ﺇﺑﻌﺌﻥ ﻣﺂ ﺃﻟﺤﻠﺜﻪ؛ ﺇﻢ ﺑﻄﻞ ﻏﺌﻲ ﺩﺃﺕ ﺃﻟﻈﺰﺋﻖ ﺅ ﺇﻳﺖ ﺑﻌﺌﻥ ﻏﺌﻥ ﺃﻟﻠﻘﻠﻦ ﺇﻳﻚ ﻟﻦ ﺑﻀﻞ، ﻷﻳﻚ – ﺛﺜﺴﺂﻇﻪ – ﺑﺴﻠﺰ ﻓﻰ ﺃﺑﺠﺂﺓ ﺟﺂﻇﺊ، ﺅ ﺍﻢ ﻛﺘﺖ ﺑﺄﺛﻲ ﺃﻻﻏﻴﺰﺃﻑ.. ﻟﻜﺘﻚ ﻣﻦ ﺣﺪﺋﺪ ﺑﻤﺃﺻﻞ ﺃﻟﻴﻘﺪﻡ.. ﺛﺤﻈﻤﺃﺕ ﻣﻴﺒﺂﻗﺌﻪ ﺑﺴﻠﺰ ﺧﺂﻣﺌًﺂ ﺛﻠﻦ ﻛﻔﺂﻙ ﺁﻣﺂﻟﻚ ﺃﻟﻴﻰ ﺑﺌﻔﻆ ﺁﺟﺰ ﺇﻳﻔﺂﺷﻬﺂ.. ﺑﺨﺂﺅﻝ ﺇﻢ ﺑﻘﺘﻊ ﻗﺌﺜﻚ ﺅ ﺭﺅﺧﻚ ﺛﺂﻟﻴﻘﺪﻡ، ﺑﻹﺰﻯ ﻓﻮﺃﺫﻙ ﺛﺌﺬﺃﺕ ﺃﻟﻤﺻﻤﻝ، ﻟﻜﻦ ﺃﻷﻣﻞ ﻻ ﺋﻌﻠﺲ ﺇﺛﺪًﺃ، ﺑﺪﺭﻙ ﻓﻰ ﺃﻟﺘﻬﺂﺋﻪ ﺇﻳﻚ ﺧﻴﻲ ﻟﻥ ﺑﻌﺪ ﺑﺰﻋﺐ ﻟﺬﻩ ﺃﻟﻤﺻﻤﻝ، ﻟﻜﺘﻚ ﺑﺰﻋﺐ ﺳﻰﺀ ﻣﺂ، ﺳﻰﺀ ﺭﺛﺆﺂ ﻟﻥ ﺑﻜﻦ ﺑﺪﺭﻯ ﺩﺃﺕ ﺋﻤﻡ ﻣﺂ ﻫﻤ ﺑﺨﺪﺋﺪًﺃ, ﻟﻜﻦ...
ﻓﻰ ﺃﻟﺘﻬﺂﺋﻪ ﺑﺪﺭﻙ.. ﺇﻳﺖ ﻓﻘﻂ ﻻ ﺑﺰﻋﺐ ﺇﻢ ﺑﻜﻤﻢ ﺅﺧﻠﺪًﺃ.. ﻷﻳﻚ ﻣﺌﺌﺖ ﺃﻟﺜﻘﺂﺀ ﺅﺧﻠﺪًﺃ.. ﻣﺌﺌﺖ ﺃﻟﺴﻬﺰ ﻇﻤﻝ ﺃﻟﺌﻠﻞ ﺑﻴﻘﺌﺐ ﻏﺌﻲ ﻓﺰﺃﺳﻚ ﻣﺠﺂﻓﻠًﺂ ﺃﻟﺘﻤﻡ، ﻟﻴﺘﻬﺺ ﺅ ﺑﺴﻬﺰ ﺇﻣﺂﻡ ﻣﻤﺃﻗﻊ ﺃﻟﻴﻤﺃﺻﻞ ﺃﻐﺣﻴﺆﺂﻏﻰ ﺅﺧﺪﻙ ﺫﺅﻢ ﻫﺪﻑ، ﻻ ﺑﺨﺂﺫﺏ ﺇﺧﺪ ﺅﻻ ﺇﺧﺪ ﺋﺨﺂﺫﺗﻚ.. ﻣﺌﺌﺖ ﻓﻰ ﺃﻟﺨﻘﻠﻘﻪ ﺃﻟﺴﻠﺰ ﺅﺧﺪﻙ ﻛﻞ ﻟﻠﺌﻪ ﻏﺌﻲ ﺩﻟﻚ ﺃﻟﺰﺻﻠﻒ ﺃﻟﺆﺜﻴﻞ ﻣﻦ ﻓﻌﻞ ﺃﻷﻣﻈﺂﺭ ﻣﺰﺑﺪﺋًﺂ ﻣﻌﻈﻔﻚ ﺃﻟﺪﺃﻛﻦ، ﺫﺃﻓﺘًﺂ ﻛﻔﺂﻙ ﺛﻠﻦ ﺣﻠﻤﺛﺔ, ﺳﺂﺭﺫ ﺃﻟﺬﻫﻦ ﻣﺜﺌﺜﻞ ﺃﻷﻓﻜﺂﺭ.. ﻣﺌﺌﺖ ﻣﺸﻬﺪ ﻫﺬﺃ ﺃﻟﺆﻘﻬﻲ ﺃﻟﺆﻄﺌﻥ ﻣﻦ ﺛﻌﻠﺪ ﺃﻟﺬﻯ ﺃﻏﻴﺪﺕ ﺃﻟﺠﺌﻤﺱ ﻓﻠﺔ.. ﻟﻜﺘﻚ ﻣﺰﻩ ﺇﺟﺰﻱ ﻻ ﺑﺠﺪ ﻣﻸﺩ ﺁﻣﻦ ﻋﻠﺰﺓ ﻟﻚ ﻓﻰ ﻣﺒﻞ ﺑﺌﻚ ﺃﻟﺌﻠﺌﻪ, ﻛﺆﺂ ﺃﻏﻴﺪﺕ ﻓﻰ ﺃﻵﺅﻳﻪ ﺃﻷﺟﻠﺰﻩ.. ﺛﺜﻂﺀ ﺳﺪﺋﺪ ﺑﻔﻴﺢ ﺃﻟﺜﺂﺙ ﺃﻟﺮﺣﺂﺣﻰ ﺃﻟﺸﻔﺂﻑ ﺩﺃ ﺃﻟﺰﺷﻤﻣﺂﺕ ﺃﻟﻜﻸﺷﻠﻜﻠﻪ، ﺅ ﺃﻟﺬﻯ ﺋﻄﻬﺰ ﻣﻦ ﺅﺭﺃﺀﺓ ﻛﻞ ﺭﻛﻦ ﻓﻰ ﺃﻟﺆﻘﻬﻲ.. ﺑﺆﺸﻰ ﺛﺤﻈﻤﺃﺕ ﺗﺂﺛﻴﻪ ﺩﺃﺕ ﺻﺰﺋﺰ ﺫﺃﻛﻦ ﺧﺮﺋﻦ.. ﺑﻴﺤﻠﺰ ﺑﺌﻚ ﺃﻟﻈﺂﺅﻟﻪ ﺃﻟﻀﻹﻠﺰﻩ ﻫﺘﺂﻙ ﻏﺘﺪ ﺃﻟﺰﻛﻦ ﻟﻴﺠﺌﺶ ﺇﻣﺂﻣﻬﺂ ﺅ ﺑﺘﻴﻄﺰ ﺃﻟﺘﺂﺫﻝ ﺃﻟﺬﻯ ﺋﻌﺰﻑ ﻇﺌﺜﻚ ﺣﻠﺪًﺃ ﺫﺅﻢ ﺇﻢ ﺋﺴﺄﻝ.. ﺅ ﺧﻴﻲ ﺋﺨﺼﺰ ﻟﻚ ﺩﻟﻚ ﺃﻷﺟﻠﺰ ﻣﺸﺰﺅﺛﻚ ﺃﻟﺴﺂﺟﻦ ﻏﺌﺌﺔ ﺋﺴﺂﻫﻥ ﻓﻰ ﺑﺪﻓﻨﻪ ﺇﻯ ﺳﻰﺀ ﻓﻠﻚ ﻓﻰ ﻫﺬﺃ ﺃﻟﺴﻘﻠﻊ.. ﻓﻰ ﺃﻟﺨﻘﻠﻘﻪ ﻛﻞ ﺳﻰﺀ ﻫﺘﺂ ﺻﺂﺭ ﻛﻨﻠﺜًﺂ ﺅ ﻣﻜﺰﺅﻫًﺂ ﺇﻛﺒﺰ ﻣﻦ ﺇﻯ ﺅﻗﺖ ﻣﺼﻲ.. ﺧﻴﻲ ﺃﻟﺆﻤﺷﻠﻘﻲ ﺃﻟﺤﺂﻓﻴﻪ ﺃﻟﺨﺮﺋﺘﻪ ﺃﻟﻴﻰ ﺋﻌﺮﻓﻬﺂ ﺩﻟﻚ ﺃﻟﻔﻴﻲ ﻫﺘﺂﻙ ﻏﺌﻲ ﺃﻟﻘﻠﺒﺂﺭﻩ ﺃﻟﻀﻹﻠﺰﻩ ﺛﻠﻦ ﺋﺪﺋﺔ, ﺅ ﺃﻟﻴﻰ ﻛﺘﺖ ﺑﺨﺜﻬﺂ؛ ﺻﺂﺭﺕ ﻣﻌﻴﺂﺫﻩ, ﻣﺆﺌﻪ.. ﺃﻟﺼﻤﺀ ﺃﻟﺤﺂﻓﺖ ﺃﻟﺆﺆﻠﺮ ﺃﻟﺬﻯ ﻛﺘﺖ ﺑﺰﺑﺂﺝ ﻟﺔ ﻟﻥ ﺋﻌﺪ ﺋﺸﻌﺰﻙ ﺛﺂﻟﺰﺃﺧﻪ ﻛﺆﺂ ﻛﺂﻢ ﺃﻷﻣﺰ ﻓﻰ ﺃﻟﺴﺂﺛﻖ.
ﻫﺂ ﺇﻳﺖ ﺩﺃ ﺑﺆﺴﻚ ﺛﻠﺪﻙ ﺃﻟﺜﺂﺭﺫﻩ ﻛﺂﻟﺒﺌﺦ ﻣﻦ ﻓﻌﻞ ﺃﻟﺠﻤ ﻛﻤﺙ ﻣﺸﺰﺅﺛﻚ ﺃﻟﺬﻯ ﺋﺤﺰﺥ ﻣﻦ ﻓﻤﻫﻴﺔ ﺃﻟﺜﺤﺂﺭ ﻟﻴﺰﺳﻒ ﺛﻌﺼًﺂ ﻣﺘﺔ، ﺅ ﺇﻳﺖ ﺑﺸﻌﺰ ﺛﻠﻦ ﻇﻠﺂﺕ ﻗﺌﺜﻚ ﺛﻴﺌﻚ ﺃﻟﻌﻴﺆﻪ ﺑﺮﺧﻒ ﺳﻠﻨًﺂ ﻓﺸﻠﻨًﺂ ﺫﺃﺟﺌﺔ ﺧﻴﻲ ﺑﺨﻠﺌﺔ ﻃﻸﻣًﺂ ﺛﺂﻟﻜﺂﻣﻞ.. ﺑﺸﻌﺰ ﺛﻈﻌﻥ ﺃﻐﻳﻈﻔﺂﺀ, ﺇﻛﺒﺰ ﻣﻦ ﺇﻯ ﻣﺰﻩ ﻫﺬﺓ ﺃﻟﺆﺰﻩ.. ﻫﻞ ﺻﺪﻗﺖ ﺃﻵﻢ؟ ﻫﻞ ﺁﻣﺘﺖ ﺇﻢ ﻋﻠﺂﺛﻬﺂ ﻗﺂﺫﺭ ﻏﺌﻲ ﺍﺧﺪﺃﺏ ﻓﺂﺭﻕ؟
ﻫﺂ ﺇﻳﺖ ﺃﻵﻢ ﺑﻹﺆﺺ ﻏﻠﺘﺂﻙ.. ﺑﺴﻴﺨﺼﺰ ﺻﻤﺭﺑﻬﺂ ﻓﻰ ﻣﺤﻠﺌﻴﻚ.. ﺁﺟﺰ ﺻﻤﺭﻩ ﻗﺆﺖ ﺛﺂﻟﻴﻘﺂﻇﻬﺂ ﻟﻬﺂ, ﺧﻴﻲ ﺑﺨﻘﻦ ﻳﻔﺴﻚ ﺛﻬﺂ ﻛﺂﻷﺫﺅﺋﻪ ﺃﻟﺆﺴﻜﺘﻪ, ﻏﺌﻚ ﺑﺘﺠﺢ ﻓﻰ ﺑﻬﺪﻧﻪ ﻏﻤﺃﺻﻒ ﺳﻤﻗﻚ ﺅ ﺧﺘﻠﺘﻚ ﺃﻟﻴﻰ ﺛﺂﺑﺖ ﺃﻵﻢ ﺑﺠﻴﺂﺧﻚ.. ﻟﻜﺘﻚ ﻟﻼﺷﻒ ﺑﺪﺭﻙ ﺇﻳﻚ ﻻ ﺑﺨﻘﻦ ﻳﻔﺴﻚ ﺷﻤﻱ ﺛﺨﻔﺘﻪ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﺴﻥ ﺃﻟﺜﺂﺭﺫ.
ﺑﺬﻛﺰ ﺧﻠﻦ ﻛﺘﺖ ﺑﻘﻤﻝ ﻟﺘﻔﺴﻚ ﺇﻳﻚ ﻣﺌﺌﺖ ﻣﺠﺰﺫ ﺃﻟﺆﺨﺂﺅﻻﺕ ﺍﻟﻠﻬﺂ، ﺅ ﺇﻢ ﺳﻹﻔﻚ ﻳﺨﻤﻫﺂ ﺛﺪﺇ ﺋﺘﻈﻔﺊ ﺑﺪﺭﺋﺠﻠًﺂ ﺅ ﺛﻠﺪﺋﻬﺂ.. ﺅ ﺇﻳﻚ ﺑﻌﺜﺖ ﻣﻦ ﻛﺒﺰﻩ ﺃﻟﻀﺪ ﺅ ﺃﻟﺴﻌﻰ ﺛﻸ ﻫﺪﻑ.. ﻟﻜﺘﻚ – ﺭﻋﻥ ﺩﻟﻚ – ﻻ ﺑﺴﻴﻈﻠﻊ ﺇﻢ ﺑﺘﺴﺂﻫﺂ.. ﻻ ﺑﻔﻬﻥ ﻛﻠﻒ ﺋﺨﺪﺏ ﻫﺬﺃ, ﻟﻜﺘﻬﺂ ﻻ ﺑﺮﺃﻝ ﺑﺴﻜﻦ ﻛﻞ ﺳﻰﺀ ﻓﻠﻚ, ﺅ ﻟﻜﻦ ﺛﺸﻜﻞ ﺩﺃﺛﻞ, ﻛﻤﺭﺫﻩ ﺟﺂﻟﻠﻪ ﺃﻷﻟﻤﺃﻢ.
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ﻫﺬﺃ ﺇﻳﺂ, ﺅ ﺇﻳﺂ ﺁﺷﻒ.. ﺧﻘًﺂ ﺇﻏﻴﺬﺭ.. ﻟﻥ ﺇﻏﺪ ﺇﻗﺪﺭ.
ﻟﻥ ﺇﻏﺪ ﺇﺧﻴﺆﻞ ﻛﻞ ﻫﺬﺃ.
ﻣﺂ ﺯﻟﺖ ﺇﺭﺋﺪﻙ، ﻟﻜﻦ ﻓﻰ ﺭﻛﻦ ﻣﻦ ﻗﺌﺜﻰ ﻻﺯﻟﺖ ﺇﺷﺆﻊ ﺑﺌﻚ ﺃﻟﻀﺰﺟﻪ ﺑﻀﻥ ﺇﺩﻳﻰ ﻗﺂﻧﺌﻪ：
- ﻻ ﻳﺨﻴﺂﺣﻬﺂ.. ﻻ ﻳﺰﺋﺪﻫﺂ ﻫﻞ ﺑﻔﻬﻥ.. ﺷﻤﻑ ﻳﺨﻠﺂ ﺫﺅﻳﻬﺂ.. ﻻ ﻳﺰﺋﺪﻫﺂﺃﺃﺃﺃﺃ...
ﺑﻀﺰﺡ, ﺅ ﺑﻀﺰﺡ ﻣﻌﻬﺂ ﺫﻣﻌﻪ ﺧﺜﻠﺴﻪ ﺛﻠﻦ ﻗﻸﻉ ﺣﻔﺘﻰ ﺋﺆﺘﻊ ﻛﺜﺰﺋﺂﻧﻰ ﺷﻘﻤﻇﻬﺂ.. ﻟﻜﺘﻰ ﺛﻠﻦ ﺻﺰﺃﺟﻬﻥ ﺇﻫﻴﻒ：
- ﻻﺃﺃﺃﺃﺃ.... ﺇﺧﻴﺂﺣﻬﺂ.
ﻓﺄﺫﺭﻙ ﻫﺘﺂ ﺇﻳﻰ ﻟﻦ ﺇﺑﻌﺌﻥ.. ﺅ ﺇﻳﻰ ﻟﻦ ﺇﺟﺰﺥ ﻣﻦ ﻫﺬﺃ ﺃﻟﻘﺂﻉ.. ﺅ ﺇﻳﻰ ﺇﺧﻴﺂﺣﻚ.
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ﻛﺂﻢ ﻟﻘﺂﻧﺘﺂ ﺻﺪﻓﻪ, ﻛﻀﺪﻓﻪ ﻏﺒﻤﺭﻯ ﻏﺌﻲ ﺩﻟﻚ ﺃﻟﺆﻘﻬﻲ ﺃﻟﺬﻯ ﻛﺘﺖ ﺩﺃﺕ ﺋﻤﻡ ﺇﺧﺜﺔ.. ﻟﻜﺘﻰ ﺫﺃﻧﺆًﺂ ﻛﺘﺖ ﺇﻗﻤﻝ ﺛﺄﻢ ﺃﻷﻣﺰ ﻟﻠﺶ ﻛﺬﻟﻚ.. ﻛﺘﺖ ﺇﻃﻦ ﺛﺄﻢ ﺩﻟﻚ ﻫﻤ ﺑﺰﺑﻠﺐ ﺃﻟﻘﺪﺭ ﻟﺘﺂ ﺧﻴﻲ ﺑﺌﻴﻘﻰ ﺇﺭﺅﺃﺧﺘﺂ ﺃﻟﻴﻰ ﻏﺂﻳﺖ ﻟﺌﻤﺻﻤﻝ ﻟﺜﻌﺼﻬﺂ ﺫﻫﻤﺭًﺃ ﻣﺘﺬ ﻏﻀﻤﺭ ﺇﺷﻸﻓﺘﺂ.. ﻓﻘﻂ ﻛﺘﺖ.
ﻻﺯﺃﻟﺖ ﻣﻸﻣﺢ ﺅﺣﻬﻚ ﻏﺂﻟﻘﻪ ﺛﻠﻦ ﺣﺪﺭﺃﻢ ﺩﺃﻛﺰﺑﻰ ﻣﺘﺬ ﺁﺟﺰ ﻣﺰﻩ ﺑﻸﻗﻠﺘﺂ.. ﻻ ﺯﺃﻝ ﺃﻟﺆﺸﻬﺪ ﺋﺰﺑﺴﻥ ﻓﻰ ﻣﺤﻠﺌﻴﻰ ﺧﻴﻲ ﺃﻟﺌﺨﻄﻪ.
ﺇﺑﻌﺰﻓﻠﻦ! ﻟﻤ ﻛﺘﺖ ﺇﻏﺰﻑ ﺇﻢ ﻛﻞ ﻫﺬﺃ ﺷﻤﻑ ﺋﺨﺪﺏ ﻣﺂ ﻛﺘﺖ ﺷﺆﺨﺖ ﻟﺘﻔﺴﻰ ﺧﻴﻲ ﺇﻢ ﺇﻗﺂﺛﺌﻚ, ﻣﺂ ﻛﺘﺖ ﻷﺅﺃﻓﻖ ﻏﺌﻲ ﺃﻟﺬﻫﺂﺙ ﺍﻟﻲ ﺑﺌﻚ ﺃﻟﺆﺴﺰﺧﻠﻪ ﺧﻴﻲ ﻟﻤ ﻛﺂﻢ ﺩﻟﻚ ﺷﻠﻜﻔﺌﺘﻰ ﺑﺰﻙ ﺅﻃﻠﻔﻴﻰ.
ﻛﺂﻢ ﺩﻟﻚ ﻓﻰ ﺍﺧﺪﻱ ﺃﻷﺋﺂﻡ ﺃﻟﺜﺂﺭﺫﻩ ﺃﻟﺆﻜﺰﺭﻩ.. ﻛﺘﺖ ﺇﺣﺌﺶ ﻏﺌﻲ ﻣﻜﻴﺜﻰ ﺃﻟﺤﺸﺜﻰ ﺇﺭﺃﺣﻊ ﻣﺂ ﻏﺌﻰ ﻣﻦ ﺇﻏﺆﺂﻝ ﻫﺬﺃ ﺃﻷﺷﺜﻤﻉ، ﺧﻠﻦ ﺣﺂﻧﺘﻰ ﻇﺌﺐ ﻣﻦ ﻣﺪﺋﺰ ﺃﻟﺆﺠﺌﻪ ﻟﻜﻰ ﺇﺧﺼﺰ ﺍﻟﻲ ﻣﻜﻴﺜﺔ.. ﻟﻥ ﺇﻛﻦ ﺇﺧﺐ ﻣﺒﻞ ﺑﺌﻜﻥ ﺃﻟﻌﺰﺅﺹ، ﻟﻜﺘﻰ ﻻ ﺇﻏﺰﻑ ﻟﺆﺂ ﺅﺃﻓﻘﺖ، ﺭﺛﺆﺂ ﺃﻟﺆﺌﻞ ﻣﻦ ﺑﻜﺰﺃﺭ ﺩﺃﺕ ﺃﻟﻠﻤﻡ ﺅ ﺩﺃﺕ ﺃﻷﻏﺆﺂﻝ ﺅ ﺃﻟﺰﻋﺜﻪ ﻓﻰ ﺑﺠﺰﺛﻪ ﺳﻰﺀ ﺣﺪﺋﺪ.. ﺭﺛﺆﺂ ﻛﺂﻢ ﻣﻘﺪﺭ ﻟﻰ! ﺭﺛﺆﺂ ﺇﻯ ﺳﻰﺀ ﺣﻌﺌﺘﻰ ﻟﻥ ﺇﺑﺰﺫﺫ.. ﺅ ﻓﻰ ﺃﻟﺘﻬﺂﺋﻪ ﻛﺘﺖ ﺇﻗﻒ ﺇﻣﺂﻡ ﺛﻤﺃﺛﻪ ﺃﻟﺆﺴﺰﺝ ﺃﻟﻜﺜﻠﺰﻩ ﻓﻰ ﺃﻟﺒﺂﻣﺘﻪ ﻣﺴﺂﺀً ﻣﺰﺑﺪﺋًﺂ ﺛﺬﻟﻴﻰ ﺃﻟﺴﻤﺫﺃﺀ ﺃﻟﻸﻣﻌﻪ ﺅ ﻓﻰ ﺋﺪﻯ ﺃﻟﻜﺂﻣﻠﺰﺃ.. ﻟﻥ ﺇﺣﺌﺶ ﻣﻊ ﺃﻟﺠﺆﻬﻤﺭ، ﺛﻞ ﻛﺘﺖ ﺇﻗﻒ ﻓﻰ ﺃﻟﺠﻤﺃﺭ ﺇﺑﺨﺪﺏ ﻣﻊ ﺯﻣﻠﺌﻰ ﺃﻟﺬﻯ ﺣﺂﺀ ﻣﻌﻰ ﻟﺘﻔﺶ ﺃﻟﻤﻃﻠﻔﻪ.. ﺅ ﺧﻴﻲ ﺛﺪﺇ ﺃﻟﻌﺰﺹ.. ﺛﺪﺇ ﺃﻟﺆﺆﺒﺌﻠﻦ ﻓﻰ ﺃﻟﻄﻬﻤﺭ ﺅﺃﺧﺪًﺃ ﺑﺌﻤ ﺃﻷﺟﺰ ﺧﺴﺐ ﺃﻟﺪﺅﺭ.. ﻃﻬﺰ ﻓﻴﻲ ﻳﺨﻠﻔًﺂ ﺇﺳﻌﺚ ﺃﻟﺸﻌﺰ ﺋﺰﺑﺪﻯ ﻣﻸﺛﺶ ﻛﺂﻟﺜﻬﺌﻤﺃﻢ ﺅ ﺭﺃﺝ ﺋﻴﺨﺪﺏ ﻓﻰ ﻋﺼﺐ ﻣﻔﻴﻌﻞ ﺅ ﻫﻤ ﺋﺴﻠﺰ ﺣﻠﻨًﻪ ﺅ ﺩﻫﺂﺛًﺂ ﻏﺌﻲ ﺭﻗﻌﻪ ﺃﻟﺆﺴﺰﺝ ﺃﻟﻴﻰ ﺑﺸﺜﺔ ﻳﻤﻏًﺂ ﻣﺂ ﺭﻗﻌﻪ ﺃﻟﺸﻈﺰﻳﺦ.. ﺗﻥ ﺟﺰﺥ ﻓﻴﻲ ﺁﺟﺰ ﺛﻌﺪ ﻗﺌﻠﻞ ﺅ ﻗﺂﻡ ﺛﻴﺨﻠﻪ ﺃﻟﺠﺆﻬﻤﺭ ﺃﻟﺬﻯ ﻣﺂ ﻟﺜﺚ ﺇﻢ ﺭﺃﺝ ﺋﻀﻔﻖ ﻟﺔ.. ﻟﻥ ﺋﺰﻕ ﻟﻠﺂ ﺃﻟﻤﺿﻊ ﻛﺒﻠﺰًﺃ، ﺅ ﺛﻸ ﺳﻹﻒ ﻛﺘﺖ ﺇﺭﻓﻊ ﺃﻟﻜﺂﻣﻠﺰﺃ ﺅ ﺇﻗﻤﻡ ﺛﺂﻟﻴﻘﺂﻅ ﺻﻤﺭﻩ ﻟﺬﺃﻙ ﺅ ﺩﺃﻙ، ﻣﻴﺆﺘﻠًﺂ ﻣﻦ ﻛﻞ ﻗﺌﺜﻰ ﺇﻢ ﺋﺘﻴﻬﻰ ﻫﺬﺃ ﺃﻟﻬﺰﺃﺀ ﺷﺰﺋﻌًﺂ ﺧﻴﻲ ﺇﻏﻤﺫ ﺍﻟﻲ ﺛﻠﻴﻰ ﺃﻟﺪﺃﻓﺊ ﺃﻟﺬﻯ ﺋﺘﻌﻥ ﺛﺂﻟﻬﺪﺅﺀ ﺅ ﺃﻟﺴﻜﻠﺘﻪ.. ﻻ ﺇﻏﺰﻑ ﺇﺋﻦ ﻛﺂﻢ ﻏﻘﺌﻰ ﻏﺘﺪﻣﺂ ﺅﺃﻓﻘﺖ ﻏﺌﻲ ﻣﺒﻞ ﻫﺬﺃ ﺃﻟﺸﻰﺀ.. ﺅ ﺛﺂﻟﻈﺜﻊ ﻛﺂﻢ ﺩﻟﻚ ﻗﺜﻞ ﺧﺪﺅﺏ ﻣﺂ ﻋﻠﺰ ﺅﺣﻬﻴﻰ ﺅ ﻳﻄﺰﺑﻰ ﻓﻰ ﻟﺨﻄﻪ.. ﻛﻴﺌﻪ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﺰﻗﻪ ﺅ ﺃﻟﺆﻸﻧﻜﻠﻪ ﺅ ﺃﻟﻌﺮﺅﺛﻪ ﻣﻴﺸﻜﺌﻪ ﻓﻰ ﻫﻠﻨﻪ ﺛﺸﺰ.. ﻛﺂﻟﺜﺪﺭ ﺛﻠﻦ ﺷﺨﺂﺛﺂﺕ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﻹﻠﻤﻡ ﻛﺂﻢ ﺃﻟﻤﺣﺔ.. ﻏﻠﺘﺂﻢ ﺻﺂﻓﻠﻴﺂﻢ ﺑﺨﺆﻸﻢ ﻳﻤﻏًﺂ ﻣُﺴْﻜﺰًﺃ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﺴﺨﺰ ﺛﻠﻦ ﺛﻮﺛﻮﺋﻬﺆﺂ.. ﻓﻰ ﻟﺨﻄﻪ ﺅﺣﺪﺑﺘﻰ ﺇﻗﻒ ﻛﺂﻟﻀﺘﻥ ﺛﻸ ﺧﺰﺃﻙ ﺇﺅ ﺑﻔﻜﻠﺰ.. ﺛﻸ ﺇﻯ ﺳﻰﺀ.. ﺅ ﻳﺴﻠﺖ ﻓﻰ ﻟﺨﻄﻪ ﻛﻞ ﺳﻰﺀ.. ﻳﺴﻠﺖ ﻳﻔﺴﻰ, ﺅ ﺃﻟﺆﺴﺰﺧﻠﻪ, ﺅ ﻣﺂ ﺇﻳﺂ ﻫﺘﺂ ﻷﺣﺌﺔ.. ﻳﺴﻠﺖ ﻛﻞ ﺃﻟﻜﻤﻢ ﺛﺌﺨﻄﻪ ﺑﻬﺖ ﻓﻠﻬﺂ ﻓﻰ ﻣﺌﻜﻤﺑﻚ ﺃﻟﺬﻯ ﻻ ﺇﺭﻱ ﻓﻠﺔ ﺍﻻ ﻣﻸﻣﺨﻚ ﺃﻟﻬﺂﺫﻧﻪ, ﺃﻟﻈﻔﻤﻟﻠﻪ.. ﺃﻟﻘﺂﺷﻠﻪ, ﺅ ﺃﻟﻴﻰ ﻟﻥ ﺇﻏﺰﻑ ﻗﺴﻤﺑﻬﺂ ﺍﻻ ﺃﻵﻢ.
ﻟﻥ ﺇﻓﻖ ﻣﻦ ﻋﻠﺜﻤﺛﻴﻰ ﺍﻻ ﻏﺘﺪﻣﺂ ﺳﻌﺰﺕ ﺛﻴﺌﻚ ﺃﻟﻠﺪ ﺑﻬﺮﻳﻰ ﻣﻦ ﻛﻴﻔﻰ, ﻣﺆﻴﺮﺣﻪ ﻣﻊ ﺩﻟﻚ ﺃﻟﻀﻤﺕ ﺃﻟﺆﺌﻬﻤﻑ ﺋﻘﻤﻝ ﻟﻰ ﺛﺄﻢ ﺩﻟﻚ ﺁﺟﺰ ﺃﻟﺆﺸﻬﺪ, ﺅ ﺛﺄﻢ ﺑﺌﻚ ﺃﻟﺌﺨﻄﻪ ﻫﻰ ﺃﻷﻫﻥ ﻟﻴﻀﻤﺋﺰﻫﺂ.. ﻫﻞ ﺑﻤﻗﻒ ﺃﻟﺮﻣﻦ ﻓﻰ ﻏﻘﺌﻰ ﺍﻟﻲ ﺫﺭﺣﻪ ﺇﻢ ﻛﻞ ﻫﺬﺃ ﺃﻟﻤﻗﺖ ﻣﺰ ﺫﺅﻢ ﺇﻢ ﺇﻟﺨﻆ؟
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ﺅ ﺛﻌﺪ ﺃﻳﻴﻬﺂﺀ ﺃﻟﻌﺰﺹ, ﺟﻸ ﺃﻟﺆﺴﺰﺝ ﺅ ﺭﺃﺝ ﻛﻞ ﺍﻟﻲ ﺅﺣﻬﻴﺔ، ﺍﻻ ﺇﻳﺂ.. ﻣﺸﻴﻴًﺂ ﻛﺘﺖ ﺛﻌﺪ ﺇﻢ ﻗﺌﺖ ﻟﺮﻣﻠﺌﻰ ﺇﻢ ﺋﺴﺜﻘﺘﻰ ﺅ ﺋﺆﺼﻰ.
ﺭﺧﺖ ﺇﺧﺂﺅﻝ ﺇﻢ ﺇﻓﻜﺰ ﺅ ﺇﻳﺂ ﻻ ﺇﻏﺰﻑ ﺇﺋﻦ ﻏﻘﺌﻰ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻷﺷﺂﺱ.. ﺅ ﻫﺘﺂﻙ ﺭﺇﺋﻴﻚ، ﻣﻦ ﺛﻌﻠﺪ ﺟﺂﺭﺥ ﺃﻟﺆﺴﺰﺝ ﺃﻟﺬﻯ ﻻ ﺯﺃﻝ ﺋﺮﺫﺧﻥ ﻳﺴﺜﻠًﺂ.. ﻟﻥ ﺇﺳﻌﺰ ﺛﺘﻔﺴﻰ ﺍﻻ ﺅ ﺇﻳﺂ ﺇﺭﻛﺺ ﻣﺨﺂﺅﻟًﺂ ﺑﺤﻈﻰ ﺃﻟﺠﺆﻤﻉ ﺃﻟﺬﺋﻦ ﻣﺌﻨﻤﺃ ﺃﻟﻘﺂﻏﻪ ﺧﻴﻲ ﺇﺟﺰﺥ ﺛﺴﺰﻏﻪ.. ﺧﻴﻲ ﺇﻟﺨﻖ ﺛﻚ.. ﺅ ﻏﺘﺪ ﺩﻟﻚ ﺃﻟﺰﻛﻦ ﻛﺘﺖِ ﺑﻘﻔﻠﻦ ﻣﺆﺴﻜﻪ ﺛﺆﺰﺁﻩ ﺻﻹﻠﺰﻩ ﺑﺘﻄﺰﺋﻦ ﺍﻟﻠﻬﺂ ﺛﻠﺘﺆﺂ ﺛﻠﺪﻙ ﺃﻷﺟﺰﻱ ﺑﻘﻤﻣﻠﻦ ﺛﺈﻳﺮﺃﻝ ﺟﻀﺌﻪ ﻣﻦ ﺳﻌﺰﻙ ﺅ ﺭﻓﻊ ﺇﺟﺰﻱ.. ﻓﻰ ﺑﺰﺫﺫ ﻟﻥ ﺋﻈﻞ ﻳﺂﺫﺋﻴﻚ：
- ﺇﻳﺴﻪ.. ﻟﺨﻄﻪ ﻓﻘﻂ ﻣﻦ ﻓﺼﺌﻚ.
ﻟﻥ ﺇﻛﻦ ﻗﺪ ﻏﺰﻓﺖ ﺃﺷﺆﻚِ ﺛﻌﺪ.
ﺅﺻﺌﺖ ﺍﻟﻠﻚِ.. ﻟﻥ ﺇﻏﺰﻑ ﻣﺂ ﺇﻗﻤﻝ, ﺅ ﻻ ﻣﺂ ﺷﺜﺐ ﺩﻟﻚ ﺃﻟﺬﻯ ﻓﻌﺌﺖ! ﻗﺌﺖِ ﻟﻰ ﺛﻀﻤﺕ ﻛﺂﻟﻬﺆﺶ ﺅ ﺇﻳﺖِ ﺑﻌﻠﺪﺋﻦ ﻣﺰﺁﺑﻚ ﺍﻟﻲ ﺧﻘﻠﺜﻪ ﺋﺪﻙ ﺃﻟﺴﻤﺫﺃﺀ ﺛﻠﺘﺆﺂ ﻏﻠﺘﺂﻙ ﺑﺘﻄﺰﺃﻢ ﺍﻟﻰ：
- ﻳﻌﻥ.. ﺑﻔﺼﻞ.
ﺳﻌﺰﺕ ﺧﻠﺘﻬﺂ ﺛﺄﻳﻰ ﻣﺌﺠﻥ.. ﺇﻏﺌﻖ ﺃﻟﻜﺂﻣﻠﺰﺃ ﻏﺌﻲ ﺻﺪﺭﻯ ﺅ ﺇﻗﻒ ﻛﺂﻷﺛﺌﺔ ﺇﺧﺪﻕ ﻓﻰ ﻏﻠﺘﺂﻙِ.. ﻟﻜﺘﻰ ﻓﻰ ﺃﻟﺘﻬﺂﺋﻪ ﺃﺷﻴﻈﻌﺖ ﺃﻐﻓﺂﻗﻪ ﺷﺰﺋﻌًﺂ ﻣﻦ ﺑﻤﻫﻴﻰ ﺅ ﻗﺌﺖ ﻣﻴﺌﻌﺒﺆًﺂ：
- ﺻﻤﺭﻩ!
ﺅ ﺇﻣﺴﻜﺖ ﺛﺂﻟﻜﺂﻣﻠﺰﺃ.
- ﺧﻴﻲ ﺑﺘﺮﻝ ﻣﻊ ﺃﻟﺤﺜﺰ.. ﺃﻟﻴﻘﻈﺖ ﺻﻤﺭًﺃ ﻟﺜﻘﻠﻪ ﺃﻟﻈﺂﻗﻥ, ﺅ..
ﺛﺂﺷﺆﻪ ﻗﺌﺖِ：
- ﺛﺂﻟﻈﺜﻊ ﺇﺣﻞ.
ﺭﻓﻌﺖ ﺃﻟﻜﺂﻣﻠﺰﺃ ﻳﺨﻤ ﻏﻠﺘﻰ.. ﻛﺌﻠﻚ.. ﺑﻥ ﺃﻟﻴﻘﺂﻅ ﺃﻟﻀﻤﺭﻩ.. ﻛﺌﻠﻚ.. ﺻﻤﺭﻩ ﺇﺟﺰﻱ, ﻛﺌﻠﻚ.. ﻓﺄﺟﺰﻱ.. ﺇﻏﻴﺰﻑ ﺧﻘًﺂ ﺛﺄﻳﻰ ﻟﻥ ﺇﺷﻴﻈﻊ ﺇﻢ ﺇﺑﺆﺂﻟﻚ ﻳﻔﺴﻰ.. ﺅ ﻏﺌﻠﻚِ ﺇﻢ ﺑﻌﺬﺭﺋﺘﻰ.. ﻏﺘﺪﻣﺂ ﻻﺧﻄﺖ ﺃﺟﻴﻔﺂﺀ ﺃﺛﻴﺴﺂﻣﻴﻚ, ﺅ ﻃﻬﻤﺭ ﺑﺌﻚ ﺃﻟﺘﻄﺰﻩ ﺃﻟﺆﺴﻴﻹﺰﺛﻪ ﺃﻟﻘﺌﻘﻪ ﻏﺌﻲ ﺅﺣﻬﻚ ﺅ ﺇﻳﺂ ﺇﻟﻴﻘﻂ ﻟﻚِ ﻣﻨﺂﺕ ﺃﻟﻀﻤﺭ ﻛﺂﻷﻫﻈﻞ؛ ﺇﺫﺭﻛﺖ ﻛﻥ ﺇﻳﺂ ﻋﺜﻰ.. ﺇﺧﺆﻖ.. ﻛﺂﻢ ﻻﺛﺪ ﻓﻌﺌًﺂ ﺇﻢ ﺑﺆﺼﻰ ﺅ ﺑﻴﺰﻛﻠﺘﻰ ﺧﻠﺘﻬﺂ ﺫﺅﻢ ﻛﻸﻡ ﺇﺅ ﺧﻴﻲ ﺃﻛﻴﺰﺃﺏ.. ﺅ ﻫﺘﺂ ﺧﻠﻦ ﺳﻌﺰﺕ ﺛﻘﺌﺜﻰ ﺃﻟﺬﻯ ﺭﺃﺝ ﺋﺪﻕ ﺷﺰﺋﻌًﺂ؛ ﺋﻜﺂﺫ ﺋﻘﻔﺮ ﺅ ﺋﻔﺰ ﻣﻦ ﺻﺪﺭﻯ ﻣﻬﺰﺅﻟًﺂ ﻳﺨﻤ ﺁﺟﺰ ﻇﺰﻑ ﻣﻦ ﺭﺫﺃﻧﻚ, ﻟﻠﺌﺒﻥ ﻣﺘﻚِ ﻣﺂ ﺋﺌﺒﻥ.
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ﻓﻠﺆﺂ ﺛﻌﺪ, ﻟﻥ ﺑﻜﺪ ﺃﻟﺌﻠﺂﻟﻰ ﺑﺆﺰ ﺍﻻ ﺅ ﺻﻤﺭﺑﻚ ﺍﻣﺂ ﺛﻠﻦ ﺋﺪﻯ ﺇﺑﺄﻣﺌﻬﺂ ﺇﺅ ﻓﻰ ﺟﻠﺂﻟﻰ ﺑﺰﺑﺴﻥ ﻣﻊ ﺃﺭﺑﺴﺂﻡ ﺁﺟﺰ ﻣﺸﻬﺪ ﻛﺂﻢ ﺛﻠﺘﺘﺂ.
ﻓﻰ ﺃﻟﺆﺠﺌﻪ ﻛﺘﺖ ﺇﻗﺼﻰ ﺇﻋﺌﺐ ﺃﻟﻠﻤﻡ ﺛﻠﻦ ﺃﻷﻏﺪﺃﺫ ﺅ ﺃﻟﻀﻔﺨﺂﺕ ﺇﺛﺨﺚ ﻏﻦ ﺍﻏﻸﻢ ﻟﻌﺆﻞ ﻣﺴﺰﺧﻰ ﺣﺪﺋﺪ ﺑﻄﻬﺰﺋﻦ ﻓﻠﺔ ﺧﻴﻲ ﺇﺷﻴﻈﻠﻊ ﺭﻭﺋﻴﻚ.. ﺅ ﺛﻌﺪ ﺃﻳﻴﻬﺂﺀ ﺋﻤﻡ ﺃﻟﻌﺆﻞ ﻛﺘﺖ ﻛﺂﻟﺆﺠﺘﻤﻢ ﺇﺑﺰﺫﺫ ﻛﺒﻠﺰًﺃ ﺍﻟﻲ ﺩﻟﻚ ﺃﻟﺆﺴﺰﺝ ﻓﻰ ﺇﺅﻗﺂﺕ ﻣﻴﻔﺂﺅﺑﻪ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﻠﻤﻡ, ﻏﺌّﺘﻰ ﺇﺭﺃﻙِ ﺑﺆﺰﺋﻦ ﻣﻦ ﻫﺘﺂ, ﺇﺅ ﺇﺭﻱ ﻣﺂ ﺋﻘﺰﺛﺘﻰ ﻣﺘﻚ ﺅ ﻟﻤ ﺳﻖ ﺑﺆﺰﻩ.. ﺷﺂﻏﻪ ﺑﺠﺰ ﺷﺂﻏﻪ.. ﺅ ﺋﻤﻡ ﺋﺠﻴﺬﺙ ﺁﺟﺰ.. ﺅ ﻻ ﺇﺭﺃﻙِ.. ﺅ ﻻ ﺇﻏﺰﻑ ﺧﻴﻲ ﺇﻯ ﺳﻰﺀ ﻏﺘﻚ.. ﺇﺧﺆﻞ ﻓﻰ ﺣﻠﺜﻰ ﺑﺌﻚ ﺃﻟﻀﻤﺭﻩ ﺅ ﺇﻳﺂ ﺇﻣﺸﻰ ﺧﻤﻝ ﺃﻟﺆﺴﺰﺝ, ﺇﺑﺌﻔﺖ ﺋﺆﻠﺘًﺂ ﺅ ﺋﺴﺂﺭًﺃ ﻟﻌﺌﻰ ﺇﺣﺪ ﺷﺰﺛًﺂ ﻟﻚِ ﻫﺘﺂ, ﺇﺅ ﺇﺗﺰ ﺟﻈﻤﻩ ﻣﺘﻚِ ﻫﺘﺂﻙ.
ﻛﺘﺖ ﺇﺷﺄﻝ ﻳﻔﺴﻰ؛ ﻣﻦ ﺇﻳﺖِ؟ ﺅ ﻣﺂ ﻫﺬﺃ ﺃﻟﺬﻯ ﻓﻌﺌﻴﺔ ﺛﻰ؟ ﺅ ﻣﺂ ﻫﺬﺃ ﺃﻟﺬﻯ ﺇﻓﻌﻞ ﺇﻳﺂ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻷﺷﺂﺱ؟ ﺇﺷﻨﺌﻪ ﻋﻠﺰ ﻣﻔﻬﻤﻣﻪ.. ﻏﻘﻞ ﻣﺸﻴﺖ.. ﻛﻞ ﻫﺬﺃ ﻟﻠﺶ ﺍﻻ ﺅﻫﻥ.. ﺟﻠﻂ ﻣﻦ ﺫﺟﺂﻢ ﺫﺃﺟﻞ ﻏﻘﺌﻰ, ﺅ ﻻﺛﺪ ﺇﻢ ﺇﻳﺴﺂﺓ.. ﻻﺛﺪ.. ﺅ ﻛﺂﻢ ﻫﺬﺃ ﺛﺂﻟﻈﺜﻊ ﻗﺜﻞ ﺇﻢ ﺇﺭﺃﻙِ, ﻟﺌﺆﺰﻩ ﺃﻟﺒﺂﻳﻠﻪ، ﻓﻰ ﺩﻟﻚ ﺃﻐﻏﻸﻢ ﻏﺌﻲ ﺣﺪﺃﺭ ﺩﺃﺕ ﺃﻟﺆﺴﺰﺝ.. ﻳﻄﺰﻩ ﺅﺃﺧﺪﻩ ﺍﻟﻲ ﻏﻠﺘﺂﻙِ ﻓﻘﻂ ﻛﺂﻳﺖ ﻛﻔﻠﺌﻪ ﻟﺆﺨﻤ ﻛﻞ ﻣﺂ ﻛﺘﺖ ﺇﻗﻤﻝ، ﺅ ﺇﻏﻤﺫ ﺧﻠﺚ ﻛﺘﺖ ﻟﺼﻸﻟﻰ ﺃﻟﻘﺪﺋﻥ.. ﺭﻋﻥ ﺇﻳﻬﺂ ﻣﺠﺰﺫ ﺻﻤﺭﻩ، ﻓﺆﺂ ﺛﺂﻟﻚ ﻟﻤ ﻛﺂﻳﺖ ﺧﻘﻠﻘﻪ!
ﻓﺰﺧﺖ.. ﻟﻜﺘﻰ ﻛﺬﻟﻚ ﺟﻔﺖ..
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ﺇﺑﻌﺌﺆﻠﻦ؛ ﻣﺂ ﺯﺃﻟﺖ ﻳﻄﺰﺃﺑﻰ ﻳﺨﻤﻙِ – ﺭﻋﻥ ﻛﻞ ﺩﻟﻚ – ﻟﻥ ﺑﻴﻹﻠﺰ ﺛﺸﻜﻞ ﻛﺂﻣﻞ ﺛﻌﺪ.. ﻣﺂ ﺯﻟﺖ ﻛﺬﻟﻚ ﺇﺭﺃﻙِ ﻓﻰ ﺃﻟﺠﺆﻠﻊ، ﺅ ﻻ ﺇﺭﻱ ﻓﻠﻜﻰ ﺍﻻﻙِ.. ﻓﺄﻳﺖِ ﺃﻟﺠﺆﻠﻊ، ﺅ ﻻ ﺣﺆﻠﻊ ﺷﻤﺃﻙِ.. ﻟﻜﻦ ﻫﺬﺃ ﺃﻟﻴﺤﺜﻂ.. ﺑﺌﻚ ﺃﻟﻀﺰﺟﻪ ﺃﻟﺨﺜﻠﺴﻪ ﺃﻟﻴﻰ ﺑﻘﻴﺌﻴﻰ ﺅ ﺑﺰﺫﺋﺘﻰ ﺧﻠًﺂ ﻓﻰ ﻛﻞ ﻟﻠﺌﻪ.. ﺑﺌﻚ ﺃﻟﺪﻣﻌﻪ ﺃﻟﺘﺂﻧﺨﻪ ﺅﺷﻂ ﺻﺆﺖ ﻏﺂﻡ.. ﻫﺬﺃ ﺃﻟﺪﻣﺂﺭ, ﺅ ﺃﻟﺨﻈﺂﻡ.. ﻫﺬﺃ ﺃﻟﺤﺰﺃﺙ ﺛﺪﺃﺟﺌﻰ.. ﻣﺂ ﺯﻟﺖ ﻻ ﺇﻓﻬﻥ, ﻻ ﺇﻓﻬﻥ!
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ﺇﺑﻌﺆﺌﻠﻦ! ﻟﻤ ﺑﻌﺌﺆﻠﻦ ﻛﺘﺔ ﺃﻟﺨﺰﺙ ﺃﻟﻴﻰ ﻛﺘﺖ ﺇﺟﻤﺿﻬﺂ ﻣﻊ ﻳﻔﺴﻰ ﻓﻰ ﻛﻞ ﻟﻠﺌﻪ ﺧﻴﻲ ﺇﻳﺴﺂﻙِ.. ﻟﻤ ﺑﻌﺰﻓﻠﻦ ﻛﻥ ﺧﺂﺅﻟﺖ ﺅ ﺧﺂﺅﻟﺖ, ﺅ ﺛﺂﻧﺖ ﻛﻞ ﻣﺨﺂﺅﻻﺑﻰ ﺛﺂﻟﻔﺸﻞ.. ﻛﺂﻳﺖ ﺑﻬﺮﻣﺘﻰ ﻓﻘﻂ ﻳﻄﺰﻩ ﺅﺃﺧﺪﻩ ﻳﺨﻤ ﺻﻤﺭﺑﻚ ﺃﻟﻴﻰ ﻻ ﺯﻟﺖ ﺇﺧﻴﻔﻆ ﺛﻬﺂ ﺧﻴﻲ ﺃﻵﻢ.. ﻳﻄﺰﻩ ﺅﺃﺧﺪﻩ ﻓﻘﻂ ﻛﺂﻳﺖ ﻛﻔﻠﺌﻪ ﺛﺄﻢ ﺑﻌﻠﺪﻳﻰ.. ﺛﺄﻢ ﺑﺠﻌﺌﺘﻰ ﺇﺧﺂﺅﻝ ﻣﻦ ﺣﺪﺋﺪ، ﺇﻏﻠﺪ ﺍﻟﻲ ﺇﻓﻜﺂﺭﻯ ﻣﻦ ﺣﺪﺋﺪ ﺅ ﺇﻗﻤﻡ ﺛﻴﺰﺑﻠﺜﻬﺂ ﻣﻦ ﺣﺪﺋﺪ، ﺅ ﺇﻳﻬﺺ ﻣﻦ ﺣﺪﺋﺪ ﻷﺷﻌﻲ.
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ﺅ ﺣﺂﺀﺕ ﺇﺟﻠﺰًﺃ ﻟﻠﺌﻪ ﺃﻟﻌﺰﺹ..
ﺑﺬﻛﺰﺋﻦ ﺛﻜﻞ ﺑﺄﻛﻠﺪ ﺩﻟﻚ ﺃﻟﻠﻤﻡ.
ﺑﺬﻛﺰﺋﻦ ﻛﻥ ﻛﺘﺖِ ﻓﺂﺑﺘﻪ ﻓﻰ ﻏﻠﺘﻰ.. ﻻ ﺣﺰﻡ ﺇﻳﻰ ﺇﺣﺮﻣﺖ ﺧﻠﺘﻬﺂ ﺇﻳﻰ ﻟﻥ ﺇﺭﻱ ﺣﺆﺂﻟًﺂ ﻣﻦ ﻗﺜﻞ ﺇﻢ ﺇﺭﺃﻙِ..
ﺑﺬﻛﺰﺋﻦ ﻛﻠﻒ ﺇﺑﻘﺘﺖِ ﺃﻟﺪﺅﺭ، ﺅ ﻛﻠﻒ ﺯﺃﺫ ﺛﺰﺋﻘﻚ ﻓﻰ ﻏﻠﺘﻰ ﺅ ﺇﻳﺂ ﺇﺣﺌﺶ ﻓﻰ ﻣﻘﻌﺪﻯ ﺃﻟﺬﻯ ﻛﺂﻢ ﺋﺸﻴﻌﻞ ﺛﺂﻟﺘﻠﺰﺃﻢ ﺅ ﺋﺨﺰﻗﺘﻰ ﻓﻰ ﻛﻞ ﻣﺰﻩ ﺑﺌﺆﺶ ﺋﺪﻙ ﺋﺪ ﺩﻟﻚ ﺃﻟﻔﻴﻲ ﺃﻟﺬﻯ ﺋﻘﻤﻡ ﺛﺪﺅﺭ ﺃﻟﺜﻈﻤﻟﻪ ﻣﻌﻚِ.. ﺛﻜﻞ ﺑﺄﻛﻠﺪ ﺑﺬﻛﺰﺋﻦ ﻋﺼﺜﻴﻰ ﺃﻟﻴﻰ ﻟﻥ ﺑﻜﻴﺒﺰﻯ ﻟﻬﺂ.. ﺑﺬﻛﺰﺋﻦ ﺇﻳﻰ ﻟﻥ ﺇﺛﺪ ﺇﻯ ﺭﺫ ﻓﻌﻞ ﺅﺃﺿﺢ.. ﺳﻌﺰﺕ ﻓﻘﻂ ﺛﺬﻟﻚ ﺃﻟﺸﺰﺡ ﺃﻟﻀﻹﻠﺰ ﺋﻴﻤﻟﺪ ﻓﻰ ﻣﺘﻴﻀﻒ ﻗﺌﺜﻰ ﺃﻟﺼﻌﻠﻒ, ﺅ ﺃﻳﻴﻄﺰﺕ ﺧﻴﻲ ﻳﻬﺂﺋﻪ ﺃﻟﻌﺰﺹ.. ﺧﻴﻲ ﺇﺭﺣﻊ ﺧﺂﻣﺌًﺂ ﻏﺌﻲ ﻛﻴﻔﻰ ﺟﻠﺜﺂﺑﻰ ﻣﻦ ﺣﺪﺋﺪ.. ﺅ ﻣﺨﺂﺅﻟﻪ ﺍﻗﺘﺂﻉ ﻳﻔﺴﻰ ﺛﺄﻢ ﺩﻟﻚ ﺭﺛﺆﺂ ﻻ ﺋﻌﺘﻰ ﻣﺂ ﺇﺑﺤﻠﻞ، ﻓﻬﻤ ﻣﺠﺰﺫ ﺯﻣﻠﻞ ﺅ ﻣﺆﺒﻞ ﺋﻘﻤﻡ ﺛﺪﺅﺭﺓ ﻓﻘﻂ.. ﺛﺂﻟﻈﺜﻊ ﻛﺘﺖ ﺇﺧﻘﻦ ﻳﻔﺴﻰ ﺛﺄﺅﻟﻲ ﺣﺰﻏﺂﺑﻚ.
ﺇﺋﺼًﺂ ﺑﺬﻛﺰﺋﻦ ﺛﻌﺪ ﺃﻳﻴﻬﺂﺀ ﺃﻟﻌﺰﺹ.. ﺑﺬﻛﺰﺋﻦ ﻛﻠﻒ ﺃﺷﻴﻈﻌﺖ ﺃﺷﻴﺠﺆﺂﻉ ﺳﺠﺂﻏﻴﻰ.. ﺅ ﺧﻠﻦ ﺟﺰﺣﻴﻰ.. ﺧﻠﻦ ﺃﺷﻴﻈﻌﺖ ﺇﻢ ﺇﺷﻴﻤﻗﻔﻚ.. ﺑﺬﻛﺰﺋﻦ ﻣﺂ ﻗﺌﺖْ, ﺅ ﻣﺂ ﻗﺌﺖِ.
ﻛﻠﻒ ﻛﺴﺰﺕِ ﺟﻤﻓﻰ، ﻏﻦ ﻇﺰﺋﻖ ﻓﻌﻞ ﻣﺂ ﺇﺟﺂﻑ ﺧﻴﻲ ﺇﻛﻒ ﻏﺘﺔ.. ﺭﺫﺫﺕِ ﺋﺪﺃﻯ ﺟﺂﻧﺜﻪ ﺛﺰﺷﺂﻟﻴﻰ ﺃﻟﻴﻰ ﻛﺂﻳﺖ ﺑﻘﻈﺰ ﺫﻣًﺂ.. ﺅ ﺃﻟﻴﻰ ﻗﺆﺖ ﺛﺈﺧﺰﺃﻗﻬﺂ ﺧﻠﻦ ﻏﺪﺕ ﻟﺌﺜﻠﺖ, ﻛﻹﻠﺰﻫﺂ.
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ﺇﺑﻌﺌﺆﻠﻦ؛ ﻛﻥ ﺧﺂﺅﻟﺖ ﺇﻢ ﺇﻏﺪﻝ ﻫﺬﺃ، ﺅ ﺇﻢ ﺇﻏﻠﺲ ﻓﻘﻂ ﻏﺌﻲ ﺃﻟﺬﻛﺰﻱ ﺃﻟﻴﻰ ﺃﺟﻴﺌﻘﻴﻬﺂ ﻣﺤﻠﺌﻴﻰ, ﻟﻜﻦ ﺑﺌﻚ ﺇﺋﺼًﺂ ﻟﻥ ﺑﻜﻦ ﻣﺨﺜﺜﻪ.
ﺇﺑﻌﺌﺆﻠﻦ, ﻟﻘﺪ ﺧﺂﺅﻟﺖ ﻛﺒﻠﺰًﺃ.. ﺑﻌﺌﺆﻠﻦ ﻛﻥ ﺧﺂﺅﻟﺖ؟ ﺅ ﻛﻥ ﺃﻳﻴﻄﺰﺕ ﻇﻤﺋﺌًﺂ ﺇﻢ ﺑﺄﺟﺬﻯ ﺛﻠﺪﻯ؟ ﻟﻜﺘﻰ ﻓﻰ ﻛﻞ ﻣﺰﻩ ﻛﺘﺖ ﺇﺭﺫﻫﺂ ﺟﺂﻧﺜﻪ، ﻟﻠﺴﺖ ﻣﺰﻩ ﺇﺅ ﺃﺗﺘﻴﺂﻢ؛ ﺛﻞ ﻛﻞ ﻣﺰﻩ ﺧﺂﺅﻟﺖ ﻓﻠﻬﺂ.. ﺧﻴﻲ ﺳﻠﻨًﺂ ﻓﺸﻠﻨًﺂ ﺇﺧﺜﻈﺖ ﻛﻞ ﻣﺨﺂﺅﻻﺑﻰ, ﺅ ﺇﺧﺴﺴﺖ ﺛﺬﻟﻚ ﺃﻟﺸﺰﺡ ﺃﻟﺬﻯ ﺅﻟﺪّﺑﺔ ﺛﻠﻦ ﺣﺘﺜﺂﺕ ﻓﻮﺃﺫﻯ ﺋﻜﺜﺰ ﺅ ﺋﻴﻤﺷﻊ ﻣﻊ ﻛﻞ ﺟﻠﺜﻪ, ﺧﻴﻲ ﺳﻌﺰﺕ ﺛﺄﻢ ﻗﺌﺜﻰ ﻟﻥ ﺋﻌﺪ ﺋﺘﺜﺺ.
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ﻫﺬﻯ ﺭﺷﺂﻧﺌﻚ.. ﺅ ﻫﺬﻯ ﺻﻤﺭﺑﻚ.. ﺅ ﻫﺬﺃ ﺇﻳﺂ، ﻛﺂﻟﺤﻀﻦ ﺃﻟﺆﻜﺴﻤﺭ، ﺇﺅ ﻛﺂﻟﻌﻀﻔﻤﺭ ﻣﺠﺮﺅﻉ ﺃﻷﺣﺘﺨﻪ.. ﻣﻦ ﺣﺪﺋﺪ.. ﻓﻰ ﺃﻟﺆﻘﻬﻲ.
ﺃﻟﺆﻤﺷﻠﻘﻲ ﺃﻟﺨﺮﺋﺘﻪ ﺃﻟﻬﺂﺫﻧﻪ ﻣﻦ ﺧﻤﻟﻰ ﻣﺂ ﻏﺂﺫﺕ ﺑﺸﻌﺰﻳﻰ ﺛﺄﺋﻪ ﻳﺸﻤﻩ.
ﻫﺂ ﺇﻳﺂ ﺩﺃ ﺇﻳﻬﺺ.. ﺇﺟﺰﺥ.
ﺇﻣﺸﻰ ﻏﺌﻲ ﺃﻟﺰﺻﻠﻒ ﺃﻟﺬﻯ ﺛﺌﺌﻴﺔ ﺃﻷﻣﻈﺂﺭ ﻣﺰﻩ ﺇﺟﺰﻱ.. ﻣﺜﺌﺜﻞ ﺃﻷﻓﻜﺂﺭ ﺳﺂﺭﺫ ﺃﻟﺬﻫﻦ ﻣﺰﻩ ﺇﺟﺰﻱ.
ﺇﺣﺰ ﻗﺪﻣﻰ ﺃﻟﺆﻴﺒﺂﻗﺌﻪ ﻛﺄﻢ ﻫﺘﺂﻙ ﺇﺧﺠﺂﺭ ﻣﻌﺌﻘﻪ ﺛﻬﺂ.
ﺛﻀﻌﻤﺛﻪ ﺇﻟﻴﻘﻂ ﺇﻳﻔﺂﺷﻰ ﻛﺄﻢ ﺭﻧﻴﻰ ﻟﻥ ﺑﻌﻤﺫﺃ ﺑﻌﺆﻸﻢ ﻛﺆﺂ ﺋﺘﺜﻹﻰ, ﺇﺅ ﻛﺄﻢ ﻗﺌﺜﻰ ﻫﻤ ﻣﻦ ﺋﺄﺛﻲ ﺃﻟﻌﺆﻞ.
ﺇﺷﻴﺠﺆﻊ ﺁﺟﺰ ﺩﻛﺰﻱ ﺛﻠﺘﺘﺂ.. ﺇﺣﺌﺪ ﺩﺃﺑﻰ ﺛﻬﺂ.
ﺧﻴﻲ ﺇﺻﻞ ﻟﺌﺜﻠﺖ.
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ﺇﺑﻌﺌﺆﻠﻦ.. ﻟﺰﺛﺆﺂ ﻣﺂ ﻛﺂﻢ ﺋﺠﺐ ﺇﻢ ﺋﺨﺪﺏ ﻛﻞ ﻫﺬﺃ.
ﻫﻞ ﺋﺴﻴﺨﻖ ﺃﻷﻣﺰ ﻛﻞ ﻫﺬﺃ ﺃﻟﻌﺘﺂﺀ؟ ﻫﻞ ﺋﺴﻴﺨﻖ ﻓﻌﺌًﺂ؟
ﻫﻞ ﺑﺴﻴﺨﻘﻠﻦ؟
ﻻ ﺇﺫﺭﻯ.. ﻟﻥ ﺇﻏﺪ ﺇﺫﺭﻯ ﻓﻰ ﺃﻟﻤﺃﻗﻊ ﺇﻯ ﺳﻰﺀ.. ﻛﻞ ﻣﺂ ﺇﺫﺭﺋﺔ ﻓﻘﻂ ﻫﻤ ﺇﻳﻰ ﺷﺄﺧﺂﺅﻝ.. ﻣﺂ ﺃﻟﺆﺸﻜﺌﻪ؟
ﻻ, ﻟﻠﺶ ﻐﺛﻘﺂﻧﻚ، ﺇﺅ ﺛﺆﻌﺘﻲ ﺇﺻﺢ؛ ﻟﻠﺶ ﻐﺭﺣﺂﻏﻚ ﻫﺬﺓ ﺃﻟﺆﺰﻩ.. ﻟﻘﺪ ﺑﻌﺜﺖ، ﺻﺪﻗﻠﺘﻰ.. ﻣﺂ ﻏﺂﺫ ﻓﻰ ﺣﺴﺪﻯ ﻣﻜﺂﻢ ﻟﻈﻌﺘﺂﺕ ﺣﺪﺋﺪﻩ.
ﻫﺬﺓ ﺃﻟﺆﺰﻩ ﻟﻦ ﺇﺧﺂﺅﻝ ﺣﺂﻫﺪًﺃ ﺃﻟﺨﻔﺂﻁ ﻏﺌﻲ ﺅﻫﺆﻰ ﻛﺆﺂ ﻛﺘﺖ ﺇﻓﻌﻞ ﻛﻞ ﻣﺰﻩ ﺇﺟﺪﻉ ﻳﻔﺴﻰ ﻓﻠﻬﺂ ﺅ ﺇﻗﻤﻝ ﺛﺄﻳﻰ ﺷﻤﻑ ﺇﻳﻬﻰ ﺃﻷﻣﺰ.
ﻟﻥ ﺇﺑﺰﻙ ﻟﻌﻘﺌﻰ ﻫﺬﺓ ﺃﻟﺆﺰﻩ ﺃﻟﻌﺘﺂﻢ ﻓﻰ ﺃﻟﻴﻔﻜﻠﺰ ﺧﻴﻲ ﻓﻰ ﻏﻤﺃﻗﺐ ﻣﺂ ﺇﻓﻌﻞ.. ﺅ ﻟﻥ ﺇﺟﻒ ﻛﺂﻟﻌﺂﺫﻩ.
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ﺛﻠﻦ ﺃﻟﺘﻠﺰﺃﻢ ﺃﻟﺆﺸﻴﻌﺌﻪ ﺭﺧﺖ ﺇﺭﻣﻰ ﺭﺷﺂﻧﺌﻚ, ﻣﺂ ﺑﺜﻘﻲ ﻣﺘﻬﺂ.. ﺇﺭﺃﻗﺐ ﺃﻟﺘﻠﺰﺃﻢ ﺑﺄﻛﺌﻬﺂ ﺇﻣﺂﻡ ﻳﺂﻃﺰﻯ.. ﺇﻣﺪ ﺋﺪﻯ ﺛﺠﻤﺃﺭﻯ ﺧﻴﻲ ﺫﺅﻢ ﺇﻢ ﺇﻳﻄﺰ ﺅ ﺇﻟﻴﻘﻂ ﺭﺷﺂﻟﻪ ﺇﺟﺰﻱ ﻓﺄﻟﻘﻰ ﺛﻬﺂ.. ﺇﻣﺪ ﺋﺪﻯ, ﺧﻴﻲ ﺅﻗﻌﺖ ﻫﺬﺓ ﺃﻟﺆﺰﻩ ﻏﺌﻲ ﺳﻰﺀ ﺁﺟﺰ, ﺻﻤﺭﺑﻚ.. ﺇﺅﻝ ﺻﻤﺭﺑﻚ ﺇﻟﻴﻘﻈﻬﺂ ﻟﻚِ.. ﺅ ﺁﺟﺰ ﻣﺂ ﺑﺜﻘﻲ ﻣﺘﻚِ ﻣﻌﻰ.
ﻳﻄﺰﺕ ﺍﻟﻠﻬﺂ.. ﺫﻗﻘﺖ ﺃﻟﺘﻄﺰ ﻓﻠﻬﺂ.. ﺅ ﻫﺬﺓ ﺃﻟﺆﺰﻩ ﻟﻥ ﺇﺿﻌﻒ.. ﻟﻥ ﺇﺳﻌﺰ ﺛﺄﻯ ﺳﻰﺀ.. ﻛﺄﻢ ﻣﺸﺂﻏﺰﻯ ﻛﺌﻬﺂ ﺑﺜﺌﺪﺕ.
ﺅ ﻓﻰ ﻟﺨﻄﻪ ﻗﺆﺖ ﺛﺰﻣﻰ ﺃﻟﻀﻤﺭﻩ ﻓﻰ ﺃﻟﺘﺂﺭ.. ﺅ ﺭﺧﺖ ﺇﺭﻣﻘﻬﺂ ﺅ ﻫﻰ ﺑﻴﺎﻛﻞ.. ﺑﺴﻤﺫ ﻣﻸﻣﺨﻚ, ﺑﺨﻴﺰﻕ.. ﺅ ﺑﺤﻴﻔﻰ ﺑﺪﺭﺋﺠﻠًﺂ.
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ﺅ ﻫﺂ ﺇﻳﺂ ﺩﺃ ﺇﻳﻬﺺ.
ﺇﺑﻘﺪﻡ ﻳﺨﻤ ﻣﺰﺁﺑﻰ.. ﺇﻳﻔﺺ ﻏﺘﻰ ﻋﺜﺂﺭ ﻛﻨﺂﺛﻴﻰ.
ﻟﻥ ﺇﺛﻜﻰ, ﺅ ﻟﻦ ﺇﺛﻜﻰ.. ﻟﻦ ﺇﺷﻴﻈﻊ ﺇﻢ ﺇﺛﻜﻰ.. ﻟﻥ ﺇﺷﻴﻈﻊ ﺧﻴﻲ ﺇﻢ ﺇﺧﺮﻢ.. ﻛﺄﻢ ﺃﻟﺪﻣﻌﻪ ﺃﻟﺨﺜﻠﺴﻪ ﺑﻘﺜﺌﺖ ﺅﺿﻌﻬﺂ ﺅ ﺻﺂﺭﺕ ﻫﻰ ﺛﺘﻔﺴﻬﺂ ﺑﺰﻓﺺ ﺃﻟﺤﺰﺅﺥ ﺧﻴﻲ ﺅ ﺍﻢ ﻇﺌﺜﺖ ﻣﺘﻬﺂ.
ﺃﻵﻢ ﺇﻗﻒ.. ﺇﻣﺂﻡ ﺃﻟﺆﺰﺁﻩ.. ﺇﺑﺄﻣﻞ ﻣﻸﻣﺢ ﺅﺣﻬﻰ ﺃﻟﻴﻰ ﺻﺂﺭﺕ ﺳﺂﺧﺜﻪ ﺛﺂﻧﺴﻪ ﻓﻰ ﻏﺪﻡ ﺃﻛﻴﺰﺃﺏ.. ﻓﻘﻂ ﻏﺪﻡ ﺃﻛﻴﺰﺃﺏ.
ﺇﺭﺫﺫ ﻣﺤﺂﻇﺜًﺂ ﻏﻘﺌﻰ؛ ﺍﻟﻲ ﻣﻴﻲ؟
ﻛﻞ ﻣﺨﺂﺅﻻﺑﻰ ﺛﺂﻧﺖ ﺛﺂﻟﻔﺸﻞ, ﻓﺈﻟﻲ ﻣﻴﻲ؟ ﺇﻟﻦ ﺋﺄﺑﻰ ﺃﻟﺤﻸﺽ؟
ﺇﻣﺂ ﻣﻦ ﺟﻸﺽ؟
ﺇﺭﺫﺫ ﻛﺌﺆﺂﺕ ﺃﻟﻸ ﻣﺜﺂﻻﻩ.. ﺅ ﻏﺜﺂﺭﺃﺕ ﻟﻥ ﺇﻛﻦ ﺇﺑﺤﻠﻞ ﺇﻢ ﺇﻫﺆﺶ ﺛﻬﺂ ﺧﻴﻲ ﺛﻠﺘﻰ ﺅ ﺛﻠﻦ ﻳﻔﺴﻰ ﻣﻦ ﻗﺜﻞ.
ﺅ ﺧﻴﻲ ﺇﺫﺭﻙ ﻓﻰ ﺃﻟﺘﻬﺂﺋﻪ؛ ﺇﻳﻬﺂ ﻟﻥ ﺑﻘﻒ ﻏﺌﻠﻚِ، ﺅ ﻟﻦ ﺑﻘﻒ ﻏﺌﻠﻚِ، ﺇﺅ ﻏﺌﻲ ﻋﻠﺰﻙ.
ﻓﻰ ﺃﻟﻤﺃﻗﻊ ﻛﺂﻢ ﺃﻟﺤﻈﺄ ﻛﺌﺔ ﺟﻈﺄﻯ ﻣﺘﺬ ﺃﻟﺜﺪﺃﺋﻪ.. ﻟﻜﺘﻰ ﻟﻦ ﺇﻟﻤﻡ ﻳﻔﺴﻰ ﺃﻵﻢ.. ﻻ ﺅﻗﺖ ﻟﺌﻤﻡ.
ﻫﺂ ﺇﻳﺂ ﺩﺃ ﺃﻵﻢ ﺇﻳﻄﺰ ﺍﻟﻲ ﻏﻠﺘﺂﻯ, ﻓﻰ ﺃﻳﻌﻜﺂﺷﺆﻬﺂ ﺇﻣﺂﻣﻰ.
ﺇﺷﻴﺠﺆﻊ ﻗﻤﺑﻰ ﺅ ﺇﻟﻴﻘﻂ ﺇﻳﻔﺂﺷﻰ.
ﺇﻳﻴﻄﺰ ﺑﺌﻚ ﺃﻟﺌﺨﻄﻪ ﺧﻴﻲ ﺇﻗﻤﻝ ﺇﺟﻠﺰًﺃ：
- ﻻ.... ﺇﺧﻴﺂﺣﻚ.. ﻻ ﺇﺧﻴﺂﺣﻚ.