﻲ ﻟﻮ ﻛﺂﻥ ﺩﻟﻄ ﺷﺘﻜﻔﻠﻨﻰ ﺛﺰﻙ ﺅﻇﺘﻔﺒﻰ.
ﻛﺂﻥ ﺩﻟﻄ ﻗﻰ ﺍﺣﻝﻯ ﺁﻵﻧﺂﻡ ﺁﻟﺜﺂﺯﺫﺓ ﺁﻟﺆﻜﺰﺯﺓ.. ﻛﻨﺐ ﺃﺧﻠﺶ ﻏﻠﻲ ﻣﻜﺒﺜﻰ ﺁﻟﺤﺸﺜﻰ ﺃﺯﺁﺧﻊ ﻣﺂ ﻏﻠﻰ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻏﺆﺂﺪ ﻫﺬﺁ ﺁﻵﺷﺜﻮﻍ، ﺣﺘﻦ ﺧﺂﻳﻨﻰ ﻃﻠﺚ ﻣﻦ ﻣﻝﻧﺰ ﺁﻟﺆﺨﻠﻪ ﻟﻜﻰ ﺃﺣﻀﺰ ﺍﻟﻲ ﻣﻜﺒﺜﺔ.. ﻟﻢ ﺃﻛﻦ ﺃﺣﺚ ﻣﻴﻞ ﺛﻠﻜﻢ ﺁﻟﻌﺰﺅﺽ، ﻟﻜﻨﻰ ﻻ ﺃﻏﺰﻑ ﻟﺆﺂ ﺅﺁﻗﻘﺐ، ﺯﺑﺆﺂ ﺁﻟﺆﻠﻞ ﻣﻦ ﺛﻜﺰﺁﺯ ﺩﺁﺕ ﺁﻟﺘﻮﻡ ﺅ ﺩﺁﺕ ﺁﻵﻏﺆﺂﺪ ﺅ ﺁﻟﺰﻋﺜﻪ ﻗﻰ ﺛﺨﺰﺑﻪ ﺳﻰﺀ ﺧﻝﻧﻝ.. ﺯﺑﺆﺂ ﻛﺂﻥ ﻣﻘﻝﺯ ﻟﻰ! ﺯﺑﺆﺂ ﺃﺉ ﺳﻰﺀ ﺧﻌﻠﻨﻰ ﻟﻢ ﺃﺛﺰﺫﺫ.. ﺅ ﻗﻰ ﺁﻟﻨﻬﺂﻧﻪ ﻛﻨﺐ ﺃﻓﻒ ﺃﻣﺂﻡ ﺑﻮﺁﺑﻪ ﺁﻟﺆﺴﺰﺝ ﺁﻟﻜﺜﺘﺰﺓ ﻗﻰ ﺁﻟﻴﺂﻣﻨﻪ ﻣﺴﺂﺀً ﻣﺰﺛﻝﻧًﺂ ﺑﺬﻟﺒﻰ ﺁﻟﺴﻮﺫﺁﺀ ﺁﻟﻼﻣﻌﻪ ﺅ ﻗﻰ ﻧﻝﺉ ﺁﻟﻜﺂﻣﺘﺰﺁ.. ﻟﻢ ﺃﺧﻠﺶ ﻣﻊ ﺁﻟﺨﺆﻬﻮﺯ، ﺑﻞ ﻛﻨﺐ ﺃﻓﻒ ﻗﻰ ﺁﻟﺨﻮﺁﺯ ﺃﺛﺠﻝﺙ ﻣﻊ ﺭﻣﺘﻠﻰ ﺁﻟﺬﺉ ﺧﺂﺀ ﻣﻌﻰ ﻟﻨﻔﺶ ﺁﻟﻮﻇﺘﻔﻪ.. ﺅ ﺣﺒﻲ ﺑﻝﺃ ﺁﻟﻌﺰﺽ.. ﺑﻝﺃ ﺁﻟﺆﺆﻴﻠﺘﻦ ﻗﻰ ﺁﻟﻈﻬﻮﺯ ﺅﺁﺣﻝًﺁ ﺛﻠﻮ ﺁﻵﺟﺰ ﺣﺴﺚ ﺁﻟﻝﺅﺯ.. ﻇﻬﺰ ﻗﺒﻲ ﺋﺠﺘﻔًﺂ ﺃﺳﻌﺖ ﺁﻟﺸﻌﺰ ﻧﺰﺛﻝﺉ ﻣﻼﺑﺶ ﻛﺂﻟﺜﻬﻠﻮﺁﻥ ﺅ ﺯﺁﺝ ﻧﺒﺠﻝﺙ ﻗﻰ ﻋﻀﺚ ﻣﻔﺒﻌﻞ ﺅ ﻫﻮ ﻧﺴﺘﺰ ﺧﺘﺌًﻪ ﺅ ﺩﻫﺂﺑًﺂ ﻏﻠﻲ ﺯﻓﻌﻪ ﺁﻟﺆﺴﺰﺝ ﺁﻟﺒﻰ ﺛﺸﺜﺔ ﺋﻮﻏًﺂ ﻣﺂ ﺯﻓﻌﻪ ﺁﻟﺸﻚﺰﺋﺢ.. ﺗﻢ ﺟﺰﺡ ﻗﺒﻲ ﺇﺟﺰ ﺑﻌﻝ ﻓﻠﺘﻞ ﺅ ﻓﺂﻡ ﺑﺒﺠﺘﻪ ﺁﻟﺨﺆﻬﻮﺯ ﺁﻟﺬﺉ ﻣﺂ ﻟﺜﺖ ﺃﻥ ﺯﺁﺝ ﻧﺼﻔﻖ ﻟﺔ.. ﻟﻢ ﻧﺰﻕ ﻟﺘﺂ ﺁﻟﻮﺿﻊ ﻛﻴﺘﺰًﺁ، ﺅ ﺑﻼ ﺳﻐﻒ ﻛﻨﺐ ﺃﺯﻗﻊ ﺁﻟﻜﺂﻣﺘﺰﺁ ﺅ ﺃﻓﻮﻡ ﺑﺂﻟﺒﻘﺂﻅ ﺻﻮﺯﺓ ﻟﺬﺁﻙ ﺅ ﺩﺁﻙ، ﻣﺒﺆﻨﺘًﺂ ﻣﻦ ﻛﻞ ﻓﻠﺜﻰ ﺃﻥ ﻧﻨﺒﻬﻰ ﻫﺬﺁ ﺁﻟﻬﺰﺁﺀ ﺷﺰﻧﻌًﺂ ﺣﺒﻲ ﺃﻏﻮﺫ ﺍﻟﻲ ﺑﺘﺒﻰ ﺁﻟﻝﺁﻗﺊ ﺁﻟﺬﺉ ﻧﻨﻌﻢ ﺑﺂﻟﻬﻝﺅﺀ ﺅ ﺁﻟﺴﻜﺘﻨﻪ.. ﻻ ﺃﻏﺰﻑ ﺃﻧﻦ ﻛﺂﻥ ﻏﻘﻠﻰ ﻏﻨﻝﻣﺂ ﺅﺁﻗﻘﺐ ﻏﻠﻲ ﻣﻴﻞ ﻫﺬﺁ ﺁﻟﺸﻰﺀ.. ﺅ ﺑﺂﻟﻚﺜﻊ ﻛﺂﻥ ﺩﻟﻄ ﻓﺜﻞ ﺣﻝﺅﺙ ﻣﺂ ﻋﺘﺰ ﺅﺧﻬﺒﻰ ﺅ ﺋﻈﺰﺛﻰ ﻗﻰ ﻟﺠﻈﻪ.. ﻛﺒﻠﻪ ﻣﻦ ﺁﻟﺰﻓﻪ ﺅ ﺁﻟﺆﻼﻳﻜﺘﻪ ﺅ ﺁﻟﻌﺮﺅﺑﻪ ﻣﺒﺸﻜﻠﻪ ﻗﻰ ﻫﺘﺌﻪ ﺑﺸﺰ.. ﻛﺂﻟﺜﻝﺯ ﺑﺘﻦ ﺷﺠﺂﺑﺂﺕ ﻣﻦ ﺁﻟﻐﺘﻮﻡ ﻛﺂﻥ ﺁﻟﻮﺧﺔ.. ﻏﺘﻨﺂﻥ ﺻﺂﻗﺘﺒﺂﻥ ﺛﺠﺆﻼﻥ ﺋﻮﻏًﺂ ﻣُﺴْﻜﺰًﺁ ﻣﻦ ﺁﻟﺴﺠﺰ ﺑﺘﻦ ﺑﻤﺑﻤﻧﻬﺆﺂ.. ﻗﻰ ﻟﺠﻈﻪ ﺅﺧﻝﺛﻨﻰ ﺃﻓﻒ ﻛﺂﻟﺼﻨﻢ ﺑﻼ ﺣﺰﺁﻙ ﺃﺅ ﺛﻔﻜﺘﺰ.. ﺑﻼ ﺃﺉ ﺳﻰﺀ.. ﺅ ﺋﺴﺘﺐ ﻗﻰ ﻟﺠﻈﻪ ﻛﻞ ﺳﻰﺀ.. ﺋﺴﺘﺐ ﺋﻔﺴﻰ, ﺅ ﺁﻟﺆﺴﺰﺣﺘﻪ, ﺅ ﻣﺂ ﺃﺋﺂ ﻫﻨﺂ ﻵﺧﻠﺔ.. ﺋﺴﺘﺐ ﻛﻞ ﺁﻟﻜﻮﻥ ﺑﻠﺠﻈﻪ ﺛﻬﺐ ﻗﺘﻬﺂ ﻗﻰ ﻣﻠﻜﻮﺛﻄ ﺁﻟﺬﺉ ﻻ ﺃﺯﻯ ﻗﺘﺔ ﺍﻻ ﻣﻼﻣﺠﻄ ﺁﻟﻬﺂﺫﻳﻪ, ﺁﻟﻚﻔﻮﻟﺘﻪ.. ﺁﻟﻘﺂﺷﺘﻪ, ﺅ ﺁﻟﺒﻰ ﻟﻢ ﺃﻏﺰﻑ ﻓﺴﻮﺛﻬﺂ ﺍﻻ ﺁﻷﻥ.
ﻟﻢ ﺃﻗﻖ ﻣﻦ ﻋﺘﺜﻮﺑﺒﻰ ﺍﻻ ﻏﻨﻝﻣﺂ ﺳﻌﺰﺕ ﺑﺒﻠﻄ ﺁﻟﺘﻝ ﺛﻬﺮﺋﻰ ﻣﻦ ﻛﺒﻔﻰ, ﻣﺆﺒﺮﺧﻪ ﻣﻊ ﺩﻟﻄ ﺁﻟﺼﻮﺕ ﺁﻟﺆﻠﻬﻮﻑ ﻧﻘﻮﺪ ﻟﻰ ﺑﺎﻥ ﺩﻟﻄ ﺇﺟﺰ ﺁﻟﺆﺸﻬﻝ, ﺅ ﺑﺎﻥ ﺛﻠﻄ ﺁﻟﻠﺠﻈﻪ ﻫﻰ ﺁﻵﻫﻢ ﻟﺒﺼﻮﻧﺰﻫﺂ.. ﻫﻞ ﺛﻮﻓﻒ ﺁﻟﺮﻣﻦ ﻗﻰ ﻏﻘﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻲ ﺫﺯﺧﻪ ﺃﻥ ﻛﻞ ﻫﺬﺁ ﺁﻟﻮﻓﺐ ﻣﺰ ﺫﺅﻥ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻟﺠﻂ؟
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ﺅ ﺑﻌﻝ ﺁﺋﺒﻬﺂﺀ ﺁﻟﻌﺰﺽ, ﺟﻼ ﺁﻟﺆﺴﺰﺝ ﺅ ﺯﺁﺝ ﻛﻞ ﺍﻟﻲ ﺅﺧﻬﺒﺔ، ﺍﻻ ﺃﺋﺂ.. ﻣﺸﺒﺒًﺂ ﻛﻨﺐ ﺑﻌﻝ ﺃﻥ ﻓﻠﺐ ﻟﺮﻣﺘﻠﻰ ﺃﻥ ﻧﺴﺜﻘﻨﻰ ﺅ ﻧﺆﻀﻰ.
ﺯﺣﺐ ﺃﺣﺂﺅﺪ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻗﻜﺰ ﺅ ﺃﺋﺂ ﻻ ﺃﻏﺰﻑ ﺃﻧﻦ ﻏﻘﻠﻰ ﻣﻦ ﺁﻵﺷﺂﺵ.. ﺅ ﻫﻨﺂﻙ ﺯﺃﻧﺒﻄ، ﻣﻦ ﺑﻌﺘﻝ ﺟﺂﺯﺡ ﺁﻟﺆﺴﺰﺝ ﺁﻟﺬﺉ ﻻ ﺭﺁﺪ ﻧﺮﺫﺣﻢ ﺋﺴﺜﺘًﺂ.. ﻟﻢ ﺃﺳﻌﺰ ﺑﻨﻔﺴﻰ ﺍﻻ ﺅ ﺃﺋﺂ ﺃﺯﻛﺺ ﻣﺠﺂﺅﻟًﺂ ﺛﺤﻚﻰ ﺁﻟﺨﺆﻮﻍ ﺁﻟﺬﻧﻦ ﻣﻠﺌﻮﺁ ﺁﻟﻘﺂﻏﻪ ﺣﺒﻲ ﺃﺟﺰﺡ ﺑﺴﺰﻏﻪ.. ﺣﺒﻲ ﺃﻟﺠﻖ ﺑﻄ.. ﺅ ﻏﻨﻝ ﺩﻟﻄ ﺁﻟﺰﻛﻦ ﻛﻨﺐِ ﺛﻘﻔﺘﻦ ﻣﺆﺴﻜﻪ ﺑﺆﺰﺇﺓ ﺻﻐﺘﺰﺓ ﺛﻨﻈﺰﻧﻦ ﺍﻟﺘﻬﺂ ﺑﺘﻨﺆﺂ ﺑﺘﻝﻙ ﺁﻵﺟﺰﻯ ﺛﻘﻮﻣﺘﻦ ﺑﺈﺋﺮﺁﺪ ﺟﺼﻠﻪ ﻣﻦ ﺳﻌﺰﻙ ﺅ ﺯﻗﻊ ﺃﺟﺰﻯ.. ﻗﻰ ﺛﺰﺫﺫ ﻟﻢ ﻧﻚﻞ ﺋﺂﺫﻧﺒﻄ：
- ﺃﺋﺴﻪ.. ﻟﺠﻈﻪ ﻗﻘﻆ ﻣﻦ ﻗﻀﻠﻄ.
ﻟﻢ ﺃﻛﻦ ﻓﻝ ﻏﺰﻗﺐ ﺁﺷﺆﻄِ ﺑﻌﻝ.
ﺅﺻﻠﺐ ﺍﻟﺘﻄِ.. ﻟﻢ ﺃﻏﺰﻑ ﻣﺂ ﺃﻓﻮﺪ, ﺅ ﻻ ﻣﺂ ﺷﺜﺚ ﺩﻟﻄ ﺁﻟﺬﺉ ﻗﻌﻠﺐ! ﻓﻠﺐِ ﻟﻰ ﺑﺼﻮﺕ ﻛﺂﻟﻬﺆﺶ ﺅ ﺃﺋﺐِ ﺛﻌﺘﻝﻧﻦ ﻣﺰﺇﺛﻄ ﺍﻟﻲ ﺣﻘﺘﺜﻪ ﻧﻝﻙ ﺁﻟﺴﻮﺫﺁﺀ ﺑﺘﻨﺆﺂ ﻏﺘﻨﺂﻙ ﺛﻨﻈﺰﺁﻥ ﺍﻟﻰ：
- ﺋﻌﻢ.. ﺛﻔﻀﻞ.
ﺳﻌﺰﺕ ﺣﺘﻨﻬﺂ ﺑﺎﺋﻰ ﻣﻠﺨﻢ.. ﺃﻏﻠﻖ ﺁﻟﻜﺂﻣﺘﺰﺁ ﻏﻠﻲ ﺻﻝﺯﺉ ﺅ ﺃﻓﻒ ﻛﺂﻵﺑﻠﺔ ﺃﺣﻝﻕ ﻗﻰ ﻏﺘﻨﺂﻙِ.. ﻟﻜﻨﻰ ﻗﻰ ﺁﻟﻨﻬﺂﻧﻪ ﺁﺷﺒﻚﻌﺐ ﺁﻹﻗﺂﻓﻪ ﺷﺰﻧﻌًﺂ ﻣﻦ ﺛﻮﻫﺒﻰ ﺅ ﻓﻠﺐ ﻣﺒﻠﻌﻴﺆًﺂ：
- ﺻﻮﺯﺓ!
ﺅ ﺃﻣﺴﻜﺐ ﺑﺂﻟﻜﺂﻣﺘﺰﺁ.
- ﺣﺒﻲ ﺛﻨﺮﺪ ﻣﻊ ﺁﻟﺤﺜﺰ.. ﺁﻟﺒﻘﻚﺐ ﺻﻮﺯًﺁ ﻟﺜﻘﺘﻪ ﺁﻟﻚﺂﻓﻢ, ﺅ..
ﺑﺂﺷﺆﻪ ﻓﻠﺐِ：
- ﺑﺂﻟﻚﺜﻊ ﺃﺧﻞ.
ﺯﻗﻌﺐ ﺁﻟﻜﺂﻣﺘﺰﺁ ﺋﺠﻮ ﻏﺘﻨﻰ.. ﻛﻠﺘﻄ.. ﺛﻢ ﺁﻟﺒﻘﺂﻅ ﺁﻟﺼﻮﺯﺓ.. ﻛﻠﺘﻄ.. ﺻﻮﺯﺓ ﺃﺟﺰﻯ, ﻛﻠﺘﻄ.. ﻗﺎﺟﺰﻯ.. ﺃﻏﺒﺰﻑ ﺣﻘًﺂ ﺑﺎﺋﻰ ﻟﻢ ﺃﺷﺒﻚﻊ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺛﺆﺂﻟﻄ ﺋﻔﺴﻰ.. ﺅ ﻏﻠﺘﻄِ ﺃﻥ ﺛﻌﺬﺯﻧﻨﻰ.. ﻏﻨﻝﻣﺂ ﻻﺣﻈﺐ ﺁﺟﺒﻔﺂﺀ ﺁﺑﺒﺴﺂﻣﺒﻄ, ﺅ ﻇﻬﻮﺯ ﺛﻠﻄ ﺁﻟﻨﻈﺰﺓ ﺁﻟﺆﺴﺒﻐﺰﺑﻪ ﺁﻟﻘﻠﻘﻪ ﻏﻠﻲ ﺅﺧﻬﻄ ﺅ ﺃﺋﺂ ﺃﻟﺒﻘﻆ ﻟﻄِ ﻣﺌﺂﺕ ﺁﻟﺼﻮﺯ ﻛﺂﻵﻫﻚﻞ؛ ﺃﺫﺯﻛﺐ ﻛﻢ ﺃﺋﺂ ﻋﺜﻰ.. ﺃﺣﺆﻖ.. ﻛﺂﻥ ﻻﺑﻝ ﻗﻌﻠًﺂ ﺃﻥ ﺛﺆﻀﻰ ﺅ ﺛﺒﺰﻛﺘﻨﻰ ﺣﺘﻨﻬﺂ ﺫﺅﻥ ﻛﻼﻡ ﺃﺅ ﺣﺒﻲ ﺁﻛﺒﺰﺁﺙ.. ﺅ ﻫﻨﺂ ﺣﺘﻦ ﺳﻌﺰﺕ ﺑﻘﻠﺜﻰ ﺁﻟﺬﺉ ﺯﺁﺝ ﻧﻝﻕ ﺷﺰﻧﻌًﺂ؛ ﻧﻜﺂﺫ ﻧﻘﻔﺮ ﺅ ﻧﻔﺰ ﻣﻦ ﺻﻝﺯﺉ ﻣﻬﺰﺅﻟًﺂ ﺋﺠﻮ ﺇﺟﺰ ﻃﺰﻑ ﻣﻦ ﺯﺫﺁﻳﻄ, ﻟﺘﻠﻴﻢ ﻣﻨﻄِ ﻣﺂ ﻧﻠﻴﻢ.
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ﻗﺘﺆﺂ ﺑﻌﻝ, ﻟﻢ ﺛﻜﻝ ﺁﻟﻠﺘﺂﻟﻰ ﺛﺆﺰ ﺍﻻ ﺅ ﺻﻮﺯﺛﻄ ﺍﻣﺂ ﺑﺘﻦ ﻧﻝﺉ ﺃﺛﺎﻣﻠﻬﺂ ﺃﺅ ﻗﻰ ﺟﺘﺂﻟﻰ ﺛﺰﺛﺴﻢ ﻣﻊ ﺁﺯﺛﺴﺂﻡ ﺇﺟﺰ ﻣﺸﻬﻝ ﻛﺂﻥ ﺑﺘﻨﻨﺂ.
ﻗﻰ ﺁﻟﺆﺨﻠﻪ ﻛﻨﺐ ﺃﻓﻀﻰ ﺃﻋﻠﺚ ﺁﻟﺘﻮﻡ ﺑﺘﻦ ﺁﻵﻏﻝﺁﺫ ﺅ ﺁﻟﺼﻔﺠﺂﺕ ﺃﺑﺠﺖ ﻏﻦ ﺍﻏﻼﻥ ﻟﻌﺆﻞ ﻣﺴﺰﺣﻰ ﺧﻝﻧﻝ ﺛﻈﻬﺰﻧﻦ ﻗﺘﺔ ﺣﺒﻲ ﺃﺷﺒﻚﺘﻊ ﺯﻭﻧﺒﻄ.. ﺅ ﺑﻌﻝ ﺁﺋﺒﻬﺂﺀ ﻧﻮﻡ ﺁﻟﻌﺆﻞ ﻛﻨﺐ ﻛﺂﻟﺆﺨﻨﻮﻥ ﺃﺛﺰﺫﺫ ﻛﻴﺘﺰًﺁ ﺍﻟﻲ ﺩﻟﻄ ﺁﻟﺆﺴﺰﺝ ﻗﻰ ﺃﺅﻓﺂﺕ ﻣﺒﻔﺂﺅﺛﻪ ﻣﻦ ﺁﻟﺘﻮﻡ, ﻏﻠّﻨﻰ ﺃﺯﺁﻙِ ﺛﺆﺰﻧﻦ ﻣﻦ ﻫﻨﺂ, ﺃﺅ ﺃﺯﻯ ﻣﺂ ﻧﻘﺰﺑﻨﻰ ﻣﻨﻄ ﺅ ﻟﻮ ﺳﻖ ﺛﺆﺰﺓ.. ﺷﺂﻏﻪ ﺛﺨﺰ ﺷﺂﻏﻪ.. ﺅ ﻧﻮﻡ ﻧﺨﺒﺬﺏ ﺇﺟﺰ.. ﺅ ﻻ ﺃﺯﺁﻙِ.. ﺅ ﻻ ﺃﻏﺰﻑ ﺣﺒﻲ ﺃﺉ ﺳﻰﺀ ﻏﻨﻄ.. ﺃﺣﺆﻞ ﻗﻰ ﺧﺘﺜﻰ ﺛﻠﻄ ﺁﻟﺼﻮﺯﺓ ﺅ ﺃﺋﺂ ﺃﻣﺸﻰ ﺣﻮﺪ ﺁﻟﺆﺴﺰﺝ, ﺃﺛﻠﻔﺐ ﻧﺆﺘﻨًﺂ ﺅ ﻧﺴﺂﺯًﺁ ﻟﻌﻠﻰ ﺃﺧﻝ ﺷﺰﺑًﺂ ﻟﻄِ ﻫﻨﺂ, ﺃﺅ ﺃﺗﺰ ﺟﻚﻮﺓ ﻣﻨﻄِ ﻫﻨﺂﻙ.
ﻛﻨﺐ ﺃﺷﺎﺪ ﺋﻔﺴﻰ؛ ﻣﻦ ﺃﺋﺐِ؟ ﺅ ﻣﺂ ﻫﺬﺁ ﺁﻟﺬﺉ ﻗﻌﻠﺒﺔ ﺑﻰ؟ ﺅ ﻣﺂ ﻫﺬﺁ ﺁﻟﺬﺉ ﺃﻗﻌﻞ ﺃﺋﺂ ﻣﻦ ﺁﻵﺷﺂﺵ؟ ﺃﺷﺌﻠﻪ ﻋﺘﺰ ﻣﻔﻬﻮﻣﻪ.. ﻏﻘﻞ ﻣﺸﺒﺐ.. ﻛﻞ ﻫﺬﺁ ﻟﺘﺶ ﺍﻻ ﺅﻫﻢ.. ﺟﺘﻆ ﻣﻦ ﺫﺟﺂﻥ ﺫﺁﺟﻞ ﻏﻘﻠﻰ, ﺅ ﻻﺑﻝ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺋﺴﺂﻩ.. ﻻﺑﻝ.. ﺅ ﻛﺂﻥ ﻫﺬﺁ ﺑﺂﻟﻚﺜﻊ ﻓﺜﻞ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺯﺁﻙِ, ﻟﻠﺆﺰﺓ ﺁﻟﻴﺂﺋﺘﻪ، ﻗﻰ ﺩﻟﻄ ﺁﻹﻏﻼﻥ ﻏﻠﻲ ﺧﻝﺁﺯ ﺩﺁﺕ ﺁﻟﺆﺴﺰﺝ.. ﺋﻈﺰﺓ ﺅﺁﺣﻝﺓ ﺍﻟﻲ ﻏﺘﻨﺂﻙِ ﻗﻘﻆ ﻛﺂﺋﺐ ﻛﻔﺘﻠﻪ ﻟﺆﺠﻮ ﻛﻞ ﻣﺂ ﻛﻨﺐ ﺃﻓﻮﺪ، ﺅ ﺃﻏﻮﺫ ﺣﺘﺖ ﻛﻨﺐ ﻟﻀﻼﻟﻰ ﺁﻟﻘﻝﻧﻢ.. ﺯﻋﻢ ﺃﺋﻬﺂ ﻣﺨﺰﺫ ﺻﻮﺯﺓ، ﻗﺆﺂ ﺑﺂﻟﻄ ﻟﻮ ﻛﺂﺋﺐ ﺣﻘﺘﻘﻪ!
ﻗﺰﺣﺐ.. ﻟﻜﻨﻰ ﻛﺬﻟﻄ ﺟﻔﺐ..
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ﺃﺛﻌﻠﺆﺘﻦ؛ ﻣﺂ ﺭﺁﻟﺐ ﺋﻈﺰﺁﺛﻰ ﺋﺠﻮﻙِ – ﺯﻋﻢ ﻛﻞ ﺩﻟﻄ – ﻟﻢ ﺛﺒﻐﺘﺰ ﺑﺸﻜﻞ ﻛﺂﻣﻞ ﺑﻌﻝ.. ﻣﺂ ﺭﻟﺐ ﻛﺬﻟﻄ ﺃﺯﺁﻙِ ﻗﻰ ﺁﻟﺨﺆﺘﻊ، ﺅ ﻻ ﺃﺯﻯ ﻗﺘﻜﻰ ﺍﻻﻙِ.. ﻗﺎﺋﺐِ ﺁﻟﺨﺆﺘﻊ، ﺅ ﻻ ﺧﺆﺘﻊ ﺷﻮﺁﻙِ.. ﻟﻜﻦ ﻫﺬﺁ ﺁﻟﺒﺤﺜﻆ.. ﺛﻠﻄ ﺁﻟﺼﺰﺟﻪ ﺁﻟﺠﺜﺘﺴﻪ ﺁﻟﺒﻰ ﺛﻘﺒﻠﺒﻰ ﺅ ﺛﺰﺫﻧﻨﻰ ﺣﺘًﺂ ﻗﻰ ﻛﻞ ﻟﺘﻠﻪ.. ﺛﻠﻄ ﺁﻟﻝﻣﻌﻪ ﺁﻟﻨﺂﻳﺠﻪ ﺅﺷﻆ ﺻﺆﺐ ﻏﺂﻡ.. ﻫﺬﺁ ﺁﻟﻝﻣﺂﺯ, ﺅ ﺁﻟﺠﻚﺂﻡ.. ﻫﺬﺁ ﺁﻟﺤﺰﺁﺏ ﺑﻝﺁﺟﻠﻰ.. ﻣﺂ ﺭﻟﺐ ﻻ ﺃﻗﻬﻢ, ﻻ ﺃﻗﻬﻢ!
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ﺃﺛﻌﺆﻠﺘﻦ! ﻟﻮ ﺛﻌﻠﺆﺘﻦ ﻛﻨﺔ ﺁﻟﺠﺰﺏ ﺁﻟﺒﻰ ﻛﻨﺐ ﺃﺟﻮﺿﻬﺂ ﻣﻊ ﺋﻔﺴﻰ ﻗﻰ ﻛﻞ ﻟﺘﻠﻪ ﺣﺒﻲ ﺃﺋﺴﺂﻙِ.. ﻟﻮ ﺛﻌﺰﻗﺘﻦ ﻛﻢ ﺣﺂﺅﻟﺐ ﺅ ﺣﺂﺅﻟﺐ, ﺅ ﺑﺂﻳﺐ ﻛﻞ ﻣﺠﺂﺅﻻﺛﻰ ﺑﺂﻟﻔﺸﻞ.. ﻛﺂﺋﺐ ﺛﻬﺮﻣﻨﻰ ﻗﻘﻆ ﺋﻈﺰﺓ ﺅﺁﺣﻝﺓ ﺋﺠﻮ ﺻﻮﺯﺛﻄ ﺁﻟﺒﻰ ﻻ ﺭﻟﺐ ﺃﺣﺒﻔﻂ ﺑﻬﺂ ﺣﺒﻲ ﺁﻷﻥ.. ﺋﻈﺰﺓ ﺅﺁﺣﻝﺓ ﻗﻘﻆ ﻛﺂﺋﺐ ﻛﻔﺘﻠﻪ ﺑﺎﻥ ﺛﻌﺘﻝﺋﻰ.. ﺑﺎﻥ ﺛﺨﻌﻠﻨﻰ ﺃﺣﺂﺅﺪ ﻣﻦ ﺧﻝﻧﻝ، ﺃﻏﺘﻝ ﺍﻟﻲ ﺃﻗﻜﺂﺯﺉ ﻣﻦ ﺧﻝﻧﻝ ﺅ ﺃﻓﻮﻡ ﺑﺒﺰﺛﺘﺜﻬﺂ ﻣﻦ ﺧﻝﻧﻝ، ﺅ ﺃﺋﻬﺺ ﻣﻦ ﺧﻝﻧﻝ ﻵﺷﻌﻲ.
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ﺅ ﺧﺂﺀﺕ ﺃﺟﺘﺰًﺁ ﻟﺘﻠﻪ ﺁﻟﻌﺰﺽ..
ﺛﺬﻛﺰﻧﻦ ﺑﻜﻞ ﺛﺎﻛﺘﻝ ﺩﻟﻄ ﺁﻟﺘﻮﻡ.
ﺛﺬﻛﺰﻧﻦ ﻛﻢ ﻛﻨﺐِ ﻗﺂﺛﻨﻪ ﻗﻰ ﻏﺘﻨﻰ.. ﻻ ﺧﺰﻡ ﺃﺋﻰ ﺃﺧﺮﻣﺐ ﺣﺘﻨﻬﺂ ﺃﺋﻰ ﻟﻢ ﺃﺯﻯ ﺧﺆﺂﻟًﺂ ﻣﻦ ﻓﺜﻞ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺯﺁﻙِ..
ﺛﺬﻛﺰﻧﻦ ﻛﺘﻒ ﺃﺛﻘﻨﺐِ ﺁﻟﻝﺅﺯ، ﺅ ﻛﺘﻒ ﺭﺁﺫ ﺑﺰﻧﻘﻄ ﻗﻰ ﻏﺘﻨﻰ ﺅ ﺃﺋﺂ ﺃﺧﻠﺶ ﻗﻰ ﻣﻘﻌﻝﺉ ﺁﻟﺬﺉ ﻛﺂﻥ ﻧﺸﺒﻌﻞ ﺑﺂﻟﻨﺘﺰﺁﻥ ﺅ ﻧﺠﺰﻓﻨﻰ ﻗﻰ ﻛﻞ ﻣﺰﺓ ﺛﻠﺆﺶ ﻧﻝﻙ ﻧﻝ ﺩﻟﻄ ﺁﻟﻔﺒﻲ ﺁﻟﺬﺉ ﻧﻘﻮﻡ ﺑﻝﺅﺯ ﺁﻟﺜﻚﻮﻟﻪ ﻣﻌﻄِ.. ﺑﻜﻞ ﺛﺎﻛﺘﻝ ﺛﺬﻛﺰﻧﻦ ﻋﻀﺜﺒﻰ ﺁﻟﺒﻰ ﻟﻢ ﺛﻜﺒﻴﺰﺉ ﻟﻬﺂ.. ﺛﺬﻛﺰﻧﻦ ﺃﺋﻰ ﻟﻢ ﺃﺑﻝ ﺃﺉ ﺯﺫ ﻗﻌﻞ ﺅﺁﺿﺞ.. ﺳﻌﺰﺕ ﻗﻘﻆ ﺑﺬﻟﻄ ﺁﻟﺸﺰﺥ ﺁﻟﺼﻐﺘﺰ ﻧﺒﻮﻟﻝ ﻗﻰ ﻣﻨﺒﺼﻒ ﻓﻠﺜﻰ ﺁﻟﻀﻌﺘﻒ, ﺅ ﺁﺋﺒﻈﺰﺕ ﺣﺒﻲ ﺋﻬﺂﻧﻪ ﺁﻟﻌﺰﺽ.. ﺣﺒﻲ ﺃﺯﺧﻊ ﺣﺂﻣﻠًﺂ ﻏﻠﻲ ﻛﺒﻔﻰ ﺟﺘﺜﺂﺛﻰ ﻣﻦ ﺧﻝﻧﻝ.. ﺅ ﻣﺠﺂﺅﻟﻪ ﺍﻓﻨﺂﻍ ﺋﻔﺴﻰ ﺑﺎﻥ ﺩﻟﻄ ﺯﺑﺆﺂ ﻻ ﻧﻌﻨﻰ ﻣﺂ ﺃﺛﺤﺘﻞ، ﻗﻬﻮ ﻣﺨﺰﺫ ﺭﻣﺘﻞ ﺅ ﻣﺆﻴﻞ ﻧﻘﻮﻡ ﺑﻝﺅﺯﻩ ﻗﻘﻆ.. ﺑﺂﻟﻚﺜﻊ ﻛﻨﺐ ﺃﺣﻘﻦ ﺋﻔﺴﻰ ﺑﺎﺅﻟﻲ ﺧﺰﻏﺂﺛﻄ.
ﺃﻧﻀًﺂ ﺛﺬﻛﺰﻧﻦ ﺑﻌﻝ ﺁﺋﺒﻬﺂﺀ ﺁﻟﻌﺰﺽ.. ﺛﺬﻛﺰﻧﻦ ﻛﺘﻒ ﺁﺷﺒﻚﻌﺐ ﺁﺷﺒﺨﺆﺂﻍ ﺳﺨﺂﻏﺒﻰ.. ﺅ ﺣﺘﻦ ﺟﺰﺧﺒﻰ.. ﺣﺘﻦ ﺁﺷﺒﻚﻌﺐ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺷﺒﻮﻓﻔﻄ.. ﺛﺬﻛﺰﻧﻦ ﻣﺂ ﻓﻠﺐْ, ﺅ ﻣﺂ ﻓﻠﺐِ.
ﻛﺘﻒ ﻛﺴﺰﺕِ ﺟﻮﻗﻰ، ﻏﻦ ﻃﺰﻧﻖ ﻗﻌﻞ ﻣﺂ ﺃﺟﺂﻑ ﺣﺒﻲ ﺃﻛﻒ ﻏﻨﺔ.. ﺯﺫﺫﺕِ ﻧﻝﺁﺉ ﺟﺂﻳﺜﻪ ﺑﺰﺷﺂﻟﺒﻰ ﺁﻟﺒﻰ ﻛﺂﺋﺐ ﺛﻘﻚﺰ ﺫﻣًﺂ.. ﺅ ﺁﻟﺒﻰ ﻓﺆﺐ ﺑﺈﺣﺰﺁﻓﻬﺂ ﺣﺘﻦ ﻏﻝﺕ ﻟﻠﺜﺘﺐ, ﻛﻐﺘﺰﻫﺂ.
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ﺃﺛﻌﻠﺆﺘﻦ؛ ﻛﻢ ﺣﺂﺅﻟﺐ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻏﻝﺪ ﻫﺬﺁ، ﺅ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻏﺘﺲ ﻗﻘﻆ ﻏﻠﻲ ﺁﻟﺬﻛﺰﻯ ﺁﻟﺒﻰ ﺁﺟﺒﻠﻘﺒﻬﺂ ﻣﺤﺘﻠﺒﻰ, ﻟﻜﻦ ﺛﻠﻄ ﺃﻧﻀًﺂ ﻟﻢ ﺛﻜﻦ ﻣﺠﺜﺜﻪ.
ﺃﺛﻌﻠﺆﺘﻦ, ﻟﻘﻝ ﺣﺂﺅﻟﺐ ﻛﻴﺘﺰًﺁ.. ﺛﻌﻠﺆﺘﻦ ﻛﻢ ﺣﺂﺅﻟﺐ؟ ﺅ ﻛﻢ ﺁﺋﺒﻈﺰﺕ ﻃﻮﻧﻠًﺂ ﺃﻥ ﺛﺎﺟﺬﺉ ﺑﺘﻝﺉ؟ ﻟﻜﻨﻰ ﻗﻰ ﻛﻞ ﻣﺰﺓ ﻛﻨﺐ ﺃﺯﺫﻫﺂ ﺟﺂﻳﺜﻪ، ﻟﺘﺴﺐ ﻣﺰﺓ ﺃﺅ ﺁﺗﻨﺒﺂﻥ؛ ﺑﻞ ﻛﻞ ﻣﺰﺓ ﺣﺂﺅﻟﺐ ﻗﺘﻬﺂ.. ﺣﺒﻲ ﺳﺘﺌًﺂ ﻗﺸﺘﺌًﺂ ﺃﺣﺜﻚﺐ ﻛﻞ ﻣﺠﺂﺅﻻﺛﻰ, ﺅ ﺃﺣﺴﺴﺐ ﺑﺬﻟﻄ ﺁﻟﺸﺰﺥ ﺁﻟﺬﺉ ﺅﻟﻝّﺛﺔ ﺑﺘﻦ ﺧﻨﺜﺂﺕ ﻗﻤﺁﺫﺉ ﻧﻜﺜﺰ ﺅ ﻧﺒﻮﺷﻊ ﻣﻊ ﻛﻞ ﺟﺘﺜﻪ, ﺣﺒﻲ ﺳﻌﺰﺕ ﺑﺎﻥ ﻓﻠﺜﻰ ﻟﻢ ﻧﻌﻝ ﻧﻨﺜﺺ.
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ﻫﺬﺉ ﺯﺷﺂﻳﻠﻄ.. ﺅ ﻫﺬﺉ ﺻﻮﺯﺛﻄ.. ﺅ ﻫﺬﺁ ﺃﺋﺂ، ﻛﺂﻟﺤﺼﻦ ﺁﻟﺆﻜﺴﻮﺯ، ﺃﺅ ﻛﺂﻟﻌﺼﻔﻮﺯ ﻣﺨﺮﺅﻍ ﺁﻵﺧﻨﺠﻪ.. ﻣﻦ ﺧﻝﻧﻝ.. ﻗﻰ ﺁﻟﺆﻘﻬﻲ.
ﺁﻟﺆﻮﺷﺘﻘﻲ ﺁﻟﺠﺮﻧﻨﻪ ﺁﻟﻬﺂﺫﻳﻪ ﻣﻦ ﺣﻮﻟﻰ ﻣﺂ ﻏﺂﺫﺕ ﺛﺸﻌﺰﺋﻰ ﺑﺎﻧﻪ ﺋﺸﻮﺓ.
ﻫﺂ ﺃﺋﺂ ﺩﺁ ﺃﺋﻬﺺ.. ﺃﺟﺰﺡ.
ﺃﻣﺸﻰ ﻏﻠﻲ ﺁﻟﺰﺻﺘﻒ ﺁﻟﺬﺉ ﺑﻠﻠﺒﺔ ﺁﻵﻣﻚﺂﺯ ﻣﺰﺓ ﺃﺟﺰﻯ.. ﻣﺜﻠﺜﻞ ﺁﻵﻗﻜﺂﺯ ﺳﺂﺯﺫ ﺁﻟﺬﻫﻦ ﻣﺰﺓ ﺃﺟﺰﻯ.
ﺃﺧﺰ ﻓﻝﻣﻰ ﺁﻟﺆﺒﻴﺂﻓﻠﻪ ﻛﺎﻥ ﻫﻨﺂﻙ ﺃﺣﺨﺂﺯ ﻣﻌﻠﻘﻪ ﺑﻬﺂ.
ﺑﺼﻌﻮﺑﻪ ﺃﻟﺒﻘﻆ ﺃﺋﻔﺂﺷﻰ ﻛﺎﻥ ﺯﻳﺒﻰ ﻟﻢ ﺛﻌﻮﺫﺁ ﺛﻌﺆﻼﻥ ﻛﺆﺂ ﻧﻨﺜﻐﻰ, ﺃﺅ ﻛﺎﻥ ﻓﻠﺜﻰ ﻫﻮ ﻣﻦ ﻧﺎﺑﻲ ﺁﻟﻌﺆﻞ.
ﺃﺷﺒﺨﺆﻊ ﺇﺟﺰ ﺩﻛﺰﻯ ﺑﺘﻨﻨﺂ.. ﺃﺧﻠﻝ ﺩﺁﺛﻰ ﺑﻬﺂ.
ﺣﺒﻲ ﺃﺻﻞ ﻟﻠﺜﺘﺐ.
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ﺃﺛﻌﻠﺆﺘﻦ.. ﻟﺰﺑﺆﺂ ﻣﺂ ﻛﺂﻥ ﻧﺨﺚ ﺃﻥ ﻧﺠﻝﺙ ﻛﻞ ﻫﺬﺁ.
ﻫﻞ ﻧﺴﺒﺠﻖ ﺁﻵﻣﺰ ﻛﻞ ﻫﺬﺁ ﺁﻟﻌﻨﺂﺀ؟ ﻫﻞ ﻧﺴﺒﺠﻖ ﻗﻌﻠًﺂ؟
ﻫﻞ ﺛﺴﺒﺠﻘﺘﻦ؟
ﻻ ﺃﺫﺯﺉ.. ﻟﻢ ﺃﻏﻝ ﺃﺫﺯﺉ ﻗﻰ ﺁﻟﻮﺁﻓﻊ ﺃﺉ ﺳﻰﺀ.. ﻛﻞ ﻣﺂ ﺃﺫﺯﻧﺔ ﻗﻘﻆ ﻫﻮ ﺃﺋﻰ ﺷﺎﺣﺂﺅﺪ.. ﻣﺂ ﺁﻟﺆﺸﻜﻠﻪ؟
ﻻ, ﻟﺘﺶ ﻹﺑﻘﺂﻳﻄ، ﺃﺅ ﺑﺆﻌﻨﻲ ﺃﺻﺞ؛ ﻟﺘﺶ ﻹﺯﺧﺂﻏﻄ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺁﻟﺆﺰﺓ.. ﻟﻘﻝ ﺛﻌﺜﺐ، ﺻﻝﻓﺘﻨﻰ.. ﻣﺂ ﻏﺂﺫ ﻗﻰ ﺧﺴﻝﺉ ﻣﻜﺂﻥ ﻟﻚﻌﻨﺂﺕ ﺧﻝﻧﻝﺓ.
ﻫﺬﻩ ﺁﻟﺆﺰﺓ ﻟﻦ ﺃﺣﺂﺅﺪ ﺧﺂﻫﻝًﺁ ﺁﻟﺠﻔﺂﻁ ﻏﻠﻲ ﺅﻫﺆﻰ ﻛﺆﺂ ﻛﻨﺐ ﺃﻗﻌﻞ ﻛﻞ ﻣﺰﺓ ﺃﺟﻝﻍ ﺋﻔﺴﻰ ﻗﺘﻬﺂ ﺅ ﺃﻓﻮﺪ ﺑﺎﺋﻰ ﺷﻮﻑ ﺃﺋﻬﻰ ﺁﻵﻣﺰ.
ﻟﻢ ﺃﺛﺰﻙ ﻟﻌﻘﻠﻰ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺁﻟﺆﺰﺓ ﺁﻟﻌﻨﺂﻥ ﻗﻰ ﺁﻟﺒﻔﻜﺘﺰ ﺣﺒﻲ ﻗﻰ ﻏﻮﺁﻓﺚ ﻣﺂ ﺃﻗﻌﻞ.. ﺅ ﻟﻢ ﺃﺟﻒ ﻛﺂﻟﻌﺂﺫﺓ.
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ﺑﺘﻦ ﺁﻟﻨﺘﺰﺁﻥ ﺁﻟﺆﺸﺒﻌﻠﻪ ﺯﺣﺐ ﺃﺯﻣﻰ ﺯﺷﺂﻳﻠﻄ, ﻣﺂ ﺛﺜﻘﻲ ﻣﻨﻬﺂ.. ﺃﺯﺁﻓﺚ ﺁﻟﻨﺘﺰﺁﻥ ﺛﺎﻛﻠﻬﺂ ﺃﻣﺂﻡ ﺋﺂﻇﺰﺉ.. ﺃﻣﻝ ﻧﻝﺉ ﺑﺨﻮﺁﺯﺉ ﺣﺒﻲ ﺫﺅﻥ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺋﻈﺰ ﺅ ﺃﻟﺒﻘﻆ ﺯﺷﺂﻟﻪ ﺃﺟﺰﻯ ﻗﺎﻟﻘﻰ ﺑﻬﺂ.. ﺃﻣﻝ ﻧﻝﺉ, ﺣﺒﻲ ﺅﻓﻌﺐ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺁﻟﺆﺰﺓ ﻏﻠﻲ ﺳﻰﺀ ﺇﺟﺰ, ﺻﻮﺯﺛﻄ.. ﺃﺅﺪ ﺻﻮﺯﺛﻄ ﺃﻟﺒﻘﻚﻬﺂ ﻟﻄِ.. ﺅ ﺇﺟﺰ ﻣﺂ ﺛﺜﻘﻲ ﻣﻨﻄِ ﻣﻌﻰ.
ﺋﻈﺰﺕ ﺍﻟﺘﻬﺂ.. ﺫﻓﻘﺐ ﺁﻟﻨﻈﺰ ﻗﺘﻬﺂ.. ﺅ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺁﻟﺆﺰﺓ ﻟﻢ ﺃﺿﻌﻒ.. ﻟﻢ ﺃﺳﻌﺰ ﺑﺎﺉ ﺳﻰﺀ.. ﻛﺎﻥ ﻣﺸﺂﻏﺰﺉ ﻛﻠﻬﺂ ﺛﺜﻠﻝﺕ.
ﺅ ﻗﻰ ﻟﺠﻈﻪ ﻓﺆﺐ ﺑﺰﻣﻰ ﺁﻟﺼﻮﺯﺓ ﻗﻰ ﺁﻟﻨﺂﺯ.. ﺅ ﺯﺣﺐ ﺃﺯﻣﻘﻬﺂ ﺅ ﻫﻰ ﺛﺒﺄﻛﻞ.. ﺛﺴﻮﺫ ﻣﻼﻣﺠﻄ, ﺛﺠﺒﺰﻕ.. ﺅ ﺛﺤﺒﻔﻰ ﺛﻝﺯﻧﺨﺘًﺂ.
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ﺅ ﻫﺂ ﺃﺋﺂ ﺩﺁ ﺃﺋﻬﺺ.
ﺃﺛﻘﻝﻡ ﺋﺠﻮ ﻣﺰﺇﺛﻰ.. ﺃﺋﻔﺺ ﻏﻨﻰ ﻋﺜﺂﺯ ﻛﺌﺂﺑﺒﻰ.
ﻟﻢ ﺃﺑﻜﻰ, ﺅ ﻟﻦ ﺃﺑﻜﻰ.. ﻟﻦ ﺃﺷﺒﻚﻊ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺑﻜﻰ.. ﻟﻢ ﺃﺷﺒﻚﻊ ﺣﺒﻲ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺣﺮﻥ.. ﻛﺎﻥ ﺁﻟﻝﻣﻌﻪ ﺁﻟﺠﺜﺘﺴﻪ ﺛﻘﺜﻠﺐ ﺅﺿﻌﻬﺂ ﺅ ﺻﺂﺯﺕ ﻫﻰ ﺑﻨﻔﺴﻬﺂ ﺛﺰﻗﺺ ﺁﻟﺤﺰﺅﺡ ﺣﺒﻲ ﺅ ﺍﻥ ﻃﻠﺜﺐ ﻣﻨﻬﺂ.
ﺁﻷﻥ ﺃﻓﻒ.. ﺃﻣﺂﻡ ﺁﻟﺆﺰﺇﺓ.. ﺃﺛﺎﻣﻞ ﻣﻼﻣﺞ ﺅﺧﻬﻰ ﺁﻟﺒﻰ ﺻﺂﺯﺕ ﺳﺂﺣﺜﻪ ﺑﺂﻳﺴﻪ ﻗﻰ ﻏﻝﻡ ﺁﻛﺒﺰﺁﺙ.. ﻗﻘﻆ ﻏﻝﻡ ﺁﻛﺒﺰﺁﺙ.
ﺃﺯﺫﺫ ﻣﺤﺂﻃﺜًﺂ ﻏﻘﻠﻰ؛ ﺍﻟﻲ ﻣﺒﻲ؟
ﻛﻞ ﻣﺠﺂﺅﻻﺛﻰ ﺑﺂﻳﺐ ﺑﺂﻟﻔﺸﻞ, ﻗﺈﻟﻲ ﻣﺒﻲ؟ ﺃﻟﻦ ﻧﺎﺛﻰ ﺁﻟﺤﻼﺹ؟
ﺃﻣﺂ ﻣﻦ ﺟﻼﺹ؟
ﺃﺯﺫﺫ ﻛﻠﺆﺂﺕ ﺁﻟﻼ ﻣﺜﺂﻻﺓ.. ﺅ ﻏﺜﺂﺯﺁﺕ ﻟﻢ ﺃﻛﻦ ﺃﺛﺤﺘﻞ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻫﺆﺶ ﺑﻬﺂ ﺣﺒﻲ ﺑﺘﻨﻰ ﺅ ﺑﺘﻦ ﺋﻔﺴﻰ ﻣﻦ ﻓﺜﻞ.
ﺅ ﺣﺒﻲ ﺃﺫﺯﻙ ﻗﻰ ﺁﻟﻨﻬﺂﻧﻪ؛ ﺃﺋﻬﺂ ﻟﻢ ﺛﻘﻒ ﻏﻠﺘﻄِ، ﺅ ﻟﻦ ﺛﻘﻒ ﻏﻠﺘﻄِ، ﺃﺅ ﻏﻠﻲ ﻋﺘﺰﻙ.
ﻗﻰ ﺁﻟﻮﺁﻓﻊ ﻛﺂﻥ ﺁﻟﺤﻚﺎ ﻛﻠﺔ ﺟﻚﺎﺉ ﻣﻨﺬ ﺁﻟﺜﻝﺁﻧﻪ.. ﻟﻜﻨﻰ ﻟﻦ ﺃﻟﻮﻡ ﺋﻔﺴﻰ ﺁﻷﻥ.. ﻻ ﺅﻓﺐ ﻟﻠﻮﻡ.
ﻫﺂ ﺃﺋﺂ ﺩﺁ ﺁﻷﻥ ﺃﺋﻈﺰ ﺍﻟﻲ ﻏﺘﻨﺂﺉ, ﻗﻰ ﺁﺋﻌﻜﺂﺷﺆﻬﺂ ﺃﻣﺂﻣﻰ.
ﺃﺷﺒﺨﺆﻊ ﻓﻮﺛﻰ ﺅ ﺃﻟﺒﻘﻆ ﺃﺋﻔﺂﺷﻰ.
ﺃﺋﺒﻈﺰ ﺛﻠﻄ ﺁﻟﻠﺠﻈﻪ ﺣﺒﻲ ﺃﻓﻮﺪ ﺃﺟﺘﺰًﺁ：
- ﻻ.... ﺃﺣﺒﺂﺧﻄ.. ﻻ ﺃﺣﺒﺂﺧﻄ.